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Kieren Parker 26 Survivor Single Father [ pretty much an indie rp blog at this point ]

[okaykieren]

oneandellie·:

she melted, her entire soul became nothing but a shell of itself as she looked at him. frozen in time, the candles licked at his skin and illuminated his eyes in ways even she, someone who spent most of her free time – and not free time – with him. they’d been at this for months now, witty banter and pressing down whatever this was. the only indication of time moving on without her was the feeling of his thumb brushing against her lip. breath caught in her chest and she nuzzled into his hand as it slipped effortlessly to her jaw. 

kieren had always brought her reassurance. he was a friend, now her greatest dream come true. she wanted him more than she wanted anything else on the godforsaken planet they lived within. when he pressed his forehead against hers, ellie let her eyes flutter shut for a moment, enjoying the new closeness between them, and opened her eyes as he spoke. “ always, “ she whispered in return. 

there was preparation. she could feel him teasing her. she could feel the anticipation knotting in her stomach. as he began to slip inside of her she let out a sharp gasp. suddenly, she was very aware of how long it’d been since someone had loved her. a hand went to his wrist, the other knotting in his hair as her moans began to escape again. this time, they were louder, turning her head to press them into his shoulder, attempting to press kissing between them. frantic hands reached for his waist, her chest filling with short breaths until he was inside. “ i’m yours… “ she whispered, still holding him close, “ always. “

He gazed down at her. She looked so small in his arms, so fragile and pure. At her gasp, Kieren’s entire body froze, his dark eyes widening. “Are you okay?” He asked, his voice tight with restraint. He was prepared to stop, no questions asked, if she chose. Then her hands found him once more, fingers weaving through his hair, making those sweet noises again, and Kieren forgot all else. He pressed a kiss to her temple, giving Ellie a moment to acclimate. He didn’t know much about her history, and even less about her love life, it had never really come up in serious manner. Kieren considered Ellie his best friend, but there were limits neither were willing to push, all of them revolving around their pasts. He didn’t need to know, it didn’t matter, nothing about the past mattered. They were together now.

‘I’m yours. Always.’ Ellie’s words swirled around him. She was his and he was hers. Nothing else mattered. He had found love at the end of the world. His Ellie. She made him weak. She made him strong. She made him feel something, everything, all at once. Gently, he pulled out nearly all the way, before sliding back in again. His head swam, completely overcome with a barrage of sensations. Feelings he hadn’t felt in years, feelings of love and of lust, of desire and need. Slowly, Kieren moved his hips, letting them establish a steady rhythm. A soft moan fell from his lips as he took Ellie in his arms, holding her to him. “I love you.” He whispered against the curve of her neck. He breathes the words across her skin, pushing away any thought that isn’t about her. Kieren felt like he was seeing the sky for the first time. Like everything was finally in place. Like something had been missing from his life, like he’d never known something had been missing until he stumbled upon her that night by the wall.

Thoughts of a life together, a future, filled Kieren’s mind. Ellie in his bed every night, in their bed, making love as they were now. Ellie on the sofa, bathed in the morning sun, doing something simple, like reading. Ellie, perched on the kitchen counter whilst Kieren cooks them dinner. Ellie in white, with flowers in her hair, and a ring on her finger. Ellie, who gave Kieren purpose. To give her the best life he possibly could. The thoughts had his heart bursting at the seams. Another moan escaped his parted lips as they pressed to her collarbone, louder than the one before. “Ellie...” His voice was shaky, as he blindly sought out her mouth, aching to kiss her again.

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The radio in the car was broken. There was one CD, and only one track that didn’t skip.

[okaykieren]

oneandellie·:

his words stuck to her. every i love you, every moan, most of all him expressing his desires pulled her deeper under his spell. their lips pressed together, their bodies tangled and their touches, oh the touches. ellie never wanted him to stop. from the moment his hands grazed her hipbones under her abandoned t-shirt she craved his touch on every part of her body. his hands were rough against her skin, but the way the moved mirrored silk. there was never enough. 

hands slid down his back, lingering on his waist as he adjusted their hips together. she’d never felt so small under him. no matter how many times he’d whisked her playfully over his shoulder or reached the top shelf, ellie never felt small. the desire was distorting. she melted under his dragging touch, moving up her leg to rest on her hips. soft eyes looked up at him, breaching with an overwhelming amount of craving for him. softly, she whimpered, writhing slightly on the messy sheets, his voice ripped her back to reality. 

she looked at him, concerned now. nerves caught in her chest. is this what he reallywants? there was no questions that she wanted nothing more but to truly become tangled in him, to finally be his. but, the question made the world turn to icy cold blackness and she didn’t know how to answer. to answer his question, she nodded, “ i do.. do… “ she started, feeling the ache settle in her stomach, “ do you want this? “ suddenly, drastically she wanted him. 

