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shuu fly
“Ah, of course. I forgot - how silly of me.”
He skims through some of the titles as well; Letters to Kafka ( already read, but it is a favorite of his ), The Birth of Tragedy, and The Stranger.
“Good choices. If nothing else, I admire your ability to find novels which I can enjoy…my tastes are rather particular.”
And, as he runs his fingers over them again, he is drawn into thought. Surely that mansion is huge…how did Tsukiyama fare there?
There are more books in his library at home that he’s certain his well-groomed meal may enjoy, but these few he hand picked in hopes of... well, perking up the perpetually glum boy. Dropping his chin to rest in the palm of his hand, Shuu leaned a little closer.
“I believe, Kaneki-kun, that it is because we share quite similar tastes in literature. You may say that mine are just as much so...”
Being there alone is nothing. If anyone asked, he would say that, though his heart aches and throbs to the tune of another story. Loneliness he understands as little as he does friendship. It doesn’t compute, nor does it propel such an apex predator forward toward the top of the food chain... or the sweet harmony of a delicious, delicate meal.
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‘‘Sorry for bothering you with something as simple as this, Tsukiyama-san, but could you perhaps help me with my mask? Because of the heat it’s gotten stuck, and I somehow can’t open the zippers without breaking it.’’
“Oui, monsieur. I believe if I...” Stepping up to him and reaching to grasp the strap wrapped around the back of Kaneki’s head. Finding the metal piece on it, he slid it loose, then slipped his fingers between the leather on his face and pulled it away enough to undo the zipper and tug it off. “Ah, here we go, Kaneki-kun. You’ve been freed.”
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Kaneki pretended to disregard Tsukiyama’s approach, ignorning the way the mattress dipping beneath the added weight, his eyes continuing to travel across the pages of his book without really absorbing the sentences written there. He was distracted, the older ghoul’s words ringing in his ears.
Deep down, even he can’t deny that he fears he might one day lose himself to the monster he knew he was slowly becoming, that Kaneki Ken may suddenly cease to exist and all his efforts until now would tragically go to waste. After all, who else would step in to protect those most important to him in his place? Who had the determination to keep them all safe? Only he seemed willing to take the necessary risks, to throw away his sanity in favour of strength. So long as he could keep them safe, he wouldn’t have to be alone…
“I’m merely trying to regulate how much I eat.” He stated offhandedly, marking his page with a slip of paper before gently closing the book and placing it in his lap. He turned his head, pinning his companion with a dry stare. His gaze remained sharp, lingering upon the man’s features for a moment longer before drifting away to land on the shelf lined with an array of novels he’d collected over the years. After a beat of silence, he added in a smoother tone, “There’s a reason cannibalism isn’t exactly common practice amongst the majority of ghouls.”
The whispers of an insane mind… He knew now what it was like to have his own body rebel against him and act of its own accord, to laugh in the face of pain ( whether it be his own, or other’s ), to want to crawl out of his own skin, screaming until his throat is raw. Such things haunted his dreams, and even his waking moments, no matter how hard he has tried to push it down. It’s as if he’s suffocating. However, he cannot bear to admit such things to Tsukiyama, or to anyone for that matter. It is his burden to bear. Alone.
Perhaps one of the things keeping him from clamping his jaws down on him and losing his head (quite literally, tragically), is fascination. Morbid, buried deep within his marrow, and clawing its way to the surface as lips parted on words. Surely feelings of kinship aren’t the reason for his concern.
“What is it like? To consume something of the same species no matter what...?” He wants to say it sounds exhilarating, that it only makes him all the more tantalizing, but he does quite value being alive as any living creature does. And amidst his dance to an unfamiliar tune, he quite feels bad for him. Surely being human before was one of many reasons for cannibalizing ghouls instead.
“It must be painful. For one as fragile as you to do so much for others...” A hand raises to rest over his heart, fingers clenching as if he could reach in and rip it out to offer up to him. What a nasty pain he’s subjected himself to. “Luttuoso. You are very strong, Kaneki-kun. But you mustn’t neglect yourself too much. You may not be in the best shape when you fight for those you care about if you do not.”
