MASSANGES

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D-94

Hi there. I’m writing in the middle of the night, exactly on August 31st, 2017 starting at 12:39 am. Waiting for my Mom to Shalat jamaah. Isya’ *oops*. I should pray on time from now on.

Hmm.. What should I say about today?

There are lots of things happened recently. The big on is I have a surgery, near the stomach but Alhamdulillah it goes better now. I couldn’t be more grateful that I save from my very first surgery. 

Awalnya masih ragu untuk operasi, udah parkir mobil, keluar mobil lalu balik masuk mobil lagi buat mikir. Pertama kalinya "Oh gini rasanya di infus, oh gini rasanya skin test, oh gini rasanya sign surat persetujuan operasi yang super bikin degdegan, oh gini rasanya spinal anastesi, oh gini rasanya dipasang kateter” dan lain lain. And the operation room was absolutely super duper cold, badanku menggigil parah sampe sama susternya dikasih obat biar aku nggak menggigil dan tidur. Tapi rasanya aku cuma tidur bentar banget. Depan muka ditutup sih pake kain berlapis biar aku nggak bisa lihat prosesnya, tapi itu mantul lho di lampu operasinya. Therefore, I could see it when that part disayat biar kebuka sampe dijahit dua lapis. Nangis nggak? Nangis beberapa saat. Alhamdulillah operasinya lancar, kira-kira mulai setengah 2, mulai operasi jam 2an, selesai operasi sekitar jam 3an. Keluar-keluar dipulihkan di ruang pemulihan, pake lampu bayi biar anget. Baru deh nangis terus-terusan. Tiap ditanya sama bapak/ibu kenapa nangis cuma bisa jawab pengen nangis aja. Padahal setelah dipikirin itu nangis bersyukur banget semuanya lancar dan bisa lihat bapak ibu lagi. And the night after that, I cried again when I saw you, it was also because I was really grateful to see you again, Mas Ardy :””)

And it’s already 10 days I’m in Jogja. Recovery time. Sebisa mungkin menghindari batuk, bersin dan ketawa ngakak. Jahitannya ketarik bro sis dan rasanyaaaaa undescribeable.

Sudah sudah.

Sudah D-94 nih. Masih kurang apa? Kurang banyaaaaaak. Tapi alhamdulillah beberapa checklist udah kecentang. Kain buat ibu dan among tamu sudah, seragam sinoman sudah, seserahan sudah dicicil, catering sudah booking, decor sudah booking, photographer sudah booking, cincin sudah jadi, tinggal suvenir dan undangan. Lain-lainnya yang kecil-kecil juga belum siiih. Should be put more attention what should be done within the time.

Aaaah semoga semoga semoga semuanya bisa selesai tanpa terlewatkan.

Wish us luck. Semoga selalu bisa saling mengerti dan memahami.

<3

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H-112

Kenapa langsung H-112?

What will happen in 112 days ahead? Guess!

There will be a very big moment in my life. A marriage. That’s also the background of this tumblr’s title. MASSANGES. Massive Changes. Well I don’t know what kind of Massive Changes which I will face in the future, but I’d like to write it to make it memorable.

Sebenarnya semuanya berawal dari 169 hari yang lalu. 169 hari dari hari ini. Berarti H-281. Exactly on February 25th, 2017.

He was a total stranger that day. The chatting was started only a night before -and sure we both don’t know that it will lead this way-. 

I called him Mas Ardy. We both work in different city. I’m in Jakarta, and He’s in Klaten, Central Java. That week, actually I’ve just joined my office event in Jogja. And how we met? Thanks to those technology called *****, we finally met and only because Mas Ardy ngajak aku sholat lebih dulu, I fall for him. You know, dewasa ini -berasa bikin makalah- susah lho dapet cowok, apalagi untuk jadi suami tapi yang sholat 5 waktunya dikerjakan dengan baik, apalagi yang ngingetin sholat.

A week after, he came to Jakarta. That day, he stated that he’d like to have a serious relationship with me. Katanya, he fall for me in the same day, ketika jemput aku buat nganter ke bandara, in front of the mosque beside my home. After have a long conversation, I said yes. 

Weeks and some months passed, June 29th, 2017. He and his family with his mother’s family came to my house. Nembung. It’s kind of a proposal to propose me become his. I said nggih. It means yes, in Javanese language. Now, I’ve become Mas Ardy’s fiancee. 

Nggak kerasa lho, udah H-112 aja. Nggak nyangka tinggal 112 hari. Artinya tinggal sekitar 4 bulan lagi. Semua persiapan masih ongoing process. But hope everything will be settled soon. Bismillahirrahmanirrahim :)

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Hello!

Hello, it’s me!

This is my entah-blog-ke-berapa-ku. Tapi yang sebelum-sebelumnya udah nggak pernah diurus sih, ya kadang-kadang cuma nengokin aja *kalo inget*.

What I would write in here? Don’t expect too much. It will be no other than pikiranku. Mungkin pikiran sehari-hari, mungkin konten yang agak mikir, mungkin dan mungkin sesuatu yang agak bermanfaat buat yang nggak sengaja baca.

Well, here we go :)