oliver

make paper chains out of that bitch

[pacanari]

hey oliver,

i heard about your stalker situation from r's blog, and here are some precautions you might want to take

if you live with your parents and trust them, get them to send you to wherever you need to go. if your parents are not available, see if a friend or relative is available to pick you up and accompany you to your destination, preferably someone who looks "tough"

you can try telling a friend or relative to expect a "i got there safe" message from you. if you're worried you might forget, tell the friend/relative to check in with you, and then calling the police if you dont respond

if something does happen, most phones have an sos button, and you can google how to activate yours. you can get an alarm that you can pull that makes a noise that will scare someone off, and if you do get it write your name and number on it in permanent ink. you can try having life360 on your phone so that your trusted person, preferably the one you told to expect a "im safe" message, can find you if they take you to a second destination. if you aren't comfortable with having your location on, make it so it is accessable from your lock screen, and then try only turning it on when you are in a situation.

it's important to test the above to see if it works, (life360 being able to show your friends your location, etc)

if you are confronted, stay calm, fight back, and dont let your attacker take you to a second location

sorry this was so long, but please stay safe

thank you sm <3333

ill try my best to stay safe. sad news, i woke up with about fifty messages this morning from someone that had pictures of me walking home

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who the fuck gave them my number..

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I DONT LIVE HERE IM DEAD.

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im so sorry i haven't been on for ages tumblr kicks me off whenever i come on

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MON CHÉRIE DIED WAAAH @t3haxo

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What iff cyno amd the reader’s parents loved cyno way more than the reader cuz the reader was younger or a girl or smthn like that and she never told cyno. imagine one day cyno comes home and his little sister is missing and so is all her stuff and he asks her parents abt her and they’re like “oh we got rid of her” pr smthn like that and he finds put everything. cynoo would be sooo angrryyn

you can choose the rest tysm for ur time

-onyc anon

onyc... this is beautiful

'what about me?' tw // abuse, neglect

a//n : it's kinda short but i just got back to writing forgive me

why was this happening to you, of all people? your parents didn't seem to love you anymore, not since your big brother, cyno came back from his job after his resignation. they were so happy, they really were... but why did they now look at you as if you were a piece of dirt? why did they look at cyno as if he was the most divine being known to humanity as a whole, sent down from the heavens to live among mortals? one day, you return from school, and your belongings are all in a bag on the front doorstep. 'get out.' your mother speaks through gritted teeth, snarling at you. you jolt at her sudden aggressiveness, tears beginning to stream down your face. that very same night, cyno comes back home from visiting a friend, and he's shocked to hear the news of your dissappearance. he's so angry with your parents, he feels as if he could just grab them and strangle both of them. why had they performed such a vile act, on a child no less? once he finds out where you've run off to, he swears that he'll look after you until his last breath..

and he'll never let you go.

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hi all i'm really sorry i haven't been active lately i'm not in a good mental state and it's been really hard for me to focus all of a sudden

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child reader (i said five yr old)

TW // mentions of abuse, mentions of blood

• when cyno takes you from a little village in the desert, he doesn't expect you to act the way you do. you constantly call him sir, (even though he's established that he's basically your big brother) every time you do anything remotely bad you get down on your knees and pray. that's when cyno knows something's wrong.

• he's even more shocked to find lashes on your back - bruises, burns, hell, even some open wounds. he tries his best to patch you up, he really does, but he's too overcome with grief and anger to even think straight. especially when he finds them in other, more obvious places, as if your parents were trying to make their abuse obvious.

• cyno swears his heart breaks when he asks you about it and your only response is 'i was a bad (boy/girl).' you're five, for fuck's sake! the only thing cyno is able to do with his now-anger-strucken mind is to pull you into a hug (he is extremely scared that he'll crush you) and promise that you're okay with him. he

• cyno swears his heart breaks when he asks you about it and your only response is 'i was a bad (boy/girl).' you're five, for fuck's sake! the only thing cyno is able to do with his now-anger-strucken mind is to pull you into a hug (he is extremely scared that he'll crush you) and promise that you're okay with him.

• your parents are executed by the general mahamatra himself. not booted from sumeru, they're murdered. of course, cyno washes himself off before returning home to you, (who is wearing his cloak for some reason) and quickly swoops you up into his arms as you giggle.

• archons, cyno is sure that he's happiest when he's with you.

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i love how im getting asked for part twos on stories but i only have the brain capacity for one part

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all of my teachers are on strike tomorrow and i still have to go to school how tf is that supposed to work

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okay i'm sure you're all thinking, 'god, not more of micha's messy handwriting!' but i wrote this all in my history class instead of writing about the wars of the roses and i almost got a detention but my teacher let me off. kyle you absolute boyo. im sorry it isn't that good btw like i said i wrote this instead of my history work and i can tell you more about the battle of Bosworth than i can tell you about cyno

ANYWAYS. let me decipher it for you all~

cyno with child reader that is overly (not in the way you think it is) scared of everything :(

you'd lay in bed at night, cowering and trying to keep quiet, scared that something would 'get'you if you made a sound. of course, your big brother (who is just in the room next to yours, probably reading a book before bed) is under the impression that you're asleep - but he knows better. he's actually standing outside of your room, just waiting for the right moment. as soon as your soft sobs reach his ears, he's practically knocking the door down, staring at you worriedly. 'cy-cy..?' you speak, voice barely above a whisper as tears cascade down your face. he simply hums in acknowledgement, cupping your face in his hands and beginning to pepper kisses to it. you begin to giggle softly, gripping his wrists softly as he kisses the crystalline tears away. cyno may be seen as scary to the citizens of sumeru, he may be seen as a monster - but in your eyes, he's the best big brother you could ever ask for, and you wouldn't trade him for the world. little do you know, he feels the same about you... to cyno, you're a child that needs to be protected from the horrors of this world, a child whose curiosity only seems to grow and bloom like a flower. he would do anything to protect you ; to ensure your innocence is never tainted, to make sure no single tear rolls down your face. although he is still working with this desire, cyno is sure that with time, you'll figure it out - together.

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Really appreciate you also writing platonic head cannons too I feel like tumblr needs more platonic fluff rather than romantic or sexual all the time. (And tbh I’ve been in a platonic writing mood lately and your fuelling my brain)

love your writing by the way- I think you have huge potential to grow as a writer and an account.

tysm i mostly just write platonic because i find romantic too awkward to write and i was never raised properly so writing big bro cyno fills the hole in my heart

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Omg i am on my knees begging for more big brother cyno protecting little sibling from parents content

-onyc anon

teehee

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'has the fear that all of their friends are going to drop dead one day so they constantly tell said friends that they don't want them to die' is a sentence i made up that fits perfectly

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Can I request a cyno with a sibling that likes books? The stories are so cute

omg wait yes

im so sorry that these are just hcs but i just got back from school after writing loads so my writing brain is recovering

'and that's little red riding hood!'

• cyno buys you just about any book you ask for, as long as they aren't too hard for you to read.

• bedtime stories are a must - but with cyno, he doesn't read you fairytales, no. he reads you a segment of the newest book every night, leaving you in anticipation and most likely unable to sleep.

• no horror. even if it's just the tiniest description of anything that might scare you, you're not allowed to read it.

this rule might be lifted when you cry and ignore him over it...

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im ourple now guys

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why does xinyans part in the lantern rite song thing sound like 'im at burger king with my burger queen'