۫ ׅ ݁ ty or tayden (they / he) a͟r͟o͟a͟l͟l͟o͟ butch lesbian .
proud latino 1͟6͟ , obsessed w sufjan stevens ♡ no. 1 b͟y͟l͟e͟r͟ && b͟a͟r͟a͟n͟t͟o͟s͟ lovebot , dennis whitaker irl , 24/7 reading queer lit and writing it too...
if u plan to flirt w me or use ai in any capacity please just block me . same goes for basic dni (anti-latino , anti-arabism , islamophobia , queerphobia , racism , transphobia , zionism , anti-semitism , xenophobia , etc) .
Shhh this didn't come from me but.. brat!trinity santos headcanons.........
brat!trinity head canons (nsfw)
♡ ۫ ׅ ݁ trinity talks a big game, swearing up and down about how she refuses to beg for anything, but when she gets particularly bratty and you pull your fingers out, she can't help but whine and plead for them back, telling you she's a good girl and she'll take whatever you give her. you realise very quickly the only way to get santos begging is by refusing to touch her.
♡ ۫ ׅ ݁ teases and winds you up all day at the ER and in situations where she knows you can't do anything about it. she's equally aware of how much you're going to take it out on her once you get home.
♡ ۫ ׅ ݁ most brat tamers don't get far with trinity as they always seem to evoke that part within her that can't seem to ignore the urge to fight back, making her consequently brattier to deal with. you however know to slowly ease your fingers into her mouth and tell her how good she takes you. you show her just how good it feels to be good and correct her bad behaviour later.
♡ ۫ ׅ ݁ is literally freak by doja cat personified.
crashtos. they're about to fuck and trinity's self harm comes up... and she starts being an ass about it... but victoria is understanding... and things work out and they FUCK!!!!!!
you may have some crashtos with a side of brat!trin ♡ thank u for the request my babe , i love me some pitt smut !!
victoria and trinity sat entangled in each others arms on trin and dennis' shared couch, the sounds of the latest 'love island' that vic insisted they watch now abandoned and replaced with heavy breathing and the pretty noises vic didn't know trinity could make. dennis was away from home, volunteering to pay his time helping out at amy's farm. trinity wasn't fond of the decision, having the apartment to herself late at night left her accompanied by the thoughts that only the sound of dennis' laughter could drown out. but alone? alone it was insufferable. and while trinity would rather be six feet under than admit it out loud, the silence with victoria was somehow louder than the suffocating thoughts barging into every crevice of her mind at the darkest hours of the night.
victoria slumped her weight deeper onto trinity, grazing her lips along the curve of trin's jaw, breathing in each hitched breath that trinity would deny the next morning and every day after. victoria felt a hand held flat against her chest and took that as a sign to pull away and look at trinity. trin, who absentmindedly whined at the loss in contact, looked at vic with eyes that seemed darker than the filth already conjuring in the back of victoria's mind.
"i want this, crash." trinity breathed out a stream of oxygen she didn't even know she was holding. "but only if you're ready."
vic nodded slowly yet enthusiasticaly, seeming drunk off lust and the look in trinity's eyes.
"i need words if this is gonna work, vic."
victoria settled further into trinity's lap, her lips ajar, "i'm ready".
"you want this?"
"i want you."
something in trinity's gaze deepened as her eyes drifted down to victoria's chest, a purple lace bra and a golden heart pendant were all that remained, her lap covered by the couch's throw blanket. trinity let her hands wander over the parts of vic she always wanted to touch, the parts she'd never tell anyone just how closely she paid attention to. her hands slinked down to the waistband of victoria's jeans, vic's lip caught between her teeth as she followed trinity's gaze.
"up." trinity put her hands on vic's hips, just above the jeans, "i want these off."
vic nodded, clumsily unbuttoning her pants and awkwardly pulling them off, discarding them to a spot on the apartment floor. that was a later issue. her panties were cotton white with pink hearts spread across them, trinity chuckled and vic knew it was at her predictability.
"you now," victoria's hands lingering at the hem of trinity's 'kiss your local lesbian' t-shirt, "i want to see you."
trin hesitated.
"please."
vic's pleading seemed to do the job of convincing trinity as she crossed her arms around herself, catching the shirt fabric at it's hem and slinging it off her torso. victoria stared in admiration. not the fake 'awe' you feel is necessary for a one-night-stand. real admiration. spending a moment too long with her eyes attached to trinity's bare chest.
"crash," trinity smirked as vic's eyes hesitantly detached from below and drifted up to meet her own, "my eyes are up here."
