O P E N MY P E N G U I N E Y E S •_•)

"One day, I wish to talk to animals."

[openmypenguineyes]

save me

don’t save me

let me make the mistakes

don’t answer me

save me

don’t save me

let me fall below

don’t reply to me

ever since

ever since

you ghosted

i chased for no good reason

ever since

ever since

you quit

it hurts and i bleed

ever since

ever since

the sun shone on me

my heart found out

that

moving on is not leaving the past behind but leaving the past so you can make space for something better

not everything

everything

needs to be mended

sometimes the sorrow

the sorrow

makes you who you are

uniquely sad

cloud minus 9

we cry tears of rain together ♥

from one side of the world to the other

love is infinite

darkness is not forever

let the sun shine upon this darkness

let the shadows appear

the shapes of our past

the caveats of our character

love is forever

love is forever

[openmypenguineyes]

transient,

transient,

nothing.

[openmypenguineyes]

There’s something knocking inside my head, like a little person asking to get out. Perhaps he or she is looking to forage some leftovers from my fridge. But I quickly realize there is nothing in my fridge, other than cans of energy drinks. So then I begin to wonder what that little person wanted.

[openmypenguineyes]

where is the tower

with that bell

that rings a cold, cold melody

that swells

my eyes? tears fell

one too many times

maybe caress me

one too many times

maybe leave me

one too many times

[openmypenguineyes]

sulk & pepper

turn off ads

get wrecked

bro

[openmypenguineyes]

trap trap 🪤

the world draws a blank

because everybody escapes it

the ones who don’t escape

finds graininess, like noise

but white noise helps you fall asleep too

so meditation is noise management

and you wipe the table clean

ego is permitted

but don’t choose to be trapped in it

life is short, it gets shorter

live now, and be free

and then I realize real artists keep themselves free, free to imagine, to be an artist is to be free

[openmypenguineyes]

What lies be-

yond these fears

Certainly

I feel You

A new re-

ality

Let me see

Let me see

Let me see

Let me be

Thou I see

[openmypenguineyes]

distant portals,

distant suns,

distant weekends,

distant drunk,

help me get there,

before i’m done.

[openmypenguineyes]

The pain of the past

An obsession, at last

Has faded, you

Still hook me but

Recently it has started to feel old

Musty musky mustardy o-

dor

(Goodbye, V. You were a pillar in my life, a putty to fill a hole that existed because of how I was brought up. But now that hole isn’t so big anymore, and I can easily cover it with my toe. You, or rather your shadow, helped me find peace and refuge. And now it’s time to shed my skin. A final thank you, to the shadow. [And I now realize I was interacting more to his shadow than to him, and that I was desperately hoping for reality to catch up.])

[openmypenguineyes]

The decent smell of fleur

Set a small campfire on my heart

It keeps it warm

Hello, Mother Nature

<i>Bonjour!</i>

[openmypenguineyes]

Disjointedness

Must there be a title for everything?

The waves swept against my feet

The sand tickles… me

I foresee a shadow following… me

A kind that provides shade when in need

A warm yet cold feeling indeed

Foggy landscape, oh

Lantern, please guide me home

[openmypenguineyes]

Grey, dark grey

Am I alive or am I dead?

Perhaps my mind is outside, nigh

Empty space, so empty, now fade

Ride the high, amongst the graves

Something inside, something safe

“Alas, you have returned.”

My mind met my body again

[openmypenguineyes]

Sally said you’re a big tomate

Mary said you’re a big mistake

Darian said you’re a sausage

1878 is a sickened egg

A red, red, red

- Without a spoiler alert -

Yuck Duck Energy

Wired with four

I’m so tired

Of praise > delay > small reward

Your machines of slots

Can go to rot :)

[openmypenguineyes]

- Forgiven me - forgave a dream

It came and caused a breakup within

I was done with his leashing, he can go on wishing

That I’ll fuck with his charisma

How bout an egg prata ($2)

Attention tax I paid for nada

So perhaps your karma will be your answer

I don’t hate ya, in fact I think I love ya

But for all the wrong reasons

A massive turbulence

Energy sap sap no way to prep prep

My exit strat, big bills stack stack

So here’s a i love you

For a i wanna leave you

Cause you don’t deserve anything more than that - cue

Lik your false ass cause you’re choon-ed without bass

You think you’re a variant of yourself without crap but GOD, it stinks like a motherfucking spaz

V V my fuckin’ a$$

L to the I to the M&Ms are bigger than your half/fucked texts.

[openmypenguineyes]

Cigarettes gave me hives

I’m sad

But everyone, it didn’t make me high

I’m glad

Just pull the handbrake up

I’m set

For an eternity smoke-free party hat

Cheers to that 🎉

[openmypenguineyes]

Mode killer vibe victim

Flat suspect most weekends

You say you’re weak

But you’re hiding your feet

So fuck your boundaries

I’m wetting my teats

Moo to hell your facial debris

I seek vengeance for my mother’s pee

You feel safe but I’ll flip you with my knees

You call for help I’ll call my bees

Stay fresh cause your voice is a plea

You deserve shelter from the unencessity

I’m riding some yellow wave on an iridescent beer board

So come find me when you’re done with drinks

I’ll see you tomorrow, my dearest kin

[openmypenguineyes]

Fuck I’ll write myself to sleep

I have no one but tumblr and we-

Can take some boats queued up by the quay

This one’s yellow and that one’s green

I’ll see you in a blink of a dream

Smiley face duly received

:-)