* 𝐃𝐎𝐍'𝐓 𝐅𝐄𝐀𝐑 .

[omcrii]

( twenty six , cis male , he/him )  ✉ ― hey babes, have you met OMARI JOSEPH. they’re vacationing here, a few villas down from where you’re staying. you might hear COMFORTABLY NUMB BY PINK FLOYD playing from their villa, it’s their favourite song. yes, they hear that they look like AVAN JOGIA alot, actually - it’s really uncanny. their friends back home in SEDONA, ARIZONA say that if they were on a tv show, their trope would be THE BROKEN ACE , how funny is that? ✎ sammy , twenty two , he/him , eastern .

hello  mtv  !  welcome  back  !  wow  ,  these  things  really  come  at  you  fast  huh  ?  this  is  my  third  child  ,  omari  ,  ready  to  cause  more  drama  than  you’ve  ever  imagined  .  

believe  it  or  not  ,  but  omari  was  not  always  this  way  .  and  by  ‘  this  way  ’  ,  i  mean  crass  ,  unmotivated  ,  aggressive  ,  desperate  .  i  suppose  i’m  getting  a  little  too  ahead  of  myself  ,  so  let  me  start  from  the  beginning  .

from  the  minute  he  was  born  ,  his  mother  knew  she  had  just  gifted  the  world  someone  really  ,  really  special  .  didn’t  know  how  ,  or  why  ,  but  she  did  .

childhood  was  relatively  normal  for  kids  attending  the  same  schools  :  hang  out  ,  party  ,  record  music  ,  make  beats  &  act  like  you  were  the  next  best  thing  .  the  usual  .

part  -  time  job  in  retail  since  his  mother  wanted  him  to  be  independent  from  the  start  ,  instilling  the  simple  fact  in  him  from  young  :  no  one  could  ever  have  your  back  like  you  do  .  

life  was  actually  pretty  fucking  good  .  well  ..  until  he  turned  sixteen  .  this  prominent  age  ,  path  to  adulthood  was  supposed  to  be  normal  ,  quickly  turned  out  to  be  anything  but  .

a  careless  upload  to  soundcloud  on  the  night  of  his  birthday  serves  as  an  easy  present  to  himself  ,  months  of  hard  work  &  layering  non  -  stop  vocals  .  what  he’s  unaware  of  ,  however  ,  is  the  power  of  technology  .

his  first  official  song  ,  good  control  ,  garnished  tons  of  traction  overnight  ,  crowning  him  to  be  an  overnight  sensation  .  bigger  than  he  could  ever  imagine  .

little  did  he  know  ,  this  was  just  the  beginning  .  slowly  but  surely  ,  his  life  transitioned  :  endless  moves  ,  countless  meetings  ,  acquiring  proper  staff  for  his  team  ,  recording  eps  ,  promoting  albums  ,  tours  ,  production  deals  . .  the  whole  nine  .  with  progress  comes  backlash  &  this  is  where  things  get  interesting  .  

male  had  seen  instances  where  scandals  ,  gossip  &  the  mere  pressure  can  have  an  immense  impact  on  someone’s  career  .  he  vowed  to  never  be  that  person  ..  until  he  was  .  

trouble  with  police  ,  alleged  violence  against  fans  ,  counts  of  careless  driving  &  drug  possession  ,  probations  ,  violations  .  too  much  to  revive  his  career  .

it's  what  they  fail  to  mention  during  those  etiquette  classes  ,  how  people  will  purposely  &  maliciously  go  out  of  their  way  to  fuck  up  your  reputation  .

usually  any  press  is  good  press  in  his  eyes  ,  though  his  manager  fails  to  see  the  exact  vision  . 

that’s  why  he’s  here  at  the  resort  for  the  second  time  in  his  life  (  though  the  first  wasn’t  under  such  circumstances  )  ,  per  request  of  his  mother  &  useless  management  ,  forced  to  find  &  face  his  issues  before  returning  back  home  .  if  there’s  miniscule  to  no  changes  come  time  to  record  his  highly  -  anticipated  fourth  album  ..  bye  bye  career  .

problem  is  :  is  that  what  he  wants  ?  or  what  he’s  most  afraid  of  ?

