I lied about not letting my feelings for you hold me back from finding someone else. I still think you might come back, despite everything telling me you're gone for good. I know you don't love me like I love you, but it's hard to let it go. You were the best thing in my life since my mental health declined. I'm so sorry that I can't let go. I wish I could. You were too good for me, but I should forget that and move on.
Geez, Erin, it's been a while huh?
Sorry for not reaching out sooner, I don't even know if you're active anymore but I figured you deserved a response and an update on my life.
I'm hoping that you're doing alright. I'm doing pretty good myself... I'm going to college, working hard, making bank, and I have a beautiful, amazing fiancé. I hope you're making do, too.
I also hope that this message finds you. No matter how dark a day may seem, don't give up. You'll always find another ray of sunshine, I'm absolutely sure of it! If you'd still like to talk as friends, I'm 100% down! Remember, the grass is always greener on the other side.
Again, thanks for reaching out to me, I haven't heard from you in a while, so this was quite the surprise. :)