"thats a shame, i was enjoying myself." trinity was so taken a-back by the snarky remark that she hardly realised victoria snaking down deeper into the throw blanket and looping her fingers into the waistband of trinity's sweatpants. trinity stuttered as vic began pulling them down, abruptly pulling her hands a-top victoria's to stop her.
"you don't need to do that, crash." victoria looked up, noticing how trin averted her gaze instantly, opting to look at the hardwood floor instead.
"i want to."
after a moment, trinity finally looked up from the floor and back into vic's eyes. her eyes now tinged red and brimming with tears. immediately, victoria's hands switched from trinity's waist band to the sides of her face, her expression filling with worry as her eyebrows shifted into a concerned shape.
"trin, what's wrong?" vic gently brushed her fingers over trinity's cheeks as the weight of trin's head fell into her hands, letting out a long huff of hair without a response. "please talk to me, did i hurt you?"
trinity chuckled, causing confusion to collect in victoria's expression, "no crash, it's not about you". her expression dropped, looking deadpan at victoria.
"okay then, what's it about?"
trinity switched, grabbing the throw blanket to cover up her chest to victoria's dismay, "you know not everything is your business, right?" huffing out another pent up breath, trinity's sarcastic smirk dropped. "you're so fuckin' nosy, crash."
after a moment of silence and collection, victoria's expression settled into something trinity hadn't comprehended. she had expected vic to pick up her clothes while cussing trinity out, flipping her the bird as she slammed the apartment door and left, leaving an awkward shift for the both of them tomorrow. but what trinity found was softness, patience, a willingness to listen.
"trinity, stop." vic's hands dropped down into trinity's. trinity didn't move an inch. "i'm not here to shame you, if you're not comfortable with anything i want you to tell me. i'm here to keep both of us satisfied, not just me." vic smiled softly at trinity's blank expression. "and this," vic says as she drifts a finger between the two of them, "only works if you're honest with me."
a beat of silence sat between them before trinity nodded softly, her eyes lingering on the two pairs of hands that went now linked together with a familiar warmth that vic often brought.
"now, what do you need from me?" vic smiled as trinity's drifted back up.
reluctantly, "i want to keep going."
victoria nodded, her hands drifting back down to the waistband of trinity's sweatbands, slowly looping her fingers through as she watched trinity's face for any sigh of hesitation, at which point she'd immediately stop, yet she found none. once the pants reached trinity ankles, vic pulled them off, tossing them onto the opposite end of the couch, her attention not leaving trinity for one moment.
trinity's face did not show hesitation, though her eyes still refused to meet vic's, staring down at something victoria hadn't initially noticed. when she drifted her gaze, that was when she saw it.
years worth of scars gathered between trinity's thighs, some white and faded from time and some fresher than vic would realise. trinity, expecting victoria to once again walk away and leave just like everyone else in her life had done to her, was surprised to watch as victoria's silhouette dipped down to where her thighs met and the scars began. vic's fingers grazed slowly along where the scars rested, gentler on those that looked more recent.
trinity looked up slightly, "i haven't done it in months. i'm fine, you don't have to like call my therapist or tell robby--" she was cut short by the action of vic leaning forward and placing gentle kisses atop each scar. not leaving a single one behind. the act of somehow showing her this much love and gentleness was incomprehensible to trinity, but it was happening right in front of her eyes and she didn't quite know what she was supposed to do next.
but vic didn't stop, she went on until each display of trinity's years of hidden burden and pain were all shown the same amount of love in minutes that trinity had been waiting all her life for. trinity looked up at the roof, begging the tears brimming at her eyes not to spill over and ruin the perfect moment she wished she could stay in forever.
a moment of silence passed after the last kiss and trinity felt the air change as vic shifted back and sat up straight, shifting closer to trinity on her lap.
"trin." trinity didn't response, too distracted by the tears threatening to spill at any moment. rapidly blinking them away and silently begging the universe to let her have this one thing in exchange for a lifetime of her hurt.
"trinity, look at me." victoria's fingers gently help trinity's chin, bringing her head down and holding her to force eye contact. "i know you're in your head so stop before i make you." trinity was still evidently entranced somewhere else in her mind, so vic took that as an opportunity to take matters into her own hands.
her middle and index fingers snaked up, drifting past trin's ajar lips and into the opening of her mouth. they rested there, sliding in deeper at a pace so slow it might've killed trinity. somehow, along the way, victoria had picked up on trinity's oral fixation and went with it.
but trinity wasn't one to complain.