summary  :  he’s  the  obnoxious  ,  rockstar  piece  of  shit  that  y’all  voted  for  .  he’s  not  nice  at  all  ,  sarcastic  ,  boyish  charm  to  make  you  hate  him  even  more  .  overall  bad  ,  bad  person  .  

headcanons  /  aesthetics  :  

messy  room  .  prefers  to  be  alone  .  hates  being  confined  to  one  area  for  long  periods  of  time  .  usually  sarcastic  ,  the  utmost  fluffy  .  ultimate  wish  is  to  lay  in  bed  and  do  absolutely  nothing  .  naps  are  vital  .  couple  doodles  here  &  there  ,  creativity  is  essential  to  every  fiber  of  his  lifestyle  .  eye  bags  .  tiredness  at  the  very  break  of  dawn  .  always  has  music  playing  .  usually  spends  the  night  looking  up  at  the  stars  ,  erases  all  of  his  thoughts  .  feels  best  when  someone  genuinely  sees  past  his  fame  .  softly  wild  hair  ,  thanks  wind  .  comfortable  &  easy  accessible  clothing  .  never  fully  buttons  any  shirt  .  pure  gold  jewels  wrapped  around  his  fingers  .  

wanted  plots  : 

[  1 / 1 ]  publicity  stunt  :  it  wouldn’t  be  fame  if  there  weren’t  any  of  these  .  give  me  either  :  current  one  ,  past  one  that  ended  sour  ?  possibilities  are  endless  here  . 

[ 0 / 1 ]  best  friend  :  everyone  needs  that  one  person  to  keep  them  sane  throughout  everything  .  this  person  is  the  only  person  who  understands  him  ,  who  knows  him  ,  and  who  is  safe  from  his  wrath  .

[  0 / 1 ]  undercover  babysitter  :  lmao  okay  ,  so  i  was  thinking  that  his  manager  got  in  contact  with  this  person  &  asked  them  to  watch  over  him  .  but  ,  of  course  ,  be  discreet  about  it  .  

+  other  honorable  mentions  :  

best  friends  ,  exes  ,  exes  to  lovers  ,  friends  to  lovers  ,  lovers  to  enemies  ,  acquaintances  , platonic  friendships  ,  friends  with  benefits  ,  slow  -  burn  relationship  ,  forbidden  love  ,  secret  relationship  .

[omcrii]

*   imessage  ◞    𝐟𝐭   …   stella  .

stella: not u complimenting yourself during my compliment

stella: im not a real 'have fun' person

stella: are drugs going to be included on this energy switch?

omari: sorry , i'm crying if that makes u feel better

omari: . . yet ! a night out will do the trick .

omari: depends on if my hatred for the human race is enough to fuel my comebacks . i'll be fine tho .

[omcrii]

❮ incoming ❯    ━━   omari.

leo: lmaooo mind your fucking business man i just ... can't think about that right now. um, i just... i don't know ? to be honest. i can be kind of sexist sometimes and usually that would piss anyone off but they just laugh ? im high half the time so i can't hear them half the time when they talk, so i really have no idea. LMAOOO thank you im a great story teller

leo: i don't think thats what you need to hear

leo: so whats the problem ? i feel like im missing something or maybe you are too ? idk. i can ask sierra, she likes to tell me things 😂 LMAOO an emotional support stripper, exactly. you're on the right track. but seriously, you good mr. emotions ?

omari: while i would love nothing more than alleviate ur situation , sir , maybe its best if i don't have any parts . maybe it's the smile that has them distracted or something ? that's literally the only thing that makes sense lmaooo . says a lot more about me , i think . shit was . . maybe not the best point of my life .

omari: tell me that i was dumb for love ! do it .

omari: NOT fixable . sorry for any further mistakes , it's hard to see through blurry eyes 😢 its a blessing and a curse , truly . the bright side is that i can focus on myself & the negative is . . focusing on myself .