As Kieren watched Ellie’s wide eyes fill with concern, he instantly regretted asking. He had intended to erase doubt, not sow it’s seed. ‘Do you want this?’ The question spurred a thousand possible responses in Kieren’s head. Did he want this? How could he not? How could he not want her? He always wanted her. He wanted Ellie when she smiled, when she laughed. He wanted her when she was upset, when she was anxious. He wanted Ellie always. But how could he tell her all that?

He brought a hand to her face, brushing back her hair and cupping her jaw. “Ellie, I--” His voice broke off, struggling to find the words. There would never be a proper combination of words, or string of sentences that could ever convey the way he felt for her. “I want you.” He finally said, his thumb absently tracing over her lower lip. “I want this.” He continued, finding the confidence in his words. “With you.” Kieren tilted his head, bringing their foreheads to rest against each other. “Always.”

A swell of emotion bloomed in him as he pressed his lips to hers. He did. He wanted this. He wanted her. Undeniably so. Lowering his hips, he lightly ran the head of his length along her entrance. A surge of nervous, but eager energy coursing through him. Biting his lip, he eased into her, holding his breath as he went. Gently, he sank in until he was fully sheathed, their hips flush, his mind going completely blank at how incredible she felt around him. He exhaled shakily, giving Ellie a chance to adjust if need be. It had been a solid few years since Kieren had been with anyone, but even so, he couldn’t recall it feeling like this.

[okaykieren]

oneandellie·:

he drove her crazy. there was no other way to begin to explain the unforgiving desire that burned inside her. every grunt, every moan and his voice whisped around her, swirling in a sea of unforseen lust. she wanted to listen to this song forever, even though she knew it would never be played the same ever again. just as she began to drink up the masterpiece before her, she mind was dragged back into her own pleasure as his nails found her hips. suddenly, the only thing she was drinking in was the concoction of her own indulgence with his. it tasted sweeter than she could ever imagine.

and just like that, she was swept under him, her hand pinned above her head ; naturally bringing her other hand up to rest beside it. there was no air left on the planet. all she could do was stare up at him with parted lips and try to remember to blink. though, his words did make the smirk burn into her face. once her bra was popped and slid over her she suddenly felt vulnerable, more so than ever before. anxiety flooded her, faltering that smirk for a fraction of a second and her long lashes hid her eyes and the air filled her lungs again. was she too thin? too bruised? too broken? 

but, when he brought their lips back together it washed away. he promised her his love again, keeping her voice soft, their lips touching, somehow ellie managed to whisper back to him, “ i love you, “ and she knew none of it was a lie. there was nobody on the planet she loved except him. gaunt arms laced uner his, one moving to his hair, the other his lower back. she couldn’t say it enough now. “ i love you… “ she said again, growing in intensity and passion, a string of more coming between deepening kisses.

There was no poem, no piece Kieren could compose, no greater story he could write, than that of his and Ellie’s. Even if he tried, and Kieren did, often finding himself scrawling out senseless lines about a girl-- one he didn’t yet know was in fact Ellie-- a girl who’d fallen into his life, who had his heart before he could say no. It was Ellie. It had always been Ellie.

Settling between her legs, Kieren’s hands ran down Ellie’s sides, guiding her legs back around his hips. Their lips collided, breath mingling with each other, as they exchanged declarations of love. A love that came without warning. “I want you so bad.” He muttered between kisses. The entire night had built to this, the long awaited moment in which they’d finally have one another. He kept one hand at her hip, certain she’d be bruised in the morning from all the attention they had received thus far, while the other hand snuck between their bodies.

His fingers delicately trailed up her leg, angling his hips to where they were aligned with hers. His eyes darted back to Ellie’s, searching her face for any signs of doubt, any shred of uncertainty. “Is this-- is this okay, is this what you want?” He asked, wanting more than anything for her to be sure. There was always a chance to turn back, he wanted her to know that. He would not cage her in. If they were going to do this, not just this, but be whatever it is they were after this, he didn’t want her to ever feel like she was trapped.

