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[pallidiinnobis]

|| *flings in* hello~

[horrificmemes]

Send my muse anons pretending to be someone they care about. The twist: make these anons as heartbreaking, disappointing, or anger-inducing as possible.

Pretend to give them bad news, pretend to break up with them, pretend to make an upsetting confession - as long as it hurts, it’s fair game.

[pallidiinnobis]

How long had he seen a light in this world? Grey eyes were constantly red now; Kyonshi caused him to grow more and more twisted. Ryuu walked the streets aimlessly. His son was safe at the moment, located in a safehouse a few blocks away. This would be his last night; he knew that much. The syndicate was in his second’s hands, Ryuu was nothing but careful when his mind wasn’t clouded by blood lust. 

His foot falls were quiet as he turned the corner, red eyes widening as he spotted Kakeru on the ground. He could smell blood. There was no mask covering his face, his raven hair was wild and loose around his face. There was nothing to show that the man had once been prideful in his looks. 

“Kakeru!” The mob boss bellowed, rushing towards the other. His eyes glowing brighter as his mutated quirk was activated. Skeletons jumped out of the ground, chasing after the villain at the end of the street. He waited until the road was cleared until he let Kyonshi deactivate. 

Grey eyes settled on the other, kneeling down and reaching out; thin hands reaching out to hold the other’s face. “Kakeru?” His voice... it was scratchy, almost like he hadn’t used it in a while. “What are you doing out here?” Ryuu’s body ached as he forced himself to stay awake, to not follow the scent of blood around him. 

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[pallidiinnobis]

So with some deliberation, I am going to do a final Arc with Ryuu and wrapping up one of his verses. His main verse ultimately ends with him dying at 28, So... is anyone interested in seeing a very insane and unstable 28 year old Ryuu?

 I have an idea for a few starters. One would be of him saving a character from certain demise and protecting them; almost for a second being the hero he could have become. Another is him causing a rampage to the point where he either has to get arrested or stopped all together; kyonshi would be in full control at that point. Causing Ryuu great pain and sorrow.

If anyone wants a different verse, I’m trying to figure out what HERO Ryuu would be. If anyone wants to be a taker on that; feel free to reply to this. 

Isamu will not be rped on this blog but Isamu’s son; Reo is. Reo is open to all interactions. 

BUT! If you want to interact with my mentally unstable boy (Ryuu) Feel free to give this a like.

[pallidiinnobis]

galactiicsouls‌:

“Can’t say I met another person that had a quirk like yours, but that doesn’t mean that you’re the only student who’s been seen more as a villain than a hero in our program.”

He’s been through quite a few years workings as a teacher. He’s seen plenty of quirks get out of hand and teeter on the scale of being fatal or cruel if they got out of hand. There were heroes with a past that wanted to show that they were more than what their quirk was. Others would crack under pressure, but not to the extent of this.

“Quirks are tools that we can use for good or for evil. It shouldn’t matter how others perceive it when you show that you’re meant to save and protect. You can’t change what your quirk is, but you could have shown there’s more to it than just the basics.”

His hand was ready at the holster, as he wasn’t about to take any chances. Despite wanting to talk him down, he was a threat so long as he believed that he was a villain. Facing jail would be in their future, much to his disappointment. There was a bright future set for him, and instead he had fallen into the darkest depths. Perhaps… if he could just reach out and pull him out…

“There is still a chance to prove the people who put you down wrong.”

@pallidiinnobis​

The man’s face had taken a dark expression, those red eyes became unfocused for just a brief moment. There were few out there that had mutations; unfortunately the man was one of those few. Ryuu lowered his gaze and gave a slow blink, stomping down the anger that threatened to boil over. 

“You know, I never knew I had this quirk until I was forced to use it. It was painful, it nearly killed me in the process.” A sardonic smile started to grace the unstable man’s lips. “For people who want to live, quirks are helpful, a tool. For me? It’s a curse. A healing quirk going mutated and I get left with this... and a few years left of my life. If my son inherited this- no. He didn’t- wouldn’t. He’d get the healing.” He murmured to himself. 

Ryuu blinked, red eyes refocusing onto snipe. Ahh, Kyonshi had taken over for just a moment. The villain released his anger and let Kyonshi vanish back inside him. The grey tones of his eyes returned as a result. “Snipe.” He breathed out, “As long as my son and twin are protected... That’s all I care about. I may be insane but- Isamu and Mina’s lives are more important than mine.” 

