i used to live with ghosts

[onwillpowr]

onwillpowr: a selective medium to low activity multi-muse indie & smut writing blog. 21+ preferred partners, set in EST. there will be smut and adult themes on this blog. If you are uncomfortable with that, please don't follow or interact. oc muses, not a fan of fandoms. dash writing only, not interested in writing on discord. the only rules i have are to cut your posts and don't like my starters. feel free to like or reblog plots/pictures. -AJ/25+/she/her

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[moanxd]

He leaned back in his chair when the owner appeared at their table, clearing his throat and looking down at his own legs. Yes, he could have said... But that would've also meant telling Amy the truth about him and Mari, about how she hadn't just been some hookup, and about how Amy had been the one who – after Mari, Matty had found simply as a distraction, as first. It had felt simpler to just .. keep his mouth shut.

But now here they were, being mistaken for a couple and testing wedding cakes, and once again, he shifted uncomfortably in his seat as Mari corrected the patron. How did he even get roped into a wedding, anyway? He'd never been one for marriage. But it was important to Amy, so he'd gone down on one knee. And now Mari was asking about Amy's favorites and he didn't know how to tell her that he didn't really know what she loved. "She likes .. lemon, I suppose," he said with a noncommitted shrug. "You know ... fruit stuff." He also picked up a tiny fork and used it to cut part of one of the cupcakes, then swallowed it. It tasted like cake. "I don't know, what do you think?"

[onwillpowr]

Mari knew that she couldn't put the full blame on Matty about not telling Amy about them. It was just easier for her to. Mari could have said she was booked and couldn't do it.. but by the time that she had realized that Matty was the groom, she had already had lists of things Amy wanted for the wedding and there was no turning back. Sure, she could have told her about their past -- she just didn't see it as her place to be the one to break that news to her. So, here she sat... with Matty and within a few weeks? He would be married and they wouldn't have to see each other again. For some reason, the thought of that just made her chest tighten. Then again, they were never supposed to see each other again after they ended things.

When Matty answered her question, she could already tell that he didn't know what Amy liked, or what her preference was. Which was funny, because when Mari asked if there happened to be a type of cake she had her mind set on, she just replied saying that Matty knew what she liked and would make the best decision. "My god Matty," she whispered to herself with a shake of her head. She then took a forkful of the lemon cake. It was good, but she had better. "A little dry," she admitted before picking up her glass of water. "Does she like chocolate?" Mari asked while pulling a chocolate cake with a cherry filling as the middle layer. Now taking a bite out of that one, she let out a soft hum. "A little bit better. I don't know. I've had better cakes elsewhere."

[moanxd]

His pants were itchy, his shirt restricted his movements, and it was hot as hell in this stupid bakery. And all of that paled in comparison to the unease of the whole ordeal. Matty could barely believe he was getting married, anyway - let alone have Mari, of all people, manage his wedding day. "Come on Mar," he said with a quick shake of his head, "you know how she gets." When Amy got an idea in her mind, nothing could stop her, especially not when it came to the wedding. "Just .. Try the stupid cakes so we can get out of here."

[onwillpowr]

"But you could have easily said..." Mari was cut off by the owner of the bakery coming with samples of cakes. It wasn't her choice of bakery. Mari usually had lists of ones that she preferred and knew the amazing jobs they did, but with this being the bride's top place, she had to cave in. Afterall, it wasn't her wedding. "And here are the samples for the gorgeous couple," The baker placed multiple choices of cakes in front of them with a huge grin. "Oh -- no, we're not." she let out an awkward laugh. "I'm just the wedding planner," she informed her. Seeing the other woman's smile alter a bit, she gave a nod while giving them a list of what the cakes were in front of them before saying she would check on them in a few minutes, or to call her if they had any questions. Inhaling deeply, Mari picked up her fork while shifting in the seat uncomfortably, now staring at the sample cakes that were now in front of them. "What's her favorite flavor?"

