Apathetic

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[okuyama-igen]

“I feel like going out today....”

[fraeuleinrabenschwarz]

“My darling, When I get worse I will tell you to leave. Maybe I’ll shout at you Maybe I’ll beg you. Don’t.”

— Save me.

[okuyama-igen]

'I wonder what he will do if I stop opening the shop for a few weeks.'

[lyrischer-gedankenbrei]

Dear past self, You fucking Idiot.

(via lyrischer-gedankenbrei)

[kuyashi-sa]

“…Could it be that you’re already drunk?”

[okuyama-igen]

“Haha what no way I’m just getting start, sides I can walk on a straight line. Watch.” He stands up, rather clumsy but before he was able to take a step heh had to lean against the counter to prevent himself from falling over. 

[kuyashi-sa]

“It’s not like you to admit that you’re feeling lonely. Must be really bad for you tonight.”

[okuyama-igen]

“Hm...or I’m just bad at intimating since I’m occupying this meat suit..... just kidding hahaha ..” Silence as he takes another helping of sake. 

[kuyashi-sa]

“Lonely?”

[okuyama-igen]

“...More than usual actually and restless.” He pours another one. 

[okuyama-igen]

A slow night, guess he can take a drink.

[kuyashi-sa]

“Sure. Keep on lying to yourself.”

[okuyama-igen]

“Better than being delusional.”

[kuyashi-sa]

Am I really? I think you enjoy that.

[okuyama-igen]

“Hahahaha.... no. You mistaken.”

[kuyashi-sa]

He’s judging you. 

[okuyama-igen]

You’re the absolute worst.

[quotequoth]

                         Maybe it feels good                          And that’s all you care about                          And everyone is telling you                          What you already know                          But if you live forever then                          What’s the fucking point?                                                 ❛I’d rather die young and happy                                                                Than to live long and sad❜

[quotequoth]

Is it selfish of me to constantly dwell on my memories?    I can feel an aching deep in my bones       The death that I’ve seen          The grief in this world              I’ll never understand                What is fighting for?                   Though I’m tired and worn                      A day will come when these wounds will heal.                         {I’ll be here for you.}

[okuyama-igen]

> Deep sigh 

[okuyama-igen]

"Haha...ha...hahahaha..."

[okuyama-igen]

“Sometimes it’s hard to resist the urge to display madness from time to time. 

[okuyama-igen]

You’re...Immortal - Witcher 3: Hearts of Stone.