White flames licked at his hand, scorching the hand while distorting the air around them. “I’ll surpass my father, if only for a moment while he’s in jail. I applaud you, trying to turn me back to being a hero again- but there’s no hope for me. Not anymore. So, give me this teach, one last fight. Maybe then, if you best me that you can proclaim that you have taken down All for One’s biological son. 

So, Teach. Give me a Fight that we will both remember.” Ryuu growled, lashing out with his flames. The white color landed on the asphalt; already causing it to bubble with the intensity.   

[bluerats]

“I’ll remember” is the ADHD demon talking. You won’t remember. Write it down.

[septemberbells]

bold of you to assume i’ll remember where i wrote it, or even that i wrote it

[finnglas]

Visual exhaustion is another symptom of ADHD, which means that if we see something enough times (or we see enough instances of something), it fades into background noise and we fail to notice it. This is why a lot of ADHD people can stand living surrounded by mess/clutter, because it’s just visual background noise to us. We don’t even notice it anymore. So if we write something down and see the note stuck up somewhere a lot – or if we write a LOT of somethings down and have a lot of notes hanging around – then we’re even less likely to think of/remember the thing because it’s just part of the scenery now. ADHD is the Catch-22 of brains.

[spoonie-living]

A very good thing to know about ADHD. Don’t fall into the trap.

A lot of folks in the comments are talking about writing on themselves or setting phone/calendar reminders. Your mileage may vary on those. You may also want to consider ways to set a habit of referring back to a planner or similar every day/hour.

To get those brain juices flowing, check out this Buzzfeed article on different ways folks with ADHD stay on top of things.

Readers, let us know if you have specific advice for this situation!

[allthingshyper]

This is why sticky note reminders don’t work??

[hesaidsidhesaid]

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VISUAL BACKGROUND NOISE?!

THERE’S A WORD FOR IT?

[mixingpumpkins]

Always reblog “THAT’S WHAT THAT IS???” posts. Chances are someone hasn’t seen it that needs to.

[pallidiinnobis]

"This feels kinda surreal..." Kakeru mutters, eyes glued to the infant sleeping in his arms, cradling it gently against his chest.

The fall of the Ghoul {Part 1} | Ryuu 

“You’re telling me.” Ryuu murmured, pushing his hair up and into a ponytail. He didn’t want to keep pushing the raven hair back constantly. “I’m not sure I’m fit to be a father Kake.” The villain closes the cap and runs a gentle finger over the infant’s face. “He was left in osaka, at one of my hideouts. Apparently during one of my flings, i had gotten a woman pregnant and Isamu here; is the result.” Grey eyes lifted from the sleeping infant to Kakeru. “ I don’t want him in this like Kakeru. I’ve already done enough death... He shouldn’t be brought into it.” That was a fact, fear gripped his heart as he thought about exposing his son to the villain side of the world. “I- I want him to have a family that loves him. Where they don’t fight  demons and monsters like me.”

“What I want, is for my son to be the hero that I could never be.”

[pallidiinnobis]

Ryuu, Isamu, Reo: Family

Ryuu, Isamu, and Reo under the cut. Includes parents, Voice Claims / Voice Actors, one Age of Death, Face Claims for Isamu and Reo.

Ryuu Zhao (Shigaraki):     Voice Claim:  Yoshima Hosoya /  Robert McCollum     Age of Death: 28 *Cause Unknown*     Face Claim: Yling Patriarch Wei Wuxian (MDZS)     Mother: Unnamed (Deceased)     Father:  (First name redacted) Shigaraki (AFO)

Isamu Jaeger:       Voice Claim:  Mamoru Miyano (Reo) / Ian Sinclair (Reo)      Face claim: Misaki Takahashi from Junjo Romantica      Status: Alive  (verse dependant, he can be 18- mid 30′s)      Current age: 9 months (Has Reo at 18)      Mother: Gabriele Jaeger  (Deceased)      Father: Ryuu Zhao  (Shigaraki) 

Reo Jaeger:     Voice Claim: Yuki Kaji (Eren) / Bryce Papenbrook (Eren)     Face claim: Eren Jaeger from Attack on Titan     Status: Alive       Current age: 16     Mother: Frieda (Bauer) Jaeger (Deceased)     Father: Isamu Jaeger

[pallidiinnobis]

cxrious‌:

@pallidiinnobis / sc !

❝ can i help you with something? ❞ he can feel a gaze on him and it doesn’t take much for him to figure where it’s coming from as his icy gaze comes to meet his.

“Ya know, I was going to go full on mafia boss with you but- Ya know, I don’t have the energy.” Ryuu started, rocking back on his heels. He’s a little unnerved at the other’s icy stare. “I don’t want to irritate you but I feel like i’m already doing that.” 