[okaykieren]

oneandellie·:

there was something about the way kieren spoke that brought a glow to her skin. even though the world had melted around them it all seemed to be gazing deep into her eyes. the world was calling her beautiful, that she was loved, the world had made her feel something again. every inch of her stood at complete attention for him, her heart opened to him, her soul tangled in his. all she could do was melt into him, admiring and touching him. finally claiming what was hers.

he breathed life back into the room as he cursed with her name. a smirk lifted upon her cheeks, “ i told you not to ruin my plans.. “ but her eyes drifted down his body. she could feel him, yes, there was no doubt, but in the flesh, seeing him whole was more of a masterpiece than she’d anticipated. a sharp inhale filled her chest as she moved forward, closing the distance between them. ghosting touches sliding down his body again, wrapping around him with a sharp inhale of her own. her own hips rolled as a response. chaste kisses peppered to his neck, her thumb softly rubbing the tip of him. her full intention to drive him wild. 

ellie nuzzled into his neck, humming against his skin, letting her lips linger to enjoy the feeling of him under her lips. she let her fingers drag up his side, taking the care to cherish him. “ you’re so fucking hot, “ she whispered for him, craning into the nook of his neck. she found him again though, framing his jawline with her hands and wrapped her leg loosely over his hips to push any space between them out, but it still wasn’t enough. from the feeling deep within her stomach and the looseness in her bones, ellie knew he felt the same way.

“Eh, I’ve always been one for spontaneity. Why make plans?” Kieren replied, shrugging a little. He quickly realized where she was going, her hand closing around him. Kieren felt his bones turn to liquid, and simmer inside him. With Ellie’s lips at his neck, and her hand wrapped around his length, he could hardly remember how to breathe. He could manage though, until she brushed across the tip of him, stealing every bit of composure he had. A moan escaped him, his nails biting into her hip as he gripped her tighter. “Fucking hell...” He exhaled shakily. He had to keep himself together, even if every microscopic molecule in him was begging for release.

“Ellie—“ He caught her wrist, holding it loosely. “If you keep doing that I’m not gonna last much longer.” Kieren warned. Reluctantly, he pulled her hand away, pinning it to the pillow above her head. He slipped an arm around her waist, shifting them until she was beneath him once more. His hand ran up her back, seamlessly unclasping her bra. I still got it. Without skipping a beat, he pulled it away from her body, adding it as the final piece of the graveyard of clothing that littered the floor.

As he turned back to Ellie, Kieren stopped short. So beautiful. Kieren couldn’t recall the last time he’d been in such awe. Ellie was everything, and everything was Ellie. She was all around him, under his skin, in his veins, in his blood. Kieren knew then, more certainly than he ever had before, that he would love her for the rest of his life. He wouldn’t let her go, for better or for worse, she was stuck with him. From this day, until his last. She had him completely. He took her in his arms, capturing her lips in a searing kiss. “I love you.” He whispered against her lips.

[okaykieren]

oneandellie·:

ellie could stare at him all night, especially when he’s close enough that she can feel the heat from his breath. her lashes hung heavy as she watched him bring her hand to his lips. no matter where they touched it compared to the highest quality velvet, a luxury that she missed deeply. perhaps the apocalypse brought out hedonistic tendencies within her that had been buried all these years, or it was just him. he was captivating, it was only when he began to speak was she able to fully come back to the moment they had. she offered him another chuckle, her mind lagging behind still, and a shake her of her head. “ it was great, “ she assured him, offering a smile. 

it was her turn, now. a smirk played on her lips, heavily now as she brought her leg to loosely drape over him. she slowly ran her foot down the back of his leg, letting the slight pressure usher them closer. all she wanted was to touch him all over and she allowed herself to hold him for a moment. she slid her hand down his body, letting her fingers memorize each curve of bone and muscle. he was smooth and sculpted, her hand grazing over him smoothly. this time, though, she didn’t allow the threadbare boxers to stop her from getting what she wanted. 

keeping her eyes on him she took him in her hand and offered him a few gentle strokes. her tongue rolled over her lower lip, again, helping it in between her teeth. “ i think these need to go… “ she said, wrinkling her nose and pulling at the waist band of his boxers, “ they might get in the way. “

Post-orgasm Ellie was definitely a sight Kieren could get used to. Flushed and breathless and glowing. As she pulled him closer, Kieren happily complied, drawing himself flush against her, his hand moving to rest on her hip. Her hands on him were a mesmerizing sensation, sparks emitting from her fingers, radiating beneath his skin. “God, you’re beautiful.” He muttered, shaking his head as her gazed at her. If there was one thing Kieren would strive for in this dead-end world, it would be to spend the rest of his days loving her.

