Learning from Mistakes
Hey everyone,
I hope life is treating you well these days. I personally have been in a major depresso mood lately. Just feel like everything is piling onto me at once and some days i have no idea how to deal.
Most of it i know is coming from my current living situation. My bills, my life, etc. Just a little under a year ago i was living the life. No it might not have been perfect or super fun at times, However my life while i was still in the military was golden. I had made the bestest of friends, found my loving husband, and was living comfortably and exploring what life had to offer.
Now i feel as if I.. well how can i put this. Its almost as if i hit a glitch in the matrix of what my life is. I’ve always been the person other people look to for advice and for comfort. Even just for a laugh. But i dont feel as if i am that anymore. Im the person looking for the comfort and the laughs.
Craziest thing is i know i need to look for that in myself. Find myself, ride of my self struggles and beat this glitch in my life. I know I want to succeed and I know that I can. The phrase “you make your own happiness” could not be any more true and im so glad im learning this.
It may take days, months, or even years to feel the way I should feel when I wake up and walk though life. Im just so ecstatic to know that I can do this, and that i believe in myself again.
Learn and grow; Until next time tumblrs,
P.B