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⁎ 𝔱/𝔯 *❘❙❚ 『 ༝ₒ ᵣ 𑀘 ᵧ ₙ ₑ ᵢ ᵣ ༝ 』 –––––– It is my fault, I think. That you have forgotten to fear me. /̳/// ⁾͢ ༝ private & headcanon based portrayal of rhaenyra targaryen. written by koda ( 20+, she/her )
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considering moving nyra tbh ..
like this to be followed by her new blog when it's made!
considering moving nyra tbh ..
Piranesi, Susanna Clarke
― FROM THE MOUTH OF : YOTSUYU GOE BRUTUS.
a collection of starter prompts taken from yotsuyu goe brutus, of ffxiv - there may be spoilers. change pronouns and gender as needed. trigger warning for references to domestic violence.
if only i hadn't remembered.
i will not suffer his kindness.
who shall stand, and who shall fall? let the die be cast.
another idiot like all the rest.
no sooner do i wake from gentle slumber than the world returns in all its cruelty.
are you good at anything?
i've always had a soft spot for men like you.
if i cannot escape my nature, then i shall embrace it.
we both know that simply isn't true, don't we?
no…no one leaves…
speaking of which, how fares my brute?
to the very depths i have sunk, my soul steeped in spite and rotten to the core.
i see you are determined to waste my time.
well now… this is a surprise!
rather thoughtless of you, was it not?
the self-righteous hide behind “justice,” but i need no such mask.
was it not you who made me into this monster?
oh, the stupidity of it all…
a noble sacrifice…or the last desperate flailing of a fool.
for years i knew naught but the taste of pain and humiliation.
therein lies…hope. therein lies freedom.
it is my solemn charge to bring these vermin to heel.
torment them, body and soul, until all they hold dear is as bitter ashes in their mouths.
you always were a cold-blooded little worm.
come now, you've no reason to look so afraid.
devotees of vengeance should rightly pursue their cause unto the bitter end, don't you think?
…i only wanted a persimmon.
take off your clothes.
all that remains is to administer your punishment.
am I sunk to my lowest, then...?
a life of battle will leave its mark upon a man…
a nightbloom shall flower here upon the site of my demise...
tell the men to fight as if their lives depend on it. because they do.
everyone's staring at me...
i'll grind you under my heel!
you have endured their worst and survived.
are you sure they're your friends?
they will not find a flower simply waiting to be plucked…
are you perhaps referring to me?
there's just no joy in it. no release.
my position is not for you to decide.
i was married to a vicious old drunk who beat me as he pleased, and when i pleaded for help, i was told to grin and bear it.
…a bit slow, this one.
oh... it's going to be a long night.
i will reign here in this putrid, pestilent swamp until the last of you has been broken!
they pretended not to notice, but they knew. they knew.
is serving me really so unbearable?
it wouldn't do to simply take you at your word.
it is too late for me. there can be no redemption.
this land shall know no dawn.
i will spew forth darkness and drown all in eternal night.
high above you i shall shine uncaring, cold and distant as the moon!
i knew you would not flee.
filth and squalor everywhere i look.
what power can compare to such celestial majesty?
i shall plunge all i despise into darkness!
even your light shall flicker and fail.
a courtesan has her tricks!
what i wouldn't do for a drink…
i see a future in which the sun sets on this wretched land once and for all!
you were the first… the first i swore to kill.
kill him. surely you can do that much?
you have no place here...
i had thought my hunger insatiable…but now…now i am satisfied.
i saved the last of my strength just… for you.
her happiness was never to be… not in this world.
let's share the torment, shall we...?
i was nothing to them — less than nothing!
i might just as well have been dead!
struggle all you wish ─ i encourage it!
there was nothing i would not do to feel that joy again!
i was the bane of your existence unto the very end!
'tis better to bend with the wind than stand tall and be broken.
…now, having borne witness to my life's work, have you aught to say to me?
your death will be all the sweeter...
if it isn't the cold-blooded little worm, always crawling through my rotten heart.
i wonder… was the fruit as sweet… as he remembered…?
