lilliana

let the light in

[oxyprincess]

i never felt like this towards anyone in my life it hurts now and will forever hurt in the future

[oxyprincess]

i miss who i was before i met you

[oxyprincess]

it's july 2025 and here we are again. i'm crying and you're not understanding how to give me the tiniest bits of comfort i wonder how we got here i wonder if you even care anymore i wonder why didn't my mother tell me love hurts this bad

[oxyprincess]

we found comfort on how we made each other miserable

[oxyprincess]

despite hating each other, we still sit here in the burning house holding hands and never leaving because we know this is the best it can get

[oxyprincess]

let me love you like the forest loves the earth, let me in like a wildfire, and miss me when my fire goes away

[oxyprincess]

you want change? go and do it life is short you dont know when you will die

[oxyprincess]

change happens when the pain of staying the same is greater than the pain of change

[oxyprincess]

i need to wake up besides you

[oxyprincess]

he told me how much he loved me i just laughed and said "if you loved me like you said you did you would've saved me"

[oxyprincess]

i just want to walk through the woods and smoke a cigarette

[oxyprincess]

cannot live like this anymore

[oxyprincess]

the things i whisper under my breathe in my bed thinking about you

[oxyprincess]

i remember that october night where you held my hand and told me you will never leave oh to go back to that

[oxyprincess]

[oxyprincess]

you are my everything

[oxyprincess]

oh to be in a my little apartment with my two cats cooking some pasta listening to silly songs waiting for you to come home