As her hand slipped lower, Kieren’s heartbeat quickened. She seemed determined, going straight for her goal. His smug sense of confidence immediately faltered as her fingers closed around him. Her touch completely took him by surprise.Instinctively, his hips rolled into her hand, chasing after the high it brought. He gasped softly, his breath catching in his throat. From that alone, his head was swimming. Completely overwhelmed with the raging desire to devour her.

“Jesus--” He breathed, his grip tightening on her hip. “Damn, Ellie. You really are gonna be the death of me.” Kieren said, emitting a breathy laugh. At her request, he was all too ready to get the last bit of clothing between them out of the way. He pushed them down his legs and tossed them aside, feeling remarkably less self-conscious then before now. Returning to Ellie, his took her face in his hands once more, reconnecting their lips in a tender kiss.

[okaykieren]

oneandellie·:

ellie could feel the air be ripped from her chest as he nipped at her thighs. her body writhed on the sheets. her body visibly relaxed has he ghosted the sweetest song across her skin. he’d never be able to tell her i love you too much. every time was just as sweet as the first. right as her breathing began to ease and the anticipation released from her muscles he was already working his way back towards her core. once he was back, rolling his tongue against her, she caved again, another jolt through her and a louder moan. the closer she got to the sweet release the more her body twisted in the sheets.

fingers curled, knuckles whitening against already pale skin. each breath seemed to shake more than the one prior, her muscles grew more tense and ellie could feel any cohesive thoughts slipping away. kieren was giving her pleasure like she’d never experienced before and her heart began to sear through her skin. 

her body quaked, her breaths shortened. the only words she could manage were oh god, and even still they were barely there. whispers lost under gasping breaths. an anxious hand reached for his, lacing their fingers together right as pleasure crashed over her. every muscle in her body tightened and ellie became lost in them, drowning without a second thought. involuntarily, she twitched, her hips arced, her spine curled. moans would’ve drowned out any other sounds in the room, his name peppered between them. her hand never leaving his. 

an untrained, untouched body could only handle so much, though. she scooted some, sitting up to pull him up to her by his hand, letting him slip between her legs on the bed towards her lips to reward him with a tender, loving kiss, letting him feel the shakiness of her hands and breath on his. “ fuck… “ she whispered, allowing a hand to graze his cheek with a light chuckle.

Her hand found his, their fingers interlacing. He could feel her tightening around his fingers, she was close. Kieren’s eyes locked on Ellie’s face as she finally fell over the edge, coming undone beneath him. A beautiful string of whispers, of his name, filled the air. She was breathtaking in that moment, vulnerable and bare, sprawled out before him. Angelic, otherworldly, unreal. Slowly, he brought her down, making sure she was fully finished. He gently withdrew his fingers from her, a devilish glimmer in his eyes as he slipped them into his mouth, savoring the last taste of her.

A soft smile turned up at the corner of Kieren’s lips as he crawled back up her body. It did not waiver as they kissed. He cradled her face in his free hand, brushing the hair from her face.Catching her hand at his cheek, Kieren brought it to his lips, brushing a soft kiss across her knuckles. Even if his own arousal was still ever-present, Kieren was certain he could happily lay here, basking in Ellie’s glow until morning. She put the sun to shame time and time again, anyways.

He smiled a little brighter, softly laughing with her. He was beaming, really. Watching Ellie with eyes full of love and adoration. How madly he loved her. “And here I was worried I’d lost my touch.” He joked, though half of him meant it. His bravado was quick to fade, the humbled young man beneath coming through. He bit his lip, looking downwards. “I don’t wanna admit how long I’ve wanted to do that.” He said, a little embarrassed, running a hand through his hair. He could feel it sticking up at odd angles, somehow messier than usual. “Now I really do have dumb emo hair.” He added, chuckling as he attempted and failed to smooth it down.

