Guys...I think im gonna leave tumblr.
I love tumblr I really do...but..idk, lately iv'e just felt like tumblr was more of work then a hobby. I'm gonna leave this one and make another one, and I'm gonna give it to the people who...I think...care about me. It's not gonna be an anon, just me, and If I still feel like shit, then its no more tumblr for me
before tumblr, I was a twitterholic, I loved twitter, I had plenty of followers, and I loved tweeting, people respected my opinions and I could be a lovatic for half the day, and a beliber for another half of the day...It was fun. Same with tumblr, i was addicted to it, loved it, put sooo much hard work into it...and most of it never payed off. Instead of it being fun, its like a job, something i have to do. I dont like that.
theres too much stuff on here that can break me down, so easily, im an emotional person, sometimes seing a beautiful person can bring me to tears...Im working on that. I just need to get away..you know?
being a tumblr anon is hard. there's a lot of expectations to live up too. you have to give the right advice, set the right example, post the right things, do the right things, be the right person...and there's not enough room for mistakes. I need that, mistakes. I'm young, way too young to be sitting in front of a computer screen all day. I have huge exams in 23 weeks that I should be getting ready for...And helping people at the same time is HARD. Plus. if I post the wrong stuff, or say the wrong stuff, I get shit on tumblr and twitter...thats a little too much for me.
I'm going to court next Friday and I havnt even started to plan my speach...this is a big thing.
I love everyone...so much. Iv'e seen a lot of friends of mine leave tumblr, for the same reasons, I thought about leaving, but then I thought, noo. But now, I guess this is what I wanna do.
I'm having no secound thoughts as I'm writting this, so I'm guessing this is what's right. idk, I'm sorry if this is the wrong decision for you, but this is about me...and how I feel.
I'm gonna keep watching PLL, I'm gonna keep fangurling over spoby, I'm gonna stay ME. but just not on tumblr. I'll leave this up...this tumblr will stay up. But it wont be updated. I'll give out the new tumblr to people who I think care enough, anyone who wants it be warned, my new tumblr will be focused on me. Its not a pll blog, its about me. but anyone else who wants it, ask me.
It's not like I'm falling off the face of the internet tho.
you can still hit me up on twitter here
.......i love you all stay strong for me okay? Keep being yourself and dont change for that hot jerk that your tottaly crushing on.
Dont think that my pages wont still be up. they will. If you feel down, check these:
1 - Will help you out...If your ya know, feeling down.
2 - Forget the razor, and follow one of these...please.
3 - just to remind you how beautiful you are.
4 - when you just need a laugh
If you need someone to talk to...check HER out, she helped me. Oh and HER.
If you need something to randomize your day, check out my bestfriend.
And if you wanna cry, cry, dont hold it all inside.
The last thing im gonna say, is good luck...and goodbye. :*
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