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It’s a spam vent account and as of now (9/30/24) I do not want the posts here reblogged. Obviously I can’t stop you from doing so, and so should you choose to do so I will be blocking you. Jsyk.

IM SO FUCKING TIRED I WANNA GO HOME BUT I DONT FUCKING HAVE ONE

man sometimes I think I want kids but then I wonder if I only want kids to prove that I could be a better parent than my own parents, or if I want kids because I’m lonely, and then I reevaluate myself and how I would hypothetically handle having an actual real life kid and that would be. A lot. So I decide I don’t want kids. And then two weeks pass and I start asking myself again if I want kids

Wow crying to willing and able not because I miss my sister but because I miss missing her and still can’t get myself to miss her again, Noah Kahan what have you done to me

#I still remember the good times. there was just more bad than good #I still remember protecting you. so many times. and the many more times I needed protection FROM you.#god I hope you got the help you need and I hope you found a community that loves you and keeps you stable because it couldn’t have been me.#not me. not after everything.#stay away from me and be happy #and I’ll stay away from you and be happy too

I’m sorry even TRUCK DRIVERS have to do customer service???!? BUT THAT WAS MY ULTIMATE BACK UP PLAN

#if I become a truck driver I just want to DRIVE not TALK

take a chance man idk maybe ur ex boyfriend will pick up the phone after four years

#🤪 were so back babyyyyyy

what if I just kill myself huh?? No $2.5k electric bill then

#no gas that’s been shut off! no rent I can’t afford! no water I just got turned back on!#no gas for the car! no car! no job!#it’s looking like the pros list is very long and the cons list has only one item: die

Fun fact if you have a barely there cramp in your lower left abdomen, almost like a period cramp but not…. Prepare to shit your brains out in approx. 2 hours.

Feeling kinda disappointed :/ my friend didn’t want to get her Christmas gifts from me until she had mine ready and built it up, talked about how it was related to cassettes (big special interest of mine), todays the day. I have a bag of not super expensive but thoughtful gifts related to her interested, including 2 vinyls I did buy new so they were the biggest expense, and. She gave me a pink silicone hookah. Apparently we talked about hookahs once?? I can’t imagine very in-depth or I would’ve told her how much I dislike hookahs and only use them when absolutely necessary.

#I’m trying to be grateful. I’m trying to not give away how much I don’t like the present.#it just makes me feel so lonely! I care and think about other people so much and that’s all I want back!#i just. idk. I’m glad she got me a present and I’m not upset at all that I bought her what I did or spent what I did. It just feels lonely.

I stg if when I someday die anyone posts “why did you leave us” I’m going to scream so loud you’ll hear me from the afterlife because that’s the stupidest question I’ve ever fucking heard why tf are you asking why??? It’s death! It’s life!! It’s not like the dead are coming back at your beck and call so idk why tf you’re asking me????

#also if its like an accidental death boom there’s your why. accident.#and if it’s me offing myself. idk look at the state of the world. there’s your why.#like not to be a bastard or anything I do not understand people who grieve by asking why or begging for someone to come back #and if you mourn me that way when I inevitably die I will not be high fiving you when you end up in the same place as me

Everyone say thank you to my neighbor for having guest wifi 😭🙏 I don’t have phone service anymore

Wait a minute - wait. Wait wait wait wait

#number one: wait no longer looks like a word to me #number two: am I the forcemasc fairy godfather??#bc I’ve literally just contextualized that every girl or non-binary person I’ve ever dated has later come out as transmac #and if I’m correct???? it might stem from the fact that I’m such a goddamn bottom that it never even occurs to me to top during sex #like. at all. I’m a pillow prince fr #and I know for certain it was that fact for one of my exes and now that ive cross examined the remainder….hmm #the theories are theorizing the dots are connecting and my brain is getting bigger #i automatically give partners a position of authority over me in bed that strikes some sort of dominance association to masculinity #and so far every partner I’ve had when they experience that come away from it a little more transed of the gender than before

Something that has haunted me for years. I let someone educate me on how it was systemic racism that led to my automatic “ew” when someone said my verbal stimming was like scatting. I did get some new knowledge out of this; it prompted me to research the music style scatting. I didn’t have the heart to tell them I didn’t know what that was previously; my ew was because I initially thought of scat, the kink. I was kink shaming.

Teacher way back in freshman year of high school 2013, happening upon my friend group eating lunch on a back corner staircase: well hello breakfast club

Me: sir this is lunch, not breakfast

#I had never heard of the movie before that moment sue me I was 13 #I very much gave “Baby of the Friend Group” with my age and lack of filter

This steddie fic I’m reading,,,,, goddamn

#one day I’ll have someone who makes me feel even a inkling of what this fictional loser makes me feel

I just realized it’s almost the 10 year anniversary of my biggest suicide attempt wow. Just like, 9 days away.

Funniest drug experience was salvia. The world became a painting where the foreground, midground, and background were overly emphasized through the use of different art styles. My brother and friend, standing between the midground and foreground, became twisty. I laughed, hysterically, for 10 straight minutes to the point I couldn’t breathe.

#the comedown sucked though #felt like there were tiny knives digging just slightly into my skin all over the right side of my body #and one was specifically over my throat so that if I tried to swallow it dug in more #I can’t do hallucinogens anymore they make my brain hurt I used to do way too many #only did salvia once though

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