PROMPTS FROM FINAL FANTASY VII REBIRTH * assorted dialogue from the game, adjust as necessary
the scene is indescribable. countless buildings have been leveled, and part of the road has collapsed.
man, when it rains, it pours.
you just don't know when to quit, do you?
get away from her!
just shut the hell up and search!
this is so messed up. all of it. but i'm back now, [name]. i'm back.
it all started five years ago.
i couldn't believe my luck.
wish i could help, but never been motion sick. sorry.
i didn't join to be an errand boy. i joined up so i could be a hero.
you take one. i'll take the other.
home sweet home, right? tell me. how does it feel? i have no home, so i wouldn't know.
i wanted to greet you myself, to welcome you to our humble little town.
look at all this mud. it's never gonna come off.
any friends here you wanna see? maybe a girlfriend?
the taste reminds you of home.
could you keep up?
welcome home! come in! let me get a good look at you!
i can take care of myself.
i'd feel a lot better if i knew you'd found a good girl, one who'd make sure you didn't get into trouble.
you went into my room? you went through my stuff?
you could learn a lot from me.
big day tomorrow. we'll be leaving bright and early. you should get some rest.
it's just one photo. c'mon, where's the harm in that?
i'm not even close to burned out. not with all the training i've had.
we still have a long way to go.
try not to breathe it in if you can.
you said you wanted to be a hero.
i owe you one.
help me to understand this shit. tell me something that'll really make my blood boil.
why do i suddenly have a bad feeling about this?
ever since i was a child, i knew... i knew that i was different. that i was special. but not like this. not like this.
run away. you have to leave. you have to live.
you sick son of a bitch!
you promised you'd save me.
that's the last thing i remember. the rest is a blank.
not to sound like a broken record, but... it's really bothering me.
that bed's mine.
sorry. did i wake you?
there's just something i need to ask you. so can we talk?
can't believe i'm having this conversation with you... but here we are.
i thought we could just pick up where we left off, like nothing had changed, but i guess i was wrong.
less security than i thought.
guess things have changed.
you always did prefer to march to the beat of your own drum.
what we're doing's for the greater good.
any good restaurants? sights to see?
we hide in plain sight. get in, get close, get answers.
i'm so pumped for this!
i'd say we look the part.
i'm having second thoughts.
it's not like i had a choice! nothing else fit!
if you wanna drink with us, you're gonna have to lose the helmet.
are we fighting or what?
don't go dying on me. i demand another dance.
just play along.
i was kinda hoping we could talk business.
well, you won't go far with that attitude.
just shut up and play.
i'm too young to die!
you're way better at the whole "putting yourself in harm's way" thing.
i'm not sure that's something to celebrate.
excuse me? what's that supposed to mean?
the room is unlocked.
it's not me you should be worried about?
i never hated you, you know.
i'll wait out here. but make it quick.
knowing that the people we love aren't really gone? it doesn't make it any easier to let them go.
we've all experienced pain. we all have our regrets.
true strength comes from our ability to forgive, to forge ahead in the hope of making things right.
are you finished?
oh, what fun you had. tell me, though. was it worth it?
is what you're feeling even real?
your friend died in your arms and you didn't shed a tear.
i'll kill you.
fill your hollow heart with rage. let it engulf you. consume you.
your day of reckoning is here.
all i want is one thing: to keep the others safe.
your tears are empty.
you're just a puppet.
screw you!
let's finish this.
how could you turn your back on everything we stand for?
you have to promise not to look up.
take care.
i'll leave the rest to you. good luck.
hi everyone ! so, i hate to do this because the world has gone to shit and life is difficult for everyone atm, pls trust me when i say i really don't enjoy asking this of any of you. unfortunately i'm really broke right now and i can't afford my medicine. it's only roughly a tenner to buy but i also have to eat & travel. the job market is terrible as im sure you all know, and i literally don't even have the money to take the bus to any of my upcoming interviews so i've been loaning cash off my flatmates which is so jarring & not sustainable or fair to them. anyway, a long time without my meds means i have a higher risk of developing osteoporosis, which is essentially bone thinning. it also makes my insomnia way worse, with side effects of not taking my medicine for a long time being joint stiffness / joint pain which has already affected me significantly unfortunately. this has made taking care of my upcoming uni assignments way more difficult.
because of this, i'll be opening up commissions. some examples of my work can be found here along w prices. dm me if you're interested at all so i can provide you with more info about comms <3
my paypal is here for anyone feeling generous & it's also how i'll be taking payments. thank you for reading & reblogs would be really appreciated
update: my rent payment of 750 is due in 2 weeks, reblogging is just as important to me as actual donations, getting the word out about commissions means so much, i'd genuinely rather offer a service than just beg for money. IMS are open for any info ab commissioning me, examples linked above. thank you :)
well.
no shade but i really don't understand why they're giving hugh hammer that much screentime😭
laenor + nyra make me so sad ..... her best friend actually. never blamed him for not being able to have sex with her, only blamed him for forcing her to act as both a mother and father to their children. the burden fell not only onto her but also to harwin — having to see his sons practically fatherless being unable to aid them publicly without causing suspicion. like truly those two men (well mostly harwin) were her best friends and the only people she could truly speak to. she grew up w laenor too which makes the situation so sore. would love to rewrite the scene where he comes out to her as them coming out to eachother 😭 the relief they both must've been feeling. i'm emotional
I couldn't believe my luck.
