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HE THRUSTS UPWARDS , feeling the wetness seep into his boxers . and fuck , if that wasn’t hot enough to get him bothered . ezra leans in to kiss , to claim , tongue devouring whatever sounds she manages to let out . and when he pulls away , he’s even riled up than before . ‘ take your bra off for me , ’ he mumbles against flesh , tongue nipping at her collarbones . ‘ i need more . ’

       it was a demand & obediently she acquiesces to it, lithe digits gravitate to metallic clasps behind her back, unclipping the hook and allowing the fabric to fall between their laps. her breasts were supple, with a slight bounce, greedily rolling her hips, feeling his girth even through his jeans. ‘ can i ----- can we just,  please !  ’ the words weren’t coming out right, barely able to focus on anything else but the pressure welling between her thighs. cheeks were stained with tears, forcing lips up as she presses into him. 

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HE REACHES FOR his gun , lets the barrel trace up her spine before holding it menacingly against her right shoulder . ezra uses it to hook at the straps of her dress , letting them slide down her bare arms . he does the same to the other , fingers cupping a clothed breast . it’s not long before he actually starts to feel wetness pool between the girl’s thighs . ezra lets out a husky chuckle , lets it reverberate against her ear . ‘ i’m starting to feel you . bet you’re almost soaked through , huh ? ’

     shoulders shift back, back arching now with the cool metal slidding against the curvature of her brittle arm, she grips onto his thighs, the bottom calcium of her nail pressing against his flesh. ‘ am, i a good girl ? ’  she knew she was wet even before making wet mark on the fold of his jeans, she was glistening, only for him. he was so strong and sturdy beneath, touching her chest and causing her to melt. slowly lifting her skull, peaking at his lewd but handsome features. ‘ it’s not like you do it, i    ----------   i want you ! ’ 

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HE CHUCKLES , and maybe his dick twitches at her mewls , her sudden hunger . ezra gets up , leans against the headboard , before he’s manhandling the petite girl . he pulls evelynn towards him , sitting her on his lap . her dress rides up her thighs , leaves nothing to the imagination and leaves him swallowing . ezra gives her a wicked smirk . he cradles her face , thumbs running over high cheekbones . ‘ tell you what ; i’ll feed you if ,  and only if , i feel just how wet you are through my jeans . ’  

    teeth grit together, a sticky hot rotation of  amaretto spreads like wildfire just off the cusp of her cheekbones, wearily still  ----   leaning in to hide her dainty timidness from the saccharine tingle looming between her thighs. she’s pressing firm but tiny kisses from the curve of his shoulder up his neck, a line to keep herself as bay as her hips brush against the protrusion beneath her shaky silhouette, slowly feeling a cool spot forming over the ridges of his jeans; coaxing a low purr to vibrate off of his flesh, so needy for him.  

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AND JUST LIKE THAT , something breaks . he lets her lead , dominate for a moment with her gentleness — before ezra curls his fingers in her tresses , pulling her down roughly , deepening the kiss . it isn’t long before he licks his way into her mouth , tongue running over teeth and the flesh of her inner cheek . he’d have kissed her for so long if not for the need to breath . ezra pulls away with a shuddering breath , blinking up at her with a teasing grin . ‘ if you were hungry for cock , you should’ve just said so . ’

     it was good for the mere moments it lasted, maybe even a little off with ezra. there was an ambiguous constant in their relationship, ezra pulled all the strings. but sometimes, and he didn’t allow it to happen often, but when he did it felt nice. felt like there was a semblance of control left out on the table. he was racy though, exploring her maws hidden crevices; feeling the indents and welts anxious teeth left in her wake. lost, she felt lost within his grasp in this moment, ignoring the quiet lull in her chest as her oxygen fell short, soon as the kiss breaks she’s softly melting; breathing short but fast ---- chest heaving up as she clung to his arms, mewling sweetly even as with the brashness of his dialogue.  shy voice, peaking through feathery lashes ‘ i’m hungry,  i’m so hungry ! ’ 

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HE WATCHES HER , humming in content as her fingers run through his hair . he likes this , admittedly so . he likes being doted on by her , despite her claims of tiredness or if he says otherwise . and ezra is an asshole because he knows it’s his fault , but it’s not like he’d acknowledge it . much less actually try to elevate anything . ‘ oh , i don’t ? ’ he takes hold of the hand that reaches out , taking a finger and biting on it gently . the gun sits still and heavy above his chest . ezra cracks a grin at the grumbling sound . ‘ feed you with what ? what do you want ? ’

           swallowing dryly, careful with his hand, only squeezing a bit. but it was good, it felt nice. she’s so very confused, and torn. it was all her fault, but he was being tender. for once in a past hour her lips quirk happily, was she happy  now ? bending down she mewls softly, leaning down, pressing small saccharine kisses along his jaw. as much as she could probably use it, going a day or so --- maybe a few days without, sustenance. shallow breath, stealing a small kiss or so before she nibbled on his boy bottom lip. 

