i'm only happy when i'm on the run

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[apoherm-deactivated20231020]

herdrafts  middle of the week update : I’ve finally finished writing my novel plot draft, unbelievably I’m running out of notebooks, that means *new* plain blank paper pages ready to be scribbled out. This morning I’ve also got my Japanese textbook printed so I can easily take notes and review past lessons, replied to few emails for two collabs, and to my pen-pal letter. I’m also halfway through Macbeth and Hickory Dickory Dock by Agatha Christie, I’m enjoying both of them luckily!

[madgirlf]

if I knew an easier way to exist, I would choose that. people say ‘this is making you stronger’  like I wanted another reason to stay awake at night. like I wanted another ruler to measure my survival by. someone who loves me asks what’s wrong and if I were braver, I would say this: I am scared you will leave if I tell you how much hurt I’m carrying- there are softer people to love. I am afraid of the day you figure this out.

Fortesa Latifi - 10:14 P.M. (via madgirlf)

[lifeinpoetry]

I can’t undo all I have done unto myself, what I have let an appetite for love do to me.

I have wanted all the world, its beauties and its injuries; some days, I think that is punishment enough.

— Maya C. Popa, from “Dear Life,” published in Poetry

[anopuff]

some mostly kenya erased doodles

[lifeinpoetry]

Recycle the mail, don’t read it, don’t read anything except what destroys the insulation between yourself and your experience or what pulls down or what strikes at or what shatters this ruse you call necessity.

— Louise Erdrich, from “Advice to Myself,” When the Light of the World Was Subdued, Our Songs Came Through

[starkovingsmoved-blog]

“The sea is emotion incarnate. It loves, hates, and weeps. It defies all attempts to capture it with words and rejects all shackles. No matter what you say about it, there is always that which you can’t.” 

[hauntedbystorytelling]

Thomas Ruff :: Sterne: 03h 09m /-20*, from Stars, 1990

Thomas Ruff :: Sterne: 05h12m /-70*, from Stars, 1990

[jalowdens]

You were hiding behind a gun.

[acecroft]

Katharine Isabelle + favorite looks | Hannibal (2013 — 2015)

[helloyangmal]

[diggorypuff]

How to Sell Drugs Online (Fast) | S02E03 - Inspired by Real Life

“Relax there’s not just yes or no, or black or white. You have to just do it. Without mistakes you’ll never find out what you don’t want.”

[chrisrobinson14]

Bisexual culture is being attracted to both

[stlowens]

Margaret Atwood, “Owl Song.”

[dailyvillanelle]

1.01 | 2.05

[baskervilleshund]

“Then tell me, how does it work? ‘Cause I don’t even know which Elliot I’m talking to right now.”

[cescedes-deactivated20210628]

bonsoir, elliot. / i’m just gonna go for a walk.

[lastkiss]

Jodie Comer ©Chad Davis // Monrowe Magazine (2017)