The red sowing was a gruesome, unforgiving deed that had to be done; histories will claim it was a little loss compared to what the upcoming war will bring. Needless death is a little worry of hers ——— the realm has never been one to favour those not born into a noble house, though Rhaenyra knows that the beasts they ride do not care for noble standings and the hierarchies that exist within them. Her head turns quickly ——— a face of stone looking to Ulf with a bout of anger that is sure to alarm not only the newly made dragonlord but also that of her great council, what little remains of it. ❛❛ Luck? You were born guzzling ale in the taverns of Flea Bottom, bastard child to King Baelon. Luck... she quells her temper, lowering her voice; what do you know of luck, Ulf? ❜❜ Words leave lips made tender from endless biting; it is hard not to scream at him when he speaks of this gift he has been chosen for as luck. As much as the beasts are a gift, they are also a curse; for as much as they bring life, they take it. ❛❛ Silverwing did not allow you of all the dragonseeds to saddle him on a whim. It is a sacred blessing, it is an ineffable power — to be given the chance to even understand it is an honour. An honour that outweighs the scales of luck. ❜❜
Crimsons flutter as she bites her inner cheeks momentarily before going to speak yet again. ❛❛ It is lucky that you've lived this long. ❜❜
@bawdybadger——
PROMPTS FROM FINAL FANTASY VII REBIRTH * assorted dialogue from the game, adjust as necessary
the scene is indescribable. countless buildings have been leveled, and part of the road has collapsed.
man, when it rains, it pours.
you just don't know when to quit, do you?
get away from her!
just shut the hell up and search!
this is so messed up. all of it. but i'm back now, [name]. i'm back.
it all started five years ago.
i couldn't believe my luck.
wish i could help, but never been motion sick. sorry.
i didn't join to be an errand boy. i joined up so i could be a hero.
you take one. i'll take the other.
home sweet home, right? tell me. how does it feel? i have no home, so i wouldn't know.
i wanted to greet you myself, to welcome you to our humble little town.
look at all this mud. it's never gonna come off.
any friends here you wanna see? maybe a girlfriend?
the taste reminds you of home.
could you keep up?
welcome home! come in! let me get a good look at you!
i can take care of myself.
i'd feel a lot better if i knew you'd found a good girl, one who'd make sure you didn't get into trouble.
you went into my room? you went through my stuff?
you could learn a lot from me.
big day tomorrow. we'll be leaving bright and early. you should get some rest.
it's just one photo. c'mon, where's the harm in that?
i'm not even close to burned out. not with all the training i've had.
we still have a long way to go.
try not to breathe it in if you can.
you said you wanted to be a hero.
i owe you one.
help me to understand this shit. tell me something that'll really make my blood boil.
why do i suddenly have a bad feeling about this?
ever since i was a child, i knew... i knew that i was different. that i was special. but not like this. not like this.
run away. you have to leave. you have to live.
you sick son of a bitch!
you promised you'd save me.
that's the last thing i remember. the rest is a blank.
not to sound like a broken record, but... it's really bothering me.
that bed's mine.
sorry. did i wake you?
there's just something i need to ask you. so can we talk?
can't believe i'm having this conversation with you... but here we are.
i thought we could just pick up where we left off, like nothing had changed, but i guess i was wrong.
less security than i thought.
guess things have changed.
you always did prefer to march to the beat of your own drum.
what we're doing's for the greater good.
any good restaurants? sights to see?
we hide in plain sight. get in, get close, get answers.
i'm so pumped for this!
i'd say we look the part.
i'm having second thoughts.
it's not like i had a choice! nothing else fit!
if you wanna drink with us, you're gonna have to lose the helmet.
are we fighting or what?
don't go dying on me. i demand another dance.
just play along.
i was kinda hoping we could talk business.
well, you won't go far with that attitude.
just shut up and play.
i'm too young to die!
you're way better at the whole "putting yourself in harm's way" thing.
i'm not sure that's something to celebrate.
excuse me? what's that supposed to mean?
the room is unlocked.
