OopsItsOllie

Hi welcome to a rant page I made to get everything I need to say out without burdening other people with it. I’m Ollie and I am a 18 yr old non-binary kid looking for an outlet.

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Are you sure I’m allowed to be or like things that other people in my life are or like? Because that really doesn’t feel like it’s allowed

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Can someone tell tic tok to stop making me think about things I tried really hard to stop thinking about? Thanks

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hey big star you shine too bright / i’m in love with you i’m your comet tonight

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I am uncomfortable with that fact that I exist in most of the spaces that I exist in

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What if I just stop doing things? I could not

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I bet if they call boxing gloves “boxing mittens” it would be a lot less intimidating of a sport.

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61. Sitting here, listening to my love sing in the shower, on a trip I never planned to take, I don’t think I could be happier.

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60. How much ice cream can one eat before it’s just a bad coping mechanism?

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59

I am gender fluid. I was always mildly uncomfortable saying I was non binary. I’m so happy to be at a point with myself that I can recognize that and accept it for myself. Now I just gotta tell some people. Damn it.

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58

I’ve reached the near unhealthy stage of attachment in my relationship. I can’t fall asleep unless I see a message from you that says good night, and then my brain lets me sleep. Please let me sleep...

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57

I. Just. Love. Life. Right. Now. But I can’t sleep because I don’t wanna stop thinking about all the things I love, someone help.

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56

I lack motivation to do anything that’s not gay.

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55

What if I was an adult?

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54

Sometimes I just want to scream

IM GAY AND I miss you

But that would get old if I said it every time I miss you. Which is about once for every hour I don’t get to see you.

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53

My shits about to get rocked. Fuck I’m in extreme anxiety mode and I’ve been stuck here for 4 hours. And I can’t rant to the #1 person I go to to rant to. Why’d you have to do this to me in the middle of the night?

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52

So school stress has already hit me so hard that I think everyone I know hates me again, so that’s pretty fucked up. It’s only been two days.

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51

I kinda wish I had any motivation to do anything other than sleep or cry. There’s so many things I want to do. They are all so vanilla beige water.