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she pulls away as suddenly as the words were out of his mouth. being such a public figure, though her name was known simply because she was dating someone known, there were constantly suitors, eyeing her, wanting to be titled as the man who ruined a royal relationship. never did she let things get to that point, that much was obvious, never one to lead someone on, never one to provide false never, not even one to allow flirting be confused with anything else. dalena pulls away because she does not want him to think, for a single, mind-numbing second, that there was more to their relationship than formalities.
“too? you love me, too?” she tries to work through the confusion, one word at a time. he could have loved her as a sister; but that was not realistic. too. her literary side knew what that meant, no matter how much she tried to deny, seek excuses, it meant one thing. he loved her the way his brother did. she’s angry because she feels trapped, like he had forced her into a corner, one that she had no escape from, not when she did not love him the way she knows he wants her to. she truly loved so few people in this world; charles would constantly have to vie for the number one spot from her father, from esme, from sebastian, “i love you olivier. just not like that. i’m sorry”
a part of him truly wishes he had kept the guise of twenty questions. eased her into the confession. allow her to lower her guard so to receive a more practical answer. instead she pulls away and he finds himself reeling in his increasing anger. she had every right to react the way that she was, but the hurt did not subside.
not like that. the words should hurt less though they don’t. these words strike an unfamiliar cord for him. she looks truly livid, he thinks, and with the last few ounces of courage he had in him, he kisses her. he lets go of her hands then, raises his own to her cheeks, gives her a look and crushed his lips against hers. there is an urgency to his kiss, his frail teenaged mind excusing his behaviour as maybe making out for a while will help him figure things out.