it's not me you should be worried about?
i never hated you, you know.
i'll wait out here. but make it quick.
knowing that the people we love aren't really gone? it doesn't make it any easier to let them go.
we've all experienced pain. we all have our regrets.
true strength comes from our ability to forgive, to forge ahead in the hope of making things right.
are you finished?
oh, what fun you had. tell me, though. was it worth it?
is what you're feeling even real?
your friend died in your arms and you didn't shed a tear.
i'll kill you.
fill your hollow heart with rage. let it engulf you. consume you.
your day of reckoning is here.
all i want is one thing: to keep the others safe.
your tears are empty.
you're just a puppet.
screw you!
let's finish this.
how could you turn your back on everything we stand for?
you have to promise not to look up.
take care.
i'll leave the rest to you. good luck.
'We are blind, Daemon! Where is Aemond? Where is Aegon? What brews now at Tumbleton? Where is our gold? Our fucking army?' Rhaenyra Targaryen House of The Dragon 3.05 - 'Unbowed and Unbent'
hi everyone ! so, i hate to do this because the world has gone to shit and life is difficult for everyone atm, pls trust me when i say i really don't enjoy asking this of any of you. unfortunately i'm really broke right now and i can't afford my medicine. it's only roughly a tenner to buy but i also have to eat & travel. the job market is terrible as im sure you all know, and i literally don't even have the money to take the bus to any of my upcoming interviews so i've been loaning cash off my flatmates which is so jarring & not sustainable or fair to them. anyway, a long time without my meds means i have a higher risk of developing osteoporosis, which is essentially bone thinning. it also makes my insomnia way worse, with side effects of not taking my medicine for a long time being joint stiffness / joint pain which has already affected me significantly unfortunately. this has made taking care of my upcoming uni assignments way more difficult.
because of this, i'll be opening up commissions. some examples of my work can be found here along w prices. dm me if you're interested at all so i can provide you with more info about comms <3
my paypal is here for anyone feeling generous & it's also how i'll be taking payments. thank you for reading & reblogs would be really appreciated
hi everyone ! so, i hate to do this because the world has gone to shit and life is difficult for everyone atm, pls trust me when i say i really don't enjoy asking this of any of you. unfortunately i'm really broke right now and i can't afford my medicine. it's only roughly a tenner to buy but i also have to eat & travel. the job market is terrible as im sure you all know, and i literally don't even have the money to take the bus to any of my upcoming interviews so i've been loaning cash off my flatmates which is so jarring & not sustainable or fair to them. anyway, a long time without my meds means i have a higher risk of developing osteoporosis, which is essentially bone thinning. it also makes my insomnia way worse, with side effects of not taking my medicine for a long time being joint stiffness / joint pain which has already affected me significantly unfortunately. this has made taking care of my upcoming uni assignments way more difficult.
because of this, i'll be opening up commissions. some examples of my work can be found here along w prices. dm me if you're interested at all so i can provide you with more info about comms <3
my paypal is here for anyone feeling generous & it's also how i'll be taking payments. thank you for reading & reblogs would be really appreciated
"all this blood," the witch smiles; it seems to bring her great joy. it was not in her nature to hunger for these things, but time has robbed her of everything else-- now this is all there is: little joys in the little drops of blood scattered across snow. on the precipice of another catastrophe, she can't help but reach out. the little queen wants so much… an army and dragons and respect and safe children and a behaving kingdom. will she bleed for it? how terrible it is to ask: one son as payment, has she not paid enough? that is the sad truth that the witch can't whisper: death does nothing but claim more. it is, like her, a well without end. cruel teachings, yet rhaenyra will have to learn on her own. "are you quite sure it is what you want?"
&&. @ordyneir
The crown is a pair of shackles that weighs her down by the ankles ———— with each step she takes, she is still not as far as she thinks. Bereft of a moment to truly breathe between the myriad of senseless occurrences that've been keeping her mind occupied from anything but herself, Rhaenyra's gaze finds the witch and it briefly looks upon the grin she callously paints across her gaunt, porcelain face. Bloodshed is a futile aftereffect of the misuse of power and the Queen does not wish to succumb to such a gruesome nemesis, even though a part of her knows that it is coming like an unstoppable, ferocious winter.
❛❛ It has been declared already what I must do, whether I want for it or not. The only fist I attain is wielded by a man who's movements I cannot predict or manipulate truly. My predecessor was coined The Peaceful by those who served him. What do any of us know of bloodshed? What do you? What do I? ❜❜
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