Blind Abyss

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This blog is a snapshot of my youth, a revival of what I used to be.

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My heart is in your teeth

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it all seems so long ago...like another lifetime

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The Good Vibe Clothing

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I'm crazy I'm crazy I'm crazy

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This is important.

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Cat Calling

I've been cat called 3 times in the last month. They went as follows:

1. Man with his friends as they passed by (while I was walking with my boyfriend): Yeah, that's one beautiful woman. Look at dat ass. (some other mumblings about me that weren't very audible, but one of them wouldn't stop double taking until far away)

    Outfit: skin-tight green dress with flowers on it. Pretty short.

2. Man in passenger's seat of a car going past: "Hey girl, where you sleepin tonight?

to which I replied, "Fuck you"

to which he replied, "Yeah girl? How much?"

Outfit: every day jean capris and a t-shirt

3. Man from a car going past: whistling

Outfit: Pink tank top, denim skirt, heels

So some would say my outfit may have "asked for it," but I don't really see that argument, especially considering one of the instances occurred while wearing regular jeans and a tee. In my opinion, however, I feel like I should be allowed to wear what I want without having some guy treat me like a piece of meat. I don't like it. I don't want it. I have a boyfriend and am not looking to attract other men. I wear what I find to be comfortable and outfits that i think make me look good. My problem is I don't know what the best way to deal with it. Do you reply or do you just pass by silently? It truly is this feeling of powerlessness. I don't know. Any thoughts?

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For someone who is always on their phone, you're pretty shitty at responding to my texts

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sUN FLOWERs!!!!!!!

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This this this!!!!!!!!! Jeez it's disgusting how misinformed you are if you grow up in a church. Not to mention how much a woman's worth comes from her "purity". I could go on...but just read the article.

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Christian Tingle

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So sometimes I feel lonely

and I realize I've lost a few very close friends...not really because anyone did anything wrong, but just because people grow and change and aren't that trustworthy person you used to have in your life. There are very few people in my life I would call a close friend. So far my boyfriend and my mother are the top two because I know they'll be on my side no matter what. Other than that, I sometimes feel as though I can't trust people anymore and that saddens me. Especially since I always took pride in the fact that I was open and honest and vulnerable with people. I'm becoming jaded and that makes me feel so anxious and sad. 

Sorry for the emotional, sensitive, high-school-ish-drama-like rant.

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Kill bitchiness with kindness. That's what I always say.