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Chapter Twenty One: Hearts Racing
Title: Blessing in Disguise Author: rEd RoSe-StArFiRe-RoSeFiRe Fandom: Pride and Prejudice Rating: T Pairing: Lizzie/Darcy Disclaimer: Pride and Prejudice is the intellectual property of Jane Austen. No infringement on that right is meant by this fan fiction. Summary: Modern P&P. Lizzie Bennet is a pre-med student at NYU. Will Darcy is a personal injury lawyer for the Bingleys, who tries to sue the hospital she works at. Never in a million years would she believe that he is her blessing in disguise.
Chapter Twenty One
Hearts Racing
As soon as she stepped into the room, she was taken aback when she was plunged into the darkness of the room. Her eyes adjusted to the darkness, as they darted to the center of the room which lodged a large mahogany desk. However, contrary to what she expected, there was no one nestled behind the large, imposing desk nor was there anyone in any place of that room.
Lizzie frowned slightly as she turned around and stepped back into the safety of the hallway. She knew though, she was also slightly glad that Darcy wasn't in the room. She wasn't as brave as she thought she was merely moments before, her heart still racing from the expectation of finding him there. She wasn't exactly certain how she would have handled that conversation or how she would have handled his explanations. To be honest, this entire experience was disconcerting and rather baffling. The Darcy she saw here in Pemberley, in the comfort of his home, was entirely different from how he was in New York, in her home. She couldn't reconcile the two contradictory versions of Darcy, but she supposed that there was still a lot about Darcy she still had to learn.
She slipped out from the house and back to the grounds. Lizzie tried to slow down the racing of her heart, but it seemed that her own heart was of its own accord. Once she heard her aunt's beckoning for her, she dismissed her racing heart and rushed to find her relatives.
"Lizzie!" her aunt called out again, once she saw her niece run towards them from the direction of the house. Maddie quickened her steps to meet Lizzie mid way. "Lizzie, we were looking all over for you! Where have you been?" Her aunt looked behind her and asked, "Where's Mr. Darcy?"
Lizzie searched her aunt's worried face before she glanced behind her to look at equally worried faces of her uncle and Charlie. Caroline seemed unusually interested in the trees above her. Subtly rolling her eyes, Lizzie shifted her attention to her aunt. Lizzie smiled, "Darcy left to answer a business call. I just went back to the house to use the restroom."
Her aunt looked skeptical at her response, but she nodded slightly as if Lizzie's answer would suffice...for now. Lizzie winked at her aunt before she noticed Georgie run towards them behind Caroline.
Georgie looked at Lizzie and asked the strikingly similar question to her aunt. "Where's my brother?"
Lizzie laughed softly before she re-iterated to Georgie were her elder brother was. A slight frown appeared on the younger girl's face before she erased it with a beam, directed behind Lizzie.
"You were asking for me?" remarked a deep, husky voice behind Lizzie. Startled, Lizzie turned around on her foot before she found herself rather too close to Darcy's chest. Her eyes darted up his chest to his neck and finally up to his face to meet his striking, intense gaze.
Lizzie's face suddenly flushed as she shifted her attention to her feet. Darcy frowned slightly before he addressed his other companions. "Forgive me for taking up so much time. I was just finalizing the details for tomorrow."
Lizzie's head shot up at his final comment before she asked him, "What's tomorrow?"
Her aunt and uncle had equally puzzling expressions. Darcy's smile faltered slightly before he explained, "I was wondering if your aunt and uncle and yourself, of course, would like to join myself, Georgia and the others to a night at the theater in central London."
Caroline gasped slightly at the mention of inviting them. "Darcy, surely Eliza and her aunt and uncle are busy tomorrow -"
She was interrupted by Lizzie's excited expression. "The theater? I had always wanted to go!" Her enthusiasm brought a warmth in Darcy's chest, as he felt pride in having brought that enthusiasm to her face. Lizzie flushed slightly with embarrassment before she glanced at her aunt.
"Would we be able to go, Aunt Maddie?" she asked earnestly. Her aunt was definitely taken aback by the rather generous offer; however, when she noticed Darcy's smile directed at Lizzie, she understood the true intentions behind Darcy's offers. She glanced at her husband and a nod and a twinkle in his eye told her that he had noticed Darcy's tendre for their niece. Unable to deny their favourite niece, she looked at Lizzie's expectant face and laughed slightly. "Of course, Lizzie."
Lizzie let out a breath of relief, as she rushed to hug her aunt, laughing in joy. Darcy was immensely pleased with the turn of events, as he started to relay the details of the event the following night. After they had made the arrangements for the next day, Lizzie's uncle remarked that they had stayed far longer than they intended and that they needed to meet with one of Maddie's childhood friends.
Reluctantly, Darcy bid farewell to Lizzie and her companions, but was consoled with the fact they would be meeting tomorrow. As he walked towards the room where he had left his sister and friends, he fondly remembered the eager and enthusiastic expression on Lizzie's face as they had discussed the details of the event. The night out at the theater was definitely a shot in the dark, but he had never felt so accomplished when he saw Lizzie's enthusiasm for the event. Also, he had noticed that something changed between them the past couple of days. The dynamic between them shifted, and he wasn't quite sure of what to make of it. He smiled widely as he walked into the room, reveling in his memory of her face.
"Darcy!" Caroline exclaimed as she saw Darcy enter the room. "Georgie and I were just discussing Eliza. We agreed that she looked so different, I hardly knew her."
Darcy's rapid glance at his sister exposed to him his sister's true thoughts on the subject. Georgie shook her head slightly before she rolled her eyes at Caroline's dramatic critique of Lizzie.
Charlie, seated on the loveseat, with a drink in his hand, piped up, "I think she looks remarkably-"
Caroline interrupted him sharply, as she saw Darcy grab a drink of water before seating himself beside his sister. "She looked so different! Don't you agree, Darcy?"
Darcy glanced at his sister before taking a sip out of his glass. "I suppose she did look a little different - a bit tanned. Not too surprising since she has been traveling the past few weeks."
"Tan? She looked positively brown! I can hardly call that attractive!" Caroline exclaimed. She hesitated slightly, before her lips curled up into a smirk. "I particularly remember you thinking she wasn't particularly pretty. What do you think now of that woman who is way too tan for her own good?"
Darcy grit his teeth and clenched his right hand into a fist. If his sister hadn't placed a comforting - or was it restraining? - hand on his clenched fist, he would have said something he would have regretted. He stood up suddenly and silently acknowledged the sheepish smile on Charlie's face. He walked towards the exit of the room, before he turned around and exclaimed to Caroline, "It's been many months since I have thought that Elizabeth was one of the most - if not the most beautiful woman I have ever known. I think she looks remarkably well even if she is way too tan for her own good."
He turned on his heel and exited the room but not before reveling in triumph over Caroline's shocked face.
Darcy woke up rather early, both nervous and anticipatory of the day ahead he had planned with Lizzie and her aunt and uncle. They had planned that he would pick them up from their hotel and would go to the airport to take his jet to Heathrow. His driver would then be waiting at Heathrow to take them to central London for that night's theater performance. He slightly flinched in memory when he recalled Lizzie's slight turn of countenance when he mentioned the arrangements including his private jet. However, her expression changed so quickly that he supposed that he just imagined it.
Nothing would ruin this day, he declared as he left Pemberley to go pick up his intended guests. Georgie, Charlie and Caroline had planned to meet Darcy and the others at their private jet at the airport later that morning. Caroline was still reeling from the insult from the night before, and Darcy was unable to stop his feeling of triumph over Caroline. Even though she was his best friend's sister, there were times when even his patience was tipped off the brink.
The entire ride to their hotel was unnerving for Darcy, as he truly did not know what to expect of that day. He only wished that the glimmer of hope the past few days had presented to him did not disappear that day.
Once he reached the hotel, he entered the elevator to the fourth floor where Maddie had said they were staying. He stepped out of the elevator, his hands clammy and his heart racing rapidly in his chest. Why was he able to hear his heartbeat in his throat?
He surveyed the room numbers and stopped when he had reached room number 415. He wasn't entirely sure who stayed in that room, as Elizabeth's aunt and uncle mentioned that they were in a separate room from their niece. Heart hammering in his chest, he was about to knock on the door when he heard soft sobs from the other side of the room. Shocked, he tried to open the door and was surprised to found it unlocked. He pushed open the door and his heart dropped with the image presented to him inside the room.
Elizabeth, her hair disheveled, cheeks tear-stained and eyes rimmed with tears, frantically threw in her clothes into a suitcase, while trying to stifle her sobs. Darcy, unable to contemplate what could have brought Elizabeth to this state, stood still, not sure of what to say. His heart plummeted when he noticed her furiously wiping away her tears as she tried very hard to place the clothing into her suitcase, without it being in complete disarray.
He finally whispered, "Elizabeth."
Lizzie looked up and her eyes widened in shock, halting in her actions. "Darcy," she whispered as if she couldn't believe he was there. She looked down at her suitcase and back at him, unable to bring herself to face him. She placed her chiffon white top onto the top of her suitcase, her hands just lingering on the clothing - unsure of what to do.
Darcy stepped towards her until he was a few inches away from her. Lizzie trembled when Darcy used his thumbs to wipe the tears from her face.
She was afraid to look up into his eyes, more so because he might see what was in her eyes - shame, regret, embarrassment.
"Elizabeth," he tried again, "What's wrong?"
Elizabeth trembled as his thumb fell from her cheek and his entire hand clasped her right hand. His strong grip onto her weak hand seemed to only aggravate her fears - that he would not look at her the same, not comfort her the same after he found out what had happened. She looked down and whispered, unable to bear the shame of what had pushed her into this mess. "It's Lydia. She's missing."
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Chapter Twenty: Picnics & Ponds
Title: Blessing in Disguise Author: rEd RoSe-StArFiRe-RoSeFiRe Fandom: Pride and Prejudice Rating: T Pairing: Lizzie/Darcy Disclaimer: Pride and Prejudice is the intellectual property of Jane Austen. No infringement on that right is meant by this fan fiction. Summary: Modern P&P. Lizzie Bennet is a pre-med student at NYU. Will Darcy is a personal injury lawyer for the Bingleys, who tries to sue the hospital she works at. Never in a million years would she believe that he is her blessing in disguise.
