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I want to cry but i have things to do

boy-so-pale

first-bornxunicorn

A man from the train.

This Morning whilst at college I received a text from a man who to me is a stranger saying -

‘Your not worthy of any guys time you are ugly vile in fact you have nothing going for you not even money to go out with friends ha ha sort your life out before you criticise others you joke, goodbye whore’

I was shocked to be quite honest as I had only been honest with this man I met on the train, Usually I sit and listen to music and mind my own business like most people do. However yesterday a young man of 20 came and sat opposite me and made polite conversation. He complimented me and said I was pretty, and asked me if i had a boyfriend which I don’t but I have been hanging out with a guy for just over a month i don’t know where its going to go but id like to find out so I told him this. we continued to have a polite conversation about my work and his by the time our 30 minute journey came to an end, we had had a nice chat and overall he seemed nice. weirdly enough on my train home he was there again I said hi as he sat down opposite me and we chatted once again for the duration of the journey, before I got off the train He asked for my number and I was hesitant and didn’t reply, he said ‘Just as friends your really interesting would be nice to get coffee’ i was still hesitant as I don’t usually give my number out but I did anyway. He later texted me and all was fine, i went out with my friends and he continued to text me and then things started to get weird, He had called me 6 times because i hadn’t replied which immediately made me uncomfortable as it seemed a little weird. His attitude became more and more aggressive when I told him I was busy could I message him later. This continued late into the night i was doing my best to be polite despite the fact i was uncomfortable, in the end i just stopped replying.

This morning he then went on to ask me ‘what was up with me? why didn’t i reply?’, I was growing more and more uncomfortable and he was growing more aggressive. Finally I said ‘I haven’t done anything wrong and your tone and constant phone calls are making me nervous, I’m really sorry but i don’t think coffee would be a good idea, Thank you tho and sorry’ This is what drove him to write such a disgusting text.

A few years or even a few months ago this kind of text would have hit me really hard but now it just made me sad and not for myself for him. whats so wrong with his life that he has to try and make others feels small.

I know a lot of girls that a message like that would have left them in tears and a few months ago that girl would have been me.

Instead my response - ‘ If you think you can make me feel small you have no idea, your attitude is disgusting i wouldn’t say what you said to my worst enemy let alone a stranger you met on a train, I am sorting myself out thank you and i don’t need narrow minded guys like you putting me down, I’m glad I discovered what you were really like before this went any further, I’m sorry you feel this way towards me, Goodbye.’

If you happen to read this i just want to say don’t ever let so narrow minded guy put you down, I know its hard sometimes but never give them the satisfaction of making you cry.

So Fuck you Train Guy.

jewlsies

Guys don't like that much makeup.

then I suggest they just stick to a lightweight bb cream and mascara

ifeeltheglow

bled

queeranne

“Gay Pride was not born of a need to celebrate being gay, but our right to exist without persecution. So instead of wondering why there isn’t a Straight Pride movement, be thankful you don’t need one.”

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