[okaykieren]

oneandellie·:

the moment that he was building her up for finally came. his mouth was soft against her and made a new sound come out of her mouth. softer this time, a sense of relief washed over her. the pleasure, though, continued onward. “ oh god..  “ she managed to whisper. ellie let her eyes rest, another hum fluttering from her chest. each moment that passed the tighter the knot in her stomach formed. it ached deep within her, a release her body begged to feel, and she was at his mercy. though, there was nothing she’d wish to change about that. he would take care of her, he always had. 

later, ellie would find herself cursing how it was right in front of her. he’d always been there to save her ass, just like james had been. for what felt like her entire life she’d been alone. she’d become so numb to the feeling of emptiness that she hadn’t realized him filling it. now, she was drowning in him, completely surrounded by kieren’s love. it radiated from his touch, from his lips, from his eyes, blanketing her and wrapping tightly around her. every movement he made was drawn out and truly showed how he felt for her. it tore the thoughts from her mind and she couldn’t breathe. just when she thought it couldn’t get any better, he pulled her closer, letting her leg rest on his back. 

it felt right to let the other leg slide forward, wanting him to be as close as he could but, but it was abruptly halted by the reminder of tape. another sharp gasp brought her up to her elbows, checking on him, but was immediately lost in the flicker of his deep, hazel eyes. it was magic, that moment, a switch turning in her that brought her head back with a louder moan and a physical jolt through her body. another curse slipped through parted lips, followed by another moan. “ don’t stop… “ she barely got the words out as nothing more than a whimper, begging him. “ fuck… kieren… “ she muttered, hearing her own voice begin to shake with tension, her fingers gripping the bed. 

Every word from Ellie, every gasp and moan, was a symphony to Kieren, her body an orchestra, and he the composer. His eyes drifted from her face to her body, marveling at the way she arched for him, at the way her stomach rose and fell with every desperate breath. Every external reaction was echoed by an internal one, spurring Kieren on even more.His fingers curled again and again, working in tandem with the motions of his tongue.

He realized almost instantly they’d nearly forgotten his injury. It wasn’t hard to do, at least not for Kieren, he’d have happily taken the pain, but knew it would cost him in the long run. It was easy to forget everything in this moment, his injury, the world, the fact that they were probably going to get a noise complaint in the morning. The thought only making Kieren want to give Ellie a reason to be even louder.He pulled his mouth away for a moment, his teeth nipping at the inside of her thigh. With his mouth occupied elsewhere, he made up for with a deeper stroke inside her.

Against her leg, he muttered sweet nothings, peppered between bites and kisses, desperate and hungry. I love you’s were whispered across her skin, his body aching with want. He brought his mouth back down on her, swirling his tongue against her clit before sucking at it a bit harder than before. Kieren could hardly bear it, watching his name fall from her lips, the way she begged him not to stop, the tremor in her voice. He wanted her. He wanted her so bad it hurt.

[okaykieren]

oneandellie·:

she could feel his eyes on her, tracing over every inch of her skin. a chill shot through her as the air felt tremendously more cold without him and her clothes. goose bumps rose on her skin, welcoming his ghosting touches and his soft kiss. each movement provoked her more, her breath becoming hitched in her chest while her insides bathed in the ecstasy he gave her. teeth though, teeth brought out a new side of her. her back arched on the bed, fingers tangling in his hair and a louder moan came from her chest. she melted down into the bed once the initial shock wore down, but her hand lingered in his hair. she’d spent far too long mocking him about it, it was much too soft to belong to gerard way. kieren was way out of his league. 

after he released, she relaxed completely. her heart thudding against her chest, and every muscle shivered as he teased her. ellie’s body reacted to his touch in any way it could ; there was no part of her brain that could form any words. he’d only just begun and with how long this had been built between them, she knew he’d just begun. relaxing back, delicate fingers fell from his hair and onto the bed. there was no hiding how wet she’d become, letting his fingers slip into her and she felt every inch it. it brought another moan from her chest, arching her back while she lay pampered under his hand. 

“ fuck “ she whispered, gasping in a loud breath, letting a chill shoot up her spine as he pressed the right buttons inside of her. fingers gripped at the bed sheet for a heartbeat before she relaxed with a soft moan. her hips had pressed against his hand, chasing the pleasure he’d gifted her for only a few moments. as soon as she relaxed he jolted her again, bringing another tense shock through her body, “ f…fuck.. “ she gasped again, choking on the air. her hips writhing on the bed in anticipation and a desire for more. the bed beneath them had turned into darkness and now it was just him and her. more sounds echoed around them. naturally, her hips relaxed, opening her thighs wider on the bed for him. 

As his fingers worked deftly inside her, Kieren’s lips returned to her hip bones. He’d gotten such satisfying reactions from Ellie before, he couldn’t resist going back for more. Heated kisses were branded into her skin, all the while maintaining his steady rhythm. It was only making the fire inside him burn all the brighter, his desire for her beyond comprehension. Kieren knew it was more than worth the wait, that they’d have each other soon enough.