Chapter Twenty
It had been a couple of days since Darcy's invitation to stay at Pemberley. Unfortunately, her aunt and uncle declined the invitation, opting to stay in their hotel in Lambton. They agreed though that they didn't mind if Lizzie stayed at Pemberley with the Darcys.
Lizzie felt her face aflame simply by remembering how she felt when she felt, rather than saw, Darcy's heated and hopeful gaze on her person. She remembered feeling conflicted with her decision; however, she decided on staying with her aunt and uncle. Besides, she reasoned with them – she was on this trip as their guest.
She couldn't bring herself to see Darcy's eyes, but noticing his sister's crestfallen face and her repeated glances at her brother – she knew that he was disappointed. As much as Lizzie had wanted to stay in that beautiful house, she had to make sure to keep her distance from a man such as he.
However, that minor setback didn't deter Darcy from welcoming them into their home once again the next day. Her aunt and uncle had to decline due to a previous appointment with her aunt's friends, and Lizzie decided to join them as well.
After experiencing two setbacks, she finally chanced a glance at him. What she saw on his face took her aback when she saw his unwavering gaze on her. His eyes looked slightly pained but still held that tiny flicker of hope that wrenched her heart.
He had asked once more for them to attend a picnic they were going to attend in two days time when his friends the Bingleys were going to come.
Lizzie noticed her Aunt Maddie's surprised look at the mention of the Bingleys and spared a glance at her niece. Lizzie shrugged slightly before she looked back at Darcy, unsure of what her aunt and uncle were going to say next and how exactly Darcy was going to react.
Surprisingly, Maddie was the first one to speak up. "We can come then. We have made no plans that day."
Lizzie didn't miss the surprised look on her uncle's face, before he masked it with an expression of acceptance. Even Lizzie knew herself that they had planned to leave the area by then, so she didn't blame her uncle for being as surprised as he was.
Darcy's smile suffused his face as his gaze turned from steely to bright and hopeful.
"That's perfect! Is one o'clock alright with you? We are planning to meet here and simply have a picnic on the grounds."
Few words were exchanged between the three before they all agreed on noon as a meeting time. Once they were leaving, they exchanged farewells. Lizzie was the last to step out through the front door before she turned around and said goodbye to Darcy.
Darcy's steadfast and intense gaze made an appearance as he replied, his voice low and surprisingly coarse, "Goodbye Elizabeth."
As much as she wished she could admit she didn't think of Darcy that night or the day after, she wouldn't be able to admit so. His entire appearance was different from who he was in New York. It was like he was a different person! Furthermore, there was that issue about the necklace. Why would he, at that time, even bother buying an almost complete stranger such an expensive Christmas gift? And why would he get Charlie to give her the gift, as though he bought it for her? These questions occupied her mind for the better part of the next two days.
So, here she was at the picnic at Pemberley two days later, with Charles Bingley as a companion. Apparently, he was not informed of the Gardiners and Lizzie's presence in England and was taken aback by their presence. He recovered immediately and introduced himself to Maddie and Edward. Afterwards, he stood by Lizzie and offered to accompany her as they walked to the picnic site.
Lizzie didn't notice Darcy or anyone else really as she tried to find a way to confront Charles about Jane without being too nosy or pushy. She owed it to Jane to figure out why Charlie, despite Darcy and Caroline's interference, would do such a thing if he really loved her.
Once they all started walking, she finally noticed the full party. Her uncle and aunt chose to walk behind them. In front of them was Caroline Bingley, holding onto Darcy's arm as she continued to talk while Darcy remained silent. Georgie walked beside Darcy, silently observing the one side conversation.
She noticed from Darcy's backside that he went rigid as soon as Caroline laughed and leant forward, hitting her free hand on his arm. Lizzie laughed slightly, shaking her head as she realized Caroline would never change.
Conversation between Charlie and herself was stilted as they walked towards the picnic site. It was filled with awkward, courtesy questions before they opted to remain silent until they reached their destination.
Once they did, however, Darcy was finally able to pull away from Caroline and accompanied by his sister, welcomed his guests to the picnic. It was truly a magnificent site, and any picnic that Lizzie went to back home was tiny compared to this. Foods of all sorts was arranged on a large picnic blanket on the grass. Lizzie didn't need to be a genius to guess who arranged all this.
A thought entered her mind that hadn't made an appearance in a few months. Of course it's magnificent! He is a billionaire! He has servants answering to his every whim. Now he's trying to show off his wealth. Spoiled, proud man!
She felt her hand touch his mouth in shock by her thoughts. She honestly didn't understand why she felt that way all of a sudden. For some reason seeing the gorgeous mansion of Pemberley and seeing the disparaging economic differences between her and Darcy brought out the bitter side of her. Why do I even care? It's not like he still has feelings for me. What decent man would?
However, she didn't seem so convinced when she noticed Darcy's warm gaze on her. Once she caught him staring at her, he quickly turned away, his face flushing with embarrassment.
"Please have a seat and let's begin!" Darcy announced as he sat down onto the grass beside the picnic blanket. His sister followed, and was then followed by everyone else.
Lizzie, still beside Charlie, sat down on the grass before smoothing out her sundress. Everyone began eating, including Lizzie. As soon as she saw potato salad on a bowl in front of her, she immediately took a plate and took a large spoonful of the potato salad. She immediately took a spoonful and was shocked by how good it was.
"Oh my god, this is amazing!" Lizzie exclaimed, a rather too loudly. Caroline's perfectly done eyebrow rose as she spoke to Lizzie for the first time that day.
"Why are you eating that? It's full of carbs and starch!" Caroline said, her face contorting into an expression of disgust.
Lizzie felt everyone's attentions directed to her. She felt embarrassed and was about to mumble an answer before she saw Darcy's expression. His face looked stoic but his eyes appeared to be twinkling with mirth. She narrowed her eyes at him before she realized that he was laughing at her. She smiled in response, warmth in her eyes before she turned her attention to Caroline. She shrugged, "What can I say? I'm a woman who loves my carbs."
Caroline looked aghast and simply shook her head in shock before taking a bite out of her apple.
After that, conversation amongst the guests was sparse. Lizzie had finished her plate of potato salad and noticed that Charlie had not spoken once since they sat down. He was mixing around beans on his plate, never taking a bite out of it. Lizzie set aide her plate and leaned back, clearing her throat.
Charlie looked startled, before he smiled sheepishly at her. "So..."
Lizzie raised her eyebrow as she peered at the blonde haired man through her sunglasses. She placed a hand on her sun hat, as she struggled to look up into the eyes of the man.
"So..." Lizzie mimicked him.
Charles Bingley, never the one to be nervous in company, fidgeted slightly before he leaned forward and placed his folded hands in front of him. He glanced at her before diverting his attention elsewhere, unsure of what to say.
Lizzie smiled slightly before taking off her sunglasses and setting it aside onto the grass upon which they sat. She looked around and saw Darcy staring intently at her once again. She inhaled deeply before turning her attention back to Charlie. She didn't want to deal with him now.
She turned her attention back to the blond haired man, before asking him a rather curious question.
"Where's Louisa? Did she have her baby yet?"
Charlie's smile immediately appeared, as he nodded enthusiastically. "Yes! Her daughter was born about two months ago. Her name is Joanna Hurst."
Lizzie smiled at Charlie's enthusiasm and genuine affection for his first niece. "That's a beautiful name."
Charlie nodded as he took out his cell phone and mumbled, "Let me show you a picture."
He finally was able to find a picture of his niece. Lizzie was immediately taken by the gorgeous baby girl. She shared her mother's dark hair but had her father's eyes. "She's beautiful, Charlie. What's her birthday?"
"Oh, May 14. She was born three weeks early. But she's as healthy as you can get."
Lizzie laughed in surprise. "May 14? That's funny. My birthday's on May 24. Very close together."
"Your birthday was in May too?" Charlie asked, surprised.
"Yes it was," Lizzie replied, "Didn't Jane tell-" she stopped abruptly, before she realized her mistake.
Charlie's face paled before he turned his attention back to his plate. Lizzie felt her face flush with chagrin as she looked away, unsure of how to go from there. She looked up and saw Darcy looked at them with great interest. He seemed to be ignoring Caroline's incessant chatter about the latest fashions in Paris. He narrowed his eyes at her, as if pleading with her not to say anything.
She continued to stare at him, her gaze unrelenting. However, her gaze softened as she nodded slightly to ensure her silence on the matter. He looked relieved as his shoulders dropped. They continued staring – silent understanding between them- until finally, Caroline noticed that Darcy was listening to her. She looked where his attention was directed to. When she noticed Eliza Bennet staring back at him, her own gaze narrowed. Suddenly, she felt a smirk grace her face as she broke the staring between them.
"Eliza?"
Lizzie looked startled as she broke her gaze reluctantly from Darcy as she looked at Caroline. She frowned silently before giving her a false smile. "Caroline."
"I suppose I have to congratulate you on getting into medical school," Caroline replied, her voice sweet.
Lizzie looked surprised as she spared a glance at her aunt, who sheepishly shrugged – or in other words, admitting to be the culprit responsible for telling her. "Thank you, Caroline."
"I suppose your family was happy. Friends. Boyfriend? You are still dating that man right? That electrician, right? Oh what was it? ...George Wi-"
Darcy frowned as soon as Caroline had started talking, angry at the unwelcome interruption. However, his anger intensified multifold when he realized the direction Caroline was heading to. He was about to interject when he heard Lizzie speak.
Lizzie interrupted her sharply before narrowing her eyes at Caroline. "Oh, I'm so sorry! I think Georgie promised me a tour of the pond nearby right, Georgie? Do you mind going now, Georgie?"
Georgie was slightly startled at her name being mentioned, but given the look on Lizzie's face, she couldn't disagree. Of course she looked to her brother first before she spoke. Darcy sat back, his eyes sparkling with his wonder, gratitude as well as pride of how Lizzie managed herself. Darcy then looked at his sister and realized that she was seeking his advice.
