[odumb-deactivated20220303]

till deactivation do us part

[thegoodvybe]

[ohymere]

 A Birthing Experience on the birthday weekend. Rather fitting. 

[myxandme-blog]

[ohymere]

its been a minute.

someone old. 

yup over it. I even wonder how I put up with him for so long. Feeling thankful the end of it was the best thing that’s happened to me. 

someone familiar.

feelings still lingering, stronger at times, but mostly subdued now. I wanna do more, be there more, help more, but I just need to set it aside for now and let it run its course, he will reach out if he wants to. Somehow always end up in situations that I find to have some type of closeness/intimacy.  It feels very comforting around his presence. 

someone new. 

started off as a distraction while going through a low point, felt nice feeling reciprocation, but might be getting cold feet already. there I things I like and things I don’t. Still don’t have a concrete idea or opinion about it overall. Don’t want to make any decisions at the moment either.  Probably because I’m still emotionally unavailable at the moment. 

[eucalyptus-sage]

being known is being loved

"i know your pizza order" "you have freckles on your ears" "you make this face when you're tired" "you order green tea on a good day black on a bad day" "you always make that face before you try something" "the tips of your ears turn red when you're angry" "i knew you'd say something" "you must be exhausted to miss the class" "your favorite pie is pumpkin, right?" "i know your phone number, don't worry" "you miss me, i can tell" "you fiddle with your pens when you're bored" "you don't like converse unless they're high tops" "your favorite cereal is cinnamon toast crunch and you first ate it when you were 8"

being known is being loved.

[princesstigerbelle]

I live for those pics of cats that got onto sports fields on live tv

[ohymere]

[dimpledthings]

it’s okay to not be ready for the next step. it’s okay to wait around, to smell the flowers, to learn random things and chase fleeting interests. you don’t have to rush, or commit to a future you’ve grown unsure of.

sometimes you find your way not by looking forward, down the path you’re already on, but by looking around and seeing what other opportunities are about.

[ntmss]

Tbh the best feeling is realizing ur not sad anymore over something you thought you would never get over

[1617]

This year taught me that putting yourself first isn’t selfish . It’s necessary

[na-2-deactivated20220509]

I miss the happy me wtf where’d you go?

[akmx]

i wish you knew what you mean to me and how your name plays in my head like a song on repeat when i try to sleep at night .

[sm-777]

i don’t get disappointed anymore, I just be like aw again? ok lol

[ohymere]

[ohymere]

[paninicrust]

[lacigreen]

excuse me what