[bcdchem]

continued from here ( @onwillpowr )

"Ain't no way I'm sleepin' on the floor in my own damn family's vacation house," Kamari huffed, rolling onto his back and staring up at the ceiling. "Besides, you know how hard this mattress is. My lower back is already acting up, and if I fuck anything up on a hardwood floor before training camp starts in a few weeks, coach will probably personally fly down here and drown me in the ocean." He reached over to the foot of the bed, grabbing a thick decorative throw blanket and yanking it up over his chest with a dramatic motion. "There. Problem solved. I got my own blanket," Kamari said, turning back toward his side of the bed and adjusting his pillow with a loud smack. A few months ago, this would've ended with him wrapping an arm around her waist, pulling her back against his chest until she laughed and gave up the blanket. But the fact that things were completely different now made him ache in a way he never thought possible. Kamari let out a heavy sigh, his gaze drifting towards the window where the ocean waves were crashing in the distance. "We gotta fix our story before breakfast tomorrow, by the way," he added quietly. "Aunt Keisha already asked me twice why you wasn't wearing the necklace I bought you for Christmas. I told her it was getting cleaned, but she got eyes like a hawk. If we keep actin' like we're allergic to each other, they all gonna figure it out by noon."

[onwillpowr]

"It's your fault I'm here," Millie reminded him. If he had just told his family that they were broken up, they wouldn't be in this situation. Did she forget to mention it to her side of the family as well? Maybe, but they weren't trying to get him to come over for a family gathering. That was something she would have to deal with at another time. Right now? She was just trying to survive this vacation... hell, just this night was bad enough. Sighing heavily, Millie just rolled her eyes at the mention of his back. "They'd be saving a lot of money if he did that," she muttered under her breath while shifting to try and get comfortable. She already missed her bed and how much softer it was than this mattress. Usually she didn't mind because her focus was usually set on Kamari. At the mention of the necklace, Millie turned on her back. She hadn't gotten rid of it. No matter how many times she thought about throwing it away, she couldn't bring herself to do it. "It's in my bag," she spoke softly, her eyes focused on the ceiling. "You could have just told her that I forgot to put it on after my shower this morning." she brought her hand up to rub it over her face, already knowing that she wasn't going to get any sleep tonight. "What are we supposed to do? Do you want me to just hang all over you and sit on your lap at every given chance? Would it be so bad if they found out that we're no longer together?"

[unrxveled]

Based on the expression on Skye's face Wells could tell that she was already unable to think about anything except what he was doing at the moment. "Oh how I love hearing you moan my name like that baby." He murmurs slowly moving the vibe in small circles around her clit. It was obvious she was close to an orgasm. Yet he was still deciding it he was going to let her climax or mercilessly edge her for his own entertainment. With a grin he quickly pulled the vibe back curious to see how she would react to the sudden absence of pleasure.

[onwillpowr]

The way Wells had her a complete mess with just a toy had her in awe of him. Sure, she had gotten herself off with one before, but never like this. Maybe it was because he was in control and she could hear his voice instead of imagining him. While her breathing quickened and her body tensed up, Skye's moans were becoming shaky as she was about to hit her climax -- that was until Wells pulled the toy away and she let out a whine. Her eyes opening and her hips rocking as if she was in search for that release. "Wells," she groaned while her hand began to move down her body, threatening to touch herself. "I was so close," letting out a sigh, Skye moved her slender fingers between her legs, brushing them through her wet folds. "Would you rather watch me get myself off?" She asked as she kept her eyes on him, biting down on her lower lip as she began to slowly rub her clit in circles. She needed to be touched. She was becoming overly needy, needing that release that he just took away from her. "I need you," she whined as she now pushed two of her fingers inside of herself while her hips bucked into her own hand. "Please," she begged.

[unrxveled]

If there was one thing Wells should have cared more about it would be the viewer's perception of him. Or at least the reaction his mother would have to seeing her son in such a position. Of course that was far from his mind when Skye was being so tempting right now. Even in the dark he noticed her eye roll which only made him laugh in response. "Oh so you don't want me to touch you there." He replies in a teasing tone as his lips worked against her neck. "That's okay we can just cuddle and go to sleep like every other boring couple in here." Then he took advantage of being able to whisper without anyone else hearing, "For the record I'd fuck you in here if you wanted. There is no pressure to do anything though. Tonight or any other night going forward."

[onwillpowr]

The one good thing about not having much of a family was that she didn't have to worry about what they would think about her. Her friends on the other hand? She knew that they would be cheering her on. In the end, that's all that mattered to her. "I do," she groaned. Both in annoyance and pleasure as he continued focusing on her neck. Shivering when feeling his hot breath on her as he whispered to her, it didn't take Skye long to move so she was now straddling his lap, her hips slowly grinding against his as she kept their bodies close together and the blanket over them. With her lips finding his ear, it was her turn to whisper, making sure nobody could hear her, including any audio that could potentially pick up what she was saying. "As much as I would enjoy feeling your fingers on -- or in me. I think I'd much rather feel your cock inside of me. If you're up for it." After speaking, she playfully took his earlobe between her teeth, gently tugging on it while grinding her hips down into him once more.

