Ottergurl44

I'm a mermaid and this is my journey.

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I am a woman.

Let me be a woman. Just because I like trucks, guns and to get dirty, doesn’t mean I’m not feminine. Let me be a woman. Just because there are times I can talk like a dirty sailor, doesn’t mean I’m not feminine. Let me be a woman. Just because I like to wear boots with my yoga pants and baseball hats, doesn’t mean I’m not feminine. Let me be a woman. Just because I like watching football, hockey and baseball does not mean I’m not feminine. Let me be a woman. While there are aspects of my life you are distracted by because you view them as “tomboyish”, let me tell you about the things you’ve overlooked: I love pink things; I love daisies; I love puppies; I love denim miniskirts; I love wearing flip flops and jeans; I love going barefoot; I love writing poetry; I love rainy days with a hot cup of tea curled up on the couch; I love having my hair done; I love having my nails done; I love cooking; And, I love you.

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There is nothing more erotic than a good conversation.

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Sometimes one creates a dynamic impression by saying something, and sometimes one creates as significant an impression by remaining silent.

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Nature is beauty

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The crimson sky captures the moisture in the air as the sun settles beyond the horizon. Twilight is approaching as the calmness of the night begins to rise. The locust sing amongst the trees, waking from their long slumber. She gazes off into the distance as she brushes the sweating beer bottle against her lips. She is here in body but her mind and spirit are elsewhere. Her crystal blue eyes reflect the images from her mind; a place very few have dared to venture off to. The reflections are of turbulent dark water with cascades of grey foam. As the moon controls the tides, it also controls her spirit. Tonight her spirit is restless and though she possesses the energy from within to control her outward appearance, on the inside she feels anxiety and turmoil. As the moon rises through the clouds, she begins to feel at peace with herself and surroundings. The night air is thick and it embraces her body, leaving a sticky residue upon her bare arms. She seeks comfort in the darkness, hiding her true self from the world, staying away from things she used to be familiar with, rather now enjoying her quiet time alone. Tomorrow will bring a new day; forcing her to apply her mask, hiding from the world. She is afraid and that fear consumes her like a cancer. One day she will break free, just like the locust after their 7 year slumber. Her time will come.

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Twilight

…as the night rose, and the stars blanketed the sky, she gazed up upon the moon wondering if he could see what she saw. She felt him running through her veins, as she fed off of his energy. Her silver strands reached out from just beneath her breasts, searching for him across the sky. The glow from the moon released a charge, which danced over her skin sending chills across her bare breasts down deep in her womb. The night dew glistened off her naked body as she took a deep breath and her chest rose then settled releasing a mournful sigh. Her days were long and her nights longer as she struggled to find her slumber until the wee hours of the morning. Though each night she chanted to her goddess to bestow solace unto her life. She did not strayed from her never ending journey, aspiring to find him in either this life or the next.

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"Shades of green represent new life, rising up from the decay of the dead. Not a sound can be heard as her cries are silenced by the daily activities, which consume her. She thinks back to the years before she crumbled, then only realizes it's so far gone, even her distant memories have faded."

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Fire and Ice

The tie that binds his fire to her ice, as his element of air feeds his fire her element of water soothes his soul. She walks through his fire unscathed and lays her hand upon his face instantly controlling his emotional turbulence as it feeds her soul

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Innocence raging like napalm fire.

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Fear is stupid. So are regrets. ~Marilyn Monroe

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You're beautiful

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I think I was once, I think we were. Your milk is my wine, My silk is your shine.

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Fall morning

This morning felt like fall. While I enjoy watching my tomatoes grow, I long for the crisp fall air; changing of the leaves; the season to die only bringing upon us a new form of life during the months to come.

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Live life by principles. Live through wise words which are good guidelines for life.