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High School the First feeling(Part-2)

It was the second day of dance practice. I was so excited. I just wanted to go there and see her face. I was the first person to go for the practice and after some time everybody arrived but she was not there I was pretty upset so I thought maybe she stepped out and I was sad for that. I was not in a mood for practice, but my teacher asked everybody to set up and let's start practice. I was standing alone, i started practicing with everyone else. While we were dancing, suddenly few people started staring at the door. I was also looking at the door and there she was. she was breathing heavily i think she had a long run to come for the dance practice. I was happy to see her. She asked the teacher if she can come in and join. “Why are you late ?” Teacher asked. she said something to the teacher which I didn't hear. She came inside and joined me for the dance. Teacher started the practice again. I was making the same mistake again and again. After some time, off practice, I started catching up with everyone else. We had an intense 1 hour of practice, after that teacher said we can take a break and practice by ourselves. I asked Sheetal if she can help me with some steps? she agreed and said "i had to go for my classes, maybe we can practice tomorrow if it is ok with you." I said yes and asked her what time we can practice? She said she will let me know tomorrow. I was so happy inside and everyone would have noticed that big smile on my face. We practiced for some more time and went to our classrooms. Friends from class asked me which song I'm dancing? Who is my partner? and how is everything going on? I replied back to them by telling "I am enjoying this dance practice session in the name of my partner Sheetal. And we are dancing to the Rajasthani folk song."  We went back to our studies.  

After a few sessions we started knowing each other and we were enjoying each other's company.  Now I thought I should get her number! But how? That was a main concern. I was thinking so hard to get her number, but I was clueless what I should do. Suddenly the teacher announced that we were having practice on Sunday also. After hearing that I got an idea. After school we were going to the bus stop from where everyone used to catch their bus. I asked her can you come with me to the market. I have to buy some stuff and after that we can go to practice. After thinking for a few seconds, she nodded her head in yes!  And anyone can find a big smile on my face. We went to the market and bought some books and a few other things. After that we had vada pav and went again to the bus stop.  I asked her how I will contact her on Sunday?  She said, “you can give me your mobile number i will call you before leaving the house, and we will meet at the bus stop.” I nodded and shared my number with her. After a few minutes of chats we went to our respective stops and went home. 

Sunday morning, I woke up at 8 am and got ready for the day and was waiting for the call. it was almost 9.30 and there was no trace of any message in my phone.  I thought she might forget to call me and I started to get ready for the day even though I haven't received any message or call. I was looking forward to the day, so I can spend some more time with her. I got ready and got out , I was waiting  for the bus to come , my phone rang and it was a message from an unknown number, “I will  wait for you at your bus stop and I didn't get the chance to message you earlier. Be on time.”. This message changed my mood and I was more than happy and eagerly waiting for the bus. After a few minutes I got the bus and reached my school's bus stop. Before the bus could stop my eyes were searching for her from the bus windows, but I didn't find her. I got down from bus and started looking here and there but i didn't find her ,I thought she may have been for the school , I started to walking towards school suddenly I heard my name from behind , I looked back it was Sheetal  but she was looking totally different for a minute I was not able to identify her. But after looking at her a few times I was sure she was Sheetal. She was looking cute in her dress, usually at school she always wears a school uniform and follows all the dressing rules. This is the first time for me to see her like this. Her hair was untied,red top and blue jeans ...with half inch heel sandals. I was just looking at her, she came to me and asked why I didn’t call her after seeing her. I was not responding. I was lost in her. She called my name 2 times and then I snapped out of it, I said sorry to her and explained to her that I was not able to identify her. She asked me “why am I still looking the same as usual, what is the problem then?”. I told her it's my first time looking at her like this outside of school in casual dress.  We both started laughing and started walking towards school.

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High School the First feeling(Part-1)

Hello, everyone, I am Pankaj, I am a simple man who spent most of his life to figure out how I can live my life happily and tried to find someone who can be with me. So I am going to share a few moments when I thought I found the correct person for me.

Here I will write stories in parts and each part will introduce a new person in my life. I hope you will enjoy it. Everything may not be true but it's there to make an impact in the story. And each person has a good place in my heart.

I will write the stories that will be in the parts so please let me know what you think in comment an help me to improve by giving your feedback.

let's start the story

It was the month of June, all the schools were opening again and it was my first day of 8th class. From 1st to 7th standard classes were in the afternoon and from 8th it was in the morning. So it was the first day of my new class and I was happy because from now on I don’t have to wear half pants now I got my full pants. I was pretty happy. I got up early in the morning and I got ready as fast as possible.  I left for school.

