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[ozzieslittlejester]

I need to type this out and yell into the void about this because I have no picture sadly and I desperately want to hold onto the memory!

When we were in London on the bus, we drove past someone wearing a cyber goth fit and I never have seen someone wear this style just out and about and they looked so amazing!!!!!! I was and still am in absolute awe and I'm forever sad that I didn't get the chance to ask for a picture or at least be able to tell them in person how much I adored their fit!!!! I'm sure they know much much they slayed but it's been over a week and I'm still not over it!!

PSA to everyone who wears any sort of alt fashion! If you feel unsure or something, I hope a that you'll come across someone who's just as excited as me to see your fit and will be equally in awe for days and weeks even if they didn't get the chance to tell you in person!!!

[haloshattered]

I love VTM but I think my least favorite thing about the way they do the embrace is that the banes and all the bad things are supposed to take hold immediately. These are vampires. Theyre immortal. Let it take time, and it will be so much more horrifying.

Let the new Nosferatu scratch their head two nights in and a chunk of hair falls out. They look in the mirror three nights later and realize how much thinner their skin has gotten, and they touch their jaw carefully, and a strip of skin peels away to reveal the jaw underneath.

Let the new Malkavian be so so so paranoid because they KNOW whats coming, but by a month in, nothing seems to have happened. And theyre so worried, but theyre hoping against the universe that please, maybe they'll be the exception. Maybe they wont fall to the voices. And then they get home and talk to their friend about their worries, and after a little while, they feel relieved. The friend helps, so they keep talking to them. A few months go by and they are happy that they were worried over nothing, and they never even realize theyve been talking to the walls this whole time.

Let the new Ventrue have to figure out their blood limitation themselves. Their first few nights or weeks, they can drink whatever, but slowly the curse sets in. They drink some blood and immediately puke it up. They drink another type and break out in hives. Another sends them into torpor. But they HAVE to keep going. They have to find what they CAN drink, because until they do, they'll feel nothing but hunger and pain and rage and suffering. And the longer it takes to find it, the worse the wrong ones will be

Let the banes take time to take hold! I think thats significantly more interesting than everything just happening all at once all in one night, especially since these are immortal beings we're talking about. The horror of the vampire is supposed to be that all of the suffering is eternal. Let this take some time too.

[horrorhospital]

[ozzieslittlejester]

Another travel update!

So after spending a ton of money at a gorgeous gothic store that we found after my friend picked up a business card at a record store, I'm one corset richer, side from dresses and some accessories. Bye money I'm afraid, but worth it! I got a choker, something I've wanted forever but never ended up getting and when I tried them on to encourage myself to actually finally get one, another person shopping noticed and asked if I needed help putting it on and I told them I was just trying to see if it looks cute or not and they said it does! They also looked super stunning so the gay panic was real!

We also went to this emo metal party night thing and it was super fun!!

The only thing I didn't anticipate was that the place had air-conditioning to a degree that i was freezing cold. Also the prices for drinks here are ridiculous so there was no way I'd be drunk enough to not freeze and I was too cold to dance the it away. I guess I've learned now in case I happen to be at that venue again.

Also so many beautiful people! They were so sweet too and I got compliments for my hair. That was literally so sweet! The whole experience also had me thinking of more vtm related writing ideas which was also super nice!

[ozzieslittlejester]

Travel Update!

We're now sitting at this gorgeous church that's also part café in London, getting some treats to start plotting some vtm related things, as one does in a church!

Check out this most gorgeous celling??? Like excuse me??? It's so intricate and stunning I'm in awe!

[hanabiraaa]

if you could describe your V:tM OC(s) with up to 5 emojis which ones would you choose for them?

[ozzieslittlejester]

Oh dear, I have a couple characters at this point so please bear with me

Deliah: 🌌🌙✨💙🌟

Kiki:🥳💕🤡🌈👽

Paya:🖕🏻🔪❤️‍🩹👁️🧷

Melvin: 🌻🥺🌧️🫶🏻🍀

[ozzieslittlejester]

Vacation time!!!!!

At last we made it!!!!! Only cried a little one thr plane was in the air, the landing was a bit better for me to handle, tho my bestie did get a very tight hand squeeze but her hand survived with only a few dents!

Things have been a bit rocky but I'd like to think that we're now somewhat smoothly heading to our stay. I'm still in absolute disbelief that we just did that, traveled somewhere because I decided on a whim that we'll do so! I shouldn't have this kind of authority haha

[ozzieslittlejester]

The curse of traveling, no matter what you pack, it's always gonna be too much. I'll probably have to leave some of my things at my friend's place, not sure yet. I mean, I have some weight to spare but that thing is heavyyyy. On a good note, I almost reached my bestie and I'm already more than excited for that alone, if that was the entire goal I'd be happy already. I can't believe we're going on an entire vacation?!?!? Like, last time I've stayed at her place for less than a week and now we'll be together for an entire week and visit a place??????? Wild!!!

[ozzieslittlejester]

Almost Vacation Time!

