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"what i didn't tell you" a poem by me

[onanyxxx]

i’ve been a performer

a rockstar a tyrant a servant

a poor kid a tempest a witch

but inside there’s a kid swimming against a current

going up stream running from monsters

that have haunted him for 22 years

tangible phantoms squealing in his ears

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i am tethered to the weather

whether it is fall or the summer

my brain decides if i fall or if i rise

or if my body feels interrupted

by something external, out of my control

if a genie gave me three wishes

i would use all of them to be able

to control my body mind and soul

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Eric Dane sex tape

i was watching

an Eric Dane sex tape

the way he stood up

broad and tall

two women at his crotch

sucking him off

he smiled as he looked down

at the camera

Dane flipped a girl over

with one arm

he thrusted in her

just like a porn star

hips swinging

chest clenching

she moaned as he went faster

just like a porn star

he was

just like a porn star

-n

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