Arkane @otn-arkane - Tumblr Blog

“When I try to describe you, I never can. Not because I run out of things to say, but because I can’t say enough.”

— Unknown

A rare pic of me for the feed

Its in the quiet hours. The moments in between. When in the absence of all company. Do I realise the holes in my life haven't healed. And that having lost so much, that I realise how little I have left to lose.

#deppression #its me

They will fall, what's wrong with pain?

It heals the soul and turn the page to face another day.

Let me know that you will wait

And I will pay for my mistakes and feel the sun again

#of mice and men #deppression #relatable

The only thing that remains in my heart for you is anger at the hole you left in my life.

So fuck you

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I reach for you, but you are no longer there

So my hand remains empty as a grasp at the air

Your departure happened so quickly, yet so slow.

I hadn’t even noticed you were no longer there.

Perhaps I was so convinced you would never leave.

I turned a blind eye to the obvious signs of your departure.

Now your absence is so deafeningly loud, I can’t seem to ignore it.

It’s Constantly demanding my attention.

I can’t sit in a room without thought of you creeping into my mind.

I long for you to come back, but I know you never will.

I can make you need me.

Even though I do desperately need you.

Sometimes the best thing to do is to cut, the part of us that is hurting, off. Don't get held back and weighed down with the shit thats slowly killing you.

Oh my God, I keep on stressing, every second that I waste

Is another second sooner to a blessing I won't take

#deppression #its me #relatable #song hits hard everytime

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𝖶𝗁𝗒 𝖽𝗈𝖾𝗌 𝗇𝗈 𝗈𝗇𝖾 𝗍𝖺𝗅𝗄 𝖺𝖻𝗈𝗎𝗍 𝗁𝗈𝗐 𝖿𝗋𝗂𝖾𝗇𝖽𝗌 𝖼𝖺𝗇 𝖻𝗋𝖾𝖺𝗄 𝗒𝗈𝗎𝗋 𝗁𝖾𝖺𝗋𝗍 𝗌𝗈 𝖽𝖾𝗏𝖺𝗌𝗍𝖺𝗍𝗂𝗇𝗀𝗅𝗒 𝗂𝗇𝗍𝗂𝗆𝖺𝗍𝗅𝖾𝗒, 𝗌𝗈𝗆𝖾𝗍𝗂𝗆𝖾𝗌 𝖺 𝗆𝗂𝗅𝗅𝗂𝗈𝗇 𝗍𝗂𝗆𝖾𝗌 𝗐𝗈𝗋𝗌𝖾 𝗍𝗁𝖺𝗇 𝗋𝗈𝗆𝖺𝗇𝗍𝗂𝖼 𝗉𝖺𝗋𝗍𝗇𝖾𝗋𝗌.

otn-arkane

I feel this all too much. It's even worse when they've broken your trust and devastated your life in far more ways than you can describe

Trying to describe the feeling where... You feel unanchored to the world. Like your mind as washed away at sea. And huge chunks of you are just swirling down into the depths. And no matter what you try...

You can never get back to shore...

#deppression #its me

Never in my life have I felt so lost. So betrayed and so alone.

#deppression #its me #feeling alone #broken

I can't wait to be with you again... I can't wait to fly there forever