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Howl Pendragon’s Birth Chart

*Using real-sky astrology and the cardinal directions.

☉ Capricorn 4H

☽ Taurus 12H

☿ Capricorn 4H

♀️Pisces 2H

♂Virgo 7H

↑ Taurus

♃ Leo 9H

♄ Sagittarius 5H

♅ Cancer 10H

♆ Pisces 2H

♇ Aries 1H

N Node Taurus 12H

Chiron Pisces 2H

1H Taurus + Aries

2H Pisces

3H Aquarius

4H (IC) Capricorn

5H Sagittarius

6H Ophiuchus + Scorpio

7H Libra

8H Virgo

9H Leo

10H (MC) Cancer

11H Gemini

12H Taurus

*weird, I know

What is real-sky astrology?

Why are you reading charts/houses like that?

What’s Ophiuchus?

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This was the most emotionally distraught meditation I’ve ever done for someone…

Never have I ever had someone actually tell/show me what they’re struggling with when connecting to that person. It’s usually just “hey” “hey” and then meditating. Like, use the healing energy however you want. You don’t have to open up about anything if you don’t want to.

But the imagery… holy fuck…

I’ve never struggled so much to not take on what the person is feeling. But afterwards I fucking sobbed in the shower.

[okaylino]

In a surprising turn of events, I think I have personally gained emerald as one of my crystals 👀

[mochaquokka]

nct as crystals

⊱ Taeyong

◈ paraiba tourmaline

⊱ Ten

◈ aquamarine

⊱ Johnny

◈ yellow calcite & a green stone (idk yet)

to be added to…

[mochaquokka]

Oracle reading for Wonho and Monsta X

What will the situation be like between wonho and monsta x when sse and highline merge?

The runes raidho and algiz.

This tells me they're making moves together, but it's slow and steady. They're making sure they do everything right in their steps to their now unified goal. No bad blood. They're covering their bases for the negative responses they know they'll get.

Will they work together once they merge?

Using the atlas oracle deck.

I do feel like they're together or at least working together in some way, and it's unforeseen in the sense that it won't even be hinted at before it drops altogether. All of this work is steady and stable, practical in its movement. They're being very intuitive about it as well, none of it is going in blindly. Very 'wait behind and nurture' energy. They could wait until a specific moon phase to drop the announcement/work, too.

This feels like a passion was reignited as well. Like this was what it always was supposed to be, them being together. The music would be 👌👌 too, like 'see what we are together'.

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me: doubting my capabilities

also me: writing a ‘how to teleport in the physical’ from my meditation messages

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It started when I asked how to have a past life regression and that’s when I got the message to quite literally go to the originating planet.

Idk if you believe in sky people (modern term is starseeds) but after a lot of deciphering and another meditation experience I’m 99% certain I’m originally from Arcturus (and not Sirius which I initially thought).

So the message went like “Distance doesn’t exist. The physical body isn’t limiting. You can GO to Arcturus. Teleporting in the physical.”

Which I find funny the answer is just “go there then”

[mochaquokka]

IS THIS WHY CHANGKYUN GAVE ME HIS NUMBER IN MY DREAM THE OTHER NIGHT

I asked for help cracking this code and instead he just handed me his number

But since my dreams have the tendency to predict irl shtuff, what if Changkyun leaves sse and his solo work includes a theme of “you got my number, dw I ain’t going anywhere”

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I had the wildest meditation vision(?) the other night in the shower (it’s always in the shower huh)

I saw the sky break apart as if it was another layer of crust of the planet and revealed the actual sky through a large hole

Lights came down through the hole and when they reached earth it was destroyed-

So I mean take that how you will ig

Since I had predicted 2020 in 2019 this doesn’t sound too good but tbh I don’t think the destruction was a part of the vision and more my stupid daydreaming cutting in

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I wanted to do some sort of cleansing or cord cutting ritual, something for what I learned about tarot recently,

and when I asked my guides what I should do I was shown the scene from howls moving castle when sophie put howls heart back in his chest and I was like ??? how does that help me

Well last night I meditated in the shower again and felt pulled to like, pool the water in my hands, blow on it, and then put it to my chest and I did that a couple times before I was like wtf am I even doing until I remembered the hmc scene and was like ooohhhh ok

In past lives I worked closely with water as a healer so it makes sense .. kinda

And funny thing is my chest felt heavy the rest of the night like “a heart’s a heavy burden”

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I had asked one of my spirit guides if they can reveal their name to me a few days ago and tonight they did while randomly meditating in the shower-

But it’s so pretty I’ve never heard that name before 🥺

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Meditated for jisung after half a year and the highlight was him showing me pictures of bbama on his phone

I’m always surprised with how serious he takes meditation, he said we need to again soon, just meditating in silence since it’s been awhile

I haven’t meditated in general since august, I feel so rusty so it was pretty short. I had tried to for chan last week but he is so difficult idk if I’ll try again. My aim is to bring healing energy but he’s like “no I do that”

[okaylino]

Watched a reading of messages from Mother Gaia and it resonated

She spoke about how I naturally work with Gaia with crystals and suggested water scrying

More so that water is a big part of my practices from other lifetimes and doing so in this one will unlock past abilities

Soooo I gave it a quick shot, nothing in particular, and this is what I got

“Yin and Yang are in everything, the very thing that gives life. // You are One. // You hold Yin and Yang in your body. Both energies intertwine. // [Yin and Yang] are energies, and energy is everywhere. Energy is in water, and water is in you. You are energies. You are One.”

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What's coming up for Wonho in 2021?

There’s financial opportunities, teamwork and collaboration opportunities but he isn’t willing to have them. (This could be chances he’s being presented with now or will be in the future). The willpower to do it is repelled. It could be he feels people will view at it as him needing others to help him succeed and he’d rather develop his career himself. The opportunities would be very prosperous for him, but again he’s at a crossroads. The company could also have a say in the matter, preventing these opportunities, but I see it more as himself.

Wonho is very powerful and I feel like manifestation comes fairly easy to him whether he's aware of it or not. He's manifesting these opportunities, desiring these things, while simultaneously repelling what he's bringing toward him. It's like the imagery in the first two cards; the foxes are running to the little kodama who appears to be still/waiting.

Like I saw in my previous reading for him, he'll have a tower moment near the end of this year. He will "hit a point", be faced with a choice about his career, where things will crumble and yet awaken. It'll feel like chaos, but I got "there's beauty in madness". New beginnings often feel like chaos, especially when it involves the self.

I'm being shown that with this crumbling of his foundation, he won't be able to perceive it like he does with anything else in his life, if that makes sense. It's because what is happening can't be discerned to be good or bad. And the more he tries to from his typical perspective, the more frustrated/confused/etc. he will become. There won't be any solid ground, per say. The only way out is to garner a new perspective. He'll have to let go of what he knows and once he does so, he'll be able to level up and tap into deeper wells of manifestation. A new way of being in control while also letting go. It looks like he'll come out of this in confidence to succeed.

So all in all, new beginning are on the horizon, tho that could be viewed as good or bad depending on if you're upside down yet or not. But I find solace in the fact that Wonho is a very powerful person, in all respects.

[okaylino]

:0 in my meditation he cooked and a lot of the food he cooked was sliced potatoes and I didn’t think it made sense but then he said this

[mochaquokka]

I realize I never shared hongjoong’s meditation 🧐

[okaylino]

I know there will obviously be real places like in my meditation, but I still can’t get over the fact he was actually there in such a perfect replica

[mochaquokka]

This is nearly identical to the place I was in when meditating for Hongjoong omg