Only Pro For Myself

Sw-🐷 cw:🐷 ugw:100 Only pro for me, pro recovery. Th1nsp0/recipe/“tips” blog. Go follow my vent/bodycheck/food diary blog @igottabeskinni ! ‼️he/they pronouns‼️ I’m 20 Tw: eating disorders

[orellatake]

Food log 6/7/26

Breakfast: n/a

Lunch: 75ckal: rice cake, laughing cow light cheese, red pepper, cucumber and everything bagel seasoning

Dinner:495ckal: homemade Greek wrap- 345 (low carb tortilla, grilled chicken, olives cucumbers peppers onions feta and light Greek vinaigrette) fries: 150

Daily total: 594ckal

I desperately need to get back on track holy shit. Being home from college and not having my regular food and being back under my mother’s eye has absolutely SUCKED. I didn’t want the fries with dinner but it would have looked so suspicious if I did so I weighed it exactly so I didn’t have too much. But a pretty good day nonetheless. I need this to work and stick this time. I cannot stand my body right now, I look like such a fat pig

[orellatake]

Eaten under 700 calories the past two days and walked a bunch already lost 4 pounds I’d forgotten how much I love this feeling 😌

[orellatake]

FOURTY TWO POUNDS LOST SINCE JANUARY FUCK YEAH

And my mom hasn’t noticed anything??? We’re so getting back

It could (and should) be more but I’m back home for the summer and if my mom senses anything she will have me hospitalized again/not let me work so I’ve had to break a few rules (which is killing me) but any progress is good progress sooo. Also sooo close to my third gw idk what I’ll do yet but yay

[smallpeachsparadise]

Back again!

[tomimiuu]

Goals ୧⋆｡🕯. -ʚɞ

[kissycatemoji2]

Me4lsp0!!

Re-creating my most popular post from before I got t3rm3d <33

[w4ter-d1et]

𝑆𝑤3𝑎𝑡𝑒𝑟 𝑤3𝑎𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑟 𝑇ℎ!𝑛$𝑝ø

[orellatake]

i WILL look like this by fall

[dziowskakrwawi]

male тн!n$р0

[dziowskakrwawi]

тн!n$р0

[alconoholic2]

⭐️ving so my future gf can feel my ribs under her delicate fingers💞

[smallpeachsworld]

In 4 weeks you’ll see it, in 8 weeks you’ll hear it.

[mellamooctubre]

[smallpeachsworld]

You know what time it is… mascspo time.

[smallpeachsworld]

Some masc thinspø I’ve accumulated

/|\(^.^)/|\

[positivethoughtsonly]

th*ñ$p1 😋😋

I will do it for me. I know that I will never feel comfortable any other way. Confident. Relaxed. I owe it to myself to make my life easier. Even if it means that it will be a tiny bit harder for a while. But, oh, it is so worth it. I will finally have it all. I will have been able to give to myself everything I ever desired. From me to me. And there is nothing greater than that.

[satvrnretvrns]

lowkey i truly think all bodies are so beautiful but i literally cannot stand my own.... I'm the most body positive bitch to walk this earth until i am faced with a mirror

[strwbrryssvveets]

Ah isn't loss of appetite the biggest blessing?

• • • •

Perhaps I feel faint, perhaps I need the focus today.

Oh but I can't.

My head is spinning, reeling, and I can't stop thinking.

But at least it gives me a break from eating.

• • • •

18 hrs of work and nonstop thought.

Tonight I will stare in the mirror, as I always do.

Exhausted.

• • • •

But euphoric. I'll trace my bones, admire my stomach's concave. Know I'm in control.

At least of this.

• • • •

More work.

Then in 24 hrs the scale will show my progress.

Tell me in thin, worthy, beautiful... right.

• • • •

Oh to be perfect, see my flaws melt away.

To finally feel proud.