FOR THOSE WHO CARE, THE TENTS AND CHILDREN ARE BEING HEAVILY BOMBED. THERE ARE AROUND 10 MARTYRS TODAY. WE ARE BEING EXTERMINATED, BUT IN EERIE SILENCE.
I'm trapped in a hospital bed, my body writhing in agony, while my younger siblings scream in terror outside. I hear the explosions and their cries over the phone, and I can do nothing to protect them. And what's worse, I've run out of my medications and painkillers. I hope you can stand by me and h@lp me bu.y them quickly so I can alleviate some of my pain and suffering. Please stand by me.
My chances of survival are diminishing every moment. My medication is almost gone, and my health is extremely poor. Please stand by me and h@lp me buy my medication urgently and h@lp me to travel to a safe country for my surgery. Please stand by me.
not to bring up cartoons and dumb pop culture (again) but I remember the episode of Bojack with Diane, (who's an asian-american lib with a rich husband). How she's "traumatised" for volunteering to help in the war torn country that's "paroding" (in kind of xenophobic fashion) eastern europe/swana. it showcases greatly how yanks prioritise their own supposed "suffering", instead of actually caring about oppression.
also remembered the gag where they both sided on israel and palestine, right
hating american soldiers is not classism, it's the opposite, being american soldiers - that's what CLASSISM IS, you stupid idiots. ice agents, cops and soldiers are all class traitors, that serve the state and the richest for their own monetary gain. thry join genocidal, racist/white supremacist, nationalist organisation to murder and oppress civilians and the impoverished people, who live in the global south, when it comes to soldier work especially. 99.999% of them are not allies and never will be. you really don't understand how the world works, do you people.
бляяять вспомнил, как же меня тогда плавило от училки которая пыталась в "привет детишки я в теме кста, Я ШАРЮ". и вкидывала ахуенные приколы такие как щовель, персики, чезабретто и ебаный нахуй его блять чиназез. когда бошка не варит в шкиле, и менталка хуевая и так, и эта со своими "мэмасами гыыы". она была на лишь 3 года старше меня, но когда ты учитель, можно не наваливать лишнего кринжа прошу господи
Using the phrase "think about the hungry African children" as a gotcha, when you try to speak up on literally any issue, is already gross and weird, but the more you think about it, the worse it gets. The cultural image of improvised poor monolithic (Sub Saharan) Africa is seen as a given and something that cannot be changed. Being derived mostly from 80s Ethiopian and 90s Sudanese famines, the very specific historical circumstances, that needs a proper context and analysis to examine, turned into a prop for white westerners. We actually SHOULD think about those children, and self reflect on our roles as someone who happen to live in the better material conditions, while benefiting from third world people's labour, over-consuming abd polluting
Made up a new term, that I feel like, should already exist - psych-nationalism or alternatively, disabled nationalism and cerebral nationalism. It describes a phenomenon, when disabled and mentally ill imperial soldiers are being put on a pedestal as martyrs or become the face of the certain conditions like the PTSD. Their struggle is always centered, advocating for them is deemed as progressive, their "suffering", like being in poverty is fabricated. Psych-nationalists do not care about the "hypothetical people in the Global South", that those soldiers have massacred
Russia or USSR is by no definition imperialist. You compare western european nations, that extracted resources from their colonies, to a country, that was previously an empire on paper, but didn't do those things on the same scale as their "peers". And the newly formed Soviet Union, built by workers/peasants, barely industrialised, unlike the warmongering US. People also like to strawman that evil Bolsheviks "genocided" Native Siberians "jUsT LiKe the Native americans". It really wasn't in their interests at all, and it's completely illogical. Look at the old propaganda, they clearly respected them. Or that they extracted resources from Central Asia or something.. to fight nazi.. How dare they!
nothing about the ussr was imperialist. europe and global southerners from africa/asia/americas, after being terrorised by fascists and colonizers elected socialists and asked support from ussr consensually. you are doing historical revisionism, if you believe in this shit
Israel has deliberately and systematically destroyed the means for people in Gaza to sustain their physical health. 94% of hospitals are destroyed, and none can operate at full capacity. Life sustaining medications are blocked from entering and stocks are running out.
My friend Fadel has been hospitalized on and off for months now. The hospitals were already unable to remove shrapnel from him two years ago when Israelis bombed his house while he was inside. At this point in the genocide, he has experienced power outages from nearby bombings while being hospitalized for severe anemia and malnutrition.
Fadel (@fadell-aldany) relies on medication to treat his blood disorder. He has been unable to afford it consistently, and the result is constant dizziness, nausea, pain, and fainting. His family is terrified every time they find him collapsed unconscious that he has died. Now he also suffers from side effects from medications at the hospital that do not work as well. Please help him afford his healthcare and survive this.
