I LOST I FIC AND I CAN'T FIND IT
i do not write in english very well but i'll try my best ->
i'ts embarassing how many days i have been missing and searching for that fic, not even my google search has it so it's out of myhands by now. and the search on ao3 is not helping me at all aither.
SO i will describe what i remember from the fic in case somebody knows it, it's my last chance :')
Park Jimin bottom and Jungkook Top.
Inside the fanfic is a question that i don't think even pops out, Jimin just rolls with beig a bottom and Junkook is there for it.
What happens? Junkook is mostly in his head and Jimin is so chill about everything, thats why we get to experience the fanfic from Jungkooks perspective (at least mostly if I remember correctly).
SO they were friends while teenagers, they went at a summer camp together to play a sport that I don't quite remember. It may have been soccer or maybe hockey. I think it was hockey.
So they both come back at this camp as adults, they are older than college graduates, so about 23 i guess. And now they both are there to coach these kids. Jimin is there every summer since almost always I think, and for Jungkook it's the first he come's back since he was a teenager.
The thing is; Jimin is straight. But that label is not glued to him, it's just that he has been only with girls so yeah straight. NOW, when Jungkook and him reunite their bond is diferent. Jungkook is gay and out of the closet, so now he nows himself and the world better, of course, now they are grown ups. So now that they have spent so much time apart can meet eachother again even if it's still feels that not that much time has passed, beacause they used to be very close.
And I think Jungkook always like Jimin but then Jimin was very straight. NOW they come back to be roomates (i think that theres a bit of bickering now that i remember). Yes I think that theres a discussion, one of them mad at the other not wanting to share rooms but the plot somehow works it to make it happen and they start to have sex together, and it goes with sexual tension, like escaleting each night, and each night they get closer, and penetration maybe happen the third or five night but it's not like "the ultimate thing". Like, what they do is find pleasure in each other and i guess that every night is different for them both. IDK i found the smut so steamy, and i think that it was so good beacause it's like a secret that only happens in the bedroom, they don't talk about it and that's why Jungkook's all in his head like, but Jimin is kinda straight so he would not date me. And Jimin is just having a great time not panicking at all. They get their mattreses on the floor at one time so they can sleep together. Their roles on action are pretty dom(Jungkook) and sub(Jimin) but just in actions, as people there is no power imbalance. And they don't use condoms (i know i know, i just tolerate that in fiction)
WA! I remember something important. One of the guys (a kid almost) they teach to says some homophobic shit and Jungkook puts an end to it. It's a boy that i'ts so passionate about the sport that latter we get to understand just a little bit more, it's in fact key to the story because the dad of this poor kid saw Jungkook and Jimin kissing (their first kiss on the cheek + hug in public! + junkook being so boyfriend material, new till now beacuse they were bros who had fun sex) and he went to the summer camp/club to say to their superior (who is an ally) that they were faggots and a danger for the kinds bla bla that kinda bulshit (thats the angstiests that it gets so tht's nice). And so the kid is sad because the dad takes him away and he loved Park Jimin being his coach because he taked so good care of him. The kid had a last name that started with a B and was kinda weird (at least for me, rymed whit Bluberry or smt like that)
That's been so long im so sorry.
I'll pray that maybe this gets somwere and maybe someday i get that fic back because i enjoyed so much the smut :')
a jimin bottom that still is his person and they are both their own persons and the roles in sex do not shape their personality yeah we need more of that <3
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