Suddenly, he stood up and smoothed out his pants. Everyone looked up at him, startled. "I think it's time we give Miss Bennet her tour of the pond she so desperately wished to see, Georgie. Anyone else want to join?"
Everyone was so startled that they were rendered speechless; therefore, no one expressed their wish to accompany them.
"That's it, then. Elizabeth, Georgie? Shall we?" he asked, his dark eyes twinkling with merriment as he gestured for the ladies to accompany him.
Lizzie was the most surprised of all, but knew she had to comply for it would give away her impromptu desire of seeing the pond to Caroline.
She stood up hesitantly, said goodbye to her aunt and uncle and followed Darcy and Georgie in the direction to the pond.
It hadn't even been five minutes of silence before Georgie declared that she forgot her hat at the picnic grounds. She promised to be back and rushed off in the direction they came from. Darcy and Lizzie looked at each other before Lizzie looked away first, unable to hold his gaze for long.
Darcy finally spoke before he said, "Thank you."
Lizzie looked up surprised. She furrowed her eyebrows in confusion. "Excuse me?"
"Thank you for what you did back there. With Caroline."
"Oh."
Darcy smiled slightly before he looked up and sighed. "Mentioning his name wouldn't do anyone good here."
Lizzie looked up at him sharply and found him staring down at her intently. She nodded mutely before she turned her attention back to her feet.
Darcy was about to say something else before he sighed. He stopped abruptly, whispering, "We are here."
Lizzie looked up shocked at how quickly they made it to the pond that she heard so much about. And it was exactly like as she heard. "Wow," the words left from the slight parting of her lips and reached the winds around her. It was only a whisper, but it stood for so much more. The response was sun-kissed leaves dancing in the wind around her. She sighed, raising her eyes to gaze at the mid-day sun. As soon as the sunlight touched her eyes, she was forced to squint to protect her eyes from the sun's power. Though the sun was in full bloom that summer day, it was cool, as the trees blocked the warmth from the sun.
The wind chimed on that crisp summer day, accompanied by the green leaves dancing in tune to the wind's song. The pond rippled upon the light touch of the wind. It was slightly breezy that day, as she clutched tighter onto her flimsy jacket on top of her sundress. She sat down by the pond. She picked up a twig beside her and begun drawing. There were signs of random patterns on the dirt beside her along with the twig she drew with. The trees hovered the pond and the embankment she was on, protecting her from the sun.
She felt at ease here, for some reason. She never wanted to leave. Neither did she want to go where everything is moving forward, and there was nothing she could do to stop it. Here she felt she could sit and not worry about life. She did not have to worry about responsibilities and duties she had to fulfill. She did not have to worry about the time that was passing by way too quickly for her taste.
She wanted to indulge herself into the mystical essence this place exhibited. She wanted to enter this magical realm where nothing mattered and where time never moved forward or where there were no confusions. There was something holding her here, and she still couldn't understand why.
She whispered again, "This is beautiful," as she let her eyes wander up to meet the trees.
Darcy, still standing beside her, remained silent as she took in the beautiful of the pond. He whispered, "This was my father's favourite place to be with my mother."
Lizzie looked up startled, unsure of what to say. He looked straight, staring into the area past the pond. She whispered, "How many years has it been?'
Darcy winced slightly as he recalled his parents' death. "Too many."
Lizzie gazed at him with sympathy, seeing him for the first time the weight he carried on his shoulders at such a young age. A company thrust upon him and a younger sister at such a young age.
"How old was your sister?"
"She was about 12 or 13. Far too young to live without her parents."
"I think she still has a great parent right here."
Darcy looked down at her in surprise. He saw the softness in her gaze as he smiled slightly. "Thank you."
They held onto each other's gazes before Darcy's cell phone rang. Grinding his teeth, he excused himself before he took the call. Lizzie, giving him his privacy, continued to stare out at the pond.
And suddenly, that summer day, the wind's pace slowed down, the melodious tune fading away into the breeze. The pond stilled immediately, no signs of movement. A leaf fell into her lap. She picked it and examined it, tracing the edges of the leaf. It was a simple leaf really, but there was something about this gesture that overwhelmed her.
She shivered, as she rubbed her arms nervously. She heard a slight quickening in the pace of the wind, as she felt the sharp wind brush past her back. She flinched at the sudden chillness of the touch and turned around.
Darcy had just finished his call and bore an apologetic expression on his face. "That was my secretary. It seems I need to have an emergency phone in meeting with a client of mine. Would you like to accompany me back to the house?"
Lizzie stared at him before she shook her head. "I think I'll stay here for a bit."
Darcy looked at her apprehensively, before asking, "Are you sure you will be alright getting back?"
Lizzie nodded, as she smiled up at him. "Please go. I wouldn't want you to be late on my account.'
Still hesitant, Darcy finally left after she assured him that she would go straight to the picnic area in about ten minutes. She sat there, staring at his retreating form as it disappeared into the thickness of the trees.
The wind chimed melodiously that summer day, with the leaves swirling around and above the crystal blue pond under the trees.
About a few minutes he left, she realized that she had the perfect chance to ask him about the necklace and she didn't take it. Suddenly, determined to ask him, she stood up and followed the trail that led to the house.
On the way to the house, she checked her phone and received a text message from her aunt saying that she and her uncle were going with Charlie, Georgie and Caroline into the town to get a few gifts for their children. Her aunt also mentioned to be careful.
Lizzie felt her heart unexpectedly tighten at the thought of being alone with Darcy in his large house. It was the perfect time to ask him about the necklace.
As soon as she stepped into the house, she asked the butler where Darcy was. After being directed to the "master's study," she stood outside the door, placing her hand on the door knob. She closed her eyes before inhaling deeply. She let out a deep breath and chided herself for feeling so cowardly. Mustering up enough courage to do what she was about to do, she opened the door that led to the study.
She walked in, determined. She didn't even spare a glance into the room before she asked, "Why did you give me that necklace last Christmas?"
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Chapter Nineteen: Intense Gazes
Title: Blessing in Disguise Author: rEd RoSe-StArFiRe-RoSeFiRe Fandom: Pride and Prejudice Rating: T Pairing: Lizzie/Darcy Disclaimer: Pride and Prejudice is the intellectual property of Jane Austen. No infringement on that right is meant by this fan fiction. Summary: Modern P&P. Lizzie Bennet is a pre-med student at NYU. Will Darcy is a personal injury lawyer for the Bingleys, who tries to sue the hospital she works at. Never in a million years would she believe that he is her blessing in disguise.
Chapter Nineteen
"Mr. Darcy will be here in just in a few moments. Please have a seat," the soft voice echoed through the vast hallways of the house. Lizzie tightened the hold onto her purse as she sat beside her aunt. Her uncle opted to take a seat on the love seat opposite from his wife and niece. Comfortably nested in the sofa, Lizzie glanced around at her surroundings. Tasteful décor adorned the living room – or the sitting room, as Mrs. Reynolds, the housekeeper, had said. Lizzie shook her head in disbelief. "He has a housekeeper?!" she thought in disbelief.
As promised, the Gardiners and Lizzie had arrived at Pemberley, in Derbyshire, two days after their previous meeting. No matter how many times Lizzie thought about it, she knew that this was not a good idea. She was in the house of the man, who she had rejected quite harshly to his face, nonetheless – merely four months ago. She looked around the room; her eyes searching around and admiring the beautiful pieces of art work. Her eyes laid upon one finally, as her eyes searched the painting imploringly. Her aunt must have noticed when her niece's body tensed beside her, when she looked at her in concern.
Aunt Maddie understood how uncomfortable it was for Lizzie to be here; however, from the evidence that presented itself two days, she believed that there was hope for the couple. She followed Lizzie's gaze and smiled when her eyes lay on the destination.
Maddie leaned towards Lizzie and whispered into her ear, "He looks rather fetching, doesn't he, Lizzie?"
Lizzie broke out of her gaze and turned to her side to face her aunt. She searched her aunt's face, as her cheeks warmed immensely at being caught at staring at a portrait of Darcy. Lizzie muttered something incoherent, while Maddie rolled her eyes and patted Lizzie's hands in comfort. "It's alright dear. He is an attractive young man – there is no harm in just looking," her aunt smirked at the end of her statement.
Lizzie widened her eyes before shifting her gaze to her hands. Suddenly, she found the ring on her left finger interesting as she twisted it with her right hand. Maddie laughed slightly as she patted her hand once more before launching into quiet conversation with her husband.
Lizzie glanced to her right side and once she knew that her aunt was busy in conversation with her uncle, she found herself looking back to the portrait that hung to her left. She stared at Darcy's portrait – it seemed like it was recently done. He looked slightly young, but still held his profile high and had those intense blue eyes. She searched his face and couldn't belief that this was the man who loves her. Loved her. She corrected herself. There was no way that he would still love her, the woman – no, poor undergrad student – who rejected him so harshly that no decent man would even bother coming back to. Especially a man like William Darcy.
Then, what am I doing here? Lizzie thought to knew that it was truly coincidence that they bumped to each other on that street in Bakewell, but she didn't have to continue their acquaintance – or whatever they were – by going to his mansion in England!
Suddenly, everything seemed clear. She stood up abruptly, much to her aunt and uncle's surprise. Her aunt's voice seemed so distant, as she turned around the sofa and walked towards the door. Now, both of her aunt and uncle's voices could be heard – but nothing coherent processed into her ears. She just knew one thing and one thing only – she had to get out of here. She had to get out here and get out of Darcy's life.
As she approached the front door, she walked past many of the house's workers, but didn't stop for anyone of them. Despite everyone's protests, she just needed to get out there – like she needed air.
However, as she was about latch her hands onto the door knob, she heard a distinct, deep voice.
"Elizabeth!"
Lizzie stilled, her entire body frozen. Slowly, she turned on her heel and felt her face instantly warm, despite the rigidness of the rest of her body.
There, running down the magnificent display of stairs was Darcy, clad in a crisp, white dress shirt and black khakis. His hair looked as wide as his eyes did, which was rather odd, given who it was.
