doodle dump

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first time probably

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got an ask that had to be referring to this so just to clarify kuroo and kenma college-aged here

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No other art manages to make me feel as soft as yours. Like in all time. It just... it’s absolutely my favorite. If love had a physical form, it would look like your art.

i normally keep asks for myself but this one is honestly the most meaningful compliment i’ve ever received.. thank you, anon

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i’ve been meaning to draw this scene from the end of cool, detached, casual since i first read it months ago... finally took the time to do it

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first time probably

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some thoughts:

i’ve had terrible anxiety about talking to anyone on the internet for as long as i can remember, but i always told myself it didn’t really matter as long as i could just post art and make people happy... and i am glad i can do that. i love going through the tags and seeing how excited people get when they see my art, and i’ve gotten so many thoughtful messages i revisit from time to time. i don’t want to undersell how much i appreciate all of that.

i think part of why i draw is that i’m really bad at putting my thoughts into words... i’ve never had a lot of people i could talk to about fandom stuff so it’s like if i can’t draw it out those feelings and thoughts don’t actually exist. i’ve done a lot of lurking in fandom spaces over the years in the hopes that someday i’d feel more okay with just talking and being myself, but i think those feelings just worsened over time.

i don’t want to say i’m lonely because i do have rl friends and a supportive partner.. it’s just this empty feeling that comes back from time to time since i’ve made this account. at this point i’ve spent so much time in my own head i don’t even know if i’m capable of making friends with people online, so i’m trying to just make peace with what i’m comfortable with. i hope someday it will be enough that i can be happy just making other people happy.

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digging thru old files

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made a post abt this on twitter but feel free to leave me some prince of tennis requests that i can draw from... no promises i’ll get to them but having prompts to draw can be fun :ooo

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fancy dog

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absolutely ridiculous

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cat...........

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birthday gift for a dear friend

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kinchan..

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handsy

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