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lucy or luces ? - she / her . mean femme lesbian of your dreams. beware i write dark romance and disturbing content. submit your most disturbing fantasy.
I really donāt give a fuck if someone glorifies or romanticizes bad, very fucked up things in fanfiction. thatās the point of dark fantasies, and the point of dark fantasies is that they are Not Real.
no one in real life gets hurt because someone has dark fantasies somewhere.
the only victims in this case are imaginary people, fictional characters with no lives, souls or feelings.
and itās fun and therapeutic to indulge in dark fantasies from time to time, as long as they stay fantasies. and I trust that people can separate fiction from reality.
harassing or shaming people for having dark fantasies, for the sake of imaginary children and fictional characters, will still make you a bully who values the lives of imaginary people over real people.
adding to this that if youāre writing from an antagonistās pov, you will almost certainly glorify the bad things your antagonist does.
and itās more than okay if your antagonist wins in the end.
not every piece of fiction has to end with the good guy winning. not every piece of fiction has to end with a perfect life lesson. especially when you create for yourself and your own enjoyment.
ābut fiction effects realityš„ŗā if someone lets fiction effect their reality to the point they canāt tell that bad things in fiction are not okay in real life, chances are that, with or without the fiction they consume, theyāre already troubled and they need help. but their inability to separate fiction from reality is not the artistsā responsibility. weāre not our audiencesā parents.
How would Ellie and reader meet? like Ellie's first time discovering reader and becoming crazy about her?
It can happen in any kind of universe. For example, kidnapper!Ellie could be a post apocalyptic, college au, modern au etc. I think ex!Ellie makes for the best version of kidnapper x kidnapped
omg are you lunes?
who?
will kidnapper!ellie ever bring reader to her bed again?
what fic are you referring to?
I adore ur writing sm omgmfmfmfmfmgm !!
thank you bunny
Mommy Lucy should seek employment
ur funny bunny
"kids shouldn't be into politics"
politicians shouldn't be into kids, but here we are
How does Ellie react when the stockhold syndrome finally overcomed reader?
When Ellie finds out that youāre reliant on her, she enjoys taking care of you even more than before.
That doesnāt mean Ellie has ever forgotten how cute your screams sounded when you resisted her, trying to hide your stupid little pussy from her with your shackled handsā as if it would help.
Ellie tries new thingsā harder kinks, more hours in the basement where she makes you feel uncertain under the impression she might never come back.
Maybe she even tries to lie to you about being with someone else romantically just to watch your little face drop. She finds it so cute.
She knows itās wrong that sheās playing around with your feelings, and while sheās aware sheās not actually seeing someone else, she likes watching the sadness in your eyes.
It makes her realise over and over that youāre just a helpless captive girl in love with her captor.
barks for you more kidnapper ellie
im mildly confused who you are barking for.
is kidnapper!ellie into knife play?
not really
smut . strap . tummy bulging .
Fuck.
Just imagine getting fucked hard by Abby while she fucking coos at you condescendingly and strokes the bulge her strap creates in your tummy.
Youāre a fucking sobbing, slobbering mess and here she is caressing your tummy and letting you feel exactly where sheās pounding deep into.
Your eyes are so fucking blurry you canāt even see her clearly, your face burns with deep humiliation but then she speaks, āthereās my sweetest little girl, look at you taking mommyās strap so well, there she is,ā she rubs the bulge, her big hand engulfing it easily, āthere it is, hmm? You want mommy to fill you up more?ā
She manhandles you with ease, years of weight training finally paying off as she repositions you on your hands and knees.
Before you can crawl away, she wraps one muscular arm around your waist and slams her strap in your wrecked hole, bulging your tummy visibly.
You gag on your own spit, cough and cry harder.
āAbbyāoh⦠oh, itās deep.ā
Your hand flies to grab at the bulge, her hand joins in on top.