He ran down the stairs and caught up with her. By now, her aunt and uncle had also caught up with her at the front entrance. She could hear her aunt and uncle's slight panting – or was that her heart? She didn't know what she was hearing pounding so loudly in her ears, but all she could see and focus on was the purposeful stride of Darcy as he approached her – his eyes steely and intense as ever.
"Elizabeth?" he asked again, as he was within a few feet from her. She looked up hesitantly up at him and flinched slightly under his scrutiny and intense gaze.
Finally, she heard her aunt's concerned voice. She reluctantly tore apart from his gaze and glanced at her aunt. Her aunt looked between the two and asked again, "Where were you going, Lizzie?"
Lizzie felt her mouth go dry as she tried to find a reasonable explanation to what seemed so clear before in her head. She felt her stomach drop however, when she heard a quiet, low, raspy voice, "You were leaving?"
She reluctantly, once again, turned her attention to the imposing lawyer and found herself speechless for words. His eyes searched her earnestly, and she couldn't help but feel for the slight hurt evident in his eyes.
Lizzie muttered something that sounded like, "I think we must."
Truly, Lizzie didn't understand what she had said until she saw the change in his facial expression. His eyes became steely before he closed his eyes, furrowing his eyebrows. Lizzie knew that she had hurt him and was about to say something in response, when he shot his eyes open.
"You haven't even met my sister yet, though," his voice sounded resolute and confident, as a smile suffused his face. He turned around and frowned instantly, when he noticed that his sister wasn't behind him.
"That is odd," he muttered under his breath, "She was just behind me."
"Will?" a meek, shy, young voice called out from at the top of the stairs.
Darcy's face instantly lit up as he stretched out his arm, his voice suddenly lit with warmth. "Georgie! Please come meet my friends."
Lizzie looked at him and was taken aback by the sudden change in his countenance. He was just the normal brooding Darcy she knew, and in an instant, turned into this warm, loving brother.
Maybe this is how he is normally, Lizzie.
Lizzie glanced at the top of the stairs and couldn't help but marvel at the young girl who was making her way down the stairs. She was rather petite but even Lizzie had to admit that she was gorgeous. Her long blonde hair hung behind her back and she had the same blue eyes that her brother had.
When "Georgie" had reached the end of the staircase, Darcy reached over to hug her at the shoulders and brought her over to Lizzie and the Gardiners. "Georgie, these are my friends, Elizabeth Bennet from New York, and Mr. & Mrs. Edward Gardiner from California. This is my sister, Georgiana Darcy, Elizabeth."
Lizzie was startled by the mention of her name at the end of his introduction and found herself looking at him. Darcy smiled down at her before replying, "If you weren't leaving, Elizabeth, why don't we get more acquainted in the sitting room?"
Lizzie glanced at her aunt, who was watching her anxiously. She looked back to Darcy and Georgie, a smile suddenly taking over her face and nodded. "Of course."
Darcy's eyes lit up, as he fumbled over his words. "Yes, of course. Let us…um… let us go to the siting room."
Lizzie smiled at him as she walked behind Darcy and Georgie. Her aunt immediately walked beside her and whispered, "What was that about, Lizzie?"
Lizzie looked at her aunt and replied, "I'm not sure. I just had the sudden urge to get out of here."
Maddie looked unconvinced as she glanced at the back of Darcy before whispering, "Are you sure that you will be alright if we stay here, Lizzie? We don't have to if you feel uncomfortable…." She trailed off, unsure of how to continue.
Lizzie nodded, as she clasped her aunt's hands into hers. "I think I will be alright."
Again, her aunt looked unconvinced but decided to leave the conversation at that. Finally, they reached the sitting room.
Lizzie was ready to take the seating arrangements as before; however, Georgie finally spoke for the first time that day. "Lizzie!"
Lizzie stood still, surprised, but instantly felt pity for the poor girl when Georgie instantly stopped.
"I'm sorry, that was rude," Georgie started, "I was just wondering if you could sit with me here? I would love to speak with you."
Lizzie glanced at Darcy, whose face was impassive, but she noticed from his eyes that he was anticipating her response. She glanced at Georgie, who had such an earnest expression on her face. Truly, it reminded her of her younger sisters. Lizzie smiled as she nodded, walking towards Georgie. "Of course, I don't mind."
Georgie's smile suffused her face, and she exclaimed, "Wonderful!"
Lizzie laughed slightly at the excitement of the young girl. As she made her way towards Georgie on the opposite side of the room, she noticed Darcy. His eyes were intent on her being, and it still brought chills down her spine. She gave him a hesitant smile, for which she received a warm smile in return.
He really must smile more often.
Once Lizzie and everyone else were seated, Georgie had asked the maid to bring in the treats and tea for their guests. Despite the enthusiasm in wanting to speak with each other, Lizzie and Georgie's conversation began with a stilted start. It was only until after the tea and snacks were served was when Darcy, of all people, who started the conversation.
"So, Elizabeth tells me that you are touring the country, Mrs. Gardiner. How is your trip so far?" Darcy asked.
Maddie seemed startled to be addressed to, but recovered quickly when she replied, "Oh it's been wonderful. It's actually very nice being back home."
"Oh, you are from London? I couldn't guess, given your accent…"
Maddie laughed as she leant forward to take a pastry onto her plate. She looked up, "I moved to California when I was twelve. I have had many years to perfect my American accent."
Darcy nodded, before he asked, "And where are you from?"
"Lambton."
"Why! That's not even five miles from here!" Darcy mentioned surprised. Instantly his face lit up with recognition. "Oh, of course. Your niece mentioned your impending visit to Lambton two days ago. Did you enjoy coming back home?"
Maddie nodded. Darcy smiled in response, and once again their conversation stilted.
Georgie started the conversation once again when she spoke to Lizzie. "William tells me that you are at New York University. Do you enjoy going there?"
Lizzie nodded, as she glanced at Darcy who was looking intently at her. She replied, "Yes, I do love it there."
"He tells me that you were aiming for medical school. Have you heard back from them?"
Lizzie glanced at Darcy again, who seemed very eager to hear her response. Lizzie inhaled deeply before smiling. "Actually, I heard back from them about four months ago."
Out on the corner of her eye, she noticed Darcy stiffen, but furrow his eyebrows in confusion. He didn't know what to think of her response. Four months ago was when she rejected him at Hunsford. Did that mean…
Lizzie interrupted his trail of thoughts when she replied to Georgie's question, "I got in."
Georgie exclaimed in excitement, "Oh my goodness! Congratulations!" She leaned forward to hug Lizzie, which caught the middle Bennet by surprise.
When they broke apart, Lizzie caught a glimpse of Darcy, who mouthed a silent, "Congratulations." His eyes seemed bright with warm, and Lizzie nodded in response.
Edward finally piped up in the conversation when he mentioned, "I knew Lizzie would make it. She was born to become a doctor."
Darcy muttered, "Yes. I knew that she would be an amazing doctor."
Lizzie's eyes widened when she recognized the exact same phrase which left his lips four months ago that very night. He glanced at her and for a moment, it seemed like it was only the two of them in that room. Suddenly, his gaze felt too constricting, too suffocating, so she broke it apart and tried to continue conversation with his sister.
From then on, conversation was engaged between Darcy and the Gardiners. Lizzie engaged in her separate conversation with the younger Darcy. Lizzie found out that Georgie had just completed her Year 13. She was accepted into the Philosophy, Politics and Economics program at Oxford, and was opting to specializing in Economics and Philosophy. The younger Darcy seemed happy with her decision to be the CEO of their family's hotel business along with their cousin, Richard Fitzwilliam. Lizzie supposed that because Darcy had become a lawyer, that his sister would not have much of a choice but be the CEO of Pemberley Estates. However, judging by her enthusiasm for the courses she was taking in the fall, Lizzie had no scruple in believing that Georgie seemed like she wanted to be the CEO.
Their conversation stilted when Georgie asked a rather personal, but innocent question.
"Are you with anyone right now?"
Lizzie glanced at her surprised, and suddenly, she noticed how silent the room had gotten. She glanced over towards Darcy, who seemed like he had held in his breath, his eyes steely and intense once again.
Lizzie broke apart from his intense gaze and turned her attention to his sister. "Why do you ask?"
Georgie unconsciously glanced at Lizzie's left ring finger, which had an elegant rose gold diamond ring with cultured freshwater pearls. Lizzie's eyes looked up with panic into Georgie's innocent eyes and then at Darcy's steely expression. He was searching her face, expectant of an answer. Darcy felt his heart almost stop beating, his breath caught in his throat. Only one word would help breath normally again. Just one word was what he needed to hear to confirm his future. He glanced down at the ring on her left finger, and he couldn't help but feel like the world had just been collapsed onto his chest. Judging by the elaborate design on the ring, it looked like she had someone – someone who she was very serious about.
Suddenly, his expression turned impassive, as he tried to cover his hurt behind his expression. However, he couldn't help but show how he really felt when he heard the words he was anticipating leave her lips. "Oh! Oh, no! Definitely not!" Lizzie exclaimed.
She looked down at her ring and explained, "This was a graduation and congratulations present from my father. I just wore it on my left ringer finger because it felt more comfortable there."
Darcy finally was able to breathe and smiled slightly at the earnest expression on her face. She is so beautiful! He truly didn't expect to be affected by her as he was, after so many months of not seeing her. She looked so young and carefree in her white sundress and sandals. She looked at ease when conversing with his sister. Even Georgie seemed so comfortable talking to her. Darcy felt an instant urge and desire to see this picture every day when he came home. He shook his head, finally able to breathe and decided to change the subject again.
He lapsed into easy conversation with Mr. Gardiner, while his wife silently listened. The older couple seemed to be very dear to Elizabeth, and he wanted them to have a good opinion of him.
"Did you like your Christmas present?" Georgie asked, after minutes of silence.
Lizzie furrowed her eyebrows in confusion. "Present? What do you mean?"
Georgie, now, look confused as she mentioned hesitantly, "The necklace from Will. He said that you looked absolutely lovely when you wore it to Charlie's Netherfield Gala."
Widening her eyes, Lizzie's jaw slightly dropped as she shifted her gaze to across the room. She stared at Darcy who was talking to her uncle on a loveseat, presumably about the differences in the economy between England and United States. Lizzie looked back to Gigi, absolutely rendered speechless.