[unrxveled]

"I don't know, these days anyone can be famous for anything. That's not something that matters to me though. It's not why I like you," Sonny openly shares. Unlike some people he wasn't focused on growing his own fame. All that mattered is people treated him with respect and kindness. Of course it didn't hurt that Reyna was drop dead gorgeous too. The only reason he wanted to pose for photos was because his publicist asked him to make sure he got his photo taken at some point. Not to mention it meant being able to pull her close against him. When they were in the quiet of her car he relaxed against the seat turning his head to smile at her. "What a day huh," he teased. "You don't have to sit all the way over there you know." He offered with a raise of his eyebrows.

[onwillpowr]

"I wouldn't go ahead and say I'm the famous one. So, what you're saying is that you currently only like me for my looks right now." Reyna joked, but also knew he didn't know anything about her except for their brief conversation before and after the show. Not that it mattered to her. She was confident in herself, and if she were him, she also probably would go off her looks alone. And that was fine with her. Once the door was closed to her car, Reyna turned her attention to Sonny, pushing some of her hair out of her face and laugh. "Still not used to all this attention?" She questioned and moved closer to him to the point where her knee was brushing against his. "Maybe I was afraid of what I would do if I happened to get too close to you back here."

[unrxveled]

"Maybe," he teases licking his lips eager to do everything he's imagined about with Luke. Slowly Nick allowed himself to move closer to him nervous about someone catching onto them. "So we're gonna have to be very sneaky in the showers yeah? Imagine the reaction from viewers. You think production would just say, Luke and Nick have left the villa for personal reasons." He jokes easily able to imitate Iain Stirling. "Maybe we should just tell other people to really fuck with production." He nods his head slowly. "I'm in California, that's not too far yeah? Since I'm from England my U-S geography isn't too swell."

[onwillpowr]

At his joke, Luke let out a laugh and shook his head. "I'm sure they would come up with some sort of cheeky pun with why we left. But they really can't kick us out for this, right?" Luke had known about past female islanders who explored each other, but would it be that much different and chaotic if it happened to be two guys? "Do you want to?" It was a risk he would take if that's what Nick wanted. In the end, Luke didn't know if he actually cared if he got booted off or not. His fingertips moved over his lower back, having to stop himself from leaning in to kiss him. "About a two hour flight. Not that bad."

[nerdfuckerrr]

nerdy roommate who forgot to delete their search history x pervy roommate who’ll recreate all of their fantasies

[lovesoakedd]

I just love the idea of distracting someone by fucking them. like, oh, baby, you’re on the phone? why don’t you just perch onto this counter for me and spread your legs wide open for me? don’t mind me, I’m just sliding in two or three fingers and sucking on your neck to see how you can manage in holding in your moans and gasps of surprise when your pretty hole is getting filled up, that sweet spot deep in you stroked over and over. ah, you’re on a video call? better make sure to keep the camera angle above your chest, so no one sees how I lower in between your legs, tug your underwear down and start lazily sucking on your clit, pulling back to give that stiff bud some soft, quick flicks as your thighs tremble around my head. pretty baby, I know you can stay focused on me. just make sure to not let those eyes flutter shut when I go back and forth from tongue fucking your hole and wrapping my lips around that adorable, throbbing clit. oh, your friends are coming by to hang out? make sure to wear something loose, like your shorts or a skirt, so I can nudge the head of my cock along your hole when you’re sitting on my lap and jerk at feeling the bulge. make sure not to hiss or moan when I push my hips up to guide my cock deeper into you, while the both of us know that you’re making a mess all over it from how wet you are from being fucked with people nearby. when they turn around to watch the movie, try not to gasp or arch when I toss a blanket over us and cuddle you into me so I can give you some light thrusts. c’mon, baby, don’t tell me a dick is enough to distract you from what’s going on? you gotta make sure you’re not all hazy and lost once your friends switch the light back on.