āI know, baby, feel it? Thatās all me.ā
āthis reply is hidden because you have blocked the authorā bitch who
SUMMARY OF DRAMA FOR THOSE WHO DONT KNOW:
If youāre friends with ggutpunch, andieopedia, nuclearwaste, lonerslug, or moots of mine getting hate ā you might wanna read this !!
tw: slurs, lots of cussing, just tumblr drama, suicide sh mentions, just a lot of bs
Hannah: Hi guys, as you know, I am Hannah. I also went by Nicole, and Millie. And I know that there is a lot of controversy right now going on about my name, because of some messed up things I have said and done, and Iāve hurt a lot of people. I apologized publicly, and personally to them ā well, most of them at least. And we all decided to try to move on from the matter.
I have returned to my original name to cut the drama on my part, and ever since, I have been nothing but truthful about everything. And whenever, on one instance, something slipped from my mind, and I forgot to add some information, I put out an announcement to correct myself (within the server misunderstanding). I have owned up to every fault of mine so far.
But earlier upon noticing that I was getting mistreated and discriminated against by none other than Ethan (ggutpunch on Tumblr formerly until deactivated, and 6sevika on Discord with ID: 630030794810720272), I wanted to make things right. So I made a post of my own where I explained everything from my side, and I explained all the things he never mentioned because it may cause the public to sympathise with me, and I guess he didn't want that.
After that, we quit talking about it until I learnt that Ethan joined my server using a fake account and then much more came to my attention regarding him pretending to be someone else in front of my server members and relaying screenshots back and forth in a private server he has with a channel dedicated to hating on me.
Ethan breaching Hannahās server (baes) unprovokedā
Hannah: As I mentioned, I tried to move on from it, and return to my original alias, and the purpose for creating a community-based server, which is a safe space to peopleā of the fandom, some ex-members, readers and moots.
However, for a while I was unaware that one of the members who used to speak somewhat actively there, turned out to be Ethan himself in disguise as someone else. He did this entirely unprovoked, after he told on his Tumblr that he was done involving himself in the drama.
If I wasnāt provided with that information, I would likely have deleted my server and my members would have lost their safe space because a lot of people made a lot of friends there, and they enjoy talking there and spending their time getting to know one another better and having fun with each other. Only because of him, it would have been destroyed. Only because he thought that pretending to be someone else and breaching my serverās privacy, taking screenshots of peopleās personal messages in there, and relaying them to a separate server just to hate on me mindlessly was a good idea. Just because he thinks that my past mistakes make it okay for him to go into my server, breach my privacy, stalk me, or create fake accounts just for that purpose⦠itās insane. He did this entirely unprovoked, after he claimed heād stop.
The fake account username is: @/gh00stlyy with ID: 133882637953
AJ: More screenshots of proof that Ethan is Ryker, with his friend, who we all knew as Churro, also wanting to join in. Ethan made no attempt to stop this.
Hannah: Later, Ethan joined my server again, as of only about an hour ago at 1:22 a.m. Luckily enough, I was active and I banned him the moment he joined. However, right after he sent me a friend request, and since he has been going around in my mutuals' inboxes and bothering them with his mindless bullshit, I decided that I would have to talk it out with him. So when I asked him what he wants from me, he said he just wants me to know that I deserve better. When I told him that whoever I date is none of his business, he told me to kill myself. And now is telling me to cut myself.
Ethanās lovebombing and manipulation over friends and suchā
Hannah: I wish I could have said that he is a good person who just acts this way because he hates me specifically, but itās not only me he mistreats, itās the people around him as well. If those very people want to defend him, they can defend him, but what I have seen is not a healthy way of a person having friendships.Ā
I will be providing screenshots taken from my personal view of the people who have come to his defense and hated me, for which I am not going to be blurring their namesā as they want the spotlight just as badly as Ethan does. AJ will be providing screenshots from his end as he wishes.