[pallidiinnobis]

*picks up Ryuu* Who wants to be part of this little shits villain group? I’m open for takers.

[pallidiinnobis]

siireniis‌:

“Your family business is NONE of my concern, Ryuu.” Zach huffed and began stabbing at the small pastry infront of him, “That may be so, but I have people I need to think about, ones that trust me with their lives. I wasn’t about to put them at risk with that alliance- especially when it was with the Meta Liberation Army.” He wasn’t going to dive into details, but if he got the picture he got the picture. “Best I got us all out of there before anything serious went down or someone backstabbed another.”

“You know, the pastry did nothing to you.” The Villain started, pointing out the other’s irritation, albeit subtly. “I don’t like the Liberation army to be frank.” There was a sigh there “What Tomura is doing, I am not sure of. So, I’ll be hiding down in Osaka for a while. I’m thinking of starting my own little group to be quite honest. I have a few behind me as well-

“You know Zach. I’ve never truly hated you. I may have ruffled your feathers but- there was no malice to it. So, If i’m going to start being wise and not childish... Protect those that you love and care about. Our lives are too short, some more than others. I have a son to protect now and I’m not letting the Army or the Meta Liberation Army take him away or hurt him.” Ryuu quietly activated his right quirk, staring down into the dark smoke before letting it fade. A frown was on the other’s lips, his mood had shifted from light hearted to something serious and almost melancholy.  He shouldn’t have revealed that but- if someone should know about it. It would be Zach and Kakeru.

“Kyonshi is already killing me, I doubt that I’ll reach thirty five at this rate with how I’m using it. So, I might as well set up  Isamu with a good life instead of becoming a villain like his father and grandfather. But- I’m telling you this; not because I trust you. I don’t trust you as far as I can throw you.  But, if anything were to happen, I just ask that you keep my son out of this life until he’s an adult. More like keeping an eye on him for me?”

[pallidiinnobis]

siireniis‌:

“THE RISK I TOOK WAS CALCULATED BUT MAN AM I BAD AT MATH!!” Worth it though, he’s been fairing far better than he was in the league.

“But even I won’t piss off my dear old father like that.” He gives another laugh before taking a sip of his drink. “You’re a dumb man in that regard but- I don’t blame you for leaving.” Ryuu teases. 

[pallidiinnobis]

He’s- He’s trying not to lose his lunch. Reo’s recently healed someone and yet- he was not use to the backwash of pain. “Oh god...” He groaned, hiding his face and curling up in a ball. The sixteen year old buried his face in his lap, eyes closing as he tried to get a grip on his stomach. 

[pallidiinnobis]

Ryuu finally has a voice claim: Yoshimasa Hosoya / Robert McCollum

Yoshima Hosoya: Reiner Braun from SnK, Doppo Kunikida from Bungo Stray Dogs, Sousuke  Yamazaki from Free!, and Tokoyami from BnHA. 

Robert McCollum: Reiner Braun from SNK, Kenjirou Shibazaki  from Terror in Resonance,  Chizome Akaguro (Stain) from BnHA, Seijuurou Mikoshiba from Free!

Yoshimasa Voice Clip:  Reiner SNK, Kunikida BSD, 

Robert McCollum: Reiner SNK (I tried to find more but there were none >.>)

[pallidiinnobis]

regixm‌:

he very much does not like daichi.

Ryuu is quite amused by him.

[pallidiinnobis]

cxrious‌:

❝ kizuki sure keeps some interesting company, doesn’t she ? ❞

“I feel like that’s a debatable point. Who am I to judge.”

[pallidiinnobis]

"I'm sorry for how things ended back then..." (Ryuu)

Random interactions | Always accepting | Ryuu

Fingers danced against the edge of the glass, cold amber liquid sat inside. “It was a good choice.” He murmured, grey eyes settling on Kakeru “Our breakup was inevitable, I was a reckless teen, a greenhorn to this life. I think i’ve learned my lesson.” Ryuu gave quite the sigh and downed the remaining liquid in the glass, giving a cough to clear his throat. 

“You’ve done well for yourself, Kake.” And I haven’t gotten far- well. That’s a lie. He’s now a head of a crime syndicate down in Osaka. The drive to feed was once again rearing its ugly head, he’d have to find something to eat later.

“At least you’ve moved on and found a place to belong in.” Ryuu reached up, pushing his hair back and out of his face. Grey eyes refocused on the other, a certain fondness was in the other’s tone. Few would rarely hear it from Ryuu.