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she/they sick of men

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I know his sun moon and rising but don't know his last name

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Big, dumb, hot men are the only ones worth dating tbh

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My meds make me hungry 24/7. My Dr confirmed it was likely the meds making me feel like this. Ed therapist says I can't get on meds to curb appetite bc it's not good for recovery. I've gained 60 lbs this year. She doesn't care. Now a month later, I've just gotten used to being hungry all the time and never eat. Thanks Laura. Now I have no idea when to eat cause I'm literally always hungry.

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I will not listen to another man working in finance describe his job to me like excuse me you're here to compliment me and pay not go on about ur boring job

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I only date men that are big, sweet, and a little stupid. I used to try to date men as smart as me, and while I never found one, every one of those men thought they were for above me intellectually. Now at least the men I date know that I'm the prize :)

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Why do ugly men exist

[cutedress-wetmess]

if my partner ever comes home/over and finds me lying in bed on my stomach, especially in my bathrobe or pjs, they have full permission to climb on top of me and fuck my brains out because chances are that's already what I'm thinking about them doing

[pregg-ho]

Personally, this is why I take so long to get dressed after a shower. I love when this happens.

[cutedress-wetmess]

I wanna get bent over something, underwear yanked down to my thighs, and fucked brainless by someone who only bothered to undress enough to pull out their cock/strap, and then sent back on my way with a slap on my ass

[desperateslutfordaddy]

A dom taking off their belt while maintaining eye contact is one of the hottest things to ever exist

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You know you're a submissive slut when he says "I can't use you like a cumdumpster if you don't do as I say" and you immediately apologize for trying to suck his cock without permission 😶

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I need to scream into the void so I'm back for this post I guess

>be me, 25 overweight but losing on a looksmaxxing journey for ~6 months. Probably went from 5-7, maybe a 7.5 with the right makeup

>have a crush on the most amazing person, wow

>not see him for 4 months due to schedule conflicts

>see him 4 days in a row!!!!!!!

>tell him I've been seeing a lot of you lately, in person but basically with a winky emoji tone

>he says yes its nice

>leans in

>whispers so only I can hear "i miss you"

>chills run down my spine while I attempt to spit words into the atmosphere surrounding us

>shakes it off(literally) and goes into work stuff

AHHHH what does it mean? Probably nothing but holy shit that will sustain me for a week until I see him again

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I'm down to 206 now as of today. I've been on derm prescribed meds for acne and feel like I've got a good routine down. I'm growing out my hair and letting it fade so I can dye it chocolate brown. Been using an eyelash serum(cheap one that doesn't stain eyes) and I think its working. I look better than I have since college circa 2016. Oh, and I run 20 minutes for my quick run, regularly do 30-40 minutes, building up to an hour. Making more $$ than I ever have, about to move to an awesome place by myself. I haven't tracked calories basically at all this month and I'm still losing weight through the habits I've built.

Sometimes its good to remind myself of what I'm doing to make myself and my life better. Sometimes all I can see is darkness. But I am continuing on with my goals.

[brutol]

im going to bed for a week

Straight boys be like

[squidfuckr]

“?????? you fuckign talk to me?????????????????? duh???”

[keeper0fthestars]

[theweiwuxian]

Phew that lost post A READ

[raesrabbithole]

(I didn’t make this, Idk who the original creator was.)

[ID Lego man on left, “my stomach hurts.” Doctor on right. Second panel, doctor lego on right, “you’re lying.”. Third panel, man with blank expression. Fourth panel, doctor with blank expression. Fifth panel, doctor holding $60k bill, “anyways, here’s your bill.” End ID]

Healthcare in a nutshell.

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LESSON LEARNED- I've been eating less than before, ny goal is around 1500 cal per day with some days a little higher. BUT I've barely been consuming 1000-1200 due to excessive working(I've had 6 16 hr shifts on 2 weeks plus 5 8 hr shifts) with little time to eat. Also due to me practicing volume eating along with me being able to consume far less before getting full.

And it's lead to me losing like 5 lbs in 2 weeks and feeling awful. I couldn't finish my run for the first time this year and have been generally exhausted and have been on the verge of binging for the whole time.

To combat this, I'm having a free weekend. No exercise, eating whatever I want and then coming back stronger next week. I will be thoroughly planning to ensure that I eat a minimum of 1500 per day and I will also be cutting back my work schedule a little bit.

Hoping that I feel better soon!!

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I'm thinking about lowering my calories for the next week or two in an effort to hit 210 before my trip back home. I know the 3-5lbs(don't even know my real weight atm) won't necessarily be NOTICEABLE but I haven't been home since end of January(~235 lbs) and I want there to be as large a difference as there can be. I want everyone to suck it basically, but def the two men that used to be i to me when I was smaller and now aren't bc ive gained so much.

Anyway rant aside, I plan to track much stricter than usual. When my ankle is healed I'm only doing long runs.

Also NSV the massive salads(1k cal+) that I've been eating multiple times per week as my dinner since starting is now about twice as large as what I can physically finish. So I've been making them smaller/only eating half and saving the rest for the next day. This is HUGE bc it really shows that my stomach is shrinking and that I care way less about food. I never used to save half for later even if I was full.

Anyway midnight thoughts I guess. Hoping to not sleep the whole damn day tomorrow and at least get a good walk in. Who knows.

[oooooooooohbuffets]

Resolution for the week- walk on my breaks~15 minutes quick pace and TAKE THE STAIRS

Doing this I burned ~100 calories in 15 minutes!!

Also I took the stairs up to 6 today and I could barely breath when I was done. That needs to change.