too much of something is bad enough

[thegoldenboylynn]

I don’t deal with anything. I just walk with my head down and not pay attention.

[onewildecheerio]

You not dealing is a form of dealing, you know.

[thegoldenboylynn]

I don’t think we can count being sick as karma, Kitty

[onewildecheerio]

Yeah, you're probably right.  Either way, at least you won't have to deal with me in the hallways for a few days.

... Sorry.  I might be a little Alice in Wonderland on meds right now.

[onewildecheerio]

thegoldenboylynn replied to your photo:

Sorry you’re sick, Kitty.

It's fine.  We'll call it karma.

[onewildecheerio]

INSTAGRAM!: @kittykatwilde uploaded a new photo!

This is my day. This is my life. I hate both of them. #SickSucks

[thegoldenboylynn]

I don’t know if I can kind of believe that, but…thanks.

[onewildecheerio]

Someday I hope that you do.

[thegoldenboylynn]

Yeah, well. I’m still an idiot. But I’m honest.

[onewildecheerio]

... You've never been an idiot to me.

[thegoldenboylynn]

Yeah, well. I’m sorry about that. His loss.

[onewildecheerio]

I'm surprised you see it that way.

[thegoldenboylynn]

That’s the problem with the people in McKinley. They’re so influenced by the standards put them in. It wasn’t other peoples’ jobs to decide if Finn forgives you or not. 

[onewildecheerio]

Yeah, well.  It's high school.  We're all cattle when it gets down to it.

[thegoldenboylynn]

You’re not exactly giving me much to work with here, so what the hell am I supposed to work with?

[onewildecheerio]

We're on a break.  He thought he forgave me, but people kept telling him not to, so.  That's that.

[thegoldenboylynn]

Right. You still have your boyfriend and your perfect relationship.

[onewildecheerio]

Finn has nothing to do with this, and you shouldn't make assumptions about things that you have no idea about.

[thegoldenboylynn]

Maybe not to you. But it matters to me.

[onewildecheerio]

It doesn't change anything.

[thegoldenboylynn]

Why does that make two of us? What does that mean?

[onewildecheerio]

Forget it.  It doesn't matter.

[thegoldenboylynn]

It’s so sad because I don’t even hate you. I’m hurt by you. Because I trusted you. Not only as Katie but as Kitty because we became friends. I helped you figure out how to say you loved Finn. Why am I glad? Why would anyone be glad? I’m humiliated because I’m the walking stereotype of the idiotic boy at McKinley. I fell in love with you and I’m the pathetic one.

[onewildecheerio]

I guess that makes two of us

[thegoldenboylynn]

That’s the thing though. There was never anything wrong with you to begin with. And what I don’t understand is why you hated me so much that you had to do this to get me off your back? Like. Honestly, this time has made me just do a lot of thinking, and it doesn’t make sense. I’m sorry for wanting to get to know you…but I didn’t think it was that big of a deal. All you had to say was, ‘Ryder please back off.’

[onewildecheerio]

Let me help you understand then.  You're wrong.  I'm a mean person, Ryder.  I enjoy hurting other people because, yes, Degrassi was right -- sometimes people do terrible things to feel better about themselves.  So you're wrong about there being nothing wrong with me, because it's everything.  You should just be glad that I did this because now you have even more reason to hate me than anyone else.  Go start a club, or something.

[thegoldenboylynn]

Okay, I’m sorry. You exaggerated yourself and used your cousin’s face.

[onewildecheerio]

Yeah.  All right.  So sorry that I can't be some sort of exaggerated fantasy, then.

[onewildecheerio]

thegoldenboylynn:

You’re the one that created that ‘somebody else’.

I didn't create anyone.

[thegoldenboylynn]

I don’t need to be convinced. This is just how it is? I’m fine with football.

[onewildecheerio]

I know that "fine".  I invented that "fine".  But whatever.  Don't take my advice.  Apparently I need to be someone else for you to take me seriously.