Once I reached the school gate everyone was going inside and few of my friends were waiting for me. I went to them and greeted them. Everyone was very happy because from there a new part of our life was about to start. We got inside the school and everyone was going to their respective classrooms. We saw some girls where they were our old friends. We waved at each other and went to the class.

There were lots of students so each class was divided into different sections like 8th ‘A’, 8th ‘B’ and 8th ‘C’. my few friends were in the ‘C’ section, in break time I went in section ‘C’ to meet my friends.  I was talking with Ankit and Nitesh and we were laughing out loud. We talked for about 10 minutes about how our vacation was, what we did, and other things. We asked each other if there was a new girl in the class? This is the question every boy will ask their friend on the first day of school. We shared a few names with each other. I was looking for every new face and how they look? Suddenly I heard a girl's voice was a little heavy, I started searching for the face and the bell rang. It was the end of our break so I went back to my class. It was the first day so every teacher was giving their introduction and what they will teach and how we should behave in school. One common thing every teacher was telling was that boys should not talk with girls and girls should stay away from boys. and the day ended I went back home got fresh and again went off for cricket.  From home to school and from school to home and then the playground that was my normal schedule for every day.

A few months later our school was having anual festival and there was a dance competition and I was in love with dance so I went to give my name to the teacher, there were few more students everyone was standing in a queue so I also joined the queue and I was waiting for my chance to come but after few minutes 3 girls came in and asked me if this line is for dance nominations? I nodded my head in yes! they joined the queue. Everyone was pretty and beautiful. they were talking about songs on which they would like to dance and there I heard the familiar sound but I was not able to remember that where I heard that voice I was trying to remember but it was no good. I turned back to see whose voice was that, she was fair with deep eyes and her height was matching with me. She was involved in a conversation with her friends and I was just staring at her. suddenly she started laughing at that exact time I was just looking at her and I was not sure why I was doing that. After a few seconds, my friend Neeraj pushed me and asked me what I am doing and was am I lost? I was not sure what I should do to tell him what I am doing ? and why am I doing? in between, that teacher called me and asked me what I am doing here? I am not bragging but I was very good at studies and almost every teacher knew my name. she asked me why I am here for dance instead of that I should go back to class and focus on my studies.  I Said “I just want to enjoy some time and I like to dance”, so I gave my name and came back to class. While coming back to the classroom I was thinking about that girl. Who was she ? and what was her class? Is she a new admission ? or she was in the same school but i did not know her? and many more questions were in my mind at that time. I was not able to focus on my studies.

The annual festival was near so every teacher was busy in preparation for that and we were having only a few lectures. After a few days, the teacher called all the students who wanted to dance in the hall room, and more than 50 students were present. I was there with my friends and we were discussing which song we should choose to dance. We thought there would be an audition but everyone was selected for dance because they needed more dancers.  From the next day, a practice started.

Everyone was there for practice. Our dance teacher started calling out names and started assigning partners because it was a couple dance but in a group. guess what, who was my partner the exact same girl whom I was staring at a few days back, I was so happy I was about to jump but I controlled myself and behaved normally. her name was Sheetal. So I also started calling her by the name SheetalJ.J. After some time we started to talk with each other. Sheetal asked me”tumhara naam kya hai aur tum kon si class me ho?”   “Mera naam Pankaj hai aur mai 8th B me hu ” i replied. “are mai be 8th me hu but C section me hu mai” she said with a smile. this is how our conversion began and we started talking.

After some time we started our dance practice, we were dancing in pairs so I was so happy inside. The dance was Rajasthani traditional and I never did that type of dance so it was a little hard for me. I was not able to follow up on all the steps. On the other hand, Sheetal was doing every step perfectly. “how you are doing this so perfectly?” i asked.  “I am Rajasthani and it's my traditional dance because it's so easy for me ” and she laughs seeing me how hard I was trying to do the steps. “why are laughing, am I that terrible dancer,” I asked with a sad face.  “No, you are doing good, you just need a little practice and you will be able to dance with me, “  Sheetal said with a smiling face to tease me. I was a little embarrassed, I was not looking at her, my head was down. This is how my first day of practice ended with lots of happiness, excitement and a little bit of shyness and embarrassment inside me.

This was part-1 I will write more in the next part till the time happy blogging.

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