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[ohwellcore]

𝕴𝖓𝖙𝖗𝖔 𝕻𝖔𝖘𝖙

I like black metal, history (especially war and politics), nature, aesthetics

[maize-field-vampire]

Hi I hope you’re doing good I just wanted to say that I have a huge obsession with Tänzeldork and he never leaves my head…

Oh anon. My sweet summer child. He is in my head constantly dancing welcome to my personally crafted hell

[maize-field-vampire]

soooo like. i wanna b ur friend but idk how 2 go abt this n i don't wanna link my acc.... but uhh hi!! i'm nicky (it/she) n i luv punk, bm, n emo x) -💉

Well, hi there Nicky; I hate to be so blunt but it's kinda impossible to make friends with an anonymous person. You're free to reach out in my dms though!

[rotinmycore]

it’s coming back to me.

[alicedelarge]

One thing that seems striking to me and is always glossed over is the way Øystein phrased the news of Pelle’s death when he talked to Jan Axel on the phone: “Pelle’s gone home”. 

“Home” implies comfort, warmth and safety, and one could interpret his words as a wish for Pelle, much like when people say that someone is "in a better place now".

[the-old-mayhem]

Definitely. No one discusses his choice of words. I always thought he said it because of several reasons, one of which is avoiding saying the actual words- the brutal truth. The other is what you said. And the third is that Øystein perhaps knew well that the afterlife is something Pelle wanted more than anything. So, he was, in a way, returning home - where he once was, during his NDE. I have a feeling they definitely talked about it

[the-old-mayhem]

Pelle:

Reality:

"Sweden is one of the classic "hotspots" for porphyria. In northern Sweden, particularly around Norrbotten and Västerbotten counties, there's a high frequency of acute intermittent porphyria (AIP). This traces back to a founder effect - meaning, several centuries ago, a few individuals in isolated rural communities carried a genetic mutation for AIP. Because the population was relatively geographically and socially isolated (small villages, limited mixing with outsiders), the mutation got passed down and concentrated.

Today, it's estimated that 1 in 1,000 people in northern Sweden carry the AIP gene mutation, which is one of the highest rates in the world."

Pelle:

[the-old-mayhem]

Do you believe in Norse Paganism? I saw in one of your posts, that you were wearing a Icelandic cross (the one with fenrisulven on)

Nope, I don't follow/practice Norse paganism. If anything, I am interested in my own people and slavic paganism (without actually following it). I practice chaos magic. I bought this wolf cross in Gamla stan in Stockholm simply because Pelle had it. It was immediately after my meeting with Anders. I walked past the store and saw it behind the glass and thought how it's a very fitting place and moment to buy it

[the-old-mayhem]

I know you didn't asked, but the feud between Pelle and Quorthon reall amuses me. He decided to send a dead crucified mouse just because he didn't like his outfit, come on... Ahhahaha

It's my opinion that he used dead animals as a way of showing off or deeming who is worthy.. It was a statement of sorts.

He sent it to Quorthon probably to show everyone that he is a wimp who can't handle such things.

And as for their feud, I am sure there's more to it, from Quorthon's side. No way in hell those zines knew about their feud just because Pelle once said how Quorthon is a wimp.

In 2000s, Quorthon gave an interview where he ridiculed Pelle.

Also there's one letter from Pelle to Morgan of Marduk (he has sold that letter years ago, and it never resurfaced online), but the content of the letter includes apparent (death?) threats TO PELLE, from Quorthon.

Now, Pelle wasn't really a liar. I am extremely curious about the whole thing, it's some real material for

[from-the-dark-past]

blasphemer being an edgelord

[thenightsideeclipse]

Censored bcos Tumblr is literally 1984

[nevervess]

compilation of some questionable Mayhem photos cause i’m bored and my blog is dead lol

happy Hellhammer just ridin’

idk Attila

Maniac and Necro just…💀

source: (xxx)

[813skvh935ryoy9tm-deactivated20]

terje in the vreid goddamnit dvd

[the-old-mayhem]

i feel like im the only one that thought ab this (or maybe no) but i just know that dead wouldve been a jealous guy if he had any kind of relationship with anybody lol

You're not, you're not 🤣

I have the same opinion. Jealousy and possessiveness stemming from the fear of abandonment, insecurity, and low self esteem

[ritualpawz]

still can’t get over the fact I saw this man in person walking by me TWICE outside the venue

This is still one of my favorite photos from the concert dude

[anathematis-xd]

me when I

[the-old-mayhem]

As a former anorexic, my heart aches knowing that Pelle was going through all of that. Not just the mental but the physical toll, he was likely in pain all the time because of it. People don’t talk about how eating disorders truly effect people physically enough, or that men can get them too.

Hard agree, it's heartbreaking.

Anorexia is seen as a female only disorder and Pelle is such a good example, actually. Go and try finding ANYONE from the scene ever saying words "eating disorder" or "anorexia" in relation to Pelle. You won't find shit. It's always just "oh he rarely ate" and "he was so skinny he looked sick" but no one names it - says what it really was.

Even here on tumblr and on ig page, I often get asked about his eating habits as if it was something he was doing on purpose - for the sake of cultivating a certain image. That's what he was saying to people when faced with the uncomfortable questions about food.

[queenoftheundergroundscene]

Why is he always queening out