In truth, Kieren was enjoying the teasing. Even if it meant torturing himself in the process. He couldn’t help himself, tapping into every spot he’d found that made Ellie arch, every way he’d bit her that made her moan, until finally, his mouth was at her center. His tongue ran circles around her clit just as his finger had moments earlier. Slow and steady, deliberately intended to leave her wanting more. The taste of her alone could get him drunk. So much so that soon enough, Kieren found he could tease her no longer, not when she tasted so sinfully sweet. He drew lazy shapes against her, leaving no time for her to breathe between each one.

He couldn’t get enough of her, and knew he never would. No amount of time with Ellie would be enough. He’d always want her, always need her. With his free hand, he brought her leg over his shoulder, pulling her closer to him. Kieren’s fingers picked up the pace, focusing on that little spot inside her. His eyes fixed themselves on her face, completely in awe of her. She was painted in gold, a glowing sight as he watched her arch. He could only imagine how she’d look when she finally reached her limit. The very idea driving Kieren to bring her closer.

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[okaykieren]

This is the first day of my life I'm glad I didn't die before I met you But now I don't care, I could go anywhere with you And I'd probably be happy

[okaykieren]

oneandellie·:

to both her pleasure and dismay kieren’s lips began to travel elsewhere. on their venture away from her lips, they left her breathless. the grip she had had on him loosened, her entire body relaxing as lips and fingers soothed her, but the ventured lower on the exposed skin and stopped at her hip bones. shots of ecstasy shot through her. each pulse spread through the knot in her stomach and manifested as soft moans. ellie found herself growing more sensitive as her rooted her downwards, kisses melting into her flesh. 

he seemed to have learned what made her tick already. his kisses stopped at her already sensitive bones. lust engulfed her while he played his game. soft sounds of pleasure echoed in the space around them. that wasn’t enough, though, her hips twitched and her body arched for him. each movement twisted her body on the bed. her breathing was already more shallow when he eased his game. his voice was like a song she’d memorized but would never tire up. “ not with you around.. “ she teased back. her legs were already shaking in anticipation. it’d been so long since she’d been touched and her body was already starting to swim.

it was hard to believe right now in this moment that the events today had unfolded like they had. hours ago, when the sun was still lingering in the sky, they’d been separated, she thought he had died. theyd found each other, snuck into camp… now she was laying under him, breathless from the pleasure in the air, allowing him to slip her from her underwear. she took a deep, shaking breath, letting herself be exposed to him. another nervous run of her teeth over her lower lip released a shivering breath and let him adjust her as she laid back.

Kieren laughed softly, Ellie’s perfect reply a reminder of how easy it was to banter with her. Even now, when Kieren was little more than a mess of nerves and arousal, it could all be eased with the classic back and forth between them. He could get used to this. This simple and incredible life with Ellie. If this truly was his second chance, Kieren wouldn’t let anything slip away from him this time. Not a single thing. He’d do it right. The way he’d always planned to, before the fates decided it wasn’t meant to be. Kieren had plans, plans for a life with her. However complicated and dangerous things may be now, he wanted to forge them a life worth living even before he realized he loved her. Kieren had so many plans. He could only hope Ellie would want to stick around them.

Biting his lip to try and contain his small smile, Kieren’s eyes drifted back to Ellie’s hips. Though they were both visibly bursting at the seams, Kieren took his time. In one agonizingly slow motion, he slid her underwear down her legs and dropped them on the floor among the rest of their forgotten clothes. Settling between her legs, he ran his hand up from her ankle, curling around the back of her leg, and pressing a kiss to the inside of her knee. From there, he took to leaving his mark on her. His lips parting, his tongue running over the inner flesh of her thigh, before drawing it between his teeth. He worked a bruise into her skin, a reminder of their night together. His fingers lightly circling it before, ghosting upwards, just between her legs.

His touch was gentle at first, a mere slow glide from bottom to top, dipping in to circle her clit. Just the sight of her practically made his mouth water. The way she lay on the bed, his for the taking. He’s delicate with her at first, teasing at what he had in mind, before letting his finger slip inside her. Nearly gasping at how wet she was, he eased in just a bit further, running along her walls. He wanted her, every bit of her, now more so than ever. He wanted to be inside her, to make her a writhing mess, to hear every sinful sound she could make. Adding a second finger, Kieren worked them in and out of her in a steady rhythm, breaking it every so often to curl them inside her. He was already rendered breathless and they’d only just begun. His dark eyes, nearly black with desire at this point, flickered to Ellie’s face, wanting to see her every reaction.

