Howling Wolf

[packlesswolf]

It's my 12 year anniversary on Tumblr 🥳

[fandomsallaroundme]

we don’t stay up to date with popular modern fandoms, we grow overly attached to outdated cartoons that ended a decade ago like men

[sheholdsyoucaptivated]

I need a minimum of 2 hours at the start of every day to just vibe before I actually begin my day lol

[sixpenceee]

Geologist collects a fresh volcanic lava sample  | Source                        

[packlesswolf]

I don't know what to do with myself right now. I'm sitting in the hospital with my mother. The doctor said she might have 48 hours left. She has heart failure and a LVAD pump in but has been holding onto fluids and for some reason her body isnt doing good. I can not lose her. We need her.

[mondfuchs]

I drew some dry and fluffy Pikachus

[butterflyinthewell]

You have been booped by this empty wrapping paper tube.

Reblog to boop all of your followers with it.

[thespectacularspider-girl]

[ignisrose]

i am in this tweet, and i don't like it.

[packlesswolf]

You know I’ve come to the point of not caring anymore and will not look forward to anything good happening. I was looking forward to a few days with out my nephews around screaming and getting into everything. They went home yesterday but then I found out they are coming back tomorrow. So I just know with me looking forward to my birthday means that what I want to happen will not happen. I will end up watching the boys sitting here at home with a raging headache. That is what I see happening. If my plans do happen I will be shocked. 

Edit- Forget it being tomorrow they come over for they are here now. I just give up caring about anything anymore. 

[anxietyproblem]

[the-memedaddy]

Me irl

[packlesswolf]

Same.

[packlesswolf]

So very close to having a breakdown of body, mind and soul. I do not know how much more of the boys being here I can take. I had a melt down the other day to my parents. My body aches, my mind is always tired and I do not know how much more I can take till I do have a break down and just flip out on everyone. I love these boys but I am not their parent. this is not my job to take care of them ever single day of their lives. They need to go home and stay home. I need rest and sleep which I am not getting. I have been having chest pains due to the amount of screaming these boys do when I watch them and I do not like it. I get so stressed out even when their names are brought up. I no longer find joy or relaxing bliss in thinking of doing things that I love. There are only two things that help me relax, Crocheting this super long scarf I’m working on and talking to my best friend. But I can only do one of them ever day as my friend is not always online like I am. I pray that the day comes soon where they go home and stay home. 

[packlesswolf]

I love my nephews but I hate to say this but due to how much they are always over here screaming and getting into things I am so drained and tried all the time that I have lost the urge to write, cross stitch and even want to do things. Yes I still do a bit of crochet as its the only thing I can do to keep from snapping and I can do it bit by bit to keep my mind in one piece. But I would love nothing more then to get to writing all the story ideas I have inside my head and that have come from rps and talking with a friend. but thanks to the boys and all this stress I can not get the words to move from my head and into my fingers. I have tried so many times and i just sit here looking at the screen with nothing happening. I need a good month or so away from the boys to regain my energy and mind. But I know that will never happen as I find out their mother wants to find a job once she is healed up from the surgery she just had to get her tubes removed so she won’t have any more kids. So that means I am stuck watching these boys till who knows when. Her parents can’t watch them as they don’t trust her father and her mother works all the freaking time and will not take time off to do it. I think I have come to the point of no longer caring about what I want to do anymore. I don’t have the energy to fight about it and know it wouldn’t do any good if I talk about it as well. I have done so and nothing happens. I need a good long nap and something to cuddle under a weighted blanket and headphones on to block out the world and someone to take care of me for once. I don’t want to be the one taking care of someone but the one to be taken cared of just for once. 

[freakxwannaxbe]

There is an old belief in Serbian villages and small towns that certain pumpkins (and watermelons), when left outside during a full moon, will turn in to a vampire.

Happy Halloween, everyone!

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[lovingempress]

*whisper chants* vampire pumpkin vampire pumpkins vampire pumpkins

[shieldmaiden19]

This is the quality fall shit I’m here for

[severalowls]

I think it’s great that Pumpkins (and other squash) were only introduced to Europe around 1600 and the Serbs wasted absolutely no time blaming them for their problems.

[fibrespace]

People often look at the tags on my handmade goods and declare that my prices are outrageous. I did the math and THIS is what that handmade beanie you want for $10 ACTUALLY cost to make.

So if you see that $30 on the label, be courteous. Know that I am paying myself far, far less than minimum wage in labor ($2.22 per hour, to be exact) to even come to such a supposedly ghastly price. I can't take that $10 for a hat because no one can live on $0.37 an hour, much less sustain a business.

Handmade goods aren't overpriced, people just undervalue the hard work and years of skill artists put into them.

[torque-witch]

Honestly. This is exactly right. And if you’re fighting for 15 imagine what this would cost. Small businesses are not exempt

[headspace-hotel]

manufactured goods mass produced by horrendously exploited and underpaid workers have conditioned us to wildly undervalue handmade crafts

[sixpenceee]

This beautiful painting using the Yin and Yang symbols                           

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[gimme-a-bj44704]

DUDE,,,, this is just as good as having Bob Ross paint it!

[iamcurlycubana]

I want to do this!

[lllllllllllllllllllllllll1llll]

Very cool ‼️

[packlesswolf]

Finally something good has happened for us. Mom is back home today from being in the hospital for over a month. and she doesn't need to go on dialysis so we will still be able to do family trips and I know some people would be like ‘So what's the big deal” trust me this family needs to get away from things around here so thinking of not being able to do long trips killed me. Planning and thinking of them is one way I can destress from lift so I’m super happy I can get back to doing that and looking forward to them. Taking little day trips is good and all but we come home that day and right back to the stress. Good trips is a few days worth of time away from home. Also other good little things is I have two cosplay wigs coming in the mail along with another item I was able to order. So I’m happy about that as well.