[omcrii]

*   imessage  ◞    𝐟𝐭   …   stella  .

stella: it is. and this is true.

stella: we stopped this whole thing like... yesterday ? why is your brain moving faster than mine can process ?

stella: but okay. i guess i can give you a stella newsletter if the situation calls for it .

omari: i'm hot , ur hot , it's the inevitable .

omari: but by all means , go and have fun . .

omari: and dw , i'll go back to my annoying , senseless self in about an hour lol

[omcrii]

❮ incoming ❯    ━━   omari.

leo: i cant confirm or deny anything because... you know. but you KNOW. idk. its weird because i dont do this shit, yet here i am with two girls that would technically count as like.. serious relationships? idk. but with the whole mia thing for once i feel guilty and the shit sucks. is this how you feel ? no wonder you almost blew your brains out

leo: ..... i'm tempted but i wont

leo: oh, well thats not too bad. right ? you can always fix that. or you can buy a stripper. i like the second option

omari: looooord , if there's any time to eyeroll and sip a little tea then it's right fucking now 👀 exactly , i just wanna know what type of game ur spitting if u get them hung up to that extent . but yeah , leo , thank u for that . . riveting description of that night lmao

omari: please ? just this once , i need to hear it .

omari: i'm the one that caused this , bro , that's fixable on my part . also . . the stripper is necessary . my emotional support stripper , i love it !

[omcrii]

*   imessage  ◞    𝐟𝐭   …   stella  .

stella: a lil.

stella: okay.. yeah. sup?

omari: it would be wrong of me to tell u to who and not to date cause it's ur life and all . .

omari: i just want a heads up , if anything , if that's even okay ?

omari: i'm built for a lot of things , but not that . not this soon , at least .

[omcrii]

*   imessage  ◞    𝐟𝐭   …   stella  .

stella: it very much is.

stella: lol, i guess that works...

omari: i . . made it awkward , didn't i ?

omari: look , after last night i was thinking and i have to get something off my chest .

omari: u have a second ?

[omcrii]

❮ incoming ❯    ━━   omari.

leo: very dreaded

leo: i dont see mia as dodging a bullet, lol. but i guess it does help with like... sierra. so, yeah. guess i can count myself lucky or whatever the hell

leo: oh ?

leo: oh.... my lips are zipped, you know i didn't want this for you.. what happened?

omari: we should be celebrating , but i feel like ur shaking on the opposite side of the phone lmao

omari: yeah , yeah , get the ' i told u so ' outta the way now please .

omari: nothing . i mean , i kinda just caved and asked how she felt , she gave me an answer . . we here .

[sheaymin]

@/avanjogia tiktok  / do not repost or remove caption.

[omcrii]

❮ incoming ❯    ━━   omari.

leo: life update: she blocked me lmaooooo

leo: i feel like my problem should be solved now but.. doesn't feel like it

leo: how about you ? hows shit going ?

omari: ah , the dreaded block button lmao

omari: i would be celebrating right now ! u just dodged the biggest bullet , like , all time .

omari: shit is . . exactly that , just shit .

omari: let me save u the trouble , maddox . whatever ur thinking in ur head , yes , it's true .

[omcrii]

*   imessage  ◞    𝐟𝐭   …   stella  .

stella: (unsent) i lied.

stella: OH! that it cures everything and i bet i can eat a medium pie faster than you can

omari: correct me if i'm wrong , romano , but that sounds like a challenge . .

omari: i'll slide it under the door or something lol

[omcrii]

*    omari    ◞     𝐟𝐞𝐚𝐭𝐮𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐠    …    stella    .​

MAYBE it was about time to finally be honest with not only him but herself . she was terrified , more of things changing than for anything else . and that was probably the root of all of their problems . if she was honest about everything she did , there was possibility that she would never be seen as the victim again . a role she played so well for the last nine years , a role she was used to . who even was she ? a question that desperately needed to be answered . “ okay … ” she starts , trying to wrap her mind around what she was going to say . “ i don’t know . you’ve always been everything i always wanted and … lately it just hasn’t been … EVERYTHING . like … what everything meant to me last year isn’t the same as this year . it’s not enough , omari . i started living my life like you did and i lost myself in the process . i lost more than myself in the process … i lost something that would of made me the happiest person ever and for a moment i realized something … that was the first time i ever felt at my lowest and you weren’t there to pick me back up . and my attachment to you died that day too . i don’t even know who stella is anymore yet you seem so sure still and that’s just insane . so when it comes to this … i don’t know if this fits us anymore . it’s like we keep trying to fit this relationship into two seventeen year olds but we’re not seventeen anymore … ”