Palm dropping to rest on his thigh, he tipped his head back to stare at the ceiling, gaze wrenching away from Kaneki so that he might breathe. His scent reaches him even from here, at the end of the bed. The room is drenched in it... intoxicating. But he can’t eat him. He’s important in some unknown way. “If I may make a suggestion... begin alternating your meals between your less favored humans and ghouls. If it is a problem to kill humans yourself, I shall do the dirty work for you. It may help you to feel better.”
THIS WORLD IS WRONG.
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« It is quite interesting. since I never had a taste on french literature before. However, I would have preferred to have read a copy in it’s original language, since I feel that a lot went missing with the Japanese version. »
Delicate fingers reach for the cup still emitting a scent of exquisite coffee & she takes a taste before continuing. Yesterday she had finished her first book borrowed by the Gourmet, a friendly loan.
« Sadly, I don’t speak French– but do you think the English version would offer a better translation, hm? »
After lowering his own cup of lovely, fragrant coffee from his lips, Shuu offered Rize a cordial smile. What a lovely, leisurely affair, discussing books over a nice drink in a calming atmosphere...
“I must say all translated works unfortunately lose a bit of the original meaning... Ir’s tragic, but it can’t be helped. The English version may offer you something a little more than the Japanese, however. It most certainly is worth a try.” He’d suggest learning French to her, but alas, learning a language takes time. A great deal of it. And she seems rather, pleasantly, eager to understand it now rather than later.
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For a lack of social understanding so magnificent to exist in a man whose family and field of study were so... tangled with people and interaction, it was absurd. Unbelievable. Rather, Shuu had believed he quite understood personal relationships. A man cannot be friends with his food, but he can keep it as a pet. That’s how the humans are, no? The means used to obtain a meal do not matter so long as it tastes divine. Friends aren’t a matter much needed in the life of a predator.
Rather, what are those? How does one engage in such a thing, when the original intent was... well, less than holy. Impossible. Kaneki Ken had been a meal.
Had he not?
He’d lost his way, somewhere, in some terrible confusion. By the time he realized the intentions had shifted, that friendship chased away some emptiness in the deepest chambers of his thought to be nonexistent soul, it had been far too late. That person, whose well-seasoned, broken soul glistened through grey eyes had slipped into an abyss despite his prideless pleas on a desolate rooftop. Bedridden for such a terribly long time in the aftermath of a bewildering, yet painful loss.
He had not even the strength to scream over gentle melodies. Fingers had long-since ceased their practiced dance over monochrome keys. Had he been stronger, maybe the loss of someone he’d genuinely found himself fond of as a friend would not be necessary. He believes this to be true for such a terribly long time.
But he’s alive. Kaneki Ken exists in this world still, according to rumors flitting in the wind, and the squeaks of a little mouse. That person was no meal, but anything else has become fair game. An unfortunate turn of events, the loss of his once sophisticated palate in favor of the power to prevent it happening again. The moment word had reached him, sheets turned cold and became unused. Just perhaps if he can find him, he can keep him out of dangerous hands this time.
So long not eating and a voracious appetite have him shamelessly eating in the open, not bothering to stifle the screams of his cannibalized prey until it grates on tired, frazzled nerves enough to make him bite through a pale throat. Heavy footfalls entering the alleyway don’t feel nearly as concerning to his safety as they should.
He has a goal, after all. No one will get in his way, this time. He did promise, did he not?
“Would you please not go?”
Words unheeded, but all is not lost, so when he looks over at an all-too-familiar face before him, his half-finished meal is flung from his Koukaku’s blade with a sickening squelch, lips pulling into a smile that didn’t reach anywhere near his soul.
“Kaneki-kun?” Like a prayer unanswered, the tune changes, eyes partially disappearing behind half-fallen eyelids. “Rather, Sasaki Haise-kun... am I correct?”
Kaneki was aware of the Gourmet’s presence before the door even opened, his gaze sliding towards the older ghoul as he stepped over the threshold, thus invading what he considered to be his own private space. He offered but the slightest tilt of his head in acknowledgement of his seemingly generous gesture, refocusing his attention on the well-worn book resting atop slender palms.