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HER ANSWER PUTS a frown on his face , but he doesn’t say anything else . ezra lets go of her and reaches for his gun — clicking the safety on and off . the anger in him still lingers , but it’s not as ravaging as minutes before . what he feels now is something he really can’t wrap his thoughts around to even properly name . ‘ are you making me wait for an answer ? ’ he turns to look at her , raising a brow , amusement back on his features . ezra chuckles , moving and resting his head on the female’s lap . he looks up at her — such a pretty thing to own . ‘ well ? are you ? ’

    lithe digits curl and coil into his hair, peering down at him with such tired eyes. he always asked the most of her, didn’t he ?  ‘ yeah ezra, i am. i’m tired.  ’ and sad, and angry, and fucking horny. the unholy trinity of young people. nimble digits of her free hand, reaches out and pokes the gun, almost curiously. what’d it feel like ? being shot ? had he ever been shot before ?   ‘ i don’t think you deserve an answer right now, ’ head tilts heavy hoods slipping down, clasping her eyes shut. there was so much going on in her tiny body. it was foodless, exhausted from trying to keep herself afloat with him. he kept humiliating her; kept reminding her who she really was.  her belly sounds, rosy cheeks forming as it did. ‘ maybe if you feed me ---  i’ll tell you what you want to hear.  ’

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THE SILENCE CAUSES him to look down at her bundled up body . and as moody as he was , he should be angry at her silence , or even at her feigned ignorance . but that’s just how ezra is : moody . and right now , he was feeling particularly inquisitive , far from his raging anger just moments before . ezra pulls the sheets away , running his thumb over her cheek . ‘ yeah , who owns you ? ’ and it comes out right , but tastes weird in his mouth . it has him blinking , confused at himself because — wasn’t evelynn something he’s always thought he’s owned ? ‘ didn’t you say you you loved me ? ’ he questions , fixated . and maybe , he’s just a little bit curious and doubtful at this point . ezra moves closer , now cupping her face . ‘ look at me , baby girl . ’

   brows lift and knit, blinking them in a hard succession, but finally she does it. she looks in right in the eyes, not bold or aggressive; mainly just tired. ‘ uh ----  well.... ’ it’s uncomfortable, chest heavy as she tried to breathe, everything was so tight. she resorted to lifting her chest to allow the passage way some air. ‘ i don’t want to answer this question right now. ’ upright, sitting up against the headboard, trying anything in her power to feel stern. ‘ i hate it, i hate this stupid question.  ’ it felt like he wanted to be disconnected, while still taking pride in having her. he wants something but also nothing at all. 

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IT’S QUIET FOR a little bit as ezra ignores her completely , calming himself down . and at times like this that he tries to think back just how they got to this point — to him having to actually discipline her , having to remind her just who actually.. ‘ who owns you ? ’ he can’t help but ask as soon as the thought enters his cognize . there’s sureness in his posture , but insecurity was within him . sure , they’re in this situation because of circumstance . but ezra’s been confused for a while now , longer than he likes to even admit . he feels her press against his back and he automatically reaches a hand out , hot and heavy against her body . ‘ tell me , who owns you ? ’

     she pretends that she didn’t hear his first inquiry, sinking her maw against the flesh of her bottom lip. she didn’t even move, and after a while her chest hurt from not breathing. these were the questions that made her wonder what his version of a relationship was. does he have friends or just pawns ----  had girlfriends or just toys.  she knew exactly what he wanted to hear but the pain of pride --- uttering something so humiliating caused a hardening of silence against the tethered sheets against her. a thick swallow can be sound, coiling within the sheets, just peaking out so her eyes were visually there.  ‘ owns me ? ’ big eyes now, questioning exactly what he meant, stirring backwards to capture his expression. 