[pearlfoam]

you and your lover trying to have quiet sex while you have guests staying over at your home — and they have their palm over your mouth and are shushing you gently with a little smile on their face

[boundfaerietales]

Adrian was already half-undressed when Reyna spoke to him, looking up at her and giving the blonde a shit-eating grin, now only in his boxer briefs as he entered the room. He loved how she was so open and comfortable with her body, finding it an admitted turn-on. Her lack of shame or inhibition drove him wild in the best way. “I was thinking I’d help you wash your hair,” he said, meaning it as he knew it was a romantic, intimate gesture he could easily make with her already in the bath. “So yes, joining sounds ideal,” he nodded, wanting to treat her right, like the princess she was to him. Adrian was whipped by Reyna, but he knew it and didn’t care. He hoped to label them and be monogamous at some point, but didn’t want to rush Reyna with commitment.

[onwillpowr]

If she were being completely honest with the both of them, Reyna couldn't deny Adrian. He knew how to pamper her. Plus, the fact that he was practically undressed right now, how could she say no. "You can join, BUT!" Reyna put her finger up as if to warn him. "It isn't hair washing day. Actually, I did that this morning. So, you can wash any other part of me if you'd like, just don't get my hair wet," she warned him with a playful glare. It was fun, what they had and how they knew how to take care of each other. Normally Reyna wasn't the type to be dependant on anyone, but the way Adrian knew how to take care of her, making her feel special and wanted, it had her feelings grow for him. "C'mon. Before the water gets cold. You're right on time. I just got in a few minutes ago."

[brokensbcys]

Hayes shifted slightly in his seat, hoping Millie wouldn't misunderstand his intentions or think less of him for offering to help. He had always been the sort of person who tried to stay on everyone's good side, not because he was afraid of conflict, but because he believed treating people with kindness was simply the right thing to do. "The other guys would probably be scared to get in trouble with your boyfriend. I, however, don't care. I'm not going to leave you stranded. That isn't the type of person I am," he said with a casual shrug, his tone steady and sincere. It wasn't about proving anything or competing with anyone; he just couldn't bring himself to drive away knowing someone needed help. Catching Millie's glance, he let out a soft chuckle before patting the worn steering wheel. "This car is too old for that. This car used to be my dad's. He gave it to me for university. It's nothing special, but it gets me from one place to another," he admitted honestly, a faint smile tugging at the corner of his lips as he looked around the aging interior with quiet appreciation. "It could do with an upgrade," he confessed, though there was a hint of fondness in his voice for the dependable old vehicle that had never truly let him down.

[onwillpowr]

Millie believed everything that Hayes was saying to her. Which was weird, because when it came to a lot of the guys in her boyfriend's friend group, she could instantly tell by how they spoke that they were complete bullshitters. Yes, she gave everyone the benefit of the doubt, but in the end, they all proved her right. Though, she always had a feeling about Hayes and how he was the more genuine one of the group and was glad she could spend some time with him, even if it happened to be because her boyfriend was an asshole and left her in the parking lot. If anything, she was more upset that he had to witness their fight. "I do appreciate you. And I am sorry for you having to witness that. It must've been so awkward." She grimaced. "I'll also make sure to pay you back in some way. Even if you just want me to pay for the fries. I'm all for it." she offered him a smile. Humming as he spoke about the car, Millie's eyes glanced around, bringing one of her shoulders into a half shrug. "Why fix something that isn't broken, right? It looks fine. It isn't like it's falling apart inside. Besides, I think the older cars are better than the flashy ones everyone has these days. I feel like it's more about showing off and seeing who has a bigger dick when it comes to cars.. or who is just compensating."

[celestialmuses]

"Yeah, I like that too. I try to match my perfumes to the time or the occasion. Like I have some perfumes I only wear in the spring and summer, or some I only wear for dates. I just... I know that it's silly but I guess I want a signature scent. Like my mom and my grandma have one. So whenever I smell it I think of them. Like with you and cherries. So like, when they eventually pass away, I can use that scent to remember them. But if I don't have that, how will anyone remember me?" Stella asked, fingers toying with the tassel on a bottle. "Sorry, that just got really morbid. But I could never hate you and I'd certainly never hate cherries."

[onwillpowr]

"Not morbid," Thea assured her, moving so she brushed her shoulder against Stellas. "I get it. That happened with my aunt. When she passed when I was younger. I never knew what she wore or if it was just... her. I could never find that scent again. But it's weird. There will be times where I just get a whiff of it out of nowhere." Things like that always caught her interest. "The good thing about you though? You have multiple scents. So, no matter what you're doing or even if I go somewhere totally random and there's one of those scents? I always think about you. So, I guess you could say that you're always on my mind," she teased.

