don't get me started.

she/her | 18 | college student | (this used to be a HSMTMTS fan account | more active on my sideblog @organic-sprolden | ask box and dms open

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reblog if you need a hug

[northerlygale-deactivated202307]

Reblog to give the person you reblogged this from a much needed hug

[sculpture-in-a-period-drama]

hey friend :)

I've been looking for a post of yours where you talked about the way you outline your wips for the past hour or so lol.

I'd used some of the ideas for one of my fics but now I don't remember and I wanted to use it again 😔

anyways, how have you been? I think the last time I sent an ask, it was for advice for a fic I wanted to write, and now I'm at 30k published word count!!!

HEY FRIEND <33 gosh I've missed you

Ah yes apologies about how hard it is to find that post. You'll have to swim through the sea of sh*tposts before you get to it. Also tumblr won't let me search stuff on my blog (says that whatever I'm searching for isn't there each time). I wonder if it's the same for other people. Either way I'll look for it for you

I've been great! School's tiring but usually it's a good tired. Offline classes make reality feel real again (I was just rotting on my phone during the times of online classes). I've also made good progress on my WIP, got an idea for a side WIP, fell in love with art and humans again, so all is well

SJHSJQHSJQHSJS HOLY CRAP 30K?? 30.000 words. YOU DID THAT DUDE. Feel proud of yourself and treat yourself with a snack (and treat your body with a drink of water). Also. If you're reading this, fix your posture. Not just @organic-guacamole here, this is for anyone reading this post!

[organic-guacamole]

I can't help I missed this replyy

I don't even remember when I sent that ask it's been so long since I've been active on Tumblr 😭

(the fact that I don't even remember which story it was that got 30k... yikes)

also yeah I literally cannot find any of my postswhen I search my own blogs unfortunately, it really sucks

anyway, that's so cool that you get offline classes again! I'm glad you're enjoying them :)

all of my classes are online (against my will) and I'm totally feeling that disconnection

AND OOPS MY POSTURE IS AWFUL RN THANK YOU SO MUCH

[pinkyunhos]

here’s weirder asks

who is/are your comfort character(s)?

lighter or matches?

do you leave the window open at night?

which cryptyd being do you believe in?

what color are your eyes?

why did you do that?

hair-ties or scrunchies?

how many water bottles are in your room right now?

which do you prefer, hot coffee or cold coffee?

would you slaughter the rich?

favorite extracurricular activity?

what kind of day is it?

when was the last time you ate?

do you love the smell of earth after it rains?

are you a parent? (all answers qualify)

can you drive?

are you farsighted or nearsighted?

what hair products do you use?

imagine we’re at a sleepover, would you paint my nails?

do you say soda or pop?

something you’ve kept since childhood?

what type of person are you?

how do you feel about chilly weather?

if we were together on a rooftop, what would we be doing?

perfume/body spray or lotion?

a scenario that you’ve replayed multiple times?

about how many hours of sleep did you get?

do you wear a mask?

how do you like your shower water?

is there dishes in your room?

what type of music keeps you grounded?

do you have a favorite towel?

the last adventure you’ve been on?

is there a song you know every word to by heart?

what’s your timezone?

how many times have you changed your url?

someone in your life, other than a relative, you’ve known for 10+ years?

a soap bar that smells good?

do you use lip balm?

did you have any snacks today?

how do you take your coffee?

an app you frequently use besides this godforsaken site?

what’s your take on spicy foods?

you get a free pass to kill anyone, who is it?

can you remember what happened yesterday?

favorite holiday film?

what was the last message you sent?

when did you first try an alcohol beverage?

can you skip rocks?

can i tag you in random stuff?

[westenraskiss]

Normalize going into people’s ask boxes and ask them random ass questions.

Tumblr used to be so much fun with all the asks (anonymous or otherwise), and we need to bring those back, especially now that we finally have a half-decent blocking feature in place.

Ask people things! Message them! Don’t let tumblr inbox die! It’s one of the features that made tumblr tumblr.

[thisgameissonintendo]

omg if you feel like it you can always ask me random questions. i will answer all, this is literally the most fun thing ever (and i’m nice i promise)

[organic-guacamole]

same here! these things excite me lol

[thedesertpenguin]

Idk if anyone else has pointed this out but this season has 4 instances of duets where one person wrote the song and their counterpart jumps in by reading the song:

Gina writes a song, Ricky jumps in

Ashlyn writes a song, Maddox jumps in

Seb writes a song, Carlos jumps in

These are all explicitly romantic pairings then:

EJ writes a song, Ricky jumps in

I can’t look at this pattern and not think that it wasn’t intentional. They knew exactly what they’re doing right??