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ONCE THE MAN’S name breaches the confines of their bedroom , ezra lets go of her . he lets out a strangled exhale , trying to let go of the pent up anger and the bitterness that was bubbling and toiling inside of him . ‘ hawkins , huh ? ’ the name was familiar . how could it not be ? child of one of the town’s richest — of fucking course evelynn would think highly of a snob . ezra can’t help but scoff as he pulls away from her completely , turning away from her . he sits down on the edge of the bed , still tense , knuckles white from balling them up . ‘ i’m not gonna do anything . but if i ever — ’ he starts , swallows , hands shaking . ‘ if i ever hear you utter his fucking name again ? i’ll kill him . ’ he says it with finality , leaving no room for arguments . ‘ do you understand ? ’

      ev sat there for moment, unwavered stillness & silence encompassed her rather shattered silhouette ---- ; just staring at the gun resting besides her. there was nothing going on inside her head, mind not sifting through thoughts or feelings; just standing still. his chirp is loud, throwing her in a slight frenzy as  she slips under the covers, tugging them over her head, forming herself into tiny ball nestled just behind where he was on their bed. voice dry --- heavy, she nods her head against the sheets ‘ i understand, ----- ezra. ’ tears beaded up, allowing them to stream freely while hidden.  ‘ i won’t ever do it again, i’ll ------ i’ll be good ! ’  she coos quietly, nearly inaudible with the hot pressed sheets against her face. tiny legs shift nudging herself closer against his back. 

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HE CAN LET it go so easily , let it just fade into the dark recesses of the past . but that’s the thing about ezra , he fixates and overthinks things . he has to , it’s how he’s been raised to go about things , to never let anything slip past his attention . and now he’s starting to think , just what the fuck they’ve been doing to his girl . ‘ name , evelynn . ’ he closes his eyes , feels her touch and maybe , he’s slipping . but he won’t , not just yet . not when  — ‘ give me his fucking name . if you don’t , i’ll kill him . ’

         defeated. there was no other direction at this point. she had gone past the point of no return. shaky hands find their way to her face, each palm hiding her away from view. she wanted nothing more than to be invisible. to rot in the ship wreck she’d become. she whimpers, devastated with the reality that there was no fucking way out of this corner that she’d been submitted to. ‘ what are you going to do ? ’ the question came out so quietly, it was nearly inaudible. tiny lengthy arms push over her head, digits coiled in her pretty blonde girl locks. ‘ his name is ar  ----  archi hawkins. ’ a few moments pass, and a guttural squeal sounds the room, heart sinking as horrible things swell through her head. 

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‘ THEN JUST TELL me his fucking name . ’ he grits out , starting to apply pressure . his emotions were in a turmoil within him , anger and bitterness from the events that have just transpired . and by this point , ezra doesn’t know just how far his anger was willing to go . ‘ tell me the name of the fucker who you believe is better than me . ’ he squeezes momentarily , before releasing his hold . ‘ tell me the name of the fucker who thinks he can steal you away from me . ’

       her heart skips, and keeps skipping. his insecurities were leaking like small bugs from rotting meat; he was scared that he was going to lose is property. ‘ nobody could ever take me away from you. ’ hand shakes, bringing it up to his as she clasps her gentle tiny fingers around his wrist, holding it there.  ‘ i’m ---- i’m your’s ez. ’   she was trying to coax him to be delicate, easy away the fire that was growing inside.  ‘ i can forget about him, and he’ll forget about me ----- we can pretend like nothing ever happened !  ’

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NOW HE’S ANGRY . ‘ is that so ? ’ cold , his words were so cold and so detached as he starts to wrap his fingers around her slender neck . ‘ you don’t want me to fucking hurt him ? ’ he scoffs , applying a little bit of pressure . ‘ when minutes ago , you were ready to get me fucking killed ? you know what that sounds like to me ? ’ bitter , there’s a bitter taste in his mouth , lips twisted down into a snarl . ‘ fuck , you’re worried about someone who you almost got me killed over ? ’ the audacity of this — ‘ you’re such a fucking bitch , evelynn . ’ 

        why should anyone else have to pay for the sins that are of her own ? ‘  he didn’t do anything wrong ---- he sh-shouldn’t be put in danger because of me.  ’ tears started to well, again, a sting zipping through the crevices of her skull as she clenched her eyes, allowing the liquid to spill past. ‘  i didn’t ----- i wouldn’t have done anything to get you --- killed.  ’ everything she said was panicked, rushed, trying to spit the words out before his gripped tightened.  ‘  i know --- i’m sorry, you’re right. i ---- don’t want to be one of those ---- i want to be good, but please don’t hurt him i will do anything. ’

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HE LOWERS THE gun when she starts to unravel , faults spewing from her lips like a broken faucet . ‘ that wasn’t so hard , was it ? ’ ezra chuckles , turns gentle again , kissing up her neck . he wants to kiss , lips hovering over hers , but settles on pulling away . ezra sets the gun aside , still within reach . ‘ now tell me.. ’ he starts , breath hot and heavy , fingers finding their way towards her neck . he rubs them over collarbones , before settling at the pale column . ‘ what’s his name again ? i dare you to fucking lie to me , elynn . ’

           it had occurred to her that he’d never let it go. he was fixated; and it scared her. he could do as he pleased with her but archi didn’t deserve anything  other than happiness. plus he had her heart, didn’t he ? brows knit & arch together, panic entering the treshold of beady eyes and she writhed beneath him --- kicking her legs as palms press flat to his chest.   ‘  no --- stop it. i don’t want you to hurt him.   ’ he really was never going to let it go. what would he do with that information ? would he hurt him, would he kill him ?   ‘  don’t do this, please don’t  do this. ’

