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Pushing away

It hurts me a lot every time you pushed me away. I am not expecting that kind of act from my bestfriend. What's wrong with me that you kept on pushing me away in front of other people? Yes, I must admit, I am a nobody girl. I am nothing but then your action added to my insecurities in life. Just tell me frankly that you want to get rid of me because I don't want to look so stupid in front of others acting like a real bestfriend but in the end I am not counted. I am tired of questiong myself what's wrong with me that you treat that way. I am tired of convincing myself to understand you. One day, when I cannot handle the pain anymore, the bestfriend you're pushing away might leave you at all. I think you'll be so happy when it happens. So should I do it as early as possible?

Ikaw pa rin

Akala ko ikaw ay makakalimutan dahil sa mga panahong dumaan Ngunit akin pa ring nararamdaman ang saya sa piling mo na aking nakamtan Marami na ang nagbago lalo na nanh mag-iba ang buhay mo at buhay ko Pero isa lang ang hindi pa rin naglalaho Iyon ay ang pamamahal ko sayo. Hindi man ako ang iyong nais makasama Hiling ko pa rin na ikaw ay maging masaya Dahil alam kong totoo ang pag-ibig niyo sa isa't isa At kumpleto ang iyong saya sa piling niya. Ikaw pa rin ang laman nitong puso Na hanggang ngayon ay umaasa sayo Ang mabalikan at mapasaya mo Kahit alam kong ito ay napakalabo.

I am just

chance of having us and a girl who won't risk the friendship for love. I don't know when does it started but lately all of my thoughts are just you and me being together. I even imagined my life in the future with you being there. I got so attached to you that I want you by my side everytime. It feels like I am incomplete without you by my side. Your name is what I always utter and you is the person who I always talk and boast with others. I want you to notice me and appreciate me but I think you can't do that. Yes, you would look at me but as a friend only and not as what I wish I am. You can't love me more than a friend because I am not the one you want. I am not enough for you. I am just your bestfriend. Nothing else. Nothing more.

Best friend, when needed.

How can I managed to be with you when you only needed me. How can I stand the fact that I am just your so called BESTFRIEND when you have no choice. How can I willingly help you whole heartedly when I know that you're just using me. You're too insensitive because you can't feel the pain that I'm bearing everytime I call you because I need someone to talk about my dramas in life and all you do is to make some excuses and not letting youraelf available for me. I am too blind because I can't see that you are just using me and taking advantages of my soft heart. You know that I can't refuse to help someone especially my bestfriend that's why your taking me for granted. It hurts me a lot everytime I see you praising our friends about their looks, their good deeds and when it comes to me, you keep on insulting me. Then, after that all my insecurities are eating me. I am afraid that other people would look at me as an ugly duckling and a princess wanna be who is not good at everything because of your hurtful words and your unfiltered mouth. You keep on noticing what's wrong in me physically and emotionally. You can't appreciate that I am the one who never left you behind and managed to be with you despite of your rough attitude towards me. I am still making myself available everytime eventhough I can't really manage myself because of so many things to do. You're still my priority when you need me because you are my bestfriend. I cannot let myself left you hanging there, being stab by everyone secretly. I will defend you and be at your side in times of trouble. I am living in the idea of I am your bestfriend. But the reality is, I am your best friend when you just need me.

Best friend, when needed.

How can I managed to be with you when you only needed me. How can I stand the fact that I am just your so called BESTFRIEND when you have no choice. How can I willingly help you whole heartedly when I know that you're just using me. You're too insensitive because you can't feel the pain that I'm bearing everytime I call you because I need someone to talk about my dramas in life and all you do is to make some excuses and not letting youraelf available for me. I am too blind because I can't see that you are just using me and taking advantages of my soft heart. You know that I can't refuse to help someone especially my bestfriend that's why your taking me for granted. It hurts me a lot everytime I see you praising our friends about their looks, their good deeds and when it comes to me, you keep on insulting me. Then, after that all my insecurities are eating me. I am afraid that other people would look at me as an ugly duckling and a princess wanna be who is not good at everything because of your hurtful words and your unfiltered mouth. You keep on noticing what's wrong in me physically and emotionally. You can't appreciate that I am the one who never left you behind and managed to be with you despite of your rough attitude towards me. I am still making myself available everytime eventhough I can't really manage myself because of so many things to do. You're still my priority when you need me because you are my bestfriend. I cannot let myself left you hanging there, being stab by everyone secretly. I will defend you and be at your side in times of trouble. I am living in the idea of I am your bestfriend. But the reality is, I am your best friend when you just need me.