tons  of  emotions  run  through  the  male  :  nervous  ,  anxious  ,  happy  ,  thrilled  ,  just  an  absolute  plethora  of  feelings  .  quite  frankly  ,  that’s  when  the  male  considers  himself  to  be  the  most  dangerous  .  vulnerable  .  but  as  of  this  moment  ,  past  the  femme’s  words  ,  he  feels  .  .  absolutely  nothing  .  wonders  if  this  is  normal  considering  his  past  attempts  at  being  the  glue  to  keep  them  together  ,  usually  ending  in  succession  ,  except  this  couldn’t  be  further  from  where  he  expected  them  to  be  .  in  the  hopes  that  things  would  different  between  them  ,  he  was  right  ,  but  in  the  wrong  way  .  “  okay  .  well  ,  i  don’t  want  to  make  this  dramatic  ,  like  you’re  never  going  to  see  me  again  ,  ”  takes  a  second  to  run  his  eyes  over  her  figure  ,  stone  -  cold  expression  now  controlling  majority  of  his  face  ,  “  but  i  think  its  best  that  i  start  with  saying  that  i’m  sorry  .  for  everything  .  ”  nods  in  complete  agreement  of  his  words  while  he  steps  closer  to  her  ,  immediately  taking  hold  of  her  hand  into  his  ,  “  i’m  sure  you  know  i  took  all  the  pain  and  hatred  that  was  placed  on  me  onto  you  ,  and  that  was  my  first  mistake  .  ”  releases  hold  of  her  hand  ,  goosebumps  occupying  space  on  every  inch  of  his  skin  ,  “  i  really  ,  really  hope  you  can  find  yourself  outta  this  ,  stella  .  you’re  beautiful  ,  smart  ,  funny  ,  hell  ,  even  too  pure  for  this  world  .  .  and  someone’s  gonna  appreciate  that  more  than  a  n  y  t  h  i  n  g  .  ”  feels  an  immediate  sense  of  relief  wash  over  his  figure  as  the  words  fall  and  the  tears  roll  ,  ultimately  behaving  better  than  once  expected  .  takes  one  good  ,  solid  look  around  her  villa  since  he’s  convinced  it’s  the  very  last  he’ll  see  of  it  ,  and  her  ,  as  far  as  he’s  concerned  .  “  i  .  .  i  should  probably  go  .  ”

[omcrii]

*    omari    ◞     𝐟𝐞𝐚𝐭𝐮𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐠    …    sierra    .

sierra: do you?? i find that hard to believe sierra: i find that hard to believe but… sierra: so you being an asshole is just really you quoting gordon? i feel like i get you now sierra: i’m never telling you when my birthday is omfg

omari:  i’m  never  mad  for  no  reason  ,  it’s  usually  cause  i  can’t  get  chicken  nuggets  around  here  .  .  it  sucks  .   omari:  excuse  me  ,  one  compliment  a  year  for  ur  favorite  person  wouldn’t  hurt  ! omari:  yes  thank  u  !  i  have  the  asshole  part  down  ,  but  not  the  same  lovable  charm  that  he  has  .  it’s  a  work  in  progress  ,  yikes  .   omari:  that’s  fine  cause  guess  what  !  google  exists  !  

[omcrii]

*    omari    ◞     𝐟𝐞𝐚𝐭𝐮𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐠    …    caleb    .

the  whole  situation  was  new  to  caleb  .  he  never  thought  in  a  million  years  that  a  friend  would  set  him  up  on  a  blind  ‘date’  to  meet  another  friend  .  but  he  trusted  leo  .  something  within  him  told  him  that  leo  was  right  and  that  might  be  the  beginning  of  a  new  and  wonderful  friendship  .  caleb  arrived  a  bit  early  ,  so  he  sat  by  a  table  and  ordered  himself  a  whiskey  neat  .  he  was  focused  on  his  phone  ,  but  when  he  heard  another  male’s  voice  saying  his  name  ,  he  realized  his  company  has  just  arrived  .  “  yeah  ,  guilty  .”  he  jokes  as  he  gestured  the  other  to  sit  across  from  him  .  “omari  ,  right  ?”  he  asked  .  “listen  ,  i  think  that  we  should  get  absolutely  fucked  tonight  and  not  make  this  whole  thing  feel  weird  ,  because  right  now  ,  it  feels  weird  .”  he  says  .  “what  do  you  think  ?”