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HE WAS RIDING off her pleas , cock already half - hard with having her writhe and begging like this . but at her declaration and ignorance , he can’t help but scoff , raising a brow . ‘ you love me , huh ? bullshit . ’ he lets out a sharp chuckles . ‘ isn’t that what started all of this ? ’ ezra clenches his jaw , raising the gun , as if to strike . ‘ tell me what you did wrong . don’t make me fucking hit you , elynn . ’ 

    chin tucks, slamming pallid lids shut, cutting the vision of him off before he could jab the fucking glock over her eggshell skull. gaunt and nimble digits pounce to his calfs, squeezing them as she tried to pry for an escape. ‘ i was bad ---- i was very bad  i ----   ’ everything came out so fast, she has to suck in a small breath so she didn’t choke,   ‘  i touched your ----- stuff, i almost got you killed ! ’  everything was going to fast, she wracked her brain, trying to remember exactly what happened. ‘ i got obsessed with being loved ! ’ thighs sift together, leaning into him, whimpering under him. 

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HE LETS OUT a chuckles — he’s won this round , again . ‘ you are , sweetheart . ’ fingers gently brush over her lips . ‘ see , all of this would have been avoided if you’d just been a good girl the first time . ’ the grip turns harsh again as he pushes her down against the bed . ezra moves up , straddling her thighs , gaze boring down on hers . ‘ you know what you did , right ? ’ the gun’s still out , trailing from her forehead , down to her nose , before resting on plush lips . ‘ you’re a good girl now but you know what you did , right ? ’

       her head was shaking, the brim of flushed cheeks tipping against the sheets as he slid on top of her ----  beady weary eyes slumping up towards him, and to the ceiling. he was toying with her. it was impossible to not feel weak against him, especially with the edge of a gun against the chapped ridges of her butterfly tiers. ‘ no --- no ,  please   ’ she was pleading with him, it was so. embarrassing. ‘  please ---- i’m sorry,  i love you !  ’ she never liked admitting when she was wrong, and she didn’t understand the feelings inside of her. ‘ i  - i don’t know.   ’ she knew. they both knew. 

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SHE ALWAYS GAVE him a fucking power trip , the way she crumbles so easily . ‘ now that’s a good girl . ’ he chuckles , running the barrel of his gun up and down her slender neck . ‘ you know how much i love it when you’re being good . ’ his grip on her cheek still firm and unwavering — unlike how shaky he was moments before because of his anger . the emotion starts to filter out of his system , replaced with something much more twisted at seeing what a messy state he can have evelynn in . ‘ sweetheart , look at me . ’

     there were so many buttons to press to cause the wreckage of evelynn, and with precision he was typically very aware of which ones to press to coax out the mood he wanted. she was the one shaking now, hand trembling as she clutches against the hem of her dress, throat restricting as he smoothed the gun against her, causing so many emotions and feeling. it sounded so loud in her head when she swallowed hard, just barely gazing up towards him, abling to peaking past her feathery lashes as she obeyed him. she’s desperate, tightening her thighs together, and she hates herself for it but the feeling of this type of danger with him was oddly tantalizing. ‘ i ----- i’m a good girl now ? ’ because that’s all she wanted to be in this moment, his good little girl. 

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AND ONCE SHE surrenders , ezra’s quick to move towards her . he picks up the bags and stores them away because who knows when the girl would start to act up again . with a sigh , he approaches the bed , squatting in front of the female . ‘ hey . ’ he calls softly , tilting her chin up with the barrel of his gun . ‘ don’t try to fucking pull that shit again . ’ ezra reprimands , brushing her tears away with his free hand , before cupping her face — forcing her to look at him . ‘ understand ? ’

       mostly, she’s silent other than pitiful lulls chirping in her throat. heavy lids fall over her eyes like a shield, barricading her from persistent reality. there was so many things rolling around through her head; the guilt, the fear. as soon as the cold metal reached the tip of her sunken chin there’s a shudder that travels, eyes peaking through damp lashes, whimpering in shame for him. ‘ i ---- i understand ! ’ it came out in a squeak, gazing down at her thighs as she tried to muster everything she could just to even speak. ‘ i -------  i’m sorry. ’