[okaykieren]

oneandellie·:

the closeness warmed her in places she didn’t know were frozen. for the first time in so long she felt as though there was a burning desire to live inside of her. he did this to her, brought light back into her life that for so long had been lost. the way his lips traced her skin, keeping her captivated with endless chills. the shot through her. she lifted her chin, an arm wrapping around his neck to trace nails on his neck again. soft lips trailed down her neck, the lack of bra strap giving him more space. her greens opened again, darkened with longing for him as he kissed her palm. never had anyone been so soft with her, cherished her and treated her with so much tenderness. it made her heart beat subside before he began let the desire take back over.

before ellie could even begin to conjure another word, he was on top of her again, wrapping around her and she was pressed against the bed. it was much softer than she’d anticipated and the burning pressure against her caused her to let out another moan. her own body beginning to beg to release, hooking her leg around him, and her arms, too. she was able to offering him an approving smirk just as he allowed her to taste him again and feel the weight on him. it helped the weight roll off her shoulders. tonight she was his and all of her trust was in him. 

as they kissed she pulled him closer. fingers raked through his hair and she wrapped around him. slipping down his back she allowed her fingers rest on the fabric of his boxers, even though there was no hiding what lies beneath now. there was nothing else in the world that she could ask for besides to kiss him until the end of time. he was feeding her addiction, happily so. for a moment she squeezed him close and nipped at his lower lip while working her hips in small shapes to bring out warm hums into his mouth.

Heat pooled inside him as she moved her hips, moaning softly against her lips. A strange rush of courage filled Kieren’s chest, there was no reason to be afraid or nervous. She wanted him, it was clear as day. No mistake. She wanted him as he wanted her, there was nothing else. Just this, just them. Trailing away from Ellie’s lips, Kieren returned to her neck. Alternating between soft bites, and hungry kisses, he made his way from the slope of her neck, to the expanse of her chest. While his lips traveled across her golden skin, his hands ran down her sides, stopping at her hips.

Gently, he planted her hips to the bed. Working his way from her chest to her stomach, his lips mapped the hollow beneath her ribs, before stopping to pay extra attention to her hip bones. Those hips, those sinful hips. He traced them once with his lips, gentle and soft, before going back over them with his teeth. Teasing nips and bites just a little bit rougher carved a pathway on her body. His hold on her hips loosened as he moved his hands just a fraction lower, hooking his fingers in the sides of her underwear. “You think you’ll be needing these?” Kieren asked, his eyes flickering to Ellie’s face.

Though his comment was lighthearted, and the small smirk on his face was a signature sign of his snark, the look in his eyes didn’t match at all. Instead, they reflected the last shred of uncertainty within him. The piece of him that wanted Ellie to know she was under no obligation to him. She owed him nothing. He only wanted to love her. Even if the night ended right here, he still did, and would always love her.

*jokingly hits on you but means it 100%*

[okaykieren]

oneandellie·:

every angle was just as beautiful as the last. candle light played well against his features, arguably so with any light, and ellie wished she could just stare at him all night. though, that would be torture. she longed for his touch in ways she’d never felt before. to be here with him was a dream come true, getting to admire him in this way was more than she’d be able to thank him for. ellie knew that she’d relish in this moment, even if they woke up tomorrow and vowed it to be a mistake, there would be a cherished and well visited spot in her heart for this. 

the moment his hands wrapped around her everything felt right in the universe. their lips were back together, tangling into one singular mess of limbs and feelings. his teeth tugged at her lip and there was a small noise of glee that came from her. it was easy to get lost in his touch though, listening to his threats of giving her everything she’d wished for. her body pressed into his hand, humming as he he traced her frame. the ease in which he undid her button was unreal and she smiled playfully, keeping them tangled in one another. 

her hands fell down his chest, lingering in every curve of his bone and muscle. fingers ran over the elastic of his boxers, wanting so desperately to dive into what lies beneath, but instead wrapped her hands around the bottom him of her shirt, dragging it over her head and tossing it into the empty space that surrounded him. fresh skin seemed to draw the cold in closer and her eyes grew up to him, seeking his approval. again, she sat back, keeping herself closer to him this time, and unfolded her legs, allowing her jeans to slip off and leaving them both in nothing but their underwear. though, suddenly she regretted not having a matching set – he deserved that much. but she shifted, propping herself back up for him, “is that better? “

Kieren was certain Ellie could hear his heart pounding. It’s rhythm thrown off-kilter every time she touched him. He wanted to touch her, to have her touch him, to dismantle one another and rebuild each other anew. He wanted to know every inch of her, he was ready to learn. “Jesus, Ellie...” Kieren shook his head, watching as she discarded her pants. He ran a hand through his hair, hoping if he busied them then maybe they’d stop shaking.

