troubled times

lesbian, vegan, russian

[pajamanastya]

[pajamanastya]

When I was young, I would leave these tiny little clues about the things that I liked all over the internet. It was a challenge for somebody to take up, a puzzle, a breadcrumb trace to my heart that screamed 'Please love me'.

I was so desperate for someone to figure me out. Now I know it's because back then I wasn't able to do that myself.

It's weird, really, considering that I've spent most of my time inside my own head.

Still. I feel sad for my younger self. She was very much alone.

[pajamanastya]

I don't see any refraction and/or distortion of his features through the glasses. So they are basically plain glass with no actual function. I think this also shows the way he used to put up a front in the outside world, the glasses were a part of his mask. There was no need to impress anyone in the games with this fake crap. Also ppl who were still charmed by him were making him the most uncomfortable.

Maybe Sang-Woo ditched his glasses because he wanted to be seen.

[pajamanastya]

Sang-Woo never 'left' for college

SNU business school is 1,5 hour ride away from Ssangmun-dong. I highly doubdt that Sang-Woo actually left his mother's home, he likely commuted every day to get there. It's not a long distance for a city like Seoul.

[pajamanastya]

So you know how Sang-Woo was pretty reckless with his finances? And also how he learned from his mom and environment that he should always put up a front, play a role of a successful businessman?

What if Sang-Woo never actually graduated SNU?

[yardmargs]

❄️🦑 Seasons Greetings Squid fen, I have made a choose-yr-own-adventure text game to explore the Squid Game question everyone is asking:

Would Sang-woo have pushed Gi-hun on the glass bridge? 🤔

You play the game as Cho Sang-woo. You're one of the last players left alive on the glass stepping-stones bridge. Gi-hun stands between you and victory/not dying. In the next minute and thirty seconds, before the timer runs out, you explore your options and make some decisions...

Play "Would You Push Gi-hun?"

More info behind the cut.

Get messy, make mistakes, have gay thoughts (or don't). The links in this post will take you straight to the game, which you can play in your browser (mobile ok). Playtime 5 min or less, there are 3-4 endings depending how you count.

Is it a serious game? No. But is it a well-made game? Also no; it's my “learning Twine” game and I wanted to get it posted before SG left the cultural consciousness completely. And how much of it is plagiarized? Only the stuff from My Best Friend's Wedding, shhhhh 🤫

[pajamanastya]

Wtf this deserves so much more attention, this game is very creative and thought trough!

[pajamanastya]

2014

[pajamanastya]

Я в 2014: *чувствую отвращение и разочарование, когда ко мне активно подкатывают мужички конвенциональной внешности*

Я в 2014: *пытаюсь дружить с одним му и вынуждена буквально снимать его с себя, когда он лезет ко мне целоваться в барчике*

Я в 2014: *ловлю чуть ли не религиозный экстаз, когда на горизонте появляется девушка, которая оказывает мне знаки внимания*

Я в 2014: [мой бойфренд] никогда мне сделает так приятно, как... как... как...

Я в 2014: как...

Я в 2014: КаК чУжИе ЛюДи?

[pajamanastya]

Сегодня я поняла, что росия — это говно со вкусом шоколада. А европа — это шоколад со вкусом говна 💩

[pajamanastya]

Самое нормальное место в батумске

[pajamanastya]

Девка из тиктока, которая посоветовала переворачивать телефон вверх ногами, спасибо тебе, ты подняла мой фотоскилл на 10000%

[pajamanastya]

Батошу увезут в Беларусь 😭🥺

[pajamanastya]

Batumi Fanjara

Моё веганское спасение

[pajamanastya]

It & Senior Year crossover

This! Is! A! Fanfic? Art? Suggestion!

Oooooook so I'm not into posts like this and I'm not really sure if anyone will pay attention anyway, but I guess I just have to have faith in the mighty power of tumblr hashtags for the right person to find this

I've just seen Senior Year (2022) and I'm in dire need of reddie crossover. Just hear me out!

Ok so reason #1

Bill Hader Richie being a class clown (like your regular crude mom jokes and all sorts of Richie goodness) in Derry High and then possibly being filmed by his 'classmates' and going viral on twitter. We love a manchild Richie but this narrative could actually fit him so well and also give him an opportunity to grow up and accept himself

reason #2 Eddie being an out gay school principal king <3 Who has dealt with his issues and is comfortable with who he is (what a concept)

reason #3 So many opportunities for a reddie conflict, both minor bickering (like E: 'I ABSOLUTELY CAN NOT LET YOU ATTEND CLASSES WITH MINORS RICHIE!!!') aaand like real deal drama (e. g. Richie making fun of Eddie for being gay and going too far or smth ooor compromising his job as a principal)

reason #4 You could easily weave in classic It horror elements into the story, like Richie could have gotten into coma after they'd defeated It in Ch.1 and then he'd wake up 27 years later (and maybe It could be the trigger for that too; oor their promise; ooooor maybe it's the turtle???)

reason #5 Nobody has to die!

reason #6 We actually have potential for more internal conflict for Richie because 'why am i gay' has gotten old you guys. He could get a crisis instead like all of his friends are hot and successfull and he spent 27 years blacked out

Ok I just needed to get this out of my system I guess. But if you come across something like this that already exists please contact me, I would looooove to read it! Or if you create something inspired by my silly rant

Ok thanks guys bye

[pajamanastya]

Батоша сегодня уезжает на новую передержку 🥲

[pajamanastya]

Волосы в цветах лесбофлага — это специально или нет? Хочу так же черт возьми (только в цветах липстика)

[pajamanastya]

Собака-людоедка 💀

[richietoaster]

I didn’t have to call myself out, and yet-