I watch myself wither away in front of the mirror while my surgery is delayed and support remains elusive. Every moment of neglect weakens me, and I'm losing consciousness because of what I'm going through. Please help me today, stand by me before I become a mere memory; your kindness might ease my pain and give me another chance at life. I hope you won't forget me.
My health is very poor, and I can barely write this reblog to tell you that I desperately need your help right now. Please help me so I can buy my medication as soon as possible and raise the money for my travel and surgery. Please stand by me.
Need bottled water update back from hotel had to flee to after Father in law got dangerous (a reblog of this thead by them)
✅vetting: vouched for by @/transgendz who is vetted by scam-buster kyra 45 (pictures below). transcript below cut
And another campaign vouching, (ignore misgendering as English not first language)
3 ways Donate by 🔗PAYPAL or 🔗KOFI or 🔗THRONE
8:00 or 8:10 PM CDT generally time to go to bank or store before it closes (9:00 or 9:10 cst) Meds :$65 for son’s hormones, $150 for week of Calli's meds or $540 for a months worth. CaalisMeds are half-off on monday
Spanish lessons available!
dm @chingaderita to int title "offering spanish/english conversation classes, for $12 usd an hour one of us can be your conversation partner so you can practice." Most similar classes generally between $15 and $50 usd per hour
update june 15 night
Got water for today, we still need help with testosterone, meds, our daughter's gender affirming haircut and water tomorrow until the water supply starts again, I'm sorry we still don't know how long this shortage will be
UPDATES Jun 11
we're back home but [father in law] keeps pressing and screaming, we had to take refuge in the mold room with our kids, he kept screaming at me outside the room until way past 3am idk how safe we are with him around the worst is we have to check before going out of the room to either go eat/drink or if we need to use the restroom we also ran out of water, we can't flush the toilet or wash our hands he made my partner, his son, fall down after he pulled his cane from him, now his ankle hurts we have had no peace since we came back still unsure what we'll do we don't want to leave our home
June 10: we're still in need of help to afford breakfast, taxis and any extra support, our housing situation is still in the air things got pretty bad here idk what prompted this my partner is
chingaderitaJune update Trying to afford trans care for our trans son this pride month and bracing for the upcoming bills, plus got to get June's rent too. 😔 I'm so sorry
May 23May 13, May 12
my last post, last emergency june 5 version of last thread before hotel, post of time in hotel Reblog at time of hotel
My artist friend Calli needs money for OVERDUE RENT Son's hrt , chronic illness medicine, taking care of family and and more (also had food trouble), and cat food and diabetic in-laws./ Spanish lessons also offered, . They have boosted many other people’s own fundraisers in solidarity. may 23 update they usually earn $12 a day from spanish lessons
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Commissions and Classes
1)A friend has offered to help them raise funds to keep them afloat if you're interested in art commissions. Friend is taking time off to finish commissions and rest
2)EDIT Update from May 3rd : dm @chingaderita to int title "offering spanish/english conversation classes, for $12 usd an hour one of us can be your conversation partner so you can practice." Most similar classes generally between $15 and $50 usd per hour
Below past documentation of blog posts and background info, along with vouching transcript.
May 1, 2026, 01:52:55 PM (Friday) “Still trying to afford testosterone and my meds Need help getting adult diapers, my partner hurt his back so bad he can’t stand up. No one here has the strength to lift him. Uh… Might also need help taking him to the doctor.”
still has debilitating tooth pain. put on hold due to flue emegency
New bed as mentioned above
need money to deep-clean house so safe for MIL return post-surgery (mold still here)
Repairs for toilet needed
Son suffering dysphoria
Nov 23 My eldest son had one of the worst nights in his life. All I can say is we managed to keep him safe through the night, he is safe at home. He thought he could keep raw dogging his dysphoria but he clearly needs to start HRT and transitioning. He is very avoidant of asking for anything because knows we barely get the money for food and other basics. I don't want to lose my son because of money. I want him to have access to a happy life. What if I'm not there next time to stop him?"
about medicine
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"Usually I would just endure until next week to try to get my meds but every time I go without them I notice I don't last as much as before until I have to make a run to the hospital. [I remember their hospitalization, it was really scary]... I needed $125 to get them [monday] half price but every other day I need $250... We need $50 to take our eldest to the doctor for an abdominal pain after carrying grandma. $35 for the laundromat. $300 to cover food expenses for all 9 of us and the cats. $110 for my healthcare renewal. Everything else for clean supplies and other necessities....
Transcript: vouched for by transgendz
transgendz is vetted by scam-buster kyra 45
"I can vouch for Calli @chingaderita! Ive known the family for several years now and they’ve consistently shown proof, was vetted by Kyra on my request when they first messaged, I’m quite sure, the search function on blogs is just awful and I’m having a hard time finding such an old post. But I talk to Calli often, we’ve had conversations in English and Spanish, and everything they say tracks with the proof provided. I just thought I’d say something bc I know you’ve been helping them too. Thank you for all you do.