"i want you to listen to me," vic looked deeper into trinity's blank expression, awaiting a response. trin nodded slowly, not wanting to lose the contact for good, she knew how devastatingly cocky crash could be when she had control.
vic tilted her head, smiling, "i love every part of you. no exceptions. i'm sorry you felt like you had to hide this from me, and whatever asshole made you believe that this doesn't make you loveable is at the top of my hit-list." trinity listened intently, nodding ever so slightly with victoria's fingers still in her mouth. "do you understand?"
trinity nodded, her voice muffled by vic's fingers, "crash--"
"that's not my name."
"yes, doctor javadi."
this was already soo long , so i'm turning it into a two parter !! ty for the request lynn <3
HMMM......... MAY YOU MAKE ROBIN BUCKLEY HEADCANONS FOR UR GFFF??? :)))
i would absolutely love to write some robin buckley headcanons for my pretty girl ♡
i'm definitely projecting a lot in some of these..
(modern) robin buckley head canons !! 𓏻
♡ ۫ ׅ ݁ robin is the driest texter known to mankind without even realising it, but when you face time her to check in after a particularly dry "ok" in response to a long text, she's perfectly content to see your face and enthusiastically talk your ear off for the next hour.
♡ ۫ ׅ ݁ whenever she and steve find a new good release at family video, she rents it out for a movie night with you, constantly referencing and accidentally spoiling it every moment leading up to the long-awaited watch. when you fall asleep in her arms half-way through the movie, she's happy to finish it on her own while playing with your hair and update you in the morning on what you missed.
♡ ۫ ׅ ݁ the first time you cried around her she froze and had no clue what you needed in that moment, she absentmindedly sat beside you on the floor, drawing circles on your back as you cried through what was bothering you, meanwhile she (unintentionally) does not consume a single word you say as she's in her head worrying if she's comforting you right.
♡ ۫ ׅ ݁ although she does like to ramble, the moments when robin is most quiet is when you're giving her personal attention. at one of your sleepovers, you insisted she let you do her makeup and she excitedly agreed. though you found it had to agree with her looking at you with wide eyes and full attention. you stuttered through each step as she patiently waited for you to complete her makeup look.
𓐩 music ﹕ sufjan stevens , elliott smith , ethel cain , finn wolfhard , calpurnia , alex g , radiohead , skegss , steve lacy , leith ross , clairo , phobe bridgers , boygenius , men i trust , childish gambino , wallows .
𓐩 fandoms i write for ﹕ stranger things , the pitt , love simon , scream , yellowjackets , wicked , bridgerton ( franchaela ) .
𓐩 other fandoms i'm in but don't write for ﹕ iwtv , smosh , sallyface , mouthwashing , fear street , bones and all , heated rivalry , dcu , life is strange , dear evan hansen , spellbound , all that's left in the world .
۫ ׅ ݁ i won't write 'x cis male reader' just because i don't want to . i will ignore requests that i am uncomfortable with or just don't feel i can write well . i also refuse to write rpf .
۫ ׅ ݁ i will not write lolicon , most extreme violence , abuse during intimacy , illegal activity within a sexual context , dead dove: do not eat , kinks i'm uncomfortable with , etc .
۫ ׅ ݁ i'm comfortable writing 'character x reader' for head canons but nothing more than that as it is just personal preference .
۫ ׅ ݁ do not flirt with me , i have a girlfriend .
i'm ty && i've been writing for a few years but i took a break and now im back n' posting on tumblr !! probably tiktok too but we will see..
⟡ 𓈒 ˚ some things i like to write about include religious trauma/metaphors , cannibalism as a metaphor for love , gender dysphoria , deer as a metaphor for sacrifice , impending doom / sealed fate , messiah complex , praise , oral fixation .
c͟a͟p /͟ i͟n͟t͟j /͟ ja͟n͟ 1͟5͟ ♡ aroallo butch lesbian , mixed white && hispanic . i mostly write for ships buttttt i love taking requests for anything on my interests list . im super obsessed w oreos ˙𐃷˙ .
i write , read , play video games , watch smosh / movies / documentaries , play drums , bird watch , collect rocks / shell , go on nature walks , explore abandoned buildings && sm more !! i have c-ptsd , chronic migraines / fatigue , and am neurodivergent (audhd) . i'm a massive advocate for ALL human rights && animal rights && always use my voice to spread awareness .
my dms and requests are open 24 / 7 , i love a good yap !! no tmi ever ( it doesn't exist ) and i gen hate when people apologise for no reason , you have nothing to be sorry for .