Watching Ellie undress was entirely surreal, shadows battled with candle light, teasing at the curves and hollows of her body, before giving way to the full sight in all its unparalleled beauty. Kieren swore under his breath, damn. He had always found Ellie to be attractive, but this was something else entirely. She was breathtaking, really. He couldn’t look away if he wanted to. “So beautiful.” He whispered, completely entranced. His fingertips traced along her collarbone, hooking under the strap of her bra and slowly pulling to down her shoulder, before continuing down the length of her arm. Taking her hand in his, he brought it to his lips, brushing a delicate kiss to her palm.

At her remark, a devilish spark lit up his eyes. “Almost.” He said, lacing an arm around around her waist, taking his time, letting his hand languidly run over her skin. Without warning, he pulled her flush against him and had her pinned to the bed again. “That’s more like it.” With her back in his arms, Kieren claimed Ellie’s mouth in a searing kiss. It had been far too long since he’d gotten to kiss her, and now that he had a taste, Kieren craved her.

[okaykieren]

oneandellie·:

the moment was filled to the brim with searing heat. it radiated off of them both, their bodies pressed together. her words hung in the air between them, still dripping on her lips during an unforgettable moment between them. this was something only they would share. her heart raced, a smirk plastered as she was pleased with herself. but, suddenly the icy cold air washed over her. he had pulled away and her heart shattered like glass. instantly, she pulled up on her elbows and instantly became captivated by the sight before her. 

he stood just inches away from her feet, but far enough for her to long for him again, but the her eyes danced over his entire body. candle light flickered on his skin from what seemed to be nearly every angle. the way the shadows caught his skin seemed just right, warm firey tones matched the burning desire she felt calling her. the clunk was muted by the drumming heartbeat in her ears. his pants came next, shed more quickly than the belt and ellie could feel her eyes darkening as she dragged her gaze over his body. there was a peek in his boxers that caught her attention. her tongue rolled over her bottom lip, pulling it between her teeth. he was immaculate and she could feel herself wanting to touch and admire every inch of the sculpture figure before her. the motion of his hand pulled her out of the flood of lustful fantasies. 

a smirk pulled up on her slack jaw, moving onto her knees at the edge of the bed in front of him. “ you’re pretty hot, “ she commented, slinking her arms around his neck again. again, she pressed their lips together, pressing her torso on his. her body had already began to crave his touch. now that she had it again, she had no qualms making her happiness known, offering a soft moan against his lips and her fingertips moving to ghost up the front of his boxers and deepened the kiss.

Kieren didn’t waiver beneath Ellie’s gaze, however intense it may have been. And it was. He could practically feel her eyes running over every bit of him. Scars, bruises, and all. She didn’t look disgusted, she didn’t turn away. He kept his eyes on her, feeling a blush rise to his cheeks when he realized there was no hiding how hard he was anymore. Ellie definitely noticed, that much was obvious. What he hadn’t expected was her reaction, the sight of her lip between her teeth nearly making his knees weak. She had him, hook, line, and sinker.

Still, Kieren wanted more. He wanted Ellie close again, this time without such pesky clothing between them. Just moments ago he could’ve ripped the clothes from her body, shredding them down to threads, but looking at her now-- so temptingly perched at the edge of the bed on her knees-- Kieren had changed his mind. He wanted to make this last, to take it slow, not just because he was a bit out of practice, but because he couldn’t imagine blowing through this moment.

At her comment he chuckled, stepping into her embrace. “Oh yeah?” Kieren replied, his arms wrapping around her. He softly bit at her bottom lip, as his hands slipped beneath her top once more. “Don’t think you’re getting off that easy.” Kieren muttered against her lips, his fingers curling around the waist of her pants, skillfully undoing the button in one swift motion. “You got me out of my clothes, I’m definitely getting you out of yours.”

[chelseaperetti]

[okaykieren]

@oneandellie & Kieren