Darcy bought that necklace for me? Lizzie thought, as her fingers automatically went to her neck, where the necklace had been adorned the night of the Netherfield Gala.
"That's why he asked about the necklace," she whispered as she spared another glance at Darcy, who was now looking in her direction. She quickly turned her head, her face flushing from the embarrassment at being caught. Now, all she wanted to know was more about that necklace.
Darcy stood up abruptly, when he declared. "I'd say that it was time for a tour, don't you think so, Georgie?"
Georgie seemed taken aback by the sudden declaration, but smiled nonetheless. She stood up and nodded, liking the idea.
Before Lizzie knew it, everyone had left the sitting room to embark on a tour of the large mansion. No doubt a meddling scheme, Georgie opted to walk with Mr. and Mrs. Gardiner and began on the history behind the house. Lizzie had no choice but to walk beside Darcy. Her arm would always accidently bump against it. Each time, of course, would cause a sharp, intense spark up her arm. She glanced up at him, to see if he had felt it as well. Of course, he kept his head straight and his gaze focused to the front.
She sighed and decided that it was time to address the elephant room. Better now than never. she thought.
"Darcy…" she began, when he said, "Elizabeth…"
They both looked at each other, before Lizzie told him to continue.
"No, you continue," Darcy muttered, his gaze unwavering.
Lizzie shook her head, "No, it's not important."
He looked at her for a moment before he continued, his voice low and caressing, "I just want to congratulate you on your success. I knew how much you wanted this. You definitely deserve this after all of your hard work."
Lizzie looked up at him, searching his eyes imploringly. Neither of them noticed the close distance between them. She gazed into his eyes, before she muttered, "Thank you."
Darcy nodded, as his gaze trailed down to the ring on her finger. "That's a beautiful ring."
Lizzie felt her ringer with her thumb, as she nodded. Smiling, she exclaimed, "Yes it is. My father is very kind to me. I don't really know why he spent so much on me."
"Really? I think I know why," he whispered, his gaze unrelenting.
Lizzie felt that suffocation she felt before from his gaze and broke away from it before she grew to uncomfortable.
They continued to walk behind the group in front before Darcy begun again, "What are your plans for tomorrow?"
"Tomorrow?" Lizzie asked, surprised.
He nodded, to which Lizzie replied, "I'm not entirely sure. I think we are thinking of staying in the area for at least a couple of days before we move back south to visit some friends of Aunt Maddie."
He nodded, his lips pursed before he asked, hesitantly, "If you or your aunt and uncle won't mind, would you like to stay a few more days here? As guests of Pemberley? We have ample room, and in fact, we have guests coming here tomorrow. Among them are people you know. Charlie and his sisters."
Lizzie's widened her eyes, unsure of what to say. She managed an incoherent, "Oh."
They turned around the corner into a new room, both silent, before Darcy asked again, "So, Elizabeth? What do you say?"
Lizzie looked up at him, unable to decipher his facial expression. However, gazing into his eyes, she noticed how earnest the expression in there was. She felt herself smile at his childish enthusiasm, simply for her presence at home for a few days more. Suddenly, she decided to go out on an impulse and agreed, "I would have to ask my aunt and uncle, but I would love to stay here for a few days. As your guest."
Darcy's face suddenly lit up as his smile widened. He looked down at her, with such a gleeful expression that it took her breath away, for lack of a better expression.
"Thank you," he whispered earnestly. She couldn't help but think that those two simple words carried a heavier meaning than thanking her for agreeing to come to Pemberley again. Suddenly, she felt herself touching her empty neck and knew there and then that being at Pemberley was definitely going to be an interesting experience.
Always exploring and unleashing,
ღ ‘rEd RoSe-StArFiRe-RoSeFiRe’
Chapter Nineteen Teaser
“Did you like your Christmas present?” she asked.
Lizzie furrowed her eyebrows in confusion. “Present? What do you mean?”
Georgie, now, look confused as she mentioned hesitantly, “The necklace from Will. He said that you looked absolutely lovely when you were it to Charlie’s Netherfield Gala.”
Widening her eyes, Lizzie’s jaw slightly dropped as she shifted her gaze to across the room. She stared at Darcy who was talking to her uncle on a loveseat, presumably about the differences in the economy between England and United States. Lizzie looked back to Gigi, absolutely rendered speechless.
Darcy bought that necklace for me? Lizzie thought, as her fingers automatically went to her neck, where the necklace had been adorned the night of the Netherfield Gala.
“That’s why he asked about the necklace,” she whispered as she spared another glance at Darcy, who was now looking in her direction. She quickly turned her head, her face flushing from the embarrassment at being caught. Now, all she wanted to know was more about that necklace.
Love involves a peculiar unfathomable combination of understanding and misunderstanding.
Diane Arbus
Various Areas in Bakewell, Derbyshire, England
Where Darcy and Lizzie meet for the first time after the proposal in Chapter Eighteen
Chapter Eighteen: Surprised (An Understatement)
Title: Blessing in Disguise Author: rEd RoSe-StArFiRe-RoSeFiRe Fandom: Pride and Prejudice Rating: T Pairing: Lizzie/Darcy Disclaimer: Pride and Prejudice is the intellectual property of Jane Austen. No infringement on that right is meant by this fan fiction. Summary: Modern P&P. Lizzie Bennet is a pre-med student at NYU. Will Darcy is a personal injury lawyer for the Bingleys, who tries to sue the hospital she works at. Never in a million years would she believe that he is her blessing in disguise.
Chapter Eighteen
"This is amazing, Aunt Maddie," Lizzie whispered as she gazed out of her window from her seat in the back of the rental. They had finally arrived in England during the first week of June, which was about a week earlier. They first finished touring around central London and had met with some of her aunt's uncle from college. Her aunt, before moving to California, had been brought up in England in a small county in the north, Derbyshire.
As Lizzie grew up, one of her fondest childhood memories would be the stories that her aunt would tell her and her sisters. Maddie Gardiner had lived in a small town called Lambton, and to this day, it was her aunt's most favourite place in the world.
Touring London had been a dream come true! She remembered each of the historical landmarks – the Big Ben, Buckingham Palace, and how she couldn't believe how she was actually here. While she had stood in one of the compartments on the London eye, she had felt herself absolutely blown away by the view. The history, the architecture, the breathtaking culture all had caught Lizzie's breath away.
As she reminisced her past week in the glorious London, she unfortunately was remined of him. She remembered then that Darcy owned a firm in London and was probably there now. She leaned her forehead against the coolness of the window and closed her eyes. She felt her heartbeat race at the thought of meeting Darcy. Shaking her head, she chided herself for such a notion.
"England is an extremely large place. Why would I ever see him here?" she thought to herself. She continued to glance at the landscape outside, admiring the valleys and hills crossing each other as their car weaved on the trails amongst them. She had read up a lot on the Peak District and was particularly excited to see her aunt's hometown and the nearby estate, Pemberley.
When she had researched about Pemberley thought, a mere five miles away from Lambton, she had come across the owners of it – the estate had been passed down generations after generations in the Darcy family.
While Lizzie was worried about crossing paths with Darcy in London, she was absolutely anxious and apprehensive about possibly crossing paths with him in Pemberley. When she had learned that Pemberley was indeed William Darcy's estate, she had finally mustered up the courage to google him. Not that it had tempted her before.
She found out that he had three firms in total, the central firm in London, one in New York and one in Orlando. He had graduated from Oxford with a law degree. He also had the Darcy family business which was in the hotel business. The Pemberley Estates, named after his own family estate, was a multimillion international hotel chain, which was now owned by him and Richard. He also had a younger sister, Georgiana Darcy, who was now completing her A levels and who will be taking over the family business after she graduates university.
After reading up on Darcy, Lizzie felt shocked at how famous he and his family really was. She had to admit – she never knew that his self-worth was as much as it was. And to be loved by such a person? She shook her head, unable to even fathom having a relationship with such a man. Not that it matters, she thought. He probably hates me for everything I said to him. Which decent man wouldn't?
Lost in her turbulent thoughts, Lizzie gradually fell asleep in the back seat of the car.
"Are you sure we have to go, Aunt?" Lizzie asked, her hand suddenly stilled on her piece of toast and her face paled noticeably.
"Lizzie, my dear, are you not feeling well?" Maddie put aside her cup of coffee the following morning where they were having breakfast in a nearby town to Lambton, Bakewell. One of the main goals of this trip was also, for her aunt and uncle at least, to purchase many antiques for their shop back home in California.
Maddie leaned forward to place her hand over Lizzie's forehead. Her uncle, Edward Gardiner, set aside his napkin and placed his hands on the table. He also looked worried as he watched his wife feel Lizzie's head.
Maddie frowned as she sat back in her seat, "You aren't feeling warm, Lizzie."
Lizzie smiled, though it didn't reach her eyes, "No, there isn't anything wrong with me, Aunt. I just was surprised. Do we really need to go to Pemberley?"
This question seemed to catch her uncle's attention, as he narrowed his eyes suspiciously at his niece. "Why do you not want to go to Pemberley, my dear? I am pretty sure that you have heard that it is a grand estate. There is even a magnanimous hotel chain named after the estate."
Lizzie nodded, as she whispered, "I know."
Edward continued, hopefully trying to convince his niece to accept the excursion. "I believe it now owned by William Darcy, the son of George and Anne Darcy. Poor boy – he was left in charge of the hotel business and the estate at such a young age when his parents died in that horrible plane crash. He was only twenty years old, with a mountain high load of responsibilities and a ten year old sister to care for. It would be amazing to meet such a man."
As Edward was caught up in his commentary about the Darcy and his family, he hadn't noticed how pale Lizzie had gotten. Only Maddie did, so when Edward finished, she had instantly remembered a reason why Lizzie could be so withdrawn like this.
"Lizzie, I don't want to pry, but wasn't Jane's Charlie's friend, a Mr. Darcy?" Maddie asked, her eyes never straying from Lizzie's face.
Maddie figured that she was correct when she noticed Lizzie's head snap up, her eyes widened in shock. Maddie smiled slightly as she placed her hand over Lizzie's.
