Like the name says @onlysayingtruth - Tumblr Blog

Alright the self intro is done!!

Hey guys I'm new Tumblr user, and I active on Instagram

But I won't show any personal information here

And I created this account Mainly to help others，anyone struggling with.

And also talk about politics, reblog something I really love and Help people with some things within my capabilities.

If you have anything you want to talk about, I'm all ears.

I currently Come back to TF2 community

#self introduction #new tumblr #team fortress two #tf2 #warhammer 40k #warhammer

hello-smile

//Mentioning about negative & explain what happened//

I got hate anonymous message today And I already blocked them and deleted.

Please stop mentioning about my past behaviour.

I was deeply regretting about mistake and I do want to change and I'm really still learning how to be a good adult.

I make mistakes, I sometimes break down, and sometimes I get emotional.

But I can't made it these things by myself alone.

I need you guys to Tell me what's right and wrong.Because no other normal person can tell me irl. Even my family members are terrifying.

Please don't rushing in and hating me. Because This is not a good or healthy way of communicating, Also only making me more confused and scared.

I also feel very sorry for the impact about my past mistakes have had. And for anyone got Harassment. I have completely cut off contact with them long ago.

onlysayingtruth

Dear who ever send Hate anonymous message to hellosmile

If want her to get better, stop hating it, at least TEACH HER HOW TO BE A BETTER PERSON.And I'm also surprised that guys who ever send the hate message ignore the boundaries she made, and criticise her boundaries, also I'm surprised that she's still living in an abusive family. And cursing her about people never forgiving her. Please Do better

#mental heath support

You don't need to convince me to hate on people,

Captain obvious

also, the reason i "add fuel to the fire" is because i don't want people thinking of me as a needy attention whore. i did this because i thought it was the best, why does hellosmile get to defend herself when i don't? oh wait, sorry, am i "attacking" you with questions? it's because you've genuinely left so many unanswered. plot holes, if you will.

@hello-smile Sorry for that. I'm trying but I'm not going to defend you any further until today. Things seem to be out of control.

the reason i couldn't "take a hit" was because that hit was wrongfully fired. you still do not know my side of things and never will. also, i know at least 3 people are fighting for dropshade, as well. you, the anon from bex' server, and the flatly seal person. i am not a verbal abuser any more than hellosmile herself is, if you'd like proof you could always ask someone on my side for it.

So you have more people?

hey, this is prushka, i've heard that this has been brought up again. why are you still so against me? why am i not allowed to make mistakes at all while hellosmile gets all the ones she wants? this is no longer even ABOUT hellosmile, you're just making it so much worse for BOTH OF US. yes, this takes tolls on MY HEALTH as well. i completely understand the person who brought it up again because they SAW what hellosmile did to me firsthand, but you never asked about my end of the story. you just assumed i was a stupid, ignorant kid, but no, i struggle, i have mental illness, too, and you STRAIGHT. UP. REJECT IT. YOU are the one drawling this out longer than it needs to be. am i pissed? a little, because you keep villainizing me and only me without even considering a second argument. why am i so evil? hellosmile "verbally harassed" me, too, back in october. she came up to me, told me i was a bad person, and avoided all answers other than "you hurt people". you said i would be performing "witch hunts" on servers a while ago and. in all honesty, i'm just confused. why do you hate me. i'm not even upset at hellosmile anymore. this is my only way of saying anything and you could just delete it in an instant, i know, but i just hope you read it and think about how other people have feeling, too, not just the artist you have devoted everything to defending. i know it's scary to be wrong, but sometimes you have to take the hit, just like i did.

Excuse me?I can't see that she didn't actively seek you out, which doesn't constitute harassment.

And you have friends to help you I guess?Because at least three people already know about you and helping you. That's nice.

but hellosmile only have me. She is completely alone. That's why I need to stand out.

And that's not all. many people also threatened her with death in anon after you posted the allegations. And today still continuing it doesn't stop.

And you say Take a hit? When someone It was the last straw, and that broke her. Instead, I can ask you . why you couldn't take hit when I do allegations post.

And this matter had just calmed down, but you started to add fuel to the fire. Why is that?

you want to someone to respect you? If you yell at me, throw stones, and can't explain anything clearly and learn to calm down... it won't change anything.

Sometimes you need to learn to calm down before communicating.

And please calm down after communicate and discuss the situation with me. Thank you.

And sadly I won't put feelings in my blogs.

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alcheemist

I’m probably gonna get myself in trouble but I swear if people don’t acknowledge that dropshade/ hello smile fucked up, im gonna speak up, im disgusted i am so, so mad why are you grown adults trying to cancel a minor and expose him as an “adult harassor” online while dropshade invited a minor, knowing they were a minor, to see a nsfw piece, and she was showing her uncensored s3lf harm scars without warning it, and admitted being a necroph1liac and defended bexbuzz after that one chapter accident , where she verbally harassed the minor she got to be cancelled

I really really don’t care if this doesn’t make sense or if I’m gonna regret it later but this is so, so fucked up, you all disgust me

alcheemist

I’m French don’t bully me for my lack of vocabulary

flatlyroyalseal

I don't know why you DM me? But I going to defend hellosmile in Tumblr. Because I feel nothing wrong that an adult knows the mistake she made and understands its seriousness and consequences. And trying to make improvements

alcheemist

So it’s okay for an adult to make mistakes but not a minor? Are we serious? You guys just made the situation worse trying to cancel a minor for reacting badly to someone who was weird not to only them but others too and NO ONE is talking about what dropshade did, if no one does I will because doesn’t matter if this person is ill or not you guys didn’t have the pity to mention that prushka struggles too and decided to expose him anyways so I might as well speak up about the situation and more of what dropshade did

onlysayingtruth

Why didn't I speak up for him? Because I had no idea where her post was I found that the post has been deleted, and I can't even comment on it., and I didn't know anything about prushka situation until I made call out. We can't read minds, okay?

mortimermcmirestinks

alcheemist

I’m probably gonna get myself in trouble but I swear if people don’t acknowledge that dropshade/ hello smile fucked up, im gonna speak up, im disgusted i am so, so mad why are you grown adults trying to cancel a minor and expose him as an “adult harassor” online while dropshade invited a minor, knowing they were a minor, to see a nsfw piece, and she was showing her uncensored s3lf harm scars without warning it, and admitted being a necroph1liac and defended bexbuzz after that one chapter accident , where she verbally harassed the minor she got to be cancelled

I really really don’t care if this doesn’t make sense or if I’m gonna regret it later but this is so, so fucked up, you all disgust me

alcheemist

I’m French don’t bully me for my lack of vocabulary

onlysayingtruth

There's no need to bring up things that have already been resolved. Bringing up things that have already been settled seems like an attempt to trigger her and let everyone know she's are bad, but she herself has already apologized to them. And she already makes improvements for everything.

Do you ever think about how Hello Smile could have legitimately hurt Prushka or are you just oblivious to it ever being a possibility?

You gatta ask @hello-smile