This was meant to be

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I Was A Fool - Tegan & Sara

“I was a fool for love”

[ilya-bonerov]

I was in such a sad place that I would sometimes just cry walking down the street. But everybody’s really tall in New York. They don’t even notice. They just think it’s rain on your face. Like- They look down at- They’re looking- They’re so tall and beautiful and they just are like, ‘Oh, it’s raining up ahead a block ‘cause that girl has water all over her face.’ But it was tears, so.

Sara Quin (via labeledboners)

[karaokewithsara]

[meemzo]

Probably to a fault in my own personal relationships I’ve struggled with this overpowering compassion. Just last night I was talking with a friend about an ex-partner who I was with for five years, and then when we broke up I spent two years trying to make it work as a friendship. People told me to let it go, that it was too painful, it wasn’t normal—but to me it felt so profoundly sad that I would completely detach from this person who I had this intense, wonderful relationship with, who knew me so well and who I shared such compassion with even if there were things about our relationship that became wrong or difficult. I witnessed that with my parents’ friendship: when they broke up they had to overcome terrible things between them, but they put those things aside to raise us—at least, they put those things aside in a way that made those things not our responsibility. I grew up with that forgiving compassion around me, and for me, that’s the real struggle, however passionate or hurt we feel. There’s this panic to make it okay, to make the person happy, to be forgiven.

Sara Quin [x] (via meemzo)

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[teganandsara]

[somethinglostoutsideyourwindow]

[allmysainthood]

[teeteesasalover]

[sainthood2009]

this is what we know. tegan, a virgo, enjoys comfort foods and long talks about things that happened ten years ago that she “has gotten over” but still talks about endlessly in this voice that is sort of like metal scraping against a bone that is showing through ripped flesh.

sara quin (x)

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[callingfromtheforrestphone]

I will always love this photo

[riddikulus6244217-blog-blog-blog]

I was trying to date this girl who wasn’t available. We were talking hours and hours a day and sending hundreds and hundreds of texts and e-mails, and spending all this money on trips, and there would be times where I would pull away and just ask her, ‘Why? Why are you still calling me? Why is this still continuing?’ I felt like I was conning her. There was some magic in me that was making this person question everything and continue this dance with me. During this whole ordeal I was very confident and outgoing, but in my alone time I was crying on the floor every day—and I enjoyed it, I enjoyed every second of my misery. The deeper and the darker it went, the more pleasant it felt.

Tegan Quin (via riddikulus6244217)

[itsbeautifultosharepain]

[other-light]

Interviewer: What's your guilty pleasure?

Sara Quin: Pleasure never makes me feel guilty.

[teganandsara]

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