am i overthinking, or is it all in my head?

the urge to be cold burns in my mind

[overwroughtsuggestions]

I’ll feel what you want me to feel

[overwroughtsuggestions]

To every mindreader that’s seen my thoughts: I’m sorry.

[overwroughtsuggestions]

the feelings come in waves

so good

content

sadness

anger

Anger

Anger

Anger

A

[overwroughtsuggestions]

if I were to kill myself right now they wouldn’t know why

Even though I’ve been telling them for so long

It’s your fault for not listening to me

[overwroughtsuggestions]

do you know who I am?

you’ve never seen the space behind my eyes

what lies beyond the irises

I’ll hide my real thoughts from you

but I can’t tell what’s real either

so I guess we are stuck

[overwroughtsuggestions]

try to fix things

if you dare

but there will be no compromises

if you do not do what I want

what will make me happy

then there is no fixing

[overwroughtsuggestions]

the anger inside of me

these thoughts

make me a monster

but if i change i will be even more unhappy

[overwroughtsuggestions]

i want to see things become grey.

black and white are the starkest of colors, and so shouldn’t represent my opinions

or my thoughts

never can I be content

without thinking of the misery that will follow

never can things change

in my favor

because my wants are too much

too unrealistic

find the median

[overwroughtsuggestions]

[soymilc-deactivated20190904]

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[overwroughtsuggestions]

my feelings don’t matter

repress

repress

repress

[overwroughtsuggestions]

Deleting my fight or flight response

[fariaxh]

Tired of keeping it all together.

And tired of losing it at the same time.

[wordsnquotes]

“Intelligence is the ultimate aphrodisiac.”

— Timothy Leary (via fyp-psychology)

[caarmine]

nobody has to know everything, but i want people to want to know everything.

[indecisivegirlx]

at this point of my life, i’m either gonna turn into a bitch or gonna die.

[indecisivegirlx]

to the suggestion blogs:

can y'all pls reblog this if you’re a suggestion blog? i would love to explore more blogs here! thank you :)

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