[honeybeehimbowrites]

"Maybe. But i wouldn't pretend to think i could have an impact on you now." They weren't the same people they were in High School. His name didn't bear the same status, and she? She lived in a big city and he still lived in their home town she was ranking way above him now if you believed in that stuff. "Right, missing your brother's wedding. That would have worked out great for your karma." he joked. It was good to hear she didn't mind running into him, that he wasn't tied to a bad memory of hers from high school. Caleb bit his lip and tried to contain the grin that threatened to spread onto his face. "Really?" he asked her in disbelief. "You've had thoughts about me?" he asked, extremely flattered but also very intrigued. "I might have to do that. You got me real curious now. But i believe in fairness so if you get a drink or two in me, i'll tell you the thoughts I'm having about you." Suddenly they were at the garage and Caleb pushed the car the final stretch onto the platform so he could check it out.

[onwillpowr]

"And why's that?" Ophelia found herself asking. Yes, it's been almost a decade since the two of them had graduated high school. A lot of things had changed. But being back in her hometown after all these years? It felt like nothing had changed. It was a weird feeling once she got back into town. Like time had just stopped and threw her back into a place she no longer wanted to be in. And who was the first person she encountered? Someone she had a crush on for most of her high school years. Sure, their lives went on different paths, but it didn't feel like it. When seeing him, her heart dropped to her stomach and that weird butterfly sensation instantly came back. "He would have killed me," she said with a quiet laugh. Opening her mouth, about to have some witty remark, she quickly stopped herself and noticed they were now at the garage. Once he pushed it onto the platform, Ophelia stepped out of the car, tasking a few steps back. "is there anything I can do to help? Or did I just become lucky enough to watch you work and show off?"

[honeybeehimbowrites]

She wanted him, she couldn't deny it. He felt her wrap her slender legs around him, signaling she didn't want him anywhere but buried inside of her. He watches with wide eyes as she put his hand back around her throat. "God you're fucking shameless." he says as he looks into her eyes, both lustful and amazed. "i will." he said as he leaned down and pressed his lips against hers biting down on her lip before he pulled back to watch his cock slide out of her and slam back into her, continuing a fast and hard pace. The sound of the desk creaking as he fucked her and the sound of skin meeting as he pounded himself in and out of her wet pussy. He stared deep into her eyes as he fucked her and his hand tightened around her throat, he could feel her squeezing down on him and Declan had to stay focused to keep himself from cumming too quickly. It was hot and raw. "You're so fucking tight. Can you feel me stretching you out Callie?" he asked her as he released his grip on her throat so she could breathe for a second.

[onwillpowr]

Despite how much she was enjoying this right now, Callie knew she would end up regretting having sex with Declan once this was over. At this moment, she was just in a state of pleasure and bliss that it wasn't hitting her. Especially the fact that she was receiving more pleasure from him than she ever had with her boyfriend... who she had been with for years. Maybe it was the pent up tension of the two of them hating each other that made this feel so good, or maybe there was something more that she would never admit. Her eyes never left his as he pounded into her. With each thrust, her moans grew louder -- well, as loud as they could get with his hand wrapped around her throat. If the other guys were back in their rooms, she knew they would be hearing every single thing that was happening between the two of them. With how thin and shitty these walls were, it was hard to hide anything. Nodding her head, Callie let out a small gasp as he loosened his grip around her throat. "You're stretching me out so fucking good, Dec. Fuck," she whined as her back arched. "Do you want me to cum? Want to feel me tightening around you while my body is shaking? Tell me what you want."

[onwillpowr]

open to: m/f/nb plot: Just Reyna taking a bath and Y/M walks in on her in the tub. connection: roommate, roommates s/o or sibling/parent, fwb, whatever you're feeling. muse: Reyna Levy

"Well, hello to you too..." Reyna's head tilted to the side with an awkward laugh soon falling from her lips as the person came into view. Reyna thought she had the place to herself for a while, which is why she didn't bother locking the door. Then again, she was never the one to really care if someone happened to walk in on her. Half the time she walked around the place with barely any clothing, or if she just got out of the shower, just a towel. She had no shame. "Is there anything I can help you with? Or are you wanting to join?"