[amostexcellentblog]

I think it's funny that for for S4 of HSMTMTS, the main characters are dealing with problems like "I can't decide which Ivy League school to go to" or "I can't decide between taking a once in a lifetime chance to be a famous movie star or staying with my high school boyfriend of like 3 months," or “I haven’t thought about college at all but my drama teacher somehow got me in anyway,” meanwhile EJ has been disinherited by his family and has to work multiple jobs to support himself and the show doesn't see that as interesting enough to warrant anything more than one line.

Like, EJ's problems are now on a whole different level than any other character, including S1 EJ, and Tim doesn't even seem to realize it.

[goodluckisak]

ten things that made me extremely happy in regards to ej caswells season four storyline:

him getting away from his father and becoming someone who is proud of himself without the need for validation from a toxic source

he has friends! and a girlfriend! and activities! and he isn’t wallowing in self pity like i assumed!

letting him clock richard bowen one last time

acknowledging that even though portwell wasn’t forever, it was something that was necessary for both parties and that both of them learned so much from each other

the fact that gina finally understands why he did those things last summer, and does understand that he wasn’t malicious in intentions. but at the same time letting ej still own up to the fact that he was in the wrong, showcasing his beautiful character development.

he was in the show!!!!

finally giving him a direction for the future, the literal only thing he’s been trying to find the entire show.

the best haircut he’s had ever

his silly birkenstocks

a serious song!!!!!!! a serious non joke actually meaningful song!!!!

[organic-guacamole]

I agree!

when you look back at all the crap EJ was put through in seasons 1-3 and how much he's GROWN wowowwow

s4 EJ is the most real character in my opinion, his happy ending isnt rainbows and unicorns and someone to kiss when things go wrong, its him just finding his happiness and freedom on his own terms and I love that for him.

[organic-guacamole]

now that the show is over for good I just gotta say

this show means so much to me and hase since I discovered it in 2021. that time in my life was stressful and hard to get through and through hsmtmts I met some really amazing people on the hsmtmts discord server (at the time there were only 2 servers for the show and one was dead so)

that said, throughout seasons 2 and 3 where some questionable things happened, I looked forward to every Friday (then Wednesday) just because of how fun it was to chat and interact with these people on the server. it was so fun to have inside jokes and playful ship wars and all that. it sounds silly but it made me really happy to have these friends through a screen where the only thing we had in common is loving this show.

I'm such a different person to who I was when I started watching it but every time I rewatch season 1 (10 times and counting y'all) I get transported back and somehow only recall the best parts of that time, the nostalgia from that era overrides the worst and I'm so grateful for that.

I'm so grateful for this show for letting me live out the theatre kid dream I could never sustain irl. thanks to this show I started posting my writing online too, which has opened up a lot more for me too.

not to mention y'all here on Tumblr too:

@wondereternity

@phoebenpiperx

@team-wonderstudy

@pipes-loves-writing

@hydesmolina

@sunshine-julie-molina

@after-nine-at-the-oasis

@ejcaswelll

@ejwaterpolotheatergay

ik I didn't always interact with y'all but you deserve a mention because during the craziness of season 2 and 3 y'all were so hilarious and always had something to say. to me it felt like a proper fandom community on there and I only wish I reached out and interacted more in the past

I'm so happy that this show exists even if I would totally rewrite a lot of things that happened (for example make season 2 and 3 have the vibes that season 1 and now season 4 have, more mature and inclusive of all characters, etc).

but anyway, this is my quota for being sentimental. see y'all around

[organic-guacamole]

JENNZARRA ENDGAME I KNEW IT ALL ALONG

[organic-guacamole]

I'm getting goosebumps from Ricky singing to Gina and the callbacks and the harmonies and everything

the jacket and the hat and the am I too late I'm so sad guys

[organic-guacamole]

give me the mark and spark reboot as a hsmtmts spin-off with Ricky making occasional cameos please thanks

[organic-guacamole]

this is why I can't join a theatre club even though I want to because I can't leave the people I care about so much and I am crying at this goodbye scene like if I'm there

[organic-guacamole]

IM SORRY, ANDY???????

[organic-guacamole]

Gina's mom is annoying me the way she's so pressed about everything Gina chooses to do. can she not just sit down and be proud of her daughter for what she's accomplished on her own??

[organic-guacamole]

he felt the happiest being on stage with RICKY

[organic-guacamole]

Ashlyn and Maddox are the epitome of a sapphic romance because how did they literally confess to love each other so deeply and just be like "see ya later buddy ol' pal"

[organic-guacamole]

SEB????????? JUST WALKED ON STAGE????? AND KISSED CARLOS???? THIS IS REAL??????