Later, Andie told me that they have feelings for Ethan, and I continuously told them that if Ethan treats them the way theyāre treating them, then they shouldnāt be talking to Ethan and only falling for him deeper. That would only hurt Andie in the process. And then I added that āitās your life at the end of the day, and if you choose to be with Ethan, I will completely understand that anyway.ā However, Andie took my words out of context to make it seem like I have been trying to break Andieās friendship apart with Ethan, when theyāre probably fully aware that Iāve only been looking out for them while maintaining respectful distance.Ā
I could have exposed this earlier to defend myself and break Andieās privacy by leaking those messages about their feelings for Ethan, I didnāt do it because I thought they were holding neutral ground and avoiding the drama. Little did I know theyāre going to lonerslugās inbox (while probably being underage themselves) and inviting lonerslug deeper into the drama.Ā
When all Iāve been doing was telling Andie thatā look, Ethan is going to love bomb you and then neglect you the way you literally told me he did. And according to what I know as of very recent, heās still doing that. If you want to get your heart broken, Andie, youāre very welcome to do that. But do not try to make me seem like the bad guy when you yourself come and tell me shit about Ethan. Especially when you are still friends with him knowing how he hated on me.
Putting aside the shitshow with Andie, moving on to how Ethan treats the rest of his friends, I want to bring up Ethanās friendship with Jackie.Ā
Jackie has claimed to have romantic feelings for Ethan and liking him like that (in his private messages, which Ethan screenshotted and showed me). When I saw that, I told Ethan not to flirt around with Jackie anymore because of that. And considering Jackie has the same mental illness that I have (bpd), I know very well that this is the one way to keep Jackie hanging. Soon enough, Jackie texted Ethan and told Ethan that he was Jackieās favorite person, and that only was going to get worse from there because Ethan has inconsistency in his friendships.
Numerous times Ethan reportedly told Andie that he was to stop flirting with Jackie because it bothered Andie, but then they (Ethan and Jackie) would go on voice call (in the server) or simply flirt around in text (in the server). Perhaps even direct messages⦠I have no clue of that. But several times Andie has come to me, and expressed their frustration over this entire love triangle that was starting to form š
According to him, he flirts around with everyone, and he claims that he is Quoiromantic and doesnāt understand the difference between if someone has friendly feelings for him or romantic feelings for him, which I very much understand and respect, but in a case where someone confesses to you, you still continue to flirt with them, and you tell your other āfriendā that you will not flirt with anybody else, but then you keep going on and on and onā that is inconsistent behavior which is starting to turn into constant ālove bombing and neglectionā cycle that AJ has only recently broken out of from Ethan.Ā
AJ was heavily mistreated throughout his friendship with Ethan (after the drama) where whenever Ethan felt like it, he would act cold with AJ. And whenever Ethan wanted to, he would be giving AJ suggestive pictures like heavy cleavage pictures, which Andie got mad over laterā turning this into yet another back-and-forth.Ā
This is not a dating sim, Ethan. People have real feelings.Ā
AJ: Months later, Ethan is still lovebombing Andie and several other people have noticed it.Ā
Jackieās weird commentsā
Hannah: finally coming down to their server owner, Jackie, who banned AJ for being āracistā, which I understand, given that the screenshot that they have is a conversation that happened between me and AJ a very long time ago, which I gave to Ethan because I was under the impression that AJ will never change as a person and will always continue to be how he isā the thought developed through some derogatory adjectives he used towards me. I was angered and I didnāt genuinely think he could change until as of recent when we spoke, I realized that he did change, and I saw said change firsthand, and I will be witness to that change proudly because I am very pleasantly surprised to see how well he has changed and become a much better, honest, loyal version of himself.Ā
It shows not only in how we speak but also the respect he shows constantly through speech and actionā not just to me but others around himself as of now.Ā
Using someoneās past to define their present time fate when all you have been trying to do is promote change in a person is very wild and hypocritical.
I understand if you have political views, but you should not act like that in a community space where people coexist globally, and minimal respect is a must. History shouldnāt make you cruel towards others, especially when we canāt control where we are born.