"Aunt, how did you guess?" Lizzie stumbled over her words.
Edward looked confused as he found it hard to follow the conversation, "Lizzie, do you know this Mr. Darcy?"
Lizzie sighed, as her tired eyes looked at both of them. She started, "Um, yes. Jane and I met Mr. Darcy and his friend, Mr. Charlie Bingley when they came to the hospital to…" She trailed off, knowing that the case matter was confidential. "Well, they came to the hospital and Charlie and Jane hit it off immediately. Me and Darcy not so much. I just thought that it would be awkward to see the man of the friend who broke up with Jane, that's all."
Edward and Maddie exchanged skeptical glances but chose not to press for more details. Maddie, especially, figured that there seemed like there was more to the story than Lizzie was admitting. Edward, however, smiled when he took another sip from his coffee, as he confessed, "Maybe you won't risk seeing him there, Lizzie."
Lizzie furrowed her eyebrows in confusion, narrowing her eyes. She asked, "What?"
Edward leaned forward to reach his wife's hand and stroke in gently as he continued talking, "I have heard from a very reliable source that Mr. Darcy won't be in the area for at least another week or so. I heard he's in London for a major case."
Lizzie looked shocked, "How do you know?"
Maddie piped in for her husband while she smiled, "Your uncle is a dear friend of one of Mr. Darcy's associates in the New York office, my dear. I'm surprised you don't know."
Lizzie shook her head as she looked from her aunt to her uncle. She looked down at her plate, unsure of what to think.
"So, Lizzie," her uncle asked after a few minutes, "do you think we can go to Pemberley?"
Lizzie's head snapped up as she played with a loose strand of hair. She bit her lip before she nodded. She smiled apprehensively, "I guess so."
"I'm sure we can spare a few hours, my dear before we get on the road. We wouldn't want to get to Lambton too late," Edward muttered as they stepped outside onto the main road of the small town of Bakewell.
Maddie gave a peck on her husband's cheek before clasping his hand into hers. "I'm sure the few hours of fresh air will do us good, especially Lizzie," she whispered as she pointed to Lizzie, who was standing a few metres away looking up at the sky, lost in thought.
"I am quite sure whatever has gotten Lizzie in the blues, it will pass," Edward said, "I mean, she was the reason why we decided to come to England. Well, and you of course, my dear."
He raised their joint hands to give a kiss on her knuckles. Maddie rolled her eyes before shaking her head. She looked at the forlorn expression on her niece and whispered, "I still think there is something that girl is not telling us, Edward."
Edward sighed as he patted her hand. "Let's not dwell on that. I am very certain that it will pass."
Even they stopped talking on the subject and continued to walk behind Lizzie on that small street, Maddie couldn't help but worry about her.
They had walked around the small market town. They had visited all of the main hotspots of the town – All Saints church being the main one. It had been around two hours later, when her uncle decided that it was time for lunch. They stopped into shop, which on the outside said that it owned the original recipe of Bakewell pudding.
Lizzie whispered as she read the name of the shop, "The Bakewell Tart Shop & Coffee House." She laughed slightly as she commented, "If we are going to go in here, we might as well get ready to burn off those extra calories by walking to Lambton."
Her aunt and uncle laughed as they entered the shop. The three of them had a pleasant lunch, despite the worriedness her uncle and aunt had expressed for Lizzie. They had ordered the Iced Bakewell Tart, which was a delightful deviation from the original Bakewell pudding recipe.
Once they finished their lunch with very satisfied appetites and stomachs, they stepped out of the shop. Edward looked at his watch and concluded that they could spare another two hours before they would have to leave for Lambton.
Lizzie smiled as she asked if they could walk around the town square. Her aunt and uncle agreed. Before they were going to leave the area, Maddie suddenly remarked, "Oh, I forgot my purse. Let me quickly go inside and get it!"
Edward smiled as he offered to come inside with her. Edward asked Lizzie, "Do you mind, Lizzie?"
Lizzie shook her head, as she told them to quickly go get it. As Maddie and Edward entered the shop once again, Lizzie had walked to a nearby shop and looked inside to see a couple of handmade toys. She smiled, as she remembered seeing many of handcrafted toys in her aunt and uncle's shop in San Francisco. She instantly went inside to purchase the handcrafted doll and airplane for a rather good bargain.
When she stepped outside, she accidentally bumped into a large boulder when she hurried out the door. Noticing that it was a person who was her boulder, she immediately apologized as she looked up to look at the man's face.
Her breath got caught in her throat as she widened her eyes in shock. Standing there just mere inches away from her was Darcy, with a mirroring expression on his own face. She felt her hand go clammy, as she desperately tightened her hold around the bag from the shop. To say that she was surprised would have been an understatement.
She felt her mouth go dry as she muttered in surprise, "Darcy!"
He muttered with his gaze intense on her person, "Elizabeth."
Lizzie tried to look anywhere but him as she tried to explain to him, "I, um…"
Lizzie paused to catch a glimpse of his face, who was still intent on staring into her eyes. His eyes still hadn't let her face, as if trying to memorize the details of her face. Or as if he was so in shock, he searched her face to make sure she was real. She wasn't sure exactly why he was staring so intently but she tried to continue as courageously as she could.
"I, um, am touring the country." There, she worded it as simple as she could at that moment. It was true, even though she didn't go into the exact details.
"Oh," his low, deep voice murmured. He finally broke his gaze while he raked his fingers through his wet hair nervously.
Lizzie furrowed her eyebrows as she finally saw what he was wearing at that moment. He was holding a tennis racket in his left hand and was drenching in sweat, most likely from an intensive match or practice. She couldn't help but feel her heartbeat skip a beat after noticing his less than professional attire. He looked so casual in his sports clothes, even though him being wet didn't really help. He almost seemed…normal. And attractive.
Lizzie slightly shook her head as she glanced up at him, absolutely confused and shocked by his surprise appearance.
He asked, "How is your family?"
"They are well," she answered briskly.
"Oh," he muttered before fingering his tennis racket. He asked again, "Um, where are you staying?"
Lizzie looked at him in surprised as she murmured, "We will be going to Lambton in about a couple of hours."
"So soon?" Darcy asked, his voice cracking.
Lizzie looked at him, unsure of what to think of him and she simply nodded.
"How is your family? And all your sisters?"
Laughing softly, she answered, her eyes suddenly bright. Her voice was alight with a teasing note, "Of course. They aren't any different from when you asked me five minutes ago."
Flustered, Darcy felt his face flush, "Right, of course. Well, I wouldn't want to keep you from….Goodbye." He whispered the last word briskly before they both heard a distinctive exclamation.
"Mate, I told you to wait for me! We can walk together to our…" a third man had run up to the pair of them, before he trailed off noticing them both.
Darcy's eyes narrowed, as he felt angry by the intrusion – despite their impending farewell. His colleague, a tall brown haired man with a cheery expression on his face, looked down at Lizzie and whistled. "Well, hello, my dear."
Lizzie raised her eyebrow as she felt herself mentally groan at the presence of yet another man who was – simply put – a player. Darcy did not enjoy the keen interest his colleague had with Lizzie, while he grit out, his teeth slightly clenched, "Churchill, this is Elizabeth Bennet. Elizabeth, this is Frank Churchill. Churchill is an associate at my firm in London. Elizabeth is….a woman I know from the New York firm."
Lizzie raised her eyebrow at her introduction, but didn't interrupt to correct the introduction. She, instead, glanced at Frank Churchill and searched him thoroughly, smiling to herself. Upon seeing Lizzie smile when she looked at Frank, Darcy's heart clenched as he felt the grip on his tennis racket tighten.
She must have noticed the sudden tense atmosphere in the air when she glanced at Darcy. She felt taken aback by the ever so common brooding look on Darcy she was used to see back in New York. Now, she knew though, that it was simply a mask to hide what he was really feeling. And she had an inkling that he didn't like the look she gave Frank.
She smiled, though, despite thinking this, and it caused Darcy's chest to tighten even further. He glanced at her, unable to even fathom that she was here after all these months and was instead of talking to him, throwing ogling glances at the jerk Frank Churchill.
He was surprised however when he heard Lizzie's conversation with Frank.
"So, Mr. Churchill," Lizzie started off, extra sweetly. She knew exactly how to deal with men like him.
"Yes, Miss Bennet. Or would you mind if I called you Elizabeth?" Frank replied, beaming widely.
Lizzie caught a glimpse at Darcy, who looked off to the side, his eyes narrowed in what looked like anger. She looked back to Frank, who looked expectantly at her. She shook her head, "Actually, call me Lizzie. Not many people call me Elizabeth."
Lizzie spared a glance at Darcy again who looked at her in surprise. She hoped that he understood what she meant by her statement. She hoped he understood that he was one of the special few who had the privilege of calling her "Elizabeth." She didn't understand why it mattered to her so much that he understood her, but she felt as though she couldn't bear to have him thinking ill of her.
Darcy, on the other hand, flinched when she said her statement. Not only did he understand the sentiment, he felt as though he had been striken. Darcy was not part of group who would be able to call her "Lizzie." He felt absolutely heartbroken, as he was about to mention that he had to leave before he heard Lizzie's next few words.
Frank smiled as he leaned in closer to her, his eyes never leaving hers. "Of course, Lizzie."
Lizzie took a step back as she finally exclaimed the question she was burning to ask. "So, Mr. Churchill, do you happen to know my friend, Miss Emma Woodhouse. Or should I saw now, Mrs. Emma Knightley? I'm pretty sure I have met you before."
Frank's eyes immediately widened, when he glanced over her once more. His eyes immediately lit up in recognition. "You are Elizabeth Bennet!"
Darcy's eyes widened as he continued the conversation, which obviously had taken a turn away from Frank would have liked.
Elizabeth laughed as she nodded, unsure of what to say next. "Guilty."
Frank's eyes suddenly narrowed as he felt incredibly uncomfortable being next to a woman who had seen him work his business before.
"I don't think Emma would appreciate it if you hit on one of her best friends, even though she is happily married to George. But that also leads to something else – what happened to Jane Fairfax? I thought you had been secretly dating her when you were with Emma?" Noticing his face pale immensely, Lizzie knew that she had hit the mark. She continued, unabashedly, "Or would I be mistaken that Jane doesn't know that you are hitting on foreign woman everywhere you go?"