About Calli
Calli, is a nonbinary parent dealing with chronic illness, chronic pain, unemployment and severe depression taking care of children, in-laws, and rescue cats . Calli is a kind person constantly boosting other people’s campaigns despite their families situation and limited time at compute cafes Calli in posts has discussed: has tumors, problems with gallbladder and liver, chronic joint pain. And a horrible pain in jaw that
We really need meds soon, has not been able to afford them in weeks, and we don’t want another hospitalization
“My gallbladder and liver need constant medication to not get further fucked up, I have a bunch of untreated tumor/growths I hope my healthcare will deal with at some point, I have chronic pain which affects my hips, back and left leg and sometimes my leg dislocates at random, just this August I’ve had two periods in less than 28 days, this is a common occurrence almost every month, and I’ve been dealing with teeth pain so intense it causes headaches, hurts my jaw, neck and now I have pain inside my right ear I suspect it’s related to my teeth pain.”
Summary of problems overall
dec29 It's late, I'm exhausted, haven't had a good night sleep in ages. We have a bunch of chronic panic, chronic illnesses, the most able bodied at home is probably me even tho my left leg dislocates at random, my left leg has jolts of pain at random too and my gallbladder and liver are actively trying to kill me. Oh, did I forget to mention the tumor and the many growths on my legs? Or the tooth pain I still have, I need that molar removed or im going to do it myself. Just, help us get a bed, the one we got is too moldy I'm tired of having to cover it with plastic so we can take turns to sleep on it at floor level. Also, urgently need funds to get my son the his next appointment at the trans clinic see if we can get him HRT or we'll have to get him DIY. We need to get more adult diapers too considering all the mobility issues our elderly are going through. If I dare to ask also for $10 so I can get nuggets and a treat for our son, he turned 9yo 2 days ago and he just wanted some nuggets please.
*They have been helping boost many campaigns, gaza and otherwise (and have asked me to boost these three while their internet is unreliable):
(1) AHMED’S [campaign] IS VERY FORGOTTEN, PLEASE, KEEP SHARING!!! – @/chingaderita on Tumblr 2)Donate to Trapped Family in Gaza Appeals for Help to Survive, organized by Abdallah Alanqar
(3) Hani €5,688/€25,000 – @/chingaderita on Tumblr
“We really REALLY need help with the court fees and paperwork [get done before aAugust.], we just want to ensure our kids will be safe from my family in case I die, due to my deteriorating health.”
now Personal health problems
Sep 7 tooth pain, Couldn’t rest with this damn tooth pain pain pain soainIsbsk,ndl .zlz
Maybe I should have added this to the main body of the post but I’m on my second period in less than 30 days, cause my liver and gallbladder trying to kill me isn’t enough I have many tumors growing in different parts of my body.
Latest post aug 24
Thank you I did pay my healthcare!!! I was hoping with the extra I could get my meds but we ended up using it for food and taking my MiL to the hospital because of gastrointestinal pain, she had to stay under supervision for a whole night and is scheduled for more tests on Tuesday. We’re pushing her healthcare services to schedule her for a gastroenterologist as soon as possible, she has been unable to eat which has been a terrible combination with her diabetes. Can we ask for help affording her ensure bottles so she can at least eat that? We’ll need to do something about the humidity and mold soon, we get trapped in the rooms often, last night it took us over an hour to be able to reopen a door even with both my partner and me pushing. We need to get adult diapers btw. Please, anything helps!!!!
You know, it’s real nice that we got help to pay the vet bills and help my kid keep his cat safe and healthy but wow. It is obvious we do not matter at all. The moment our cat needed help we got the goals, both times But I’ve been trying to get my meds for weeks or months at a time and nothing. It’s real hard not to fucking cry
I know it’s hard for everyone but please, keep sharing, anything ANYTHING helps. We’ve been getting a bit of food and paying little by little what we owe at the corner store but the upcoming card payment is $190 and my meds are $130 and then let’s not forget my healthcare renewal. I also bring bad news, we’re starting with water shortages just like last year, we’ve gone from having 4 days of water a week to 1-2 if we’re lucky. Our only toilet is busted and there are 9 people here who use it. My kid still needs attention for a UTI he’s had for a couple of months now. And my partner has 3 ingrown nails and 2 big cuts on his feet he’s kept unattended for weeks. I’d hate to up the goal but we need every help we can get!!
more documentation from 2023.
Went back on my blog to find proof of the fire where my in-laws lost everything, this other one with pictures and proof that I’ve been sick and struggling to get my medication since August 2023. Just felt like having things organized and maybe make another blog to keep all proof I can save since we lost a lot of information and pictures/videos when we sold our phones and lost the computer.