The only reason Iām bringing up something that happened so long ago is because she used AJās past and banned him from their server when she herself has made questionable comments too in the past. It gotta work both ways, Jackie.
Ethanās weird commentsā
AJ: In the previous server (nicās) that Hannah has established, Ethan has made several jokes about being groomed that have disturbed several members. Unfortunately, that server has been deleted. But I have managed to find one screenshot that clearly depicts Ethan asking where āfemale groomersā were at. This behavior is disgusting and several other people have seen it. Ethan even went as far as to go into Hannahās server and openly request a āpedophile!sevika ficā. This shows that Ethan is fine with pedophilia because he craves it in real life as well as in fiction, and despite the serverās owner, Jackie, knowing about this, they still allowed him to stay in.
Ethanās love for drama
Hannah: Later on, things werenāt really making sense to me because why the hell would Ethan put himself through so much just to get revenge on me? And then he does achieve it because I got a lot of hate, and I took accountability for the things Iāve done, acknowledged it, publicly apologized, personally apologized. But then I realized he was discriminating against me and not saying the full version of everything that happened. So I had to take everything in my own hands, and then I did that.Ā
And now he has a server with a channel which is entirely dedicated towards hating on me, and then proceeds to do all the weird faking things Iāve already mentioned as well.Ā
It doesnāt make any sense. Why the hell would he do all of that on purpose? Is he really that jobless?Ā
AJ: Yes, he is that jobless.Ā
AJ: Hopefully this shows everyone involved what kind of person Ethan is. Especially those that didnāt bother trying to listen to my explanation or reasoning before blocking me, removing me out of groups, & unadding me. For a group of people aged 16-18, respectfully, most, not all, of them are very immature.
And donāt forget, all of this started because Ethan got mad that he never initiated conversation, and that I was calling someone else other than him. Pathetic behavior. Maybe I would have initiated conversation more if he wasnāt like thisā¦
Or this.. in reference to me.
Or, lastly, this! When I started calling someone else. Very coincidental behavior.
Hannah: special my ass š aside from that, screenshots suggest that Ethan has been talking to @/lonerslug.Ā
Hannah: Ethan is far from an adult and Mila is enabling him to do things like that which she received from a minor by the way. Yes, it was wrong of me to send those even if I wasnāt even naked in anything and itās not legitimate anything, doesnāt have my face either ā still, I acknowledge my mistake on that part, and considering Mila is in her twenties and doing things like this?
Genuinely, grow up, Mila, youāre very very lucky this is the internet and not the real world. Youāre exactly what people should avoid ā a lying two faced predator.
Anyway, to conclude, Ethan please stop acting so immature, it is sickening, and we genuinely hope you get better.Ā Ā
āteam hannahā = team idc what happens as long as it doesnāt effecf me
bun you gotta care for witch hunt harassment situations, if not this aint the place for u bunny.
why are u friends with someone whoās dating a maga person??
1st her dating life isnāt my business?
2nd why do you care who I interact with? because honestly how does it effect you at all? if itās not affecting my personal life, I donāt really care who somebodyās dating. ļæ¼maga is terrible and something i do not support. but we all have to love each other to make the situation better. so far left isnāt exactly all innocent either. everyone just hates each other so much. 
somebody can be maga, but Iāll still treat them with respect until they disrespect me. if that really bothers you so much then just block me because I promise itās not going to hurt my feelings. iām much better way to solve this problem than coming into my inbox on anonymous would just be to dm me. but being immature like this, and making a big deal out of something really small is making you apart of the problem. 
Genuinely, preach.
definitely team hannah whoever she dates aint none o yo business
whatās your deepest darkest secretest kink ever in the whole wide world
i have had dreams where my butch kills my whole family and kidnaps me, taking me away, breeding me so i cant escape, keeping me drugged and making love to mr while im intoxicated. my dirtiest fetish is losing all bodily control to someone.