“  mhm  ,  that’s  me  .  ”  nods  as  he’s  already  shifting  himself  into  the  seat  ,  the  other’s  openness  easing  his  nerves  just  a  little  .  feels  silly  being  anxious  to  meet  someone  considering  his  usual  nonchalant  ,  abrasive  demeanor  ,  but  he  couldn’t  fuck  this  up  for  leo  .  not  again  .  takes  a  minute  to  run  over  the  other  male’s  features  ,  an  overly  easy  fit  to  the  squad  ,  he  thinks  .  “  just  a  little  weird  ,  yeah  ,  gotta  say  this  is  definitely  a  f  i  r  s  t  for  me  ,  ”  words  are  spoken  through  a  wave  of  giggles  ,  still  casually  perplexed  by  the  situation  he  found  himself  in  .  first  impressions  genuinely  meant  everything  to  omari  ,  especially  now  within  the  confines  of  the  resort  ,  and  so  far  .  .  much  to  his  surprise  ,  this  probably  wasn’t  going  to  be  so  bad  after  all  .  “  but  that’s  a  great  idea  and  a  solid  way  onto  my  good  graces  ,  so  i’m  totally  game  .  ”

[omcrii]

*    omari    ◞     𝐟𝐞𝐚𝐭𝐮𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐠    …    sierra    .

sierra: well, only on days when i was supposed to??  sierra: i stand by that statement cause yes, you do sierra: i promise all my knowledge is pop trivia, like if someone asked me a serious question i’d look like those miss america memes sierra: one of? omari, no, it’s like bottom tier

omari:  completely  fair  .  but  jsyk  ,  i  always  have  a  reason  for  my  madness  lol omari:  maybe  they’re  just  jealous  of  me  !  i  mean  ,  look  at  my  smile  !  omari:  better  than  me  ,  the  only  thing  i  have  in  my  repertoire  is  song  lyrics  .  .  and  gordon  ramsay  quotes  tbh  . omari:  which  is  why  i’m  gonna  cover  it  for  u  !  ✨  happy  birthday  ,  sierra  ✨

[omcrii]

*    omari    ◞     𝐟𝐞𝐚𝐭𝐮𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐠    …    stella    .

“ define a note . ” she says with a giggle , trying her best not to become triggered by the obvious reference to the past . sometimes she wished they were brand new to each other . it would make things a lot easier , at least . was that why she found herself with other people ? the newness of it before the entire thing crashed and burned ? no . it couldn’t be that because even when she was drowning she only hoped to see him . “ what’s riding on it ? i don’t know … i just wonder if we’re just used to each other and haven’t been in love for a while … ” the flood of words leave her mouth before she can catch them . quickly , she removes herself from his grip and goes to get her phone , “ pepperoni ? the breakfast was nice but i need g r e a s e .  ”

almost  any  and  every  attempt  to  settle  his  thoughts  immediately  backfire  ,  unable  to  hold  back  what’s  been  on  the  very  tip  of  his  tongue  .  usually  ,  the  male  has  no  problem  engaging  in  any  semblance  of  confrontation  ,  but  this  was  .  .  what  ,  the  fifth  time  since  rekindling  what  they  had  ?  instantly  transports  him  to  a  couple  months  prior  ,  that  very  winter  ,  taking  every  drug  possible  in  order  to  distract  him  from  the  obvious  truth  .  finds  himself  stunned  by  her  words  ,  baffled  at  how  easy  it  seems  to  fall  from  her  lips  ,  “  before  you  do  that  .  .  ”  head  shakes  ,  unable  to  even  grasp  control  of  the  situation  ,  “  do  you  even  want  this  anymore  ?  us  ,  i  mean  ,  not  the  p  i  z  z  a  .  ”  moves  to  his  feet  ,  hands  stuffing  themselves  in  his  pockets  ,  “  the  real  answer  this  time  ,  stella  .  ”

[omcrii]

*   imessage  ◞    𝐟𝐭   …   stella  .

stella: yeah i think i know who i dont know lol. idk he looks pretty mean anyways no one i would know for sure

stella: oh yeah no.. i totally get it ! all clear on this side

stella: pinky promise.

omari: okay . so now that it's settled . .

omari: what were u saying about pizza lmao