baby look what you've done to me

im sagen and zayn malik is the light of my life

[pakizen-blog]

hey guys im leaving this blog, you can find me here X

[pakizen-blog]

How do you feel about your fish dying?

what about your fish lol

[pakizen-blog]

Do you give a motherfuck?

nah

[postingzayn-deactivated20201202]

[j-stin-deactivated20160828]

[cliffyluke]

I just hope he doesnt go completely off the grid ya know like i hope he sends a tweet every now and then letting us know hes alive or that theres just the right amount of red gummy bears in his gummy bear packet

[champzagne]

things im gonna miss about ot5

the faces he makes when harry tells a dumb joke 

zayn and louis ganging up on liam about his liver 

zayn snuggling with niall 

zayn slapping the other boys buts 

the boys faces when zayn his a really high note 

the way zayn looked at liam 

how intently he looked at each of them when they spoke 

silly dancing with niall on stage 

everything literally everything

[miniangel]

zayn is probably sitting at home feeling relaxed and finally beginning to get better and we’re gonna get better too, okay? i love you guys all very much. take a break and just breathe. he’s gonna be okay and so are we. we’re a family, we can do this!

[pakizen-blog]

ignore my mess of a room but this shit isn't going anywhere

[champagnepadre]

i don’t know what to do 3 years of my life R gone

[harrysalbum]

i can’t even do the 5 stages of grief right i went from denial to depression now im back in denial

[blushers]

Where were you when you found out Zayn was leaving the band?

[jaesama]

..so take time to love yourself” - @zaynmalik  :) x

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[noshirtnoblouse]

Honestly the silence from the other boys is making me nervous at this point

[paperandkink-deactivated2022062]

it sucks that this is a kind of pain most people can’t understand. it sucks to feel this way and have people laugh it off or ask why you’re so upset about it.

“it’s just a band.”

yeah, it’s a band that’s changed my fucking life and i’m not going to apologize for being heartbroken over this.

[beccafromaphistory]

Charles is an anagram. If you spell Charles backwards it’s Selrahc which makes no sense just like this entire show

[foreverthebritishdirection]

The ‘Where’s Zayn’ joke will now NEVER be funny.