“I’ll eat it later. Please leave it on the desk.” He murmured distractedly, nodding towards the cluttered table pushed against the opposite side of the wall. The half-ghoul paused, eyes lingering on the beginning of the sentence he had begun to read, an imperceptible sigh escaping thin lips. Regardless of his intentions ( whatever they may be ), Kaneki was not above expressing gratitude for the man he considered to be a good comrade. “Thank you, Tsukiyama-san.”
There’s a familiarity to that lonesome look, nose buried in worn pages that tugs at his heartstrings in an unfamiliar and confusing way. Something is quite wrong beneath that expression, and surely a meal drenched in anything but fear is a tragic, gamey one that lacks proper flavor. If asked, his insistent response would be that this is simply to save what is sure to be impeccable flavor. He does not see a friend in this man; how could he have those? That word is beyond comprehension.
“You know...” Doing as he was told and making his way further into the room, door closing behind him with a soft click, Tsukiyama deposited the rather large package of meat on the desk. Then, cautiously -- how could he ever forget that threat? tread lightly, be cool -- he sat himself down at the foot of Kaneki’s bed. The expression of concern he wears, genuine. What he feels in his mind? Conflict. Excellent acting keeps it from showing.
This is food, and yet he finds himself morbidly concerned... “I quite understand the need to immerse yourself in another world when the one you’re faced with isn’t favorable, but...” A little sigh as fingers draw through violet tresses to pull them away from his eyes. “To neglect your basic needs, Kaneki-kun? Questo è triste. Not good. This is not how you become stronger.”
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“Please excuse my intrusion, Kaneki-kun, but as the Little Lady has informed me that you have not properly eaten for quite some time, I’ve taken it upon myself to bring you something I believe may be to your tastes.” Ghoul, it’s ghoul meat. A lovely spice for a already tantalizing meal, indeed, and considering the younger man’s recent tastes (and need to grow more powerful), this doesn’t seem too offensive a thing to bring to the apartment for him.
Rhododendron
Not a word is uttered, but he does wonder if he should feel affronted.
What would your muse put into a flower crown for mine?
Apple Blossom: A promise
Pink carnation: Gratitude
Red carnation: Flashy
Striped carnation: Refusal
White carnation: Remembrance
Yellow carnation: Cheerful
Bronze chrysanthemum: Excitement
White chrysanthemum: Truth
Red chrysanthemum: Sharing
Yellow chrysanthemum: Secret admirer
Crocus: Foresight
Daffodil: Chivalry
Daisy: Innocence
Forget-Me-Not: Remember me forever
Geranium : Comfort
Heather: Solitude
Hibiscus: Delicate beauty
Holly: Domestic happiness
Hyacinth: Sincerity
Iris: Inspiration
Ivy: Fidelity
Jasmine: Grace and elegance
Lavender: Distrust
Lilac: First love
Magnolia: Dignity
Marigold: Desire for riches
Orchid: Delicate beauty
Pansy: Loving thoughts
Peony: Healing
Poppy: Consolation
Rhododendron: Beware
Pink rose: Admiration/appreciation
Red rose: Passionate love
Red & white rose: Unity
White rose: Purity
Yellow rose: Friendship
Snapdragon: Presumptuous
Sunflower: Adoration
Sweetpea: Shyness
Pink tulip: Caring
Purple tulip: Royalty
Red tulip: Declaration of love
White tulip: Forgiveness
Yellow tulip: Hopelessly in love
Violet: Faithfulness
Wisteria: Steadfast
SARCASM: a sentence pack
"That went well."
"I hope you're happy now."
"Brilliant."
"Do you ever use your brain, or do you just think those five pounds are a built in workout for your neck muscles?"
"Remind me why I should care."
"Oh, gosh, you've insulted me! What ever shall I do? I'll be mentally and emotionally scared for years!"
"This is your bright idea?"
"Wow, you are just so incredibly funny."
"You keep on telling yourself that, sweetheart."
"Whose idea of a fun time is this?"
"Careful, keep having that much fun and it might actually start being good for your health."
"Yes, because your well-being is definitely my number one concern."
"I'll lose sleep over that. Definitely."
"Oh, no. Whatever shall we do? It's dark and we live in the 21st century!"
"Yeah, sure thing."
He’s debating on hitting you for that.
“What is with that expression? It’s as if you think I’m going to do something.” Oh, how he wants to. Just one bite.