Frank's eyes nervously glanced at her and then at Darcy. Finally, he muttered, "I have just realized that I need to leave before…um…Jane…well. Darcy, I'll be leaving you. See you tomorrow?" He had nervously asked the last question while glancing at Darcy's face.
Darcy's expression was unreadable as he muttered, "Yes, yes." His eyes looked glazed over as though his mind was not on the present. Frank nodded, and then to Lizzie, he glared slightly before muttering, "I apologize. I, um, - tell Emma congratulations on her wedding to Knightley. He is an honourable man."
With that, he rushed off on the street and turned around the corner. Lizzie and Darcy watched him leaving the street and around the corner, their gaze unwavering from his presence.
Finally, Lizzie looked up at Darcy. He glanced down at her and he was about to ask more about what had just happened when they heard another pair of voices.
"Lizzie!"
She turned around and was relieved when she saw her aunt and uncle running towards them.
"Lizzie! Where have you been? I thought I told you to stay outside the shop!" Edward exclaimed, as he grasped her hand into his. Maddie added to the sentiment, "We were so worried, my dear."
Lizzie nodded, apologizing for worrying them. Instantly, she heard someone clear their throat inconspicuously. She turned around and saw Darcy's intense stare on her, as if asking something. She slightly wavered in her voice when she did introduce her aunt, uncle and Darcy.
Edward was astonished to be meeting the William Darcy in person and shook his hands, echoing his thoughts and sentiment.
Darcy had transformed into an entirely different person, as he seemed to be almost…pleasant. Lizzie couldn't really remember the conversation, because it seemed like a blur. Seeing a nice Darcy was almost impossible for Lizzie to even comprehend in her Wernicke's area.
When Maddie, Edward and Darcy had exchanged a few words with a mute Lizzie, Darcy had found out from Maddie that she had lived in Lambton when she was a mere girl.
He couldn't hide his joy when he found out that they were planning to visit Pemberley on their trip to Lambton. He mentioned, "I'll be in the area for a few more weeks, before I head to London. I would be honoured if you would be guests of our home."
Lizzie had finally snapped out of her thoughts when she stifled a gasp in surprise. Invite them to Pemberley? This was the man who criticized and insulted her family!
Her uncle and aunt seemed like to like the idea, as they turned to ask her. "What do you think, Lizzie?" Maddie asked, "Think we can impose on Mr. Darcy's hospitality?"
Lizzie didn't know what to say and tried to evade Darcy's eager glance as he was anticipating her answer. She knew how excited her aunt and uncle were to visit the Estate simply hours before, and she hated to impede on their enjoyment. She muttered, "Sure, we can go."
Darcy instantly smiled before he formally invited them in two days' time. He mentioned, "I will be going to Pemberley tomorrow, so I believe a day's rest would be sufficient? That will also give you a full day to explore Lambton. A delightful town."
His smile suffused his face as it reached his eyes. He almost looked earnest in his invitation. Unsure of what just transpired, Lizzie chose to keep her eyes away from his attention.
When Edward finally decided that they had imposed on his time for far too long and that they had to leave for the short drive to Lambton, they bid farewell.
Darcy reluctantly said "goodbye" but was eagerly anticipating the party's attendance at his home in two days' time.
He expressed his farewells to the Gardiners before reaching Elizabeth. She finally looked up at him and glanced into his eyes. His gaze was now softened as the smile on his face made him ridiculously attractive. "Goodbye, Elizabeth," he whispered.
Lizzie felt chills up her spine when she heard her name caressed with his deep voice. She muttered incoherently, "Goodbye."
Maddie and Edward turned around and walked towards their car. Lizzie reluctantly turned around and walked in the opposite direction. She didn't know what, though, but something compelled her to turn around. When she did turn around, Darcy was still standing there – his imposing stature so dominating in the small town's street. She held up a hand to wave goodbye. She couldn't see his face carefully from the distance away she was, but she saw him raise a hand as well. She smiled, and then turned around.
When they had reached her uncle's rental, they all got into the seats quietly. When Lizzie slipped into the back and put on her seatbelt, Maddie turned around in her seat and asked, "Did you not say Lizzie that Mr. Darcy was rather arrogant?"
Lizzie looked up at her aunt in slight surprise and then looked at the window. Her uncle had pulled out from the curb parking and turned onto the small street. She muttered, gazing at the summer day, "I did. I'm not sure what conspired such a change. It's as if…" she trailed off, unsure of what exactly she thought.
The only thing she knew for sure was that Darcy was still as attractive as he always had been.
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Chapter Eighteen Teaser
“England is an extremely large place. Why would I ever see him here?” she thought to herself. She continued to glance at the landscape outside, admiring the valleys and hills crossing each other as their car weaved on the trails amongst them. She had read up a lot on the Peak District and was particularly excited to see her aunt’s hometown and the nearby estate, Pemberley.
When she had researched about Pemberley thought, a mere five miles away from Lambton, she had come across the owners of it – the estate had been passed down generations after generations in the Darcy family.
While Lizzie was worried about crossing paths with Darcy in London, she was absolutely anxious and apprehensive about possibly crossing paths with him in Pemberley. When she had learned that Pemberley was indeed William Darcy’s estate, she had finally mustered up the courage to google him. Not that it had tempted her before.
She found out that he had three firms in total, the central firm in London, one in New York and one in Orlando. He had graduated from Oxford with a law degree. He also had the Darcy family business which was in the hotel business. The Pemberley Estates, named after his own family estate, was a multimillion international hotel chain, which was now owned by him and Richard. He also had a younger sister, Georgiana Darcy, who was now completing her A levels and who will be taking over the family business after she graduates university.
After reading up on Darcy, Lizzie felt shocked at how famous he and his family really was. She had to admit – she never knew that his self-worth was as much as it was. And to be loved by such a person? She shook her head, unable to even fathom having a relationship with such a man. Not that it matters, she thought. He probably hates me for everything I said to him. Which decent man wouldn’t?
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The Kitchen in Darcy's Hyde Park Penthouse in London, England
Where Darcy and Georgie talk about Darcy's proposal and Lizzie in Chapter Seventeen
Chapter Seventeen: Someone Was Missing
Title: Blessing in Disguise Author: rEd RoSe-StArFiRe-RoSeFiRe Fandom: Pride and Prejudice Rating: T Pairing: Lizzie/Darcy Disclaimer: Pride and Prejudice is the intellectual property of Jane Austen. No infringement on that right is meant by this fan fiction. Summary: Modern P&P. Lizzie Bennet is a pre-med student at NYU. Will Darcy is a personal injury lawyer for the Bingleys, who tries to sue the hospital she works at. Never in a million years would she believe that he is her blessing in disguise.
Chapter Seventeen
Someone Was Missing
"London?" Her right eyebrow arched as she leaned forward, resting her elbows on her knees. She exclaimed to the man sitting in front of her, "Does Darcy have a top office view over central London? I imagine he does, considering that his office in New York is on the top floor of his building, overlooking Manhattan."
Darcy looked surprised by her statement as he managed to stutter out a response, from his seat beside Richard. "How did you know…?"
She rolled her eyes as she managed to stifle a laugh. Her voice was filled with laughter though, when she replied, "Jane told me. Apparently, she visited you there once or twice while waiting for Charlie to go out for dinner."
Richard smiled slightly as he looked at his cousin blushing at his obvious forgetfulness of this memory.
She continued, as she spoke suddenly very quietly, "I would love to see London at night. I heard that it was magical."
Darcy looked up and saw the wistful expression on her face. It was there and then he realized that hopefully, by the end of that year, he would be spending the holidays with Elizabeth overlooking the skyline of central London.
He inhaled deeply and let his right hand drop down onto his lap. He had hoped for a lot two months ago when he told her that he loved her. He had hoped that everything would fall into place. He hoped, no – presumed, that she would accept and fall in love with her as he had with her. And now, two months after the disastrous night, he never expected that he would be sulking by himself in his office late at night, nursing a broken heart.
He stood up abruptly and walked towards his closet. He opened the door and grabbed something from his winter coat's pocket. He grabbed the photo and his gaze softened at the sight of it. His fingers traced the profile of the person when suddenly; he felt a tightening in his chest. He clutched the photo once he looked at it and immediately placed it roughly back into his pocket. He found himself shaking and minutes later, found himself unable to stop shaking and calm down.
This was how his sister found him when she walked into his office, exclaiming, "Will, what are you doing here so late? Why is it so dark here? Did you forget that…Will!"
She rushed over to her brother who was clutching at his chest and shaking uncontrollably. She couldn't see his face in the dark, but from his body and the sounds emitted, she deduced that he must be crying.
She placed her arms around him and patted his back, murmuring endearing and comforting words as she tried to calm her brother down. Finally, minutes passed by and his shaking subsided. He finally looked up and Georgie was shocked to see his tear rimmed and bloodshot eyes. There were dried up tears on his cheeks. His eyes looked dazed before they rested on her. His eyes widened when he realized what had happened. He roughly wiped his dry tears and placed his crazed eyes on her again.
"Georgie, I…" his voice was quiet and hoarse, no doubt from the tears he just shed.
Georgie, though she was shocked by his sudden burst of emotion, smiled sadly and did not press him for any more than he was ready to admit. She had noticed a difference in her brother since he returned from his yearly visit to their aunt. It was such a stark contrast just before he left for the trip, when he smiled every so often and whenever he would hear that voicemail that said that an Elizabeth Bennet and Charlotte Lucas would be visiting one of her managers. Georgie heard about Elizabeth mentioned before when Darcy was in New York and Charlie was dating Elizabeth's sister.
Georgie had always assumed that there was something more between Elizabeth and her brother than he led on. However, when Will abruptly returned to their London home just before Christmas and she never heard anything about Elizabeth from him, she assumed that things ended up badly.
