𝒪wlisa ꪆৎ

꒰ྀི১ ໒꒱ིྀ

[daisyanddust]

Daily affirmations:

Nobody remembers your 13yo self

Nobody remembers how you looked like at 13

Nobody remembers how cringe you were at 13

Nobody remembers when you cut your hair really short at 13

[gangsta-sinatra]

[yayobabydolll]

u took all my money and u went off and run

[owl1sa]

𓈒 𐔌 𝒟ear 𝒟iary, 𝒫age 𝟤 ͡꒱ ۫

midnight fly, red moon, listening to lana del rey, girlblogging. is this the peace i was searching for?

watching the dark sky, like a black swan, leading me into drowning in my own thoughts.

oh, i'm so misunderstood. sadness is so comforting, what hurts me is so romantic, love is so temporary.

i want money, darling, i want all the clothes i've saved on my phone, i want to buy without worries, i want to be rich.

should i talk about the pretty symphony that every addiction sings to me? let me smoke! let me skip my meals! oh, don't let them know it! keep it hidden, sweetie, keep it under your bra, under your panties, so they won't know. they won't discover, that you're not pretty and clean, but pretty and rotten, and that's even more beautiful.

i'm going to grow wings; dirty, bloody wings, they're going to grow slowly and painfully, but they'll fly me high, and that's where i'll escape. no, don't reach for me. no, don't save me. no, i love it, oh, how i love it, disappearing in the fog, in the ocean, in my own mind. let me drown, my love, let me drown in the deepest parts of the sea.

moon, please listen to me, and please let this be our little secret. nobody's going to know my soul and my deepest thoughts, after seeing my face.

let me be so beautifully rotten.

̇ ㅤׄ ໒ 🪽 ׅ ┄──⑅⎯

[marlborolace]

do you want to devour mine? 𓏲 ๋࣭ ࣪ ˖♡

[foreveraheartbrokengirl]

[sugarboulevard]

[elilovesvanilla]

[kiricumber]

[elilovesvanilla]

[ultimatelustforlife]

𐙚⋆.˚

[brunettedollface]

[cherriesofall]

[whimsylilou]

[owl1sa]

[owl1sa]

ˑ💭 𓈒 𐔌 𝒟ear 𝒟iary, 𝒫age 1 ͡꒱ ۫

hi everyone, i'm owlisa <3 in this serie i'll post about my life, probably a lot of vents, i hope i won't bore y'all! i'm also searching for moots and new friends, if you want >< this post is pretty long, but the next will be a lot shorter, as now i have to explain my situation, sorry ;3

‿◞🐚ྀི my 𝒮ituationship

tw: vent (no sensible content)

so uhm, from a couple of weeks i'm having a pretty though time- first of all, the guy i liked, which i was pretty sure he liked me back, just got back with his ex-girlfriend. he told me so many times he didn't like her back, that she was 'just a friend', and now my trust issues got only worse. to cope with that, i became a yumeshipper, which i find disgusting from myself (i don't think that about other yumeshippers). i just hope to find a healhty love for once.

‿◞🐚ྀི ℋoliday ℬlog

rn i'm at the beach! i personally love the ocean, and recently i've gained confidence in my body too ♡ we did 2 boat trips and they were so fun ><. i'm wit my family and my male 'best friend''s family. i honestly can't stand anymore him and his family. they keep arguing and he and his brother don't understand the word 'no', which makes me pretty uncomfortable around them. i keep thinking they'll become bad people one day, so i'm going to break contact with them as soon as i can. however, i'm going back home in 5 days ;3.

that's everything, i hope i didn't bore you! have a pleasant day, i luv you ♡

[insideininsideout]