i—i guess you do have a point.....
even if i do hurt you guys.....we all end up okay, we always are....
i shouldnt doubt that you guys will always be there for me, when i would do the same back.....
—oh....right, that stuff.....i almost forgot to catch you up on that
OOOOKAYYY SO.......erm....its NOT herobrine !!
if anything....im kind of on okay-ish terms with him, i think ?? but i also still dont know if he remembers possessing me the first time i—thats another story for another day aha.....
i mmmaayyybee made a deal with a ghost....? kinda.....?
i—its a different one.....or well was.....i—ill get to that part too....
but uhm.....so basically an anon sent a thunderstorm to rain in our sticksfight room, and a ghost showed up—
i can see ghosts, by the way.....!
i forgot to ever tell you guys that.....it started ever since the herobrine incident
so, this ghost, i called them 'ghostie', i...i dont know if they ever had an actual name, but if they did they never told me !!
but usually im smarter when talking to ghosts !!
i told them that i wasnt going to give up my soul or body or whatever and they guilt tripped me !!
they told me they would help me stop causing trouble all the time, and i agreed, and they took that as a sign to possess me the next morning !!
although, i cant lie, being a temporary ghost was fun and all for a little bit...!
i got to go around and prank green with a pride cake, and i got to prank that one ceo of that rocket company with a regular cake !!
and then some other stuff like, i was temporarily a rainbow barbie doll, anons kept beating up my body to get rid of ghostie, which.....obviously only hurt me instead, and then ghostie left my body, and then the dark lord—
oh thats another thing i didnt mention to you guys......
yeahhh i maybe might have been talking to the dark lord for a few months now on tumblr.....
basicallyyyy.....i thought i could tr—tolerate him a little bit, because.... well, i thought he couldnt do anything anymore as a ghost....!
i only talked to him through tumblr, then whenever i turned into a cat....and i....kind of ate too much catnip then....he was even on the desktop and he....didnt do anything then....! i didnt think he was capable of any harm anymore....!
but......then he showed up and said he was just going to 'talk' to ghostie in the other room....and i dont know what exactly he did because i went back in my own body and the anons gave me painkillers by then.....and i was...really out of it....my memory is super fuzzy from whatever happened during all of that....
all i really remember around then was being super emotional and crying alot.....and being exhausted.....
i think blue showed up at one point ?? and then maybe green and purple.....?? but i dont fully remember what i said, i only remember them comforting me and part of what they both said.....
then i fell asleep sometime between all of that, had a nightmare about all of you being in danger and i wasnt able to help, i woke up and yellow must have gotten home sometime around then because they were asleep next to where i was.....
but then i went to get up to get potions, because i did not trust the anons to give me anything that could make me loopy, just in case and......
shortly after that i found ghostie's body just....glitching out and deteriorating.....i—i didnt even think ghosts could die again !!!
but from what i saw there were obvious claw marks— i—thats obviously from the dark lord !!
and— i—i know i just said that ghostie possessed me by manipulating me but, thats all they've done !!
no offense to a double dead ghost but, i dont think they could hurt anyone even if they wanted to...!
i mean, the anons attacked them while they were still in my body, you would think they wouldve done something to fight back ??
all they did was take my body and do a poor job of trying to be intimidating with big ol' fancy words, i dont think it was anything the dark lord did in self defense or whatever...!
i dont think ghostie was in the right to do anything that they did to me but.....it didnt mean they should have died again because of that !!
......annnnd then i kind of yelled at the anons for a good while and then ran off here so i didnt have to see a ghost corpse anymore.....
but that—thats kind of everything that happened...aha.....!
i—its been alot...!!
if anything.....im kind of glad you showed up here, orange....
i really dont wanna be alone, expecially after all of that, and being injured but.....
i really just....i—i couldnt just stay on the website...not right now.....or well, not alone atleast......
i dont know how long it takes for a ghost's corpse to just...i dont know....go away...? but i didnt wanna risk staying there or going back alone and.....seeing that again......
im just glad that you and the others cant see ghosts because....i—that was horrifying....
if i didnt just let the dark lord hang around....maybe they'd still be alive..? i—i dont know....
sorry i—i think i blabbed about everything for too long just now.....i didnt even really think before just— dumping all this on you....oops.....