When she found out that Elizabeth would be there in Florida, she thought that Will and she might fix whatever problems that they had. However, she felt that her hopes were too wishful when she saw her brother again after his trip. He came about five days earlier than planned and looked horrible. Never had she ever seen her brother so despondent and quiet as he looked when he came back. The couple of weeks following his return were the worst. Whenever she came from school, he never came home until very late and would always leave early in the morning.
She frowned, thinking of how he dealt with this problem. When their father died, it was similar – he would work himself to death, until Richard called him out on it and said that he was neglecting his sister. However, this time, even Richard wasn't enough to pull Will out of this heartbreak. He had snapped at Richard when Richard tried to convince him to snap out of this…whatever this was. Georgie could never forget what she heard from behind the door when she eavesdropped on their fight a month ago.
"Will, man, what you're doing, it isn't healthy," Richard exclaimed as he tried to force the glass of scotch from his cousin's hands. Will looked a mess, his tired eyes glared at his cousin and forced the glass away from Richard.
Will spat out vehemently at him, "I appreciate what you are doing Richard, but whatever you say will not get this glass away from me." He raised his glass when referencing it.
Richard sighed before exclaiming, "What do you think you're doing? Do you know how much you are hurting Georgie?"
A guilty look crossed Will's face before he masked it with a look of indifference. "I don't know what you mean."
"That's bull, Will, and you know it! You know exactly what you're doing to Georgie and everyone you care about! Look, I don't know what happened between you and Lizzie, but I think that it can't be bad enough to neglect your own sister!"
"I know!" Will roared, his voice booming through the silence of the room. It was a stark contrast to the silence which followed. Richard looked astonished, and Georgie, behind the door, was shell shocked. Both of them had never seen Will like this.
Immediately, his voice softened as he whispered, more to himself than to Richard, "I know that I've been hurting Georgie so much. I know that I have to stop sulking like this and move on and be the good brother that Georgie deserves. But I can't help it. No matter how many times I tell myself, that I can conquer this, I ended up thinking of that night. She hates me, Richard! Hates me. She hates me when I lo-," he stopped before he let the words slip out. He inhaled deeply before continuing, "So, don't tell me that I don't know about what I'm doing to Georgie and everyone else around me. I perfectly understand what I've been doing."
"Will, I…" Richard started, unable to finish.
Will smiled sadly before he took a swing of his scotch. "I know if I try a bit harder, I can be back to normal. I just need a bit more time." He set down his glass and patted a shocked Richard on the back, before leaving the room. "Thanks Richard."
Once Georgie heard Will's footsteps towards the door, she ran down the hallway into the den, hopeful that her brother didn't see her. Once she finally calmed down, she whispered the only word to that came to mind. "Wow."
After that night, she knew that much more than an argument happened between Elizabeth and Will. Something that made Will thought that Elizabeth hated him. Though, she couldn't understand why it bothered him so much if one person he just met hated him. There had to be more to his side than he had been saying. However, before she had a real chance to ask him, there was a huge turn in his demeanour. She thought that he had been doing alright the past couple of weeks before tonight. He even seemed like he had changed.
He attended many more fundraisers and donated generous sums to worthy causes. He didn't miss dinners with Georgie and always seemed to make the effort to spend time with her on the weekends and evenings. He even smiled more. Georgie had thought, despite what happened with Elizabeth, he had managed to move on.
"Will, I think we should go home," Georgie muttered as she placed her arms her brother and tried to move him away from the closet. He looked down at her and muttered, "I'm sorry."
Georgie smiled, "Don't worry. You didn't miss much. I was just worried when I didn't hear from you. You didn't tell me that you were going to work late."
Will sighed at his sister's attempt to ignore the elephant in the room. "I am really sorry Georgie, but I just—"
She interrupted, smiling up at his face, "Will, I understand. Just tell me when you're ready. Now it's time to go home." She grabbed his coat from the closet and walked the distance to his desk and grabbed his phone. She smiled at his dumbfounded expression and handed him his things.
"Let's go home."
"But, Georgie—"
"But, nothing, Will. It's time to go home," she said a bit forcefully this time, pushing him out the door before turning off the lights.
Georgie was staring at the window of their kitchen, looking out from their London Hyde Park penthouse that London morning. It was raining, again, but somehow it seemed comforting. She took a sip of her hot chocolate before she heard footsteps behind her. She turned around and her blue eyes darted to meet her brother's dark ones.
He looked better than he did yesterday. He was wearing a white t-shirt along with his grey sweats from Oxford. His hair was mused, just being awoken from sleep. His eyes though still didn't look bright and fresh.
He looked tiredly at her before muttering, "Good morning."
He pressed a kiss on her forehead before opting to sit at a chair behind their island. She laughed at him as he winced slightly.
He looked sharply at her before muttering, "Is it possible to get a hang over from drinking too much coffee."
"That's just the "crash" from drinking too much caffeine," Georgie whispered before taking a sip of her hot chocolate. She lifted her mug and exclaimed, "This is why I drink hot chocolate. No caffeine."
"Yeah, sure. It's because you have a sweet tooth," he chided her softly. However, his eyes showed that he was simply humoring her.
Georgie smiled before it became silence between them. Being just the two of them most of the time, they became accustomed to silence and found it comforting. However, after last night, it was rather awkward.
Will finally spoke on the rather large elephant in the room when he whispered, "Georgie, about last night, I—" He exhaled deeply before looking up into her eyes.
Georgie gave him a reassuring smile and took one of his hands. She squeezed it and rested it there. Will looked down at their hands and smiled at her. He continued, "I think that you must know by now that I haven't exactly been myself the past couple of months."
Georgie raised her eyebrow, "That's an understatement."
Will smiled sadly before he continued, "Um, well, you know Elizabeth Bennet? A woman I met in New York…"
Georgie nodded slowly, trying not to show her keen enthusiasm in what exactly happened between them.
"Well, I met her again in Florida. Apparently, her best friend was dating one of Aunt Catherine's managers."
"I know," Georgie interrupted, "I heard Aunt Catherine's voice mail and I think you told me at least three times."
Will's face blushed with embarrassment, before he tried to recompose himself, "Yes, well, I saw Elizabeth again. Um, I, how do I say this…" he looked up from his fingers to Georgie's eager eyes before continuing, "I found Elizabeth rather interesting when I was in New York. You see Charlie was dating…"
"Her sister, Jane, I know Will. You told me in your emails and phone calls, but what happened in Florida?"
Will smiled at her enthusiasm before his facial expression turned grave. He continued, "I, um, I guess I told her that I loved her."
Georgie's eyes widened in shock and her jaw dropped slightly before she muttered, "Oh mon Dieu." She tried to look not so surprised, but her voice couldn't disguise the surprised in her voice, "What happened?"
Will continued; his voice quiet now, "She rejected me. Rather violently, may I add. She hates me." He finished solemnly as he winced noticeably as he recollected that fateful night.
"Oh Will…" Georgie muttered sympathetically as she walked around the island to place a hand on his shoulder.
He shook his head to forget that night before gazing down at his sister. She looked so youthful but he just realized then and there how much his younger sister had blossomed over the past years.
Will spoke softly, "Don't need to worry about me, Georgie. She has good reasons to hate me."
Georgie shook her head, "How could anyone hate you, Will?"
Will smiled but mentioned self-deprecatingly, "I wasn't my best when I was with Lizzie. I also did some things that I regret now. She was right in hating me so much."
"Will, exactly why does she hate you so much?"
Will looked at her and shook his head, "Nothing you should know. Just some things that no gentleman would do. I finally realize now that I have much to change about myself and my perspectives."
Georgie wanted to him to elaborate further on these reasons, but she knew that he would on his own. Whenever he was ready.
Instead she whispered, "I wish I had met her."
Will's eyes looked out the large window and whispered, "I wish you had too. I am pretty sure that you would have liked her."
Sighing, he turned to her and looked at her. His face looked emotionally drained. Georgie suddenly thought of something that she knew would maybe hurt Will, but she knew that it would help him move past this heart ache and think of the good things he had with Lizzie. Whatever they were.
"Tell me about her."
Will's eyes looked at her apprehensively, before his face lit up. He saw her sister as she moved to the den and sat down on the white leather sofa. She patted down on the seat beside her and motioned for him to sit beside her. He smiled and sat down. He leaned back before he closed his eyes, "Elizabeth…well, she's bloody brilliant, really. She's a pre-med student, intent on getting in next year. We didn't start off so well…."
Thousands of miles away, the night before, a brunette clad in a graduation gown and donned in a graduation cap fingered an envelope, unbelievable of what just happened.
"I can't believe this, Aunt Maddie. This is amazing!" she exclaimed as she rushed to hug her aunt and uncle from California.
"It's the least we could do. Think of it as a graduation and congratulations gift," her Uncle Edward replied before kissing his niece's forehead.
"When do you need to be back before you start medical school, Lizzie?" his uncle asked.
Lizzie frowned as she scrunched her forehead, "I'm not sure. I'll let you know later tonight."
Edward Gardiner nodded before giving his niece one more embrace. Afterwards, he joined his sister and brother-in-law further away from them in that convocation hall.
Lizzie looked down at the envelope and then at her degree certificate. She looked up at her aunt Maddie and whispered, "I can't believe I made it!"
Maddie looked down at one of her favourite nieces and squeezed her shoulders. "You made it this far and you still have so much farther to go, Lizzie. And, I am so proud of you."
Lizzie nodded, tears starting to flow down her cheeks. She looked up at her aunt, who said, "Maybe I'll leave you alone for a while, for you to digest everything?"
Lizzie smiled in gratitude and watched her aunt walk to where her family and friends were. She smiled at her parents, sisters, aunts, uncles and cousins who were there for her convocation. She opened the envelope again, wiping the tears repetitively, and read the paper inside.
Plane tickets for London, England.
She smiled, unable to hold in her joy as she threw her cap in the air again that day and laughed at it hit her again on the way down. She picked it up and smiled. After all that hard work, she finally made it! She finally graduated with a BSc. Her major in Biology and minor in Molecular and Cell Biology hopefully will have prepared her for the many years ahead for her in medicine.
Despite her happiness and her impending trip to London, England, the place she had always dreamed of going to, she felt something was missing that day. As she looked around, she couldn't help but feel that rather than something, someone was missing.
If only she knew who.
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