one direction anon

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*sighs with what you are saying* niall i'll take it from here. Thanks. *niall shakes his head and just to his room then i slap your arm* you are so dumb you know. Drinking like you are a sick teenager. I thought we talked already. Ugh! Niall and i didn't talk all five years, okay. God! What's the sense in talking to a drunk you

*nods a bit* mhm of course. Why don't you leave like you always do? Running from problems is always a great idea. *mumbles drunkly* i was fucking hurting and you just left. I didn't even had a chance to apologise normally!

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*i lift my head up to look at you as I give you a look of disbelief* really? You think that the girl who's terrified of pretty much everything, is obsessed with Disney, sings musical soundtracks like a maniac, and so many other weird things about me is a great girl. How what is it that you see in me-Devon

*shrugs a little looking down at you* like I said I don't know you that well but I don't need plenty of time to know that you are a great friend. *smiles* I bet you are the friend that everyone needs in life. Always there to listen, always there to give an advice. And of course always there to comfort. *smiles wider*

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*i nod* i have nothing planned for today so catching up sounds great i say with a smile - becca

*nods* great! Wanna go somewhere? We can grab some coffee. *smiles wider*

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*sighs* yeah be there in 15 minutes. *hangs up and get changed then took a cab to niall's. he opened the door for me and saw your back as you continue to drink* harry. *sighs taking the bottle from you* that's enough. You are hammered.

Heeey *frowns when you take the bottle* oh did your best friend Niall called you *chuckles drunkly* of course he did! I mean he has your number he can call you anytime! He was talking to you for five years and let his friend be miserable because why fucking not! - H*sighs looking at him* Hazz, please calm down, you sound ridiculous - NDon’t fucking Hazz me. Only my friends call me Hazz *mumbles* - H

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*after a few minutes I relax again as I let out small shaky breaths* something else that's kinda hurt me a lot has been my friends, I mean Kayla and Nat are always there and have been for the past two years now but I just feel so hurt by the friends that left me, did I do something wrong was it my fault-Devon

*frowns a bit* hey. Of course it wasn’t your fault! I don’t know you that well but I can tell that anyone who even thought of leaving a friend like you are stupid *smiles wiping your tear away* you are an amazing girl, Devon - Z

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Thanks! Your really amazing :)

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Do you mind doing anon ok kik?

I don't really! Xx it's 1d_anon 🙈

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Hi sweetie I'm the anon wgo asked you about what plot you would like to try. I want something nice and not triggering. I have some ideas. Thanks for being nice to me :)

Hey, love! So just shoot your ideas and we can make it happen! Xx

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* i woke up to my phone buzzing and sees it's niall* n-ni? Hello? *listens to you explaining about what's going on* why are you whispering? *listens again* oh he is there? *sighs* im sorry i didn't tell you. We saw each other earlier in starbucks. Luck must be on my side *sighs* im really sorry he is bugging you. What do you want me to do? Is he upset with me? He said he isn't earlier. *sighs* athough it's obvious he is upset. *bites my lip*

*shakes head running hand through my hair* I don’t know, Tin. He won’t listen to me. He just keep drinking and talking about you. I don’t think I will be able to stop him. *looks at him and sees that he is reaching for a new drink* can you maybe come over? He always listens to you, you know that. Please, Tin. It’s really bad - N*looks around feeling dizzy and takes another drink and sees Niall* are.. a-are you talking to her? *mumbles drunkly* i can’t believe you are doing it again *shouts and then giggles* I am so drunk - H*sighs* please, Tin. I will owe you, just come by - N

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*after a few seconds i nuzzle my face into your chest as i continue to cry wrapping my arms around your waist on instinct feeling myself begin to shake-Devon

Hey hey *i tens a bit and hold you closer not being used stuff like this* it’s okay *whispers and strokes your hair slowly* it’s all good, babe.. - Z

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* i sigh just as i get into my apartment. Decided not to tell niall about today. A few minutes of tossing and turning in bed i fell asleep*

*frowns looking at Harry as he finishes his fourth drink* I think you should slow down, Styles.. *says concerned* - N*point my finger at him* you don’t get a chance to tell me if I should slow down or not *mumbles feeling my tongue twisting from alcohol* you saw what was happening with me and you never told me that you still keep in touch with her… and now.. *pours one more drink* after five fucking years she is here again *gulps my drink quickly* - H Harry please.. *frowns reaching for the bottle* - N*frowns* don’t you even fucking dare, Horan! *says angrily grabbing the bottle before him* - H *bites lip and thinks about texting you seeing that this is going out of the hand* - N

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Oh that's fine. *shrugs* i understand. Thanks for the ride. Bye! * gets out of the car and went inside my apartment building. Not giving you my number or apartment number*

*looks after you and leans head against my seat sighing deeply* fucking hell.. *mumbles and grabs my phone texting Niall* I’m coming over tonight. Bringing drinks. Get ready to get drunk, Horan. *sends and drives away from your place frustrated* - H

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Thanks for the ride. *smiles unbuckling myself as i get ready to go out* you want to come in? Only for you want. I know you are busy.

*looks at my phone then at you* I.. *shakes head a bit* I can’t sorry *whispers* - H

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*smiles* it's in the past harry. I actually should not have reacted the way i did back at niall's. but i got scared you hate me or something. Im open to being friends again. *smiles*

*nods a little smiling softly* all right *says and stops near your place* we are here -H

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Please don't be mad at niall. I take all the blame. *i hold your arm which i used to do to calm you* i'm sorry. *nods* yes. I got a small apartment near st mary's. my family still in norway.

*bites my lip feeling your hand on mine* okay *whispers quietly driving towards your place still not really believing that you are here after 5 years* I.. *looks at our hands and then back at the road* I hope you won’t avoid me again. I mean I know that we didn’t end things well but I would really like to see you again some day - H

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I told not to tell you. I just don't want to mess things up harry. He beg me to talk to you. To call you. I was just so mad then

*nods a bit* I understand *sighs and drives* you live alone now? - H

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No. I know where to reach him but he doesn't know where to reach me. He doesn't know where to find me in norway. I call him on and off on special occasion

Oh *nods a bit starting the car* it’s jus that he never mentioned that he talks to you *mumbles* - H