I swear the anxiety is through the roof and back it's not even funny atm. I'm starting to regret working half the day before i have to get going because I won't really have the time in the morning to pack everything that i won't be able to pack up until i leave. Which means I'll have to pack it after work and I'm gonna be stressed out beyond believe. Sometimes i wonder why I didn't think of going on an actual vacation instead of just being at home and now I realise why.

Anyway, trying my best to reassure myself that's everything is gonna turn out okay and I'll be with one of my most favourite people which is the most important part anyway! I'm sure once I'm there everything will be alright.

[pulchrasanguine]

Brainrot so bad I go to the goth club and think about my ocs at a vamp club

[ozzieslittlejester]

Maybe I'm just a weirdo that's into fashion but do you guys also sometimes like to incorporate your ocs style/aesthetics into your outfits?

Like, wearing things you know they'd wear or that they'd like? Or pick things in colours you associate with them?

Maybe I'm just very obsessed with my vampires because I'm stuck with drawing and writing for them since I don't get to play

[ozzieslittlejester]

Okay I guess the joke is on me now

I met up with some friends yesterday, including my hairdresser friend who does my hair regularly. I had my make up done in colours that I associate with one of my ocs and my friend liked the combination so much she said we'd do my hair in those colours next week!

Funny enough, I've suggested those colours before for different reasons but she said no, so I was surprised she suggested when she saw me.

[ozzieslittlejester]

Maybe I'm just a weirdo that's into fashion but do you guys also sometimes like to incorporate your ocs style/aesthetics into your outfits?

Like, wearing things you know they'd wear or that they'd like? Or pick things in colours you associate with them?

Maybe I'm just very obsessed with my vampires because I'm stuck with drawing and writing for them since I don't get to play

[goodluckdetective]

I’ve started playing dnd again and the campaign I’m in has the pitch that we all must be characters from written works. The plot is we got thrown out of our own stories and must find our way back.

I am Hamlet, a warlock who made a pact with his Dad’s ghost (it’s absolutely his Dad’s ghost, he wasn’t tricked at all, ignore the fiend patron type) to get revenge on his Uncle. But this post isn’t about him.

Because our cleric, the one entrusted with keeping the party full of heals, the only person with healing magic, is House MD.

“Wait Iz!” You cry. “House MD is a television show, not written fiction.” You’d be correct. Which is why our cleric House is not from the television show.

He’s from a fan fiction.

It’s as funny as it sounds.

[ozzieslittlejester]

My vtm groups all have been cursed to never last past session one which is why I'm always baffled when people talk about their chronicles, let alone playing in person?!

Like, what do you mean you've played more than a session??

What do you mean you know people in person that played those sessions with you???????

[syyykes]

Emergency Commissions !! :’)

Hello, I am in dire need of fixing my laptop which I need for my classes due to them being report heavy. I’m opening commissions due to the fact I simply cannot work a physical job from my foot not really healing from its injury, and I find it hard to even walk properly so a job is completely out of the window

Anyways, this is my first time doing comms! I’m gonna keep this simple for now, and do what I can be available for in my month-long break !

If you are unable to commission me, sharing this around would be lovely !! Thank you ^_^

Terms of Service !!

Upon messaging me for a commission, I will discuss things with you in order for you to get what you envision.

I will ask for pinterest boards, faceclaims, clothing references, descriptions, pose and/or extra details.

I will use monochrome backgrounds/backgrounds with simple details.

I will be regularly sending wips updates in order for the client to

Payments through Ko-Fi

Notes !!

I may take a few days to a week to finish since I will be traveling with family

Contact me on [tumblr] (here), on discord (@kavalyera) or on [email protected] for further inquiries

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[ozzieslittlejester]

RATE YOUR TRAITS [OC]

VTM OC: Paya

Compassion: 4/10

Bitterness: 9/10 (Kiki is helping her to get her bitter points to add on to her happy points)

Happiness: 4/10

Politeness: 3/10

Chivalry: 6/10

Pride: 6/10

Love: 7/10 (she wouldn't admit it but she's a huge softie behind all her grumpy attitude)

Honesty: 4/10

Bravery: 6/10

Recklessness: 9/10 (the only reason this isn't a 10 is because Kiki tries to keep her head on her shoulders)

Ambition: 6/10

Loyalty: 10/10

Sense of Family: 6/10 (she's improving on that tho)

Attractiveness: 10/10 (I'm totally bias because women wow)

Agility: 5/10

Sex Drive: 3/10

Tagged by: @stunningtoredorsweetheart

Tagging: Everyone is very encouraged to feel invited!

[ozzieslittlejester]

RATE YOUR TRAITS [OC]

VTM OC: Kiki

Compassion: 8/10

Bitterness: 1/10

Happiness: 7/10

Politeness: 5/10

Chivalry: 5/10

Pride: 5/10

Honesty: 7/10

Bravery: 6/10

Recklessness: 7/10

Ambition: 6/10

Loyalty: 10/10

Love: 10/10

Sense of Family: 8/10

Attractiveness: 10/10 (I'm totally bias because women wow)

Agility: 6/10

Sex Drive: 7/10

Tagged by: @stunningtoredorsweetheart

Tagging: @the-letter-s but no pressure tho!! Everyone is very encouraged to feel invited!