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Curl into me and close your eyes. I’ll watch over you. I won’t let this life get you down. You have nothing to worry about now. Leave all your troubles and concerns to me. I’ll banish the monsters and slay your demons. When I’m here, you’re safe. Now rest, baby, I’ll protect you.

alitankh-b

titsay

tragedykery

[ID: a digital painting of a lake. in the foreground, several slender landmasses rise above the water, creating a zigzaggy pathway. in the distance is land, with what appear to be pillars of stone reaching into the sky. the sun shines above. the sky and the water are coloured mostly in tones of orange and yellow, whereas the land is mostly blue. text in the bigger piece of land in the distance and one of the landmasses in the foreground reads, “rest your tired heart, you have worked so hard.” /end ID]

stolligaseptember

do you ever tire of how, like, dramatic anxiety is?? it’s like. bitch. bitch. it’s not that serious. we’ll live. it’ll probably be a pain in the ass, but we’ll live. so stop making me feel like i’m actively dying.

onlyfools-triponthepast

“I remember those late fall nights when you’d text me and ask if you could come pick me up because you just wanted to see me and even though it was 11pm and even though I was tired as fuck and even though I knew my mom would look at me differently I still said yes. driving around hanging out in parking lots or even sitting at McDonald’s until 3am you still cared enough to want me to be with you now it’s a year later and I have your shirt balled up in the bottom of my closet and the last time you wanted me was that morning when I was leaving your bed a month and a half ago. I forgot what your touch felt like but I know it melted me into your arms and made me find hope again and I forgot what you smelled like but I know if I unwrinkle that shirt it’ll be like I never forgot and I forgot what it felt like to kiss you but I know it sent shocks throughout my entire body and my heart would beat twice the amount it usually does and it made me feel like I had a true purpose for living again. waking up in your arms was one of the best feelings I’ve ever had and that makes me sick to my stomach because I know you don’t have a single ounce of feeling left for me like you used to and I know I’m just another toy in your life of games and I know you know it’s so easy to reel me back in and I miss you so goddamn much but I know I deserve the sun the moon and the stars and I know you can’t give that to me but there’s no way I can forget you and there’s no way I can love you less. I gave you my heart my soul and my everything and that’s where I fucked up because all I got in return was a missing heart and a missing soul with nothing left in me. and even though I’ve learned to accept it I can’t seem to forget and that’s whats really shredding me to pieces because even though I’ve accepted it I still stay up at night and remember the things you said and remember the things you did and I can’t seem to grasp how anyone could ruin someone so bad to where they’ve completely lost their entire being and how you could just forget and move on when the person you used to care so much about is lying on the ground in a million shattered pieces because of you. I guess what I’m trying to say is I love you but I hate you so fucking much for ruining the little bit of being I had left in me.”

— b.p.

onlyfools-triponthepast

“It’s 2:23 am I’m drunk I’m staring at my phone and you’re still the only one I’m thinking about and the only one I wish I was talking to. Not him. Not more alcohol. Not summer. Not college. Not my parents. You.”

— Drunken thoughts

s-ofthearted

I see you in everyone … credit: IG

earlysummer1951

TASTE OF CHERRY ‘طعم گيلاس‎, Ta’m-e gīlās’ (1997) dir. Abbas Kiarostami

buttpoems

semanticise

dvnyaaa

“Strange how we decorate pain.”

— Margaret Atwood, from Oh (via splitterherzen)

werenotreallystrangers

angelaeleni

Tips for morning mindfulness

When you wake up, be mindful of how beautiful the weather is outside of your window. Try and admire it regardless of the season - there’s a different beauty in them all.

When you step of out of bed, be aware of how good it actually feels to stretch your body again. Take in a deep breath and feel the air fill your lungs - notice how energising it really is. Repeat as many times as you like.

When you’re washing your face or taking a shower, focus on how calming the water feels against your skin. Notice how clean your skin now feels after cleansing it. Rub your favourite moisturiser or oil into your skin notice how silky smooth your skin is becoming.

Allow yourself to enjoy making your breakfast. Notice how enjoyable it is to put your ingredients together, no matter how many or few you use - creating any meal is an art. Appreciate how it looks and appreciate how it smells. As you take each bite, pay attention to the flavours and textures.

Before you leave the house, have a personal conversation with yourself. Think of at least three things you are grateful for this morning. Allow yourself to feel a warmth inside of you as you focus on